Can’t Ever Go Home Again [open]
Posted: 27 Mar 2020, 00:35
Jonah stepped out of the woods and dusted some of the dirt and leaves from his shoulders. The city didn’t look the way it did when he had left, but that wasn’t a surprise. It had been a long time and it had changed. Hell, he had changed. And from what he was hearing, it didn’t sound like any of the changes had been for the better.
Life (or what he called a life) had gone to crap well before he’d left. Most all of his line had gone to sleep or shadows long before and the rest...either he faded or they did.
That was a lie, he knew he had. He had taken to hiding in the forge, avoiding everyone. Piecing bits of metal together as best he could. Only leaving to find more. He didn’t need to. He wasn’t the best at it. He wasn’t bad but he wasn’t great. He just needed something to do and the killing...the killing had gotten to be too much.
And then there wasn’t anyone there anymore.
And then he wasn’t there anymore.
And it wasn’t that bad.
He drew stares everywhere he went but it wasn’t like it used to be. In a world where strongmen has become superstars, he was an impressive specimen to be sure but not as outrageous as he used to be. And only rarely did he look as monstrous as he once did. And it was good, being away and just being...as normal as one could be.
But then it wasn’t.
It started...he wasn’t sure. But awhile back. Rumors passed between strangers at a nearby booth. A headline to an article that was finished at an article later in the paper. Then a news segment. And all of a sudden it wasn’t whispers anymore.
And for the first time in a long time, Jonah didn’t feel safe. And if he didn’t feel safe, he wondered who else didn’t feel safe. And from half a continent away, he felt a tug from a hammer he had left in the back room of a bookstore under some floorboards and a calling from a goddess he wasn’t sure he believed in anymore.
Jonah wasn’t angry he was looking at Harper Rock again. He wasn’t happy though. He was just...sad. Sad that it had come to this. Sad that all of this had happened to begin with. Sad that people were going to die again and again and again for all of this...mess.
But if it had to happen, “Might as well do my part,” he grunted to himself as he started walking the rest of the way into the city.
Life (or what he called a life) had gone to crap well before he’d left. Most all of his line had gone to sleep or shadows long before and the rest...either he faded or they did.
That was a lie, he knew he had. He had taken to hiding in the forge, avoiding everyone. Piecing bits of metal together as best he could. Only leaving to find more. He didn’t need to. He wasn’t the best at it. He wasn’t bad but he wasn’t great. He just needed something to do and the killing...the killing had gotten to be too much.
And then there wasn’t anyone there anymore.
And then he wasn’t there anymore.
And it wasn’t that bad.
He drew stares everywhere he went but it wasn’t like it used to be. In a world where strongmen has become superstars, he was an impressive specimen to be sure but not as outrageous as he used to be. And only rarely did he look as monstrous as he once did. And it was good, being away and just being...as normal as one could be.
But then it wasn’t.
It started...he wasn’t sure. But awhile back. Rumors passed between strangers at a nearby booth. A headline to an article that was finished at an article later in the paper. Then a news segment. And all of a sudden it wasn’t whispers anymore.
And for the first time in a long time, Jonah didn’t feel safe. And if he didn’t feel safe, he wondered who else didn’t feel safe. And from half a continent away, he felt a tug from a hammer he had left in the back room of a bookstore under some floorboards and a calling from a goddess he wasn’t sure he believed in anymore.
Jonah wasn’t angry he was looking at Harper Rock again. He wasn’t happy though. He was just...sad. Sad that it had come to this. Sad that all of this had happened to begin with. Sad that people were going to die again and again and again for all of this...mess.
But if it had to happen, “Might as well do my part,” he grunted to himself as he started walking the rest of the way into the city.