Lost Soul
Posted: 10 Mar 2019, 15:39
Darkness descended on the city and the shadows lengthened while the broken street lamps gave everything odd shapes and disturbing visages. The winter winds howled through the alleys as the snow gently fell from above. Leo leaned against the wall as he pulled his long coat closer around himself, although he wasn’t cold it gave him slight comfort but more importantly was that he felt that it let him hide easier around the city. He was a large man, slightly over six feet tall, his service had left him very athletic, His sandy blonde hair had lengthened after leaving the military and he used it as a reminder to himself that he was out.. Since he recently arrived to Harper Rock and really knew very little he found it smartest to not draw attention to himself if he didn’t have too as his instinct told him.
Although his time in the military had proved he could kill, it didn’t compare to what he had become since that fateful night of becoming a vampire. Remorse, conscience, pity, mercy, or any such words held absolutely no meaning anymore to him. He had turned into a stone cold killer since then and he was only getting stronger as the time passed. His speed and strength continued to grow as did his ability to kill and kill with greater ease all around. This confused and terrified him more than anything he could think of because he did not know if he could control these feelings even if he tried to. But with being honest with himself, he had no intention of even trying to contain himself yet and decided to only spend the effort of keeping it directed away from most people unless they came after him. Although he had been hunted by people in the recent past and in other cities, since arriving in Canada he had been forcing himself to take out his frustrations on the undead that seemed to roam all over the city. This seemed to work for the most part until some unlucky or stupid person crossed his path the wrong way, then all bets were off so he avoided most everyone for now.
For the moment Leo held the wall up as he watched the snow blow down the desolate street. Intelligent people had long been locked into their homes for the night which left him to roam where he wanted to and do as he pleased. He wiped his mouth and threw the empty blood pack on the ground with the rest of the litter as he contemplated what to do next Very little could be heard over the wind, off in the distance it sounded like a fight was happening off in the distance. He suspected it was the militia fighting off some of the dead that were trying to enter the city. They could handle it or maybe not, Leo didn’t really care one way or another as he had been fighting in the Quarantine Zone for several days now. The constant action had really focused his thoughts on the physical well being and new found strengths. His mood was as dark and cold as his surroundings, after all the carnage he had wrought over the past days and the lack of caring about anything remotely human, he probably looked as bad as he felt. It had been days or weeks, he wasn’t really sure anymore, since he had stopped either fighting, running, or some combination of both. At that moment, his anger at life, death, or undeath had left him alone and he just leaned against the wall as he thought about his next move.
He assumed his catching the random flight out of New Orleans Airport had thrown his hunters off track, or he hoped it had anyway and since his arrival here he kept as low of a profile as he could. Living off of contraband blood bags hadn’t turned out so bad except for the cost but fresh was definitely better but it attracted too much attention right now. Leo missed how the sunshine would warm his face but now he felt little. The cold of winter barely bothered him but he also never really felt warm either, ever since he turned it had been this way. The sun burned and quickly, he had found that out the hard way and before he had even really understood what had happened to him but it didn’t matter now. None of it mattered anymore, he knew what he was and had to deal with that fact someday. For now though he simply let the rage and anger out and vent the only way he could, pointing himself at the undead seemed to be working now and he finally felt like things were looking up for a change. He didn’t know how long this feeling might last so he just allowed it come as it would.
His appetit had been curbed for the moment, not on the run from hunters, and a few dollars in his pocket left him with some new thoughts and maybe even a slightly less bleak outlook on his future. Finally he decided to simply look around the area. He left his perch on the wall and quickly moved from shadow to shadow down the street, quiet as a whisper in the howling winter winds he moved down the street as he avoided the police and military in the area. He even avoided the undead who were no match for human speed let alone his inhuman quickness as he wasn’t spoiling for fights, he now looked for somewhere to acquire some clean clothes, a place to freshen up, and maybe rest for even a little while. A motel room would work if he could find one but he would settle whatever he could find regardless of what it was. At that moment, he didn’t care if he broke into places, stole from other or not, but he simple took what he could and needed although he reminded himself not to kill humans, DON’T KILL HUMANS. Someday he might have to learn to be near them but he knew that time wasn’t yet as his bloodlust was still too strong.
Although his time in the military had proved he could kill, it didn’t compare to what he had become since that fateful night of becoming a vampire. Remorse, conscience, pity, mercy, or any such words held absolutely no meaning anymore to him. He had turned into a stone cold killer since then and he was only getting stronger as the time passed. His speed and strength continued to grow as did his ability to kill and kill with greater ease all around. This confused and terrified him more than anything he could think of because he did not know if he could control these feelings even if he tried to. But with being honest with himself, he had no intention of even trying to contain himself yet and decided to only spend the effort of keeping it directed away from most people unless they came after him. Although he had been hunted by people in the recent past and in other cities, since arriving in Canada he had been forcing himself to take out his frustrations on the undead that seemed to roam all over the city. This seemed to work for the most part until some unlucky or stupid person crossed his path the wrong way, then all bets were off so he avoided most everyone for now.
For the moment Leo held the wall up as he watched the snow blow down the desolate street. Intelligent people had long been locked into their homes for the night which left him to roam where he wanted to and do as he pleased. He wiped his mouth and threw the empty blood pack on the ground with the rest of the litter as he contemplated what to do next Very little could be heard over the wind, off in the distance it sounded like a fight was happening off in the distance. He suspected it was the militia fighting off some of the dead that were trying to enter the city. They could handle it or maybe not, Leo didn’t really care one way or another as he had been fighting in the Quarantine Zone for several days now. The constant action had really focused his thoughts on the physical well being and new found strengths. His mood was as dark and cold as his surroundings, after all the carnage he had wrought over the past days and the lack of caring about anything remotely human, he probably looked as bad as he felt. It had been days or weeks, he wasn’t really sure anymore, since he had stopped either fighting, running, or some combination of both. At that moment, his anger at life, death, or undeath had left him alone and he just leaned against the wall as he thought about his next move.
He assumed his catching the random flight out of New Orleans Airport had thrown his hunters off track, or he hoped it had anyway and since his arrival here he kept as low of a profile as he could. Living off of contraband blood bags hadn’t turned out so bad except for the cost but fresh was definitely better but it attracted too much attention right now. Leo missed how the sunshine would warm his face but now he felt little. The cold of winter barely bothered him but he also never really felt warm either, ever since he turned it had been this way. The sun burned and quickly, he had found that out the hard way and before he had even really understood what had happened to him but it didn’t matter now. None of it mattered anymore, he knew what he was and had to deal with that fact someday. For now though he simply let the rage and anger out and vent the only way he could, pointing himself at the undead seemed to be working now and he finally felt like things were looking up for a change. He didn’t know how long this feeling might last so he just allowed it come as it would.
His appetit had been curbed for the moment, not on the run from hunters, and a few dollars in his pocket left him with some new thoughts and maybe even a slightly less bleak outlook on his future. Finally he decided to simply look around the area. He left his perch on the wall and quickly moved from shadow to shadow down the street, quiet as a whisper in the howling winter winds he moved down the street as he avoided the police and military in the area. He even avoided the undead who were no match for human speed let alone his inhuman quickness as he wasn’t spoiling for fights, he now looked for somewhere to acquire some clean clothes, a place to freshen up, and maybe rest for even a little while. A motel room would work if he could find one but he would settle whatever he could find regardless of what it was. At that moment, he didn’t care if he broke into places, stole from other or not, but he simple took what he could and needed although he reminded himself not to kill humans, DON’T KILL HUMANS. Someday he might have to learn to be near them but he knew that time wasn’t yet as his bloodlust was still too strong.