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Can You Hear Me?

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[LANCASTER] Freddie was not an idle man, as he was learning about himself. Slowly but surely he was finding his feet, and despite his situation he was not lacking in confidence. There was a list of things he knew he had to achieve. If he could not remember who he was or where he had come from, if in not knowing who he was he could not know whether he had somewhere to live or money to pay rent, he would find ways to make money. As much as he didn’t think Hannah minded having a vampire on hand, he could not stay in her spare room forever -- he could not hide from her neighbours forever.

It was while he was searching the internet (with his ******* mind, of all things) for jobs that it happened. A connection that fizzed and sparked and then came to life -- a movie started to play in the darkness behind his eyes, bright as if he were living it himself. There was a voice speaking that was not his own -- a woman’s voice -- and she was laughing, cajoling. She was in an empty pub, cleaning glasses behind a bar.

And then the second thing happened -- he realised that this person was a living person. Because when he asked the question who are you? the person dropped the glass she was cleaning, yelping as it shattered at her feet. Whoever she was, she recognised his voice; she started cursing at him. So ******* FUNNY, Lancaster. Where the **** are you anyway?

Freddie was, of course, confused. A short and harried conversation later (as the woman walked into an office) and he learned that her name was Roxette. She was his ‘thrall’. He could see through her eyes and speak directly to her mind. You can speak to anyone’s mind, you dipshit. What’s got into you? You lost your wits?

Apparently his name was Lancaster. Apparently Roxette had to do whatever he told her to. Elliot Lancaster. It was a start. And then the sun peeked over the horizon and the vampire was out like a light, dead to the world, darkness taking him under. When he woke up again he recalled the events of the morning but, as hard as he tried, he couldn’t reconnect. The power was a fickle one. Or maybe his brain was blocking him on purpose. There were too many questions but he at least had a couple of answers.

The power he tried next, he tried on Hannah. He had to see if this Roxette was right.

Hannah. Can you hear me?

He had focused on the woman, sending the message out into the ether to see if she would pick up on it, telepathically. He was still in the spare bedroom, laying flat on his back only in a pair of boxers, staring at the ceiling. He did not know whether Hannah was at work or whether she’d be out in the other room. He did not know whether she could answer him. But it was worth a try.


[HANNAH] Hannah had been scheduled to do a ten hour shift, but when she got into work, Adam told her there was no way she was staying past three p.m. Apparently, Hannah was bordering seventy hours that week, so they were trying to cut back on her inevitable overtime. Seventy seemed to be the 'magical' number, one she knew very well. Realistically, it probably had to little to do with the fact that she might be tired, and more with the fact that when people were tired, sometimes things happened. And that meant lawsuits and no one wanted those in a hospital. Sometimes, they were inevitable, but if they could prevent them, they would.


So, when Hannah clocked out at 2:59 p.m. She had free time. Freddie wouldn't be awake for a while, and even though he said he slept like the dead, Hannah didn't want to accidentally wake him up either. So, after she sat in the driver's seat of her Ford Flex, Hannah turned on the engine and headed to the mall. Freddie was busy learning things about himself, which was fine, but maybe she should too. Anything she found out in the form of books could be shared with him; tried and tested. Hannah didn't believe everything and anything written by authors about vampires and other supernatural things were true necessarily, but it could be a good starting point? Middle point-as he already knew some things about himself.

And while she was at the mall, she could pick up a few other things...Then she should go to the grocery store, because Hannah knew if she didn't, that she would be in trouble for next week, as the new work week started in less than a handful of days. There was a big grocery store chain on the way back from the mall, and to the apartment, so it made sense on two logical fronts to hit the store last. The first, being it was on the way back, and the second was cold things needed to remain cold for as long as possible.

She spent more time at the mall than she intended. By the time Hannah had found some books at the bookstore, and spending almost one hundred dollars on different 'vampire' books, it was nearly five p.m. Not realizing the time, or the emptiness her stomach felt while browsing the books, Hannah decided to eat something before heading to the next store-which was the store that sold her favorite shampoo, conditioner and lip gloss. Essentially, anything and everything a woman needed in the bathroom.

Hannah headed to the food court to grab dinner-something Chinese and probably not good for her-or anyone, but the selections were pizza, burgers, pretzels and or cookies, or tacos, if not Chinese. She placed an order for some beef with broccoli, then moved to the counter besides it that sold the pretzels and cookies, because it also had smoothies. She placed an order for a mango and pineapple one, then went back to get her order of food. She grabbed a spot at a small table near the smoothie place, set everything down and went to grab that too.

While she ate, the brunette checked her emails, deleted the junk and spam, kept the important emails sent by Adam in the last two days, then went on Facebook to see what her younger sister was up to. Hannah sent her a quick message, then returned her phone to her purse as she finished eating her dinner. Taking the smoothie with her, Hannah headed towards the second floor of the mall, to her last stop. On her way up the escalator, she glanced down at the silver watch on her wrist and looked at the time. It was nearly six, which meant her roommate still wouldn't be up.

Hannah pitched the remainder of her drink in a garbage bin, then headed inside the store to grab a few items, which didn't take her very long. A few bottles of her shampoo, two of her conditioner, and then two lip glosses, and Hannah was out the door. With both bags in tow, Hannah headed out of the main entrance of the mall and to her car. Both bags were nestled in the back seat of her car, before she got in and grabbed her phone to see if her sister had responded to her message yet. It was only quarter to nine in the morning, but it might be possible. She did have a few early classes at uni, but Hannah couldn't remember what days those were. Not seeing a reply, Hannah tucked the phone away once again, and headed to the grocery store.

By the time she found a parking spot at the grocery store, it was almost seven p.m. The shopping shouldn't take too long, because in theory, Hannah didn't eat a lot at home and anything that she bought was pretty much frozen. Unless it was juice, milk, or butter. Hannah didn't really have a lot of time to cook, plus cooking for one and having heaps of left-overs was sort of silly in her mind. She didn't mind left-overs, but the brunette didn't want to eat them for three or four days either. So, after grabbing a container of milk, two juices, yougurt and a four pack of butter, Hannah headed to the frozen food aisle and started piling stuff in the cart. There was a mix of t.v. Dinners, quick and easy microwavable breakfast items and a few fruit based popsicles. On her way to the checkout, Hannah stopped at the fruit and produce section and grabbed a bag of mixed lettuce, and a bag of apples for good measure.

By the time she was checked out, it was just after eight p.m. Hannah packed everything up in the back of her SUV, returned the cart, and bypassed checking her Facebook messages. If her younger sister hadn't read the message before, chances were she hadn't read it yet. Misao wasn't like Hannah in the sense that she got up early to do things-she waited until the last minute, then ran out the door to get to her classes before she was late. Besides, Hannah hadn't asked her anything too important anyways, so any reply could wait.

Hannah had pulled into her parking lot just a little after 8:30 p.m. She grabbed as many bags as she could of the cold and frozen stuff, then headed into the apartment complex. The brunette gave a familiar, but unknown face a small smile as they held the door for her; followed by a 'thank you.' She moved to the elevator, pressed the button and got in. The elevator slowly ascended, and as it made the climb to the sixth floor, there was a thought that ran through her mind. More like a question. Hannah frowned, looked around, then shook her head. That was weird. She thought to herself, also thinking...That sounded like Freddie... Which was...well, crazy. Either Hannah was more tired than she gave herself credit for, or she was thinking about her roommate way too much.

With another shake of her head, Hannah glanced at the numbers as they lit up, indicating the floor it was on. It had just passed the third floor, when the elevator came to an abrupt and unexpected stop. Hannah expected the door to open, but it didn't. Upon further inspection, Hannah realized that the third floor button, nor the fourth floor button was lit up. She pressed the number 6 once, then twice, and finally a third time, but nothing happened.

“Ahhh, helloooo?” Hannah said as she moved to be closer to the door, knocking on it softly. Then a little harder, before she backed up and looked around the length and width of the elevator. Her eyes fell upon the emergency button, so she gave it one quick push. And then a few seconds later, a longer push. Great. She thought silently to herself, as she held the button down, positive someone would hear the annoying ring at some point.


[LANCASTER] There was no reply. Lancaster continued to stare at the ceiling, slowly starting to pick apart different shadows cast from the little lights that blinked from the laptop. The only light in the room. He swung his legs from the bed and stretched, though he didn’t really need to, rolling his head on his shoulders. With his palms flat against the bed and his head bowed he focused on Hannah again -- the only person he really knew. He focused on the apartment outside, listening for her, for movement beyond the ticking of clocks and the hum of the fridge. Where he had stretched his arms only seconds previously, now he stretched his mind -- an untapped source of power, how now realised. He was capable of far more than he had given himself credit for.

With that preternatural hearing of his he caught the sound of the elevator moving in the shaft outside. If Hannah wasn’t home, he had a feeling she was on her way. He had a lot that he wanted to tell her, things that he wanted to discuss. A way through the murky future. A name that sounded so much better than ‘Freddie’. A name that rolled from his tongue like it had rolled from his tongue a million times before. He hadn’t dreamed it. Couldn’t have. It just sounded so right.

The elevator stopped before it reached their floor, and he reasoned that he was wrong. It was someone else in the building who’d come home, not Hannah. Hannah could still be at work, unable to reach her phone. Unable to tell him that she had heard him, or ask what the ****?

That, though… that was her voice. It echoed up the shaft and through the cracks between the doors, through the floorboards, even. Were there even floorboards? The vampire’s toes curled into the ground as if that could answer a completely irrelevant question. The vampire reached out again, telepathic fingers seeking Hannah out -- knowing where she was, this time, made it easier to lock on to her.

Hannah, where are you?

The question was louder this time. More insistent. The vampire tried to hold on to the tether, tried to keep it open as he stood up and sought out a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. At least his clothing options had expanded, recently…


[HANNAH] Hannah stopped pressing the emergency call button to call out another elongated “Heelllllllloooo.” Still hopeful that someone would come along. There were a lot of floors and the elevator was sort of useful to everyone in the building. Sure, some people used the stairs, but more opted for the elevator. She pressed the button again, this time putting the groceries on the floor. As if doing this would give her more 'oomph' to pressing the button and making it louder.

She looked down for her phone, and then groaned. She realized she left her phone in her purse, in her locked SUV downstairs. The one time, she thought to herself, before resuming the pushing of the emergency button. And through it all, there was that question again. There was no denying that it was Freddie's voice and that he was the one asking her where she was. Hannah hadn't even been thinking about him when it came through a second time. “Freddie?” Hannah asked, this time slapping the cool metal with one hand, while the other still firmly pressed the button.

“Freddie?!” Hannah asked again, this time answering the question back-as crazy as that sounded. “I'm in the elevator.” She said, pretty sure that while she was hopeful he would hear her, part of her suspected her couldn't hear her. Not two and a half floors away.


[LANCASTER] Although Freddie was pretty sure the same rules applied as the first night Hannah had brought him home -- he wasn’t supposed to be living there with her, try not to make it obvious -- that didn’t stop him from meandering outside the apartment door, still looking dishevelled and straight-from bed. His bare feet scuffed against the hallway carpets as he wandered over to the elevator, cool long fingers gripping the edges of the elevator door frame, staring at the door as if he could see straight through it and down the shaft and into the car that, he had to assume, was stuck. Otherwise it would be here by now.

Are you having a nap in the elevator? He asked, voice again sent slinging through space. He was calm as a cucumber, and if he weren’t a vampire who was wide awake as soon as his eyes opened every night he’d probably still be half asleep. It was a habit leftover from humanity, maybe -- that need to be lazy and slouchy that first half hour after waking.

See this cool thing I can do? Freaking you out yet? He asked. To anyone passing by, he probably didn’t look half asleep -- he probably looked half insane, grinning at the door like that door was an old friend and they’d just shared an inside joke. Now that he was aware of this neat little trick of his, would Hannah be able to take it from him? Would she be capable of it, too, without actually realising it? How much of what he could do, could she do, too? So many questions.

Don’t know how elevators work though. Can probably go get someone for you… he said, stepping back only to tentatively press the button by the elevator door, the one to call the elevator up to their floor. Worth a try, right?


[HANNAH] There was prolonged silence, which had Hannah second guessing herself. Had Freddie even...said? Thought? Something to her? Or had it been some shred of hope laced with exhaustion that made Hannah think he had said something to her?

Thoughts outside of Freddie and if he had ‘talked’ to her started creeping in. How long would she be stuck in here? Ten minutes? An hour? What if she had to go to the bathroom? What if it was more than an hour? Everything she had was frozen, meaning it was virtually inedible until she popped it in the microwave or the oven. Would she get out in time for work tomorrow? It would be just her ‘luck’ that Hannah had to start at seven tomorrow morning and not eight or nine. Could she be stuck that long?

The ‘sound’ of Freddie’s voice came at her again, and Hannah laughed wryly. A nap. It seemed Freddie had quite the sense of humor tied to him. Something she could appreciate-if the scenario was a little different. Then he asked two questions back to back, and Hannah replied, “I wasn’t until you asked me that.” She chuckled softly, before sighing. “Just so I don’t think I’m insane, can you actually talk to me?” Hannah thought herself to be a pretty sane person on most days-all, really, but this was something she hadn’t experienced before and wasn’t sure it was really happening.


[LANCASTER] The elevator did absolutely nothing as Elliot mashed the button. Something was wrong somewhere in the shaft, wiring got crossed or frizzled out or something. Could he go all James Bond and get a crow bar, wrench the door open and climb down the shaft? Should he? He could encourage Hannah to climb onto his back and he could carry her out, like a hero rescuing a kitten from a crawl space. He blinked away the scenario and shook his head. Better not to further break what was already broken.

Peeling away from the door, the vampire wandered back down the hall and into the apartment where he found a mobile phone -- not his, obviously, but an old one lent to him by Hannah -- and came back again, talking to Hannah all the while. It astounded him that he could hear her from this distance, but it was almost like an echo, anyway. Like the conversation they were having wasn’t one completely spoken out loud, but between minds. A connection had been wrought, and now they could speak as if the telephones were built into their minds. Really ******* cool, if you asking him.

Nah mate, I’m just figment of your imagination, he said, and paused long enough to have her wondering whether he really was. He peered at the cork board on the wall, the paper peeling away at the edges where the thumb tacks barely held it. A number for body corporate. This is who he should call, right? Or… maybe afterwards. Fire brigade? His finger hovered over the numbers on the phone.

No seriously. I’m talking to you with my mind. It’s pretty great. We can celebrate when you’re out. Should I call body corp or fire brigade…?


[HANNAH] Even though Freddie had gone quiet, the word ‘mate’ was a dead tip off that Hannah wasn’t thinking to herself...or having a ‘breakdown’ of some description. Her eyes narrowed as she crossed her arms over her chest and waited for Freddie to do….something.

Only, something didn’t happen. Nothing happened. Not for a minute or two, when Freddie asked about calling a fire brigade or corporate. Did he really just leave me here?! Hannah fumed, not at herself, but at Freddie. Do NOT call the fire department. I’m not hurt and there’s no fire. I’m fine. Just...stuck. Well, if he could think at her, why couldn’t she think at him? In theory, Hannah should be able to do all the things Freddie could do. The thought of calling corporate wasn’t ideal either, only because she was supposed to be living solo, but there really was no other option. Hannah laughed, threw her hands in the air and then shrugged her shoulders. Hellooooo, if you can hear me-if this thing is working...then please call Corporate. His name is Mike Greene. Oh, and sorry for shouting that last part at you. You know, if it worked. Is this working? Hannah slid down the cool metal of the side and took a sitting position, knees tucked to her chest while she waited patiently for Freddie to answer her, or for someone-anyone, to figure out how to get her out.


[LANCASTER] There was a mild arch of the brow as Hannah accused Freddie of leaving her there. What else was he supposed to do? Hang out uselessly by the elevator door that did not work, to keep pressing a button that was doing nothing to absolve the situation? He was being proactive. Vaguely he wondered whether Hannah suffered claustrophobia -- this irritable side of her was new.

Yes, Hannah. It’s working. I’m calling Mike now. Don’t panic. he said, his tone soothing and quiet and the slightest bit sarcastic. Yes, he was teasing Hannah, poking at buttons he shouldn’t. For while Hannah was stuck and might not be at all amused, Freddie was amused.

He lifted the phone to his ear and waited while it rang, wondering how he would break it to Hannah if it went through to message bank. But it didn’t. Sounding somewhat flustered, as if he didn’t particularly want to answer his phone, Mike finally picked up.

“Hey, Mike. Yeah, I’m a friend of Hannah Woods, apartment six-oh-seven. She’s stuck in the elevator…” he paused while the man on the other end of the line said something.

“No yeah, it’s not moving. It’s stopped working. If you could get someone in to fix it… yeah, thanks Mike. See you soon,” he said, and hung up the phone. Back by the elevator door, Freddie knocked on the metal as if Hannah were only just on the other side and not a couple of floors down.

Mike’s getting someone to come fix it. Shouldn’t be long. I’m going to go put some shoes on and brush my hair… he informed her. Best not to look like he’d been sleeping there, if Mike was the guy she paid rent to, if Freddie was not supposed to be there.


[HANNAH] So apparently Hannah -could- think back at Freddie. That amused her a little and changed her focus a little. Could she think to anyone and everyone? Or was that just something people like Freddie could do, and her, because she fed off him? Could she think into her sister’s mind, all the way to Kobe? Not that Hannah wanted to try that now, but the thought had entered her mind.

Don’t panic. Says the vampire who doesn’t need air to live, or food either. Or have to go to the bathroom. Hannah laughed, then shook her head. She couldn’t remember if Freddie used the bathroom-other than to shower in it. In her defense, Hannah was usually in ‘go’ mode until she crashed for a few hours to get some sleep, just to ‘go’ again the next day. Sorry. It’s kind of funny, though.’ Hannah thought in her defense before she glanced at the silver watch on her wrist. It was a little after nine, traffic shouldn’t be too bad. Hopefully Mike would be here in half an hour or so.

You’re coming back, though. Right? Hannah actually didn’t mind being in small spaces, and chances were, if she was stuck with someone in the elevator, her disposition would be a lot different, but she was alone. Stuck in an elevator for who knew how long? And really, why was she stuck? Was the elevator potentially unsafe? In the last few months, dying had crossed her mind, but never dying by some elevator mishap. She tipped her head back and caught glimpse of the operator opening, and groaned. If only Hannah were a little taller. She was willing to be the next floor up was right above the cart she was in.


[LANCASTER] I was never really with you. To come back. He said as he pulled on a pair of shoes and wandered into the bathroom to brush his hair. He didn’t think Mike should have any reason to come into the apartment, but the vampire didn’t require much. He certainly didn’t need a glass to drink out of. And what did it matter, anyway? Sure, there were contracts in place to say that Hannah couldn’t have someone else living with her, permanently. But surely she was allowed to have guests, right? Visitors coming to make use of her spare bedroom while on holiday. If there were rules against visitors, Freddie had to wonder what kind of establishment this was.

Pee in the corner. Mark your territory he said, smiling to himself. It was the kind of suggestion that might earn him a slapped arm, but as Hannah was not beside him (and a slapped arm was harmless) he suggested it anyway. If she were panicking, it was his job to calm her down, to make her laugh. To make her think of anything but the fact that she was trapped.

You want me to go wait for Mike in the lobby or should I come stand vigil by the elevator door? he asked, mildly. Mike sounded like an okay guy. Surely he’d be smart enough to know where the elevator was that needed fixing, and Freddie knew as much as Mike did. He’d really be no help to the guy.


[HANNAH] That's a comfort. Hannah thought as she stood back up, then jumped. While she was mid-air, a hand reached for the small square area that was protruded above the majority of the 'top' and missed it. By a lot. She jumped again, with the same result. Hannah knew better than to try it again, because she just wasn't tall enough. But, in hindsight at least the elevator didn't crash to the bottom and she was still very much alive! Obviously, it wasn't a huge emergency-even if she wanted to get out sooner than later.

Pee in a corner?? Serious? There was no way Freddie couldn't have 'heard' the disgust in her thoughts over that suggestion. I'll mark something alright. She growled as her eyes narrowed, Hannah glaring at the metal wall that faced her.

What will you do? Grab the elevator if I happen to fall to my death? Hannah joked, but then wondered if it was possible. Vampires were a lot stronger than humans, and even blood thieves, was it possible? Don't you have any vampire powers that can, I don't know...do something cool? Hannah asked, trying to figure out if she knew anything from any powers she ever encountered. Nothing that could help someone in a trapped elevator. How many people are trapped in an elevator every day? Not many, she suspected. I'm fine...maybe you should go wait for Mike? I think I'm stuck between the third and fourth floor. If that helps? Hannah offered, looking towards a corner in the elevator and then shaking her head. Not in a million years.


[LANCASTER] I thought holding up a conversation with my mind was pretty great. Doesn’t help you get out, but I can keep you entertained? he said. Truth was, he wasn’t sure if there was anything else he could do. Like what? Summon her out of the elevator, body and groceries and all? As if.

His footsteps echoed in the stairway as he loped his way downward, the phone in his pocket in case Mike had any reason to call back. Despite the thick brick wall that divided the staircase from the elevator shaft, when he passed by the floors that Hannah mentioned, he could hear her. He stopped and pressed his ear up against the cool brick and, yup, he could hear her jumping around. As if jumping would do her any favours.

You’re seriously that desperate to get out? You want me to try pry the doors open, get the service escape open? I’m not sure if I could catch the elevator if it falls but I’m up for the challenge… he said. He was up for the whole thing, honestly. He’d dismissed the notion before, the whole movie-esque scene of climbing into the elevator shaft but he was almost hoping Hannah would say yes. He’d never seen the inside of an elevator shaft before -- he didn’t think -- so it could be a whole new adventure. The fact that he’d discovered his own name, that he had the ability to enthrall someone, whatever that meant, and that her name was Roxette -- it was all forgotten, briefly. He had grown accustomed to being Freddie, the vampire who didn’t know who he was. And he kind of liked it.


[HANNAH] Deep down, Hannah knew Freddie was trying to be helpful. It wasn’t her fault he was stuck and really, it wasn’t his job to ‘save’ her either. Expecting such a thing seemed unrealistic and illogical. What could he do, really? I know. I’m sorry. Hannah admitted as she found the floor, and crossed her legs. There was no way she was getting out before Mike and whoever else came.

Was she that desperate to get out? Maybe. It really depended on how long she was ‘stuck’ in the elevator. When there was the mention of the elevator falling, Hannah shook her head. No! I mean, it’s fine. I’m fine. Everything will be fine. I’m sure not many people die in elevators. It’s unlikely that today will be my lucky day. Hannah thought after she moved her groceries to the side wall with a gentle push.

What did you do today? Did you find anything new out online? Hannah started to initiate a conversation back-a different one, but at least she was starting to focus on something else, other than her escape, or potential death.


[LANCASTER] Rather than wander further down and into the lobby, Freddie exited the staircase on the fourth floor and instead slid down to sit by the elevator, his back against the metal doors. His knees were raised, and his forearms rested upon them, wrists hanging limp in front of him. He gazed at the knob of his right wrist, at the black hairs that crawled up his arm, the calluses on his palms and fingers that must have been there prior to his turning. The question circled his mind and he shrugged, even though Hannah couldn’t see him.

Today? Today I slept. This morning, though, I was searching the web. With my mind. That’s a thing I can do. And I kind of… connected to someone else’s mind. I could see through her eyes. Like I was in her head. Her name was Roxette. She called herself my thrall. She said my name was Elliot Lancaster, he said. It all came out in a rush, like if he deliberated too long he wouldn’t tell her anything.

I lost the connection when the sun came up. I passed out. I haven’t been able to reconnect. A name is helpful though, right? he said. He turned his gaze to the ceiling. He’d been excited, when it had happened. But there was a deep-rooted dread, now. There was a voice telling him to stop. Don’t go looking. How was he going to explain that to Hannah? He could barely explain it to himself.


[HANNAH] While Freddie hung out on the fourth floor, down on the main floor Mike and the elevator guy named ‘Chuck,’ entered the building. There was a small gathering of people-an older lady with her small dog, and some early thirties something who would rather wait it out by playing a game on his phone, then take the stairs to whatever floor he needed. As soon as he saw Mike, he lazily lifted his right pointer finger and aimed it to the elevator. “It’s stuck again.” He said it as if it happened all the time-which it didn’t. The last time it happened, in his memory was back in 2013. The tennant just liked to complain and try to get money off his rent any way he could.

Wait. You can go online with your mind? Really? Wow. Hannah was impressed. The mind was a pretty amazing thing without adding in any vampire flair to it, but this really knocked it out of the ballpark, in Hannah’s mind. The amazed and somewhat excited thought drifted away with a low ‘hmmm,’ that he probably wouldn’t hear as Freddie talked about ‘connecting’ to someone’s mind. Was that what they were doing right now? The name of the woman didn’t sound familiar, neither did the term ‘thrall.’ When Freddie gave Hannah the name the woman knew him by-his actual name, the woman found her stomach, and propped up on her elbows. Her chin was secured in both her hands as she thought about the name. Really, he could be anyone-any name. Who would know?

Yeah. Definitely. A name is very helpful. I don’t think I’ve ever heard that name before, but it’s a good place to start. Hannah agreed with him, blue eyes on the steel door in front of her. Maybe we could look it up online. Get a phone number, or even an address? Find out where you belong? She thought, a soft, but amused laugh following after that thought. It almost sounded as if she had found a stray dog and had been looking after it for a few weeks, only to be able to reunite it with the owners; the way she phrased that last thought. Should I call you Elliot Lancaster, then? Hannah glanced towards her grocery bags that were propped up against the side wall, then frowned. Hannah knew that at some point, this day--or night, would come. So, now what?


[LANCASTER] There was radio silence for about a minute as Freddie considered the question. Something squirmed inside of him as the words were said aloud. Well, aloud inside of his head by a voice that was not his own. There were more bodies in the building, now -- movement downstairs. How the vampire could know that, he couldn’t decipher. But at least work would be getting done on the elevator. They did not need him to meet them, to tell them anything. They got the gist, they just needed to work.

One of the building’s occupants came out of their apartment nearby, their keys jangling as they locked the door behind them. They stopped in their tracks as they noticed the man sitting on the ground in front of the elevator. The elevator they wanted to use.

“Elevator’s broken. You’ll have to use the stairs…” he said. The woman sighed and rolled her eyes, thanked Freddie, and opened disappeared into the stairwell.

It’s hard to explain. And it sounds kind of crazy. But I feel like there’s someone or something else in my head, watching everything I do and … orchestrating. And every time I get too close to who I used to be, they throw up walls. You know I can’t go into Redwood? And parts of Wickbridge. The… fear and dread I feel is just too much, like there’s… I don’t know. Long story short, I feel like I was given just enough. Just enough to get ahead and… I don’t want to know anything else. I belong here now. I’m Freddie… he said. It was easier this way. Easier to tell Hannah these things without facing her.


[HANNAH] I’m in your head...do you mean like that? Maybe there’s another vampire? Someone trying to reach out to you? Hannah suggested, thinking how it might be possible. Then another thought crossed her mind. ”You said something about some girl named Roxette. How you could see through her eyes. Is it possible you’re someone’s ‘thrall?’ What does that even mean? Hannah asked as she shifted her positioning so that Hannah was more comfortable and her elbows weren’t digging into the ground beneath them. Don’t take this the wrong way, I don’t mind having you as a roommate, Freddie...but...someone made you a vampire. What if they’re looking for you? I mean, you are a vampire and they are a vampire...don’t you think life might be different? Better? Hannah asked, because they hadn’t really talked about this before. He was welcome, and in return Freddie gave her his blood-but all good things came to an end at some point.


[LANCASTER] No, no. It feels more like… I don’t know how to explain it. It doesn’t feel external, it feels internal. Like it doesn’t matter if someone’s looking for me, I don’t want to be found, he said, slowly. But he was a thinking, reasoning adult male who had been sleeping on someone’s ‘couch’ for too long. Eventually he’d have to face his responsibilities, or get some responsibilities of his own. A job, money. A way to get himself out from under Hannah’s feet.

He wasn’t taking it the wrong way, and nor was he upset by the suggestions Hannah offered. He was more level-headed than that -- or, perhaps, he’d had time to learn to control the emotions that so easily got out of control. Or maybe there was nothing to get emotional about. He could move out of Hannah’s apartment and it didn’t mean they would stop being friends. If ‘move out’ was the proper term for it. He didn’t have any stuff to move.

Better, I think, is a material thing. I have a name. I can go to the bank. Maybe I have some money… he said. It was a start.


[HANNAH] Was it that easier to disappear? Hannah found herself slightly 'envious' of Freddie's situation, until she remembered that the guy basically remembered nothing about his life and virtually owned nothing either. Not that the brunette was overly materialistic. There were a few items she was fond of, but if things didn't bring her any sense of strong feeling, most objects, items or gifts given to Hannah never remained with her past year two. Something her step mother taught her; an ideology in Japan.

Why wouldn't you want to be found? That was a different train of thought. In fact, Hannah couldn't help but wonder why someone wouldn't want to be found? Had he done something? That was a possibility. Why the name Freddie, again?

Then again, he hadn't displayed any psychotic activities, so the fleeting thought vanished as quickly as it came. So if he wasn't a psycho...did something happen to him? Something tragic maybe? Hannah remembered thinking about how he had a head injury before. When they first met in the sewers. Maybe he hadn't hurt his head, but he was experience some sort of PTSD, or something similar. Hannah wasn't a doctor or a shrink, but if he didn't want to remember something, and there were lapses in his memory...something pretty traumatic must have happened to Freddie.

Money would get you more things, I guess. Maybe your own apartment. House. A car. If money is your thing...we could go to the bank some night? No hurry or anything. I've got money. Hannah rolled over on her back to look up at the elevator ceiling. It's not as if you've been a nuisance or anything. You're the perfect roommate. You don't steal my food...half the battle right there.


[LANCASTER] Freddie offered a shrug that Hannah could not see. Why wouldn’t he want to be found? It was a damned good question and one that he avoided, most of the time. If there was a reason, something inside of him thought it was a good reason. Which meant he wouldn’t go looking for an answer. He couldn’t. There was something inside of him telling him to stop, you’re not ready.

In the grand scheme of things, what had happened to Freddie might not be as traumatic as one might think, but it was all pieces adding up to a whole. One day it might all come to a head, but if he could track down his ‘thrall’ so easily, then it shouldn’t be too hard for people to find him, if they wanted to. Right? Surely. And if he went to the bank and withdrew money… he’s been meandering these streets for a couple of weeks now. If the people he knew lived in this city, then surely…

No! I’m even a big boy who can go get my own blood, he said with a chuckle, which could be heard in the tone of his voice. Blood. It all seemed so easy, these tricks he could do were interesting rather than a curse. He had nothing to complain about in this existence. It felt like a holiday, and maybe it shouldn’t.

I can find a bank. You don’t have to come with me, if you don’t want to. It would be nice to at least help you with your rent, he said. No sooner had he finished than the whole building was plunged into darkness, the power having been cut. Freddie glanced up at the ceiling, keeping an ear out for movement in the elevator. He hoped it had something to do with the process of fixing it, rather than the building itself falling apart.


[HANNAH] She laughed, because how could Hannah not laugh at what Freddie said. She nodded, even if Hannah was nodding for no one other than herself. She believed Freddie to be capable enough to find a bank...there were tons of them in the city, usually not too far from a train station. When he mentioned rent, Hannah found her right side and propped an elbow.

Money isn't that tight...yet. I work a lot. Not that you've noticed, because you're mostly sleeping, when I'm at work. I've not been there a year yet, so I don't have a lot of vacation days, or personal time. Not as much as I will in a few months. Hannah had already used some personal time back in October and early November-when she signed on to be 'team Gino,' and had been able to keep her job. More than likely. Gino had something to do with that.

Besides, if you're going to start paying rent, then you should technically be on the lease too. That's sort of how that works. Hannah suggested right before the lights in the elevator went off and were replaced with two tiny, but bright lights inside the elevator flicking on. The brunette held her breath, waiting for something else to happen. The light to turn back on would be the preferable option, over the possibility of a sharp descent down the elevator shaft. So, this is fun. Hannah thought as nothing seemed to happen, other than a few noises from somewhere between the two floors she was stuck on. What's your favorite color? Talking-or in this case, thinking, seemed to make things easier.


[LANCASTER] Freddie laughed, welcoming the darkness. Can’t stay in your spare room forever, Han. Not as a freeloader, anyway he said. That’s not how the world worked. He might have lost most his memory but he hadn’t lost his common decency. Or his sense of self. His masculinity? Independence, maybe. He couldn’t think of the word.

Was that an invitation to join you on the lease? What do they do when they add a person to a lease? History checks? Could be… tetchy, he said. He didn’t even know his own history to know whether it was a clean record. Or whether he had a record at all.

I don’t know! Actually. What is my favourite colour? Do I have one? he asked. It would be an experiment saved for a later date -- he could go shopping. See what colours he gravitated toward in clothes, in furniture. In… whatever else it was people bought.

Overhead there was a hum that ran through the whole building, a bass thrum as if the walls were coming back to life again. The lights flared back on, and Freddie shifted to look at the elevator door, as if he could see straight through to the elevator’s shaft, as if he could detect whether the electronics were going to play ball. Is that what they just did? Turned it off and on again?

Did that work? he asked, hand on the cold metal as he waited to see if the elevator, too, was going to come back to life.


[HANNAH] Probably not. She thought in agreement, before adding on. Sooner or later, someone will notice the very tall guy that never leaves for very long. She smiled, eyes falling on her bag of frozen goods that were probably too thawed out by now to try and salvage. Along with the gallon of milk in her car.

Had she just invited Freddie to sign in on her lease? Hannah thought back to what she had thought, and realized that maybe she had. It hadn’t been intentional, just a statement of fact. If he was going to live here, then at some point the company would want to hold him as accountable as her, should they damage something (which seemed unlikely-but that was how they worked). Probably. Yes. That’s what they do. She rolled over on her stomach once again and sighed. If he did join the lease, he couldn’t sign it as Freddie whoever. The guy didn’t really exist. And who knew what they might find out about Elliot, what’s his face? Maybe not a good idea.

She laughed when he asked if he had one to her. Everyone has one, I think? Or at least a top two, Freddie. She pressed her lips together to stop laughing as the sounds grew louder and then, the lights came back on. Something is happening! She said with excitement, before there was a buzzing sound from where the buttons were located and then the elevator moved up to the fourth floor. Once there, the doors slid open with a ‘ping,’ and she was greeted with the wall across the hall. Not wasting any time, Hannah grabbed her bags and nearly sprung out of the elevator. “Yes.” She said, as her eyes landed on him. “Most guys like black, blue, green...Occasionally red. For future reference. But, a color, is just a color. You know?” Hannah didn’t think much into the belief pink was for girls, blue for boys. “Also, you say mate a lot.” She concluded with a laugh, before looking towards the stairs. “I should go throw these things away…”Hannah said as she inched towards the stairs.


[LANCASTER] As soon as he heard the elevator rumble and slide up to its proper position Freddie pushed himself up from his position on the floor and stood. Very tall, indeed. He was there to greet Hannah once she all but bounded out of her temporary cage. He wondered what it would look like from a stranger’s perspective, watching as this woman exited the elevator and started talking to this man like they were just carrying on a conversation they’d already started. Which is exactly what they were doing, but without phones -- it would look quite strange.

Freddie took a single step forward and collected the bags from Hannah before she could even make it to the stairs. A hidden gentleman. “Really? What did you buy?” he asked, clearing his throat as he finally used his proper voice. He hadn’t done so yet tonight. “Surely it’s not all wasted…” he said. If there were frozen things, would they have been given time to get to room temperature? Hannah would know best, he supposed. How long had he been a vampire? He didn’t know. So he couldn’t say he was an expert about what to do and what not to do with food.

“Also -- what if my favourite colour is purple? Would you judge me for it?” he asked, grinning. He liked that the subject had changed. He didn’t want to talk about who he was or wasn’t. He liked the ease of joking about his favourite colour. He quickly overtook Hannah and pushed open the door to the stairwell with his back, gesturing with a nod of his head that she should pass him by.

[HANNAH] “Thank you. And maybe not all of it. Some though.” She concluded with a shrug of her shoulders. Theoretically, anything in the middle should be fine, since it was ‘protected’ by the things on the outside. “And no, as long as you don’t judge me for liking what most would think of a ‘boy color.” She laughed, before heading past him. “You didn’t have to take them all, you know. Or any, since it’s not for you.” She glanced down to the bags in his hands, then stopped at the base of the stairs. “My favorite is green. I’m a real rebel.” Hannah said with a small smirk, before she slowly took a step up on the stairs.

“I think the bank in Bullwood is open later...I go there a lot since it’s near the hospital. For future reference.” She shared, before circling back to the question of what she bought. With a quick hand, the hair to the right of her face was tucked behind her ear. “In those bags are a bunch of food I may not even get around to eating for a month or two.” She said with a laugh and shrug of her shoulders. “I mostly eat at the hospital or on the way back. I don’t get a lot of time when I’m not at work, so the quicker-or more instant something is, isn’t better, but it works. If that makes sense.” Another few stairs and they would be on the fifth floor. “Thanks for keeping me company. I now have a bigger appreciation for stairs.” Hannah concluded as they bypassed the fifth floor door.


[LANCASTER] Freddie grinned as Hannah mentioned her eating habits. “Or you eat when you get home but it’s just not the conventional,” he said, his longer legs taking the stairs two at a time, able to overtake Hannah for a second time, spinning on the fifth floor landing to flash her a wink before heading up to the sixth. The stairs may as well have been flat ground for the vampire, who could have gone up and down the entire set twenty times before he even started to get tired. Up on the sixth floor landing he had to wait -- his hands were full, and the door opened inwards. This time, he would have to wait for Hannah to open it for the both of them.

“I prefer stairs to hills,” he said with a shrug, gazing down at the woman as she approached. He was thinking about her habits, and about what she’d said earlier. She worked a lot, and he might not notice because he was sleeping. Which might have been the case. But did she ever have time off?

“It’s a noble job, you have. But even noble people deserve time off every now and again. And they deserve time to take care of themselves. Are you taking care of yourself, Hannah?” he asked, and the teasing lilt had diminished, a deeper tone of genuine care creeping in. The vampire had been preoccupied trying to learn things about himself, he hadn’t been paying enough attention to the woman he was sharing an apartment with.


[HANNAH] “Well, I mean...I can cook-not well, but enough to get by. Usually recipes make enough for two, but usually four. And left overs are only appealing for so long.” She said with another shrug before opening the door to their floor. Hannah thought about what Freddie said and asked, before answering. “I must? I’ve not had to take a sick day this year.” She confessed, before adding on to the thought with, “Though, maybe drinking vampire blood helps with that?” She laughed a little, before getting the key to her apartment out from the keyring Hannah pulled from her coat pocket.

“I get enough sleep and I do make time to eat. And, actually...next month is my one year work anniversary. I get more time off, and I plan on using it. I’m actually going camping at the end of May.” She said as the key slid into the lock, turned it and opened it. “So, if you’re still here, you’ll have the place all to yourself.” Hannah confessed, as she stepped inside the apartment. “Which, you could be. I’m not kicking you out or anything.” The brunette said quietly, before moving to try and take a bag or two from him. “I’ll see what I can salvage.” She looked up at him with an appreciative smile, before moving into the kitchen.


[LANCASTER] Freddie gave the groceries up, handing the bags over to Hannah but following her through to the kitchen after the door closed behind them. He slid onto one of the stools, watching as Hannah tried to salvage what was salvageable.

“Camping, yes. That sounds good,” he said with a smile. He didn’t say anything for a few seconds before he cleared his throat. “You know… the time I spent in the sewers, it’s a bit of a blur. I can’t remember much, until you came along. And I remember it, the way you… attacked me. You can’t help yourself, sometimes, and it doesn’t seem…” he stopped and sighed. Far be it for him to try to tell Hannah how she should live her life. That wasn’t his place. Still, he would say what he had to say.

“It can be dangerous. Is all. You’ve done fine this long without me and I’m not going to belittle you by… I don’t know what I’m trying to say. Just be careful, okay? And if you’re struggling with anything you’re allowed to admit it. Not that I think you’re struggling with anything just… I don’t know,” he said, laughing as he shook his head. “How are you at the moment? With the… craving?” he asked, his palms flat against the counter-top, though he’d be willing to flip an arm over and offer a vein as soon as Hannah showed the slightest hint of wanting it.


[HANNAH] Hannah had grabbed the groceries quickly and walked away just as quick to try and avoid the inevitable, but before she had entered the kitchen, there was the weight of her fangs that made themselves known. Hannah did her best to ‘keep busy’ and avoid looking at Freddie as he followed her in, and made himself comfortable on a chair.

“Hmm?” She said from the freezer door, still not looking at him. “Oh. Well, I...know.” She admitted, knowing how dangerous being a blood thief could be. Was. “I might not look like much, but I can handle myself.” Hannah confessed as she closed the freezer door and grabbed another bag. She felt it were true-she had a couple years of training under her belt, thanks to the Serpents. Or not so much thanks, but a needed essential. Prerequisite, basically.

Finally, Hannah looked at him when Freddie asked about the cravings, her palms on the counter too. “It’s...okay.” She said, then gave Freddie a small smile, revealing her fangs, which might contradict ‘okay.’ “I’m trying not to...You’re my roommate now and a person. A vampire person, but still a person. I’m trying to not treat you like a chew toy.” She said while Hannah pushed off the counter and grabbed another bag to busy herself again.


[LANCASTER] Freddie narrowed his eyes at the baby fangs that glinted in the kitchen lights before they were gone again, Hannah trying to pretend like it was fine, trying to be the honorable person. And maybe this was a good thing. Between them, each night, somehow his constant proximity could help Hannah to control it, the way her teeth immediately sharpened just thinking about it.

If he were human his skin would have stuck, clammy, to the counter tops. But he was not human, and he did not sweat. When he leaned back and his hands slid from the counter, they made no sound at all.

“You’ve given me a place to stay and have offered me a constant source of blood -- bringing it home, keeping it here for me. You say money isn’t an issue, you’ve brought me clothes, say I don’t have to pay rent. If you bite me every now and again, I’m hardly going to think you consider me a chew toy. I honestly don’t mind. I’m happy to be of service,” he said with a grin. He wanted to get up and walk around and into the kitchen and take Hannah by the shoulders, force her to face him. As if by doing so it would force her to take what she needed. Instead, he stayed where he was -- seated on a stool so he’d be at the right height, if she decided to come and partake of the ‘meal’ he was offering to her.

“You’ve got control issues and you’re lucky enough to be living with a vampire who doesn’t lust after your blood in return. We can help each other out, here…”
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[HANNAH] “Yes, but now you have a name and probably a bank account, so you’ll be able to buy your own clothes. And, eventually, I’m sure you’ll probably want to get your own apartment. I don’t mind helping you out for now, or next week, or even next month.” She concluded, while clamping a hand around a frozen box labeled ‘chicken alfredo.’ “I actually like the company. It’s not bad. I had a roommate back home in Japan, so it’s been a pretty big transition not having one.” She shook the box, then shrugged her shoulders and put it in the freezer. It ‘seemed’ alright.

“And I know you don’t mind…” She said, trailing off as he hit the nail on the head. Hannah actually had control over most her life, she thought-minus the whole blood thief thing. More specifically, the vampire blood thing. “Yeah. How does that work? I mean, could you drink human blood if you wanted to? Or had to?” Hannah asked as she closed the freezer, and moved back to the counter, her tongue flicking over her fangs. She closed her eyes for a moment, as palms found it once again, then looked at Freddie. “If you had a lot of money, when you go to get it, what would you do?” Hannah hadn’t thought Freddie would come to know his name any time soon, but now that he did, there were other things to think about. Did he have a job? Family? Kids? Vampires he made at some point? Maybe a wife? What about his own apartment, or even a house?


[LANCASTER] Freddie shrugged. Hannah was asking him questions about things he didn’t know about yet. He didn’t know whether he had any money at all so hadn’t started to think about what he might do with it. That would be getting ahead of himself.

“If you’re saying that you’d prefer I stick around, then I don’t have to go anywhere,” he said. He, too, liked the company, when he had it. His nocturnal schedule meant that he missed a lot of the time Hannah was awake, but it was good while he had it. “The first thing I honestly thought of was being able to pay you rent, and pay you back for things.” He didn’t want to move too fast. He didn’t want to go rushing into things that he didn’t know. If he had a past, if he had people, he didn’t want to have to explain to them that he didn’t remember them. His thumb subconsciously swiped the underside of his ring finger -- it wasn’t the first time he’d done it, this habit, as if he were searching for a piece of metal that wasn’t there, as if he were used to playing with it when his fingers were idle. And it wasn’t the first time he’d noticed that indentation on said finger, the natural molding where a ring used to live but looked like it had recently been taken off.

And there was that dread again, filling him from the inside. An uncertainty, a voice shouting at him to stop. Don’t look. You won’t like what you see there. He’d lowered his gaze as he shook his head.

“As for the human blood -- I haven’t tried,” he said with a shrug and a smile, quashing the dread and clinging to the changed topic.


[HANNAH] Was that what she was saying? That she 'preferred' Freddie stayed around? Maybe. Probably. She didn't want him to go, even if Hannah knew that at some point, he would either have to go, or want to go. She didn't say those things, instead, Hannah just offered him a nod and a smile. Some day, things would be back to 'normal,' whatever that was.

Hannah wouldn't begrudge Freddie in any way. It would be good for him to know who he actually was. Then, a thought struck her. “You know. If you ever do figure things out, no one says you have to go back to doing those things. Or being Elliot, whoever. For example, if you hated your job-change it. Do something different. You're a vampire. You guys can pretty much do anything because you have forever to do anything and everything.” She lifted her shoulders into a shrug, as her eyes moved off his face and to the arc of his neck, before bouncing away to focus on something else.

“And, you can stay. However long. Until you figure things out and are ready to go be Freddie. Or go be Elliot again.” Hannah suddenly moved to the fridge to grab a bottle of water to try and alleviate the thirst she felt. The small, subtle itch at the back of it. “As for paying rent? We'll talk about that later? When you see how much money you do, or don't have. Besides, you'll need clothes-more than what I got you.” She said after taking a long sip from the bottle of water, before closing the door.


[LANCASTER] Again, Freddie shook his head. “I don’t think it’s got anything about disliking anything. I don’t think,” he said, frowning. He really wasn’t sure. All he had to go on was this roiling feeling of dread that was so fleeting that he couldn’t catch hold of it -- so spiky, that he didn’t want to catch hold of it. “I feel like… like something happened. You know? I feel like… the way it feels in my head, it’s like there are barricades and every time I get too close, alarms go off. I did some research, yeah? Not about vampire things but just regular reasons why ordinary people get amnesia and this really does feel… selective. There’s something I’m protecting myself from and I… I don’t want to find out what it is. I don’t want to go back. I don’t want to focus on who I was or where I came from,” he said, still shaking his head. He didn’t want to dwell on it anymore. He wanted the two of them to just go back to the way they were, not knowing.

“So if it really is okay with you I think I’d prefer to just stay here, for a while?” he said, bright eyes watching Hannah as she moved around the kitchen, as she grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge. He hadn’t forgotten the questions he’d formerly asked her, the reassurances that he’d given her. He hadn’t forgotten those baby fangs.

“And right now, I am willingly offering. Just like I did in that sewer. If you want some blood, I am giving it to you. Please,” he said. It just didn’t feel right to take so much of Hannah’s generosity and give nothing in return.


[HANNAH] “It's okay with me.” Hannah said, almost too quickly, practically talking over Freddie. Whatever his deal was, or, is, she supposed, Hannah didn't care. Freddie hadn't hurt her, or even tried to hurt her. He could have taken her stuff and did a runner by now with all the hours she worked. So far, it seemed like Freddie was a stand up guy. “Okay, Freddie.” She said, after setting the bottle down on the counter. A nod followed after that, as the small of her back found the lip of the counter behind it.

“I'm kind of envious of you. As crazy as that sounds. There are some things I wish I could forget.” Like the name of the guy she dated for a while, before he turned out to be a total douche bag and screw her life over. Indebted her to the Serpents. Hannah could do without that entire chapter, but it was what it was.

Her eyes moved back to Freddie when he reminded her of the offer he had made. Hannah hadn't forgotten about it. The woman had heard it, even if she hadn't acknowledged it in some way. The woman moved out of the kitchen, around the wall and allowed a shoulder to claim the wall as she looked at him. “Doesn't it scare you? Offering yourself to someone with control issues? Who may never have control of this feeling?” Who may never want to either, she had thought to herself, but tucked that away for another time, and maybe another conversation.


[LANCASTER] The smile that spread over Freddie’s lips was indulgent, almost. It was a smile that touched his eyes. There were so many things that he was capable of and a lot of it had to do with his mind; knowing things no ordinary person should know. What could he do if he connected with Hannah’s mind like he had earlier, and rather than just talk to it, delve into it? What would he see? He considered trying, but shook his head.

“No. I’m confident that you can’t harm me,” he said. As soon as he said it, he realised it sounded somewhat condescending, so he tried to elaborate. “Or, I’m confident that you could give it a damned good shot, but if you did any damage, I’d recover. It’s… like this sixth sense. I can ah… I can feel other people’s emotions, I’ve realised. And I can just… I know you’re strong, I know you’re capable. You are formidable. But I know if we were to come to blows, I’d be able to outlast you. Not that I think we’ll ever come to blows…” he said, clearing his throat. “The point, though, is if I feel like you’re taking too much I don’t think I’ll have any trouble pushing you off,” he said.

It was a trick he had tried with regular humans on the street; he reached out, and it was as if he were touching some core internal chip that informed him of their strengths and weaknesses. And Hannah, well -- she was far stronger than any regular human. And if they were to come to blows, he had no doubt she’d be able to do some damage. It could have been cocky of him to say that he didn’t think she’d ever be able to kill him, so he didn’t say it. He kept that thought to himself. Maybe one day, she would be able to. It didn’t actually matter, as he couldn’t foresee a scenario where either of them would want to kill the other.

With Hannah so close, now, Freddie placed a palm at her waist, gently tugging her that tiny bit closer. His head canted sideways, the arch of his neck tantalizingly visible. One might almost think that he was impatient.


[HANNAH] Hannah stood there, amused with Freddie as he spoke. Not amused at him doubting what she could and couldn't do. It was more the fact that he seemed to be stumbling over his thoughts. Maybe, Hannah shouldn't be amused at that. What if it were a cognitive issue? Still, she couldn't help but raise both brows as she looked him dead in the face, as she smiled, listening to Freddie almost defend himself and his strength.

She didn't doubt that he was stronger. Vampires naturally were. Hannah knew that first hand. And while she didn't foresee intentionally wanting to hurt Freddie, what if one day she took too much from him? Was that even possible? Take more than what was needed? So much, that he could die? She didn't think so, but Hannah didn't want to find out either. She liked Freddie and he, outside of Judah and Adam, was the only person she could consider a 'friend.' Even if they didn't know a lot about the other, Hannah strangely trusted Freddie.

Hannah's heart beat increased when Freddie reached out and touched her; beckoned her to take what she wanted from him. There was no resistance from the brunette woman as her feet moved forward. All that was needed was that tug that welcomed her into his 'personal space,' and the gratifying tip of his head, to release that deep sated desire of relishing in vampire blood. Even though he was willing, there was still the deep seeded thrill that came whenever she bit into a vampire and took their blood.


Her right arm wrapped around the shoulder closest to her, her hand finding the opposite shoulder to where she stood. Her left arm crossed Freddie's back and came to rest on the same shoulder, one hand covering the other. Hannah leaned in, appreciated the scent of-well, him. It was different from the first time they encountered the other in the sewers, but his 'vampire' smell was the same as she remembered it every time Freddie let her bite him. The hand that was on Freddie's shoulder, pressed into the flesh that resided there, with her fingertips. She parted her lips, let her tongue press against the tip of her left fang, as if verifying they were still there, before the pair pressed into his neck, then clamped down once the taste of his blood filled her mouth.


[LANCASTER] Freddie wasn’t exactly sure what it was that he had grown to like about this situation. The pain of Hannah’s baby fangs piercing his skin was subtle, the ache that followed, as she forcefully took the blood from his veins, was bearable. Could anyone say it was enjoyable? It shouldn’t be. It should feel strange, wrong, even. But Freddie had no humanity to compare it to. He was a vampire, and vampires generally bit other people. Hannah was not a vampire, but did that matter? If he were human, maybe he’d have been scared, and rightfully so. A vampire at one’s neck when human was a far scarier prospect. If they did lost control and take more than they should, it would result in death.

There would be no death, here.

And that was a comfort. Without the fear of death there was room for other things. Freddie couldn’t entirely decipher it. Maybe the pleasure wasn’t all his own, and what he was feeling was a throwback of the pleasure Hannah felt in the taking of his blood. The Adam’s apple bobbed in his throat as he swallowed, eyes closing as his eyes rolled to the back of his head. The way he was sitting, on the stool at the kitchen bench, he had his legs spread and Hannah’s body between them. The hand he’d placed on her waist was now wrapped around her middle, the other following suit. Long fingers curled around the back of her neck, his head bowing so it rested upon her shoulder. He had heard the increase in the pace of her heart and he focused on that, now, could feel it as it pushed the blood fast through her veins. She was warm to the touch, hot, even, compared to him. It was completely foreign but not unpleasurable.

This was what all people needed, wasn’t it? Eventually, it was what they missed. Human touch. Any touch. The knowledge that one was not alone. The feelings were all mixed up, and from Hannah he knew he felt the desire for blood. Just for the blood, a desperate lust for it. Everything else, though, he had to assume was all him.


[HANNAH] Just like the change in smell from the sewers, to here and now, things were different. Freddie touched her not once, but a couple of times, before and while Hannah drank from his neck. The soft weight of his head at her shoulder didn’t stop Hannah, neither did the feel of his fingers at the base of her neck.

The hand that came around his back moved to the shoulder attached to the side she drank from, as Hannah pushed her way in closer to Freddie, so close that they were pressed against the other as Hannah debated stopping. She knew she didn’t need anymore, but what was another sip, or two? Her cheeks exploded in a deep shade of rose, not from their physical contact, but from her own blood that was pumping through her body at a quicker pace as her heart thrummed in Hannah’s chest.

When she felt Freddie’s blood trickling down his neck and slicking over her thumb, Hannah realized that she was wasting more than she was getting, or enjoying. Apparently, what she wanted and what she needed, were two different trains of thoughts. Very slowly, Hannah’s lips left Freddie’s neck, the hand with the semi-bloody thumb was lifted off his shoulder and brought to her lips. The blood disappeared a few seconds later into her mouth, as Hannah’s thumb pressed between her bloody lips. Her other hand found the side of Freddie’s face and rested there, absorbing the grainy feel of his facial hair beneath her touch. The brunette didn’t stop there, though. The desire to delve into Freddie’s flesh with both fingers overcame her, not satisfied with just one touch. She needed-wanted-even craved the physical connection they had for the moment. Hannah’s other hand finally found what it was wanting once she pulled the thumb out of her mouth, latching onto Freddie’s arm, then working its way up to his upper arm. “Thank you.” She breathed out, the proof that he and his blood was beneath her skin, written all over Hannah’s flushed cheeks.


[LANCASTER] It was exhilarating, this feeling. It wasn’t just the proximity, it was all of it. It was intimate in a way the vampire didn’t know whether he’d felt before. Given he must have been in his mid thirties when turned, he assumed somewhere along the line he’d felt intimacy. Judging by the ring he knew had to be missing from his wedding finger, the assumption wasn’t wrong. But he couldn’t remember. He couldn’t remember ever having slept with a woman before, nor what it felt like to be aroused -- which he was slowly learning, now. His senses were shifting back into their rightful places and only infinitesimal shift on that stood and he knew his jeans were tighter than they were before. At least the denim was thick, and fitting enough to hide the evidence.

He realised that he still had his arms wrapped around Hannah as she breathed her thank you; she’d made no move to pull out of his hold, but he loosened it anyway. Loosened it, though he didn’t completely let go.

“My pleasure,” he said, voice gruff in its usual baritone, smiling at the flush in Hannah’s cheeks. It gave her a healthy glow, and was altogether mesmerising. Before he even knew what he was doing he was brushing a thumb over her cheek, wanting to feel the heat beneath the skin. What Freddie did not know about that particular thumb was that, in a past life, it had been used to pluck and strum constantly at guitar strings. It had bled for the art of music. The callus there was rough, the pad of his thumb hardened and stuck that way since turning. He cleared his throat.

“Was it enough?” he asked, tearing his gaze now from the redness that still clung to Hannah’s lips.


[HANNAH] They were still attached to the other, her with one hand on Freddie's face, the other one on his shoulder, while one of his remained on her face. Her cheeks welcomed the coolness of his hand against her warm, flushed cheeks, so much, her head tipped a little to welcome the rough thumb that stroked it. She could still feel the fast pace beating of her heart as Hannah stood between Freddie's legs, even after the 'deed' was done.

The question Freddie asked didn't get missed, Hannah stood there in silence wondering how she should answer. It was probably an innocent question from him, but between the plethora of emotions and desires Hannah felt, she wasn't sure it was enough. So, the brunette stood there awhile longer, slowly nodding her head. “Yes?” She had meant to sound more assured of her reply, but it came out like a question, while her fingers roamed the stubble on Freddie's face. A deep conflict laid embedded within Hannah-she knew she had enough of his blood, but she hadn't had enough of...him. As much as Hannah wanted to touch him, she also wanted him to touch her. And more.

A tongue flicked over her lips, ensuring Hannah had gotten all of Freddie's blood off them. Where were these desires coming from? Not even ten minutes ago-she had been trying to avoid treating Freddie like a chew toy...and trying to 'avoid' his close proximity, and now? Now she welcomed it-embraced it. Sure, the guy wasn't bad looking-that much Hannah knew and could admit, but usually Hannah could admit it and move past the acknowledgment. Tonight, was a completely different story, because here she stood, a minute or two after answering his question, still soaking in his facial features, while the other hand moved from his shoulder, and down the front of his chest. The hand rested there, Hannah slightly unhappy with the material that came between her hand and Freddie's chest, even if she could still feel the muscle definition beneath it.

“No.” She said with a shake of her head, confident of her response now, as her blue hues focused on Freddie's eyes. Both hands were on his face now, engrossed with the feel of his skin, before her lips pressed lightly against his, while her hands found the back of Freddie's neck. What started out gentle, became a little more earnest and slightly demanding as her lips locked against his.


[LANCASTER] There was every chance that Hannah would have said yes and pulled away, would have taken another swig of water to wash the blood down. They would have continued with their night, hanging out together until Hannah had to sleep, and then Freddie would go for his nightly meander, returning before dawn to sleep. Wash and repeat. He might have gone to the bank, to persuade the attendants to help him out with a new card. He could say that he lost it. Which wasn’t a lie.

Instead, Hannah’s uncertain ‘yes’ turned into a very certain ‘no’, and whatever the night might have had in store was dismissed, pushed away, up in a cloud of dust. The vampire was certain that all physical lust was one-sided. His chin raised as Hannah’s hands cradled his face, the press of her lips against his completely unexpected when it really shouldn’t have been.

At first he was unsure, his brows furrowed as those barricades in his mind strengthened and climbed in height. Any memory of past intimacies lived in rooms whose doors slammed shut as soon as Hannah deepened their kiss. It was so strange, knowing the ropes but not knowing how those ropes had been initially explored.

A low hum reverberated from Freddie’s chest as he finally responded, like there was a fire under his feet and he’d only just felt the heat. His grip re-tightened upon Hannah’s waist, whatever grip he’d loosened re-attained. He pulled her in close, his body flush up against hers. HIs thumb brushed the corner of Hannah’s jaw, fingers curled around her neck -- until his whole arm shifted, a direct replica of his previous hold when she’d had her fangs in his neck. He could taste his own blood on her lips, the tang of it firing up his tastebuds. He broke the kiss only to trail his lips along the line of her jaw, to nip at the lobe of her ear before bringing his lips back down, reclaiming hers.

If there was any doubt that he’d be confident with intimacy, it was gone. He knew what he was doing. How long had it been? Now, he only wanted more. The hand at her waist shifted, slipping beneath the pink scrub top, cool fingers sliding across hot skin, and digging into flesh. And still, he wanted more.


[HANNAH] If logic were evident, Hannah would have pulled away from Freddie. The woman wouldn't have initiated a kiss, and she would have backed away. Their living situation was pretty good-nice even. She wouldn't risk 'messing it up'. But logic went out the window the second she fed off Freddie, slightly fueled by bloodlust...and something more. It couldn't all have been blood lust-she would have known that too, had Hannah stopped to think about it. She had fed off him before and had never had the strong desire to want more. Or, at least to act upon it. She didn't mind seeing more-the times he walked around without a shirt on, but for the most part, the woman usually had better control over her libido, than she did now.

When Freddie's fingers found the skin beneath her shirt, Hannah wondered if she was always this hot when she fed off a vampire. Warm, sure, but with his cool fingers on her skin, Hannah felt as if she were on fire, and his chilled fingers were a very welcomed source against her body. She ignored the very tiny voice in her head that warned her to stop-that there might not be any going back from this, as her fingers left his face, trailed down Freddie's neck and wrapped around his shirt.

Hannah's lips tore away from Freddie's to find air, then his neck, as she pulled herself into his lap, using his shirt to reel her in. Once the brunette woman was within his lap, her lips sought his again, her fangs grazing against his lower lip, as Hannah probed for more with them. His shirt was released so that her fingers could find the hem of it, and started to tug it off over his head. Her lips pulled away from Freddie's for a second time, only to get the shirt off his head, before they crashed against his again. Her fingers danced over the upper half of his body, mopping up the coolness it offered. It was pleasing, but not enough. The rest of her was on fire, and the only way to put it out, in Hannah's mind was to absorb as much of his flesh against her own. The quicker, the better.


[LANCASTER] There were several things that amounted to Hannah’s permission. There were boundaries that were crossed, and not in a bad way, but they were a point of no return. Now, they could only rush forward. Hannah first climbed into Freddie’s lap, and then she tore his shirt off without delay. He wasn’t going to complain. But nor could they comfortably continue where they currently sat.

The woman was light in Freddie’s grasp as his fingers sought the flesh of her thighs, as he held her aloft when he stood and the legs of the stool squealed against the flooring as it was pushed back. If the cats had been nearby they now scattered, and Freddie was completely unaware. He shuffled forward, careful not to trip on anything, until he stood uncertainly in the space between the two rooms. He’d never once stepped foot into Hannah’s room, the main room, so he turned instead toward the spare room with its boarded windows and its heavy blanket. He trusted that Hannah would keep hold of him even as he continued to kiss her. Her lips tasted good, even after all the blood had gone. They were plump, and soft. They were warm, hot, like the rest of her.

As soon as his knees grazed the edge of the bed, he lowered Hannah into it. Just as she had wasted no time removing his shirt, he wasted no time removing hers. As soon as the pink scrub top had been tossed into the corner of the room, somewhere, he clambered onto the bed, his body once more flush against Hannah’s, his hand snaked behind her back searching for the clasp of her bra, his lips trailing kisses from the rise of her chest, over her collarbone, nipping at her neck, the corner of her lips. He sucked in a breath and held it, forcing himself to slow down. The clasp was loosened, but he stopped, raising himself up onto his elbows. They had to be sure. He had to be sure that she was sure.


[HANNAH] Hannah was well aware that the stool wouldn't be where they remained. But she HAD to feel the coolness of his skin against hers, as much as possible, and as quickly as possible. That was made even more possible when Freddie stood up and Hannah was 'forced' to meld her body closer to his to hold on to him. Not that she believed he would drop her, but the guy could only do so much on his own.

There was a brief pause once they were in the hallway between the two bedrooms, before Freddie continued towards his room, and the two of them found the bed. Her lips found the underside of his jaw briefly as her own shirt was pulled off and lost for the time being. Her arms wrapped around his much cooler body, once again welcoming the feel of it, only this time there was little between his body and hers. She shivered for a brief second-not from the temperature difference between the two of them, but from the basic feel of his flesh against hers.

It wasn't her bra being undone that had Hannah slowing down, and almost freezing in place, but Freddie's own change of pace. There was a feeling of uncertainty that loomed between them, while Hannah kept her lips frozen against the arc of his shoulder and neck. What were they doing? What was SHE doing? Very slowly, her fingers slid from his shirtless body, as one found his chest and placed it there. “Wait.” She sucked in a breath of air and held it. Very slowly, she released it against his shoulder, before her own tempo changed. “Maybe, we should catch a breath. Or something.” Hannah suggested, still remaining close to his shoulder, the hand also staying firmly where it was. There was more than one reason to hesitate on her end, and for very good reasons.


[LANCASTER] The joke I don’t need to breathe seemed out of place, and anyway, Hannah had added the ‘or something’ addendum. Metaphorically speaking, they needed to catch a breath and this was the whole reason Freddie had slowed down. Deep down it was because he was a gentleman who believed that incontrovertible permission should be granted by both parties before engaging in sexual activities. If he had not paused and they went ahead with it, if Hannah regretted it…

Of course he was disappointed. The pressure against the zip of his jeans was undeniable, now, and like every man he had a physical lust that he wanted to sate. But he would not do so at the expense of anyone, and all that would be required to calm down was a long cold shower. He didn’t feel any anger, though. Of course she would have her reservations. He was a vampire who knew nothing about his past. Even he had questions about himself -- could it have been something he’d done that he was running from? Was he guilty of something so unforgivable that he’d run from himself, unable to forgive himself? It would be selfish of him to get Hannah caught up in it all, if it were all to come crashing down on his head. Especially when she might have issues of her own to deal with. And there was the rub -- Freddie didn’t know. He didn’t know much about Hannah at all, except that she was a nurse by day and a blood thief by night.

He nodded, slowly, but he didn’t get up or walk away. He instead slid sideways, pulling down a pillow for them both to share.

“Too fast,” he said. “I understand.” They had just been roommates, and this lust was fuelled by the bloodletting. If they cooled down from that, if the attraction was still there… He released a breath and smiled, even as his fingers brushed a loose strand of hair behind Hannah’s ear. “Tell me your concerns?”


[HANNAH] When Freddie obliged in the idea of taking a breather, Hannah felt disappointment too. Was she disappointed he stopped, or disappointed that she stopped him? Maybe it was a little bit of both. She let out another breath of air, sighing, this go around as Freddie rolled to his side and remained near her, but not on, or against her. Hannah already missed the coolness of his body.

He was the first to break the silence after her suggestion of slowing down. She turned her neck to look at him, slightly surprised. Not how Hannah expected the whole-'let's not actually go through this' scenario to wind up, but it was appreciated and formed a sense of respect with Freddie. She liked Freddie, but there hadn't been anything that moved him past the idea of 'he's a nice enough guy,' before just now.

There were concerns, but not just on his end. In fact, there were very few concerns from Hannah about who Freddie had been as Elliot Lancaster. Maybe he had a girlfriend. Maybe he was even married. Maybe someone loved him and was looking for him. But if he had any of those, wouldn't she have found him by now? Hannah decided that he might have a girlfriend-but the other scenarios probably weren't true. “Well, it could get weird.” She pointed out, because that was the most obvious scenario. “And, I don't want it to be. I don't want it to be weird and then you feel like you have to leave.” Because, well where would he go? The sewers? Hannah wanted him to avoid being who Freddie was down there, to who he seemed to be becoming up here.

That was really the only concern she had when it came to Freddie. All her reservations were more focused around her. Gino, primarily. She doubted he would be very happy if Hannah spent all her free time with Freddie, when she was supposed to be working for the guy. “And never mind the fact that you don't know me. Who knows? Maybe I'm secretly a serial killer or something.” She said with a laugh, before turning to look at Freddie. “I'm not, but, what I mean is...I'm obviously not the only woman in the world. Maybe, I'm not your cup of coffee. Eventually, you'll want to go out more and meet more people. Other vampires...and you might meet someone...” She suggested , thinking of her own conundrum. “I don't want you to latch on to me, just because I was nice to you, when someone else out there will be nice to you. Like some sort of strange Stockholm syndrome...only, you're not a prisoner, and can leave whenever you want. Probably not the best example. You've got a brand new life and can do whatever with it.” Hannah grabbed the blanket from off the bed, pulled it up to her chin and rolled over to face him. “I just don't want you selling yourself short.”


[LANCASTER] The conversation had turned suddenly serious, and Freddie half wondered whether he should have begun with a joke instead. Something about his age, maybe. Was he too old for her? How old was he, anyway? It can’t have been a concern -- thus why it would have been a joke. And although the time for jokes had passed, Freddie still smiled. Hannah pulled the blanket up over herself, as if it should act as a shield -- Freddie’s leg got beneath that blanket, though, hooking it between hers. There were still shoes on his feet, which was hardly appropriate. Or maybe it was the most appropriate thing in the world.

“I could be into serial killers…” he said with an arched brow. A joke. The time for jokes, in fact, had not passed. He didn’t actually think he’d be into serial killers, but the metaphorical meaning remained true. She could be a lot of things that he wasn’t aware of yet, it was true. But those things could be things he was into. They had yet to find out.

“Also the world could be full of **** people who would have shot me rather than brought me home with them. I doubt many people would trust a dirty, mangy vampire from the sewers. You were more than just nice to me. I feel like you’d give me the clothes off your ba-- well, you did do that. They just didn’t fit very well,” he laughed.

“I think you’re selling yourself short. You have so low an opinion of yourself and I don’t think you should. You’re a good person. It’s equally possible that I could go out into the world and measure every woman against you and find her wanting. You’re beautiful, inside and out,” he said. And he meant it. “Whereas I… ****, I don’t actually… you know I actually have no idea what I look like…?” he said. He couldn’t see himself in mirrors and it hadn’t occurred to him to try to take photos of himself. He’d been preoccupied.

“Anyway. I want to know you. I want to get to know you, if you’ll let me. I can’t reciprocate with stories from my own past and how I got to where I am, but I can promise you’ll be the first to know once I find out…” he said with a grin.

[HANNAH] Hannah laughed when Freddie suggested that he might be into serial killers. She doubted it, he didn't seem the overly dark natured kind of person, but then again, who knew? Maybe his old self was. And if that was true, Hannah decided that it was best he didn't go digging into his past. And if he knew, and wanted to change, well, it was slightly honorable, yet...scary. Hannah was sure she could probably defend herself from him, maybe. Hopefully he wasn't into women that were at their core dark, and in saying that, he wasn't 'dark' himself.

When he talked about their first night as roommates, Hannah groaned and placed her right palm between her eyes. “Yeah. Sorry about that. Should have just let you run around in the towel.” Hannah suggested, not as adverse to the idea now, as she had been then. She rolled to face him, still keeping their legs entwined together, as he mentioned her having a low opinion about herself. It wasn't that per-say, it was the fact that Hannah didn't think she was the greatest gift on earth for starters, because she just wasn't the egotistical, or self-centered type, but if Freddie found out the real reason as to why she was here-not because Hannah wanted to leave Japan and start abroad somewhere else for some thrilling life change, but because she had to be here...chances are, all the nice things he thought about her would disappear as quickly as he said it.

“Wait. What? But...how?” Hannah's smile faded as she looked at him in surprise. There was at least one big mirror in the bathroom above the vanity, so how did he not know what he looked like? Was there some reason he couldn't see himself in the mirror? Hannah hadn't ever thought that vampires couldn't see themselves in the mirror, but now she had to wonder. “Well, other than being really tall-I think you're older than me. Maybe around eight or nine years older? Can't be more than a decade.” Hannah suggested, feeling she was a pretty good guess at ages based off the fact she saw many people, of all types of ages just about every day. “Not that that's a bad thing.” She followed up her initial thought with that. Truthfully, it seemed that after her first boyfriend back in university, Hannah seemed to find herself far more attracted to older men-more than likely because she dealt with enough crap from someone close to her age, that she had been instantly turned off by anyone a year to five years older-or younger than her.

“It's just because you've got a little grey in your beard...It's not bad. It's actually, really, really attractive.” Hannah confessed as her right hand reached out for his beard, stroking the spots with grey in it. “You're actually, really good looking.” She admitted softly, the hand falling between them and resting on the bed. Really, in her mind, Freddie was hot, but she thought that sounded like something she'd tell her sister, or her old roommate back home in Kobe. “I'd wager either you liked to work out or had a physical job of some description, because you seem very much in shape.” Hannah's eyes glanced down to Freddie's bare chest, appreciating it once again, before she changed the subject. “And...yes. I'd like that.” Hannah decided, vocally in terms of getting to know her. “Let's see...I'm twenty-nine. Thirty in September. My favorite color is green, as you found out earlier tonight...I lived in Japan most my life, and have a younger half-sister. Not that we consider the other that. She's almost nine years younger than me. Before you lived with me, she came for a visit around Christmas time. Just a little over a week.” Hannah said, fondly thinking about her sister, as the smile on her face depicted that fondness. “She's...very different. The more outgoing between the two of us. Eccentric. Embraces a lot of the young Japanese pop culture.” People would never know they were related if they stood side by side, then again, there was a huge age gap between the two of them. “For starters.” Hannah concluded as she rolled over on her stomach, laid one arm on top the other so her chin could nestle against those arms, as Hannah decided not to bog him down with her background too much. “If you want to know more...theeeen, maybe you should ask me on a date.” Hannah teased Freddie, knowing that they could just sit on the couch and watch a show together and she would still tell things about her, because she wanted him to get to know her as much as he wanted to get to know her.


[LANCASTER] Surprise coloured Freddie’s features. Nine years older? And she said she was turning thirty… well. That was interesting, if nothing else. He didn’t feel that old but he’d wager that even a ninety year old turned into a vampire would feel like a teenager. He even glanced down at his chest, his abdomen -- it wasn’t flabby, by any stretch of the imagination, but nor did he look like any of those underwear models he’d seen on billboards or plastered in the train stations. He had the tone of a man who was always active, always walking or riding or hiking. That’s what he thought, anyway, as he’d scoured his own body while in the shower trying to find lines or scars that might be familiar to him. But what did he know, really?

Despite their slowed pace Freddie couldn’t help his wandering fingers that lazily climbed over Hannah’s shoulder and traced circles over the flawless skin of her back, before running lines up and down her spine.

Freddie had questions. Probing questions. Questions about the things that Hannah had not yet revealed to him. They sat on the tip of his tongue, electric. They were silenced, though, as Hannah offered her ultimatum and Freddie laughed. Freddie, that name had stuck. He’d thought that upon discovering his own name he would use it. How right had it felt as it rolled from his tongue? And yet, he’d not answered Hannah previously, about what she should call him. If she asked again, he’d say he preferred Freddie.

“To answer your question -- I thought you’d know -- I mean. Heh, I’ll have to show you. I can’t… well I can technically see myself in the mirror but it’s ******* grotesque. There’s no identifiable features left,” he said. It had given him a shock the first time but the shock had been cushioned by a knowledge sunk deep in his soul. He’d known that was coming.

“I do want to know more. I want more than the surface,” he said, pointedly. She was a blood thief who attacked vampires in the sewers and there had to be a story behind that. That was the story he wanted to know. But he could be patient, if it wasn’t a story Hannah wanted to tell just yet. “So -- a date. A picnic in the park? Or would you like to dress up? A five-star restaurant?” he asked. The latter, he supposed, would depend entirely on what he found out at the bank.


[HANNAH] Hannah saw the look on his face and she laughed. “I did say at most. Who knows, maybe you’re like this one lady I had a couple years ago. She was twenty-four and had a stroke already. Pretty rare thing. But she also had a chunk of grey hair on her left side of her head. She said it was a birth thing that ran in her family. Her brother had a small spot in about the same place and so did her younger sister. They all had this grey streak by the time they were seventeen.” Hannah turned her head to lay her cheek flat against her arm to look at Freddie better.

Her back welcomed his touch as it arced into his fingers. While Hannah no longer felt as if she were about to burn up right then and there, she was still warm to his touch, so the brunette appreciated the fingers that now ran up and down the middle of her back. It was her turn to look surprised when Freddie said he could see himself but there were no distinguishing characteristics. How was that even possible? “No. Believe it or not, I know about vampires and some of their powers, but I don’t know a lot about them. So, we’re kind of learning together.” Hannah stated as she wondered if even the oldest of vampires-however old that was, knew everything and anything under the moon about their own species.

When Freddie said he wanted to know more than the surface stuff, Hannah nodded her head. Of course he did. Anyone would, if they were genuinely interested in more than what they had come so close to doing less than fifteen minutes ago. She felt color rise in her cheeks again as Hannah had the momentary thought. Then she laughed, rolled on her side and nestled against his chest. “That’s not a date. Well, it is, but not for you. A date is something people both enjoy doing.” Hannah said pointedly as a finger etched the surface of his chest while she thought. “And since you don’t know what you like to do, we could do just about anything.” She suggested with a shrug of her shoulders as Hannah breathed in a breath of fresh air-breathed in his scent and absorbed it. She closed her eyes for a moment, as she relished in it, before her eyes opened once again. “We could go bowling...a movie-but then people don’t really talk through those, so maybe not. Go to a club, though, I’m not much of that type of dancer.” Or any dancer, really, she thought to herself, before adding in a few more suggestions. “Go see a play, or...well...there’s this gym of sorts. It has a rock climbing wall, open pool and a few other things. Basketball court-a lot of things.” She finished, the finger lying flat against Freddie’s chest. “I think we should do a little bit of everything to find out what you like.” Dive right in, sometimes a necessary approach in her field. Especially after a surgery when a patient would rather lay in bed all day, for a few days.


[LANCASTER] He wondered if this was going to be what their relationship would always be like. It wasn’t odd, but it was different; they were talking about going on their first date but here they were half naked and snuggling. Like, at the moment, they were just good friends with the added benefit of a spooning buddy. Freddie wasn’t going to complain. Hannah snuggled against his chest and he continued to trace circles over the smooth planes of her back, right down to the dip at the bottom of her spine and then back up again.

“Bowling, maybe. Not a club,” he said, humming. Even just thinking about it he knew a club wasn’t his scene. Maybe he was even too old for it before he’d been turned. You don’t often see thirty-nine year old men in clubs, do you? They were populated mainly by the young, the babies who’d just earned the age to drink legally. He thought about plays and didn’t feel anything either way -- he thought about plays that were musicals. He thought about music. Just listening to music via the laptop and the phone that Hannah had lent him… it was one of those things that his barricaded mind couldn’t keep from him.

“Music,” he said. “I like music. Is there anywhere around that hosts good bands? We could go see a band…” he said. What kind? He didn’t know. Something with instrument. None of the synthetic stuff. “We could ah…” he laughed. “We could find a part of the river that’s uninhabited. A small lake somewhere? A stream…” given how woodsland-y it was around this city there HAD to be fresh running water somewhere. “Rather than a public pool we could go swim somewhere private…” he said with a cheeky grin that she may or may not see. He was joking. Or was he? The live music could come first. “How are you at karaoke?” he asked, returning to the previous suggestion. Live music could cede into karaoke, couldn’t it? Whatever they did do, he would have to rely on Hannah for the location.


[HANNAH] Hannah was glad when Freddie botched the idea of a club. It hadn't really been her scene in a while, and only went once a year at most when her younger sister groveled her to come out with her for her birthday with her sister's friends. It never really went as her younger sister expected, Hannah usually making an excuse to leave early when her friends became a little to obnoxious for her. She understood it-everyone was that age at some point, but Hannah couldn't relate to her sister or her friends in that scenario. Maybe bowling...Hannah wasn't a good bowler by any standards, but it could still be fun. Or at least something different to do every blue moon.

He liked music, which was...good. Hannah liked music too. Some more than others, obviously. She thought about it, and then offered a small shrug. “Maybe. We can look it up online. I'm sure there is. And if not, summer is almost here, which means I'm sure there will be live bands in the parks at some point. Mostly during the day, but maybe early evening too?” She suggested, reminding herself to look online for places that played live bands at some point.

When Freddie suggested going somewhere in the woods, her eyes lit up. It was probably no surprise to him, and was maybe even intentional that he mentioned that, given her camping confession earlier in the night. “Yes. Definitely. I know a place or two.” Hannah said with a nod, her eyes moving off his chest to his face to catch the grin on his face. “When it's a little bit warmer.” She concluded as the very finger that had been on his chest before, found his chin and brushed the hair there as she thought about his next question. “Uhm...I...don't know.” She laughed, pretty confident that she wasn't the worst singer in the world, but she wasn't near the best either. “I'm okay.” Hannah shot for the middle 'safe' zone, and if she turned out to be better than 'okay,' then great. If worse than 'okay,' he probably wouldn't tell her, she imagined. “I'd give it a go after a glass of wine...or two.” Liquid courage, so to speak. “Do you want to try that first?” Hannah inched up a little in the bed so that they were now eye to eye, instead of her at his chest range. The finger on his beard turned to a hand on his cheek, before it slid down to his shoulders and then landed on his chest, fingers splaying out to caress as much of Freddie's skin as Hannah could. “I like that better than bowling.” If it interested him, then maybe that meant he liked it and that was where they should start. With something Freddie liked, over something he wouldn’t like.


[LANCASTER] Freddie idly wondered whether Hannah had got the hint -- that he’d suggested skinny dipping, rather than just a swim. The idea of actually hiking out into the woods appealed to the vampire, the fresh air and the wildlife presented an adventure, of sorts. He imagined hiking to the top of the nearest crest until they found a good view of the city spread out beneath them. When he imagined it, he didn’t imagine what it would look like during the day, but instead what it would look like at night time. Which, it vaguely registered, meant that he was accustomed to being a vampire. Which had to mean he’d been around as one for longer than a few months.

He had wondered, at one point, whether that’s what happened. Whether somehow he’d got bitten and in the process of turning he’d been left to fend for himself and had found a home in the sewers. Maybe his body didn’t take so good to the turning, a few nuts fell out in his mind, and his memory went kaput. It made sense, didn’t it? It still wasn’t a story he completely dismissed, but there were still a few things that didn’t add up.

But anyway, they weren’t talking about. He all but purred at Hannah’s touch, his gaze soft and and his smile gentle. He nodded.

“Let’s do that first,” he agreed. Even if there wasn’t a thing in the park, surely the city had a couple of venues specifically for live music. Surely they had local bands playing on the weekends. It was a regular thing that most cities did. Or was it? He couldn’t trust his own memories or assumptions. But they could figure that out later. He almost suggested that they get up now, go and look. Wander the streets until they find something. But then he remembered that Hannah had worked, and she might have to work in the morning. And how late was it, anyway? She didn’t have the luxury of just wandering the streets until dawn like he did. And he was comfortable.

“Can I kiss you?” he asked. It wasn’t what he meant to ask. He meant to ask what night she was free, but that wasn’t the question that formed. Could he kiss her or was that off the table until they’d had their first date? He was cool, now. The previous heat had dissipated and the pressure in his jeans had even abated. They could make out like teenagers with their door open, parents downstairs.


[HANNAH] Their first date was easily agreed upon, just by throwing out a few ideas between the other. It was easy; almost too easy, but then again, Freddie didn’t really know what he liked, or didn’t like so why would it be difficult to think about what they would do first? “I’m off in three nights. If you want to go then?” The soft suggestion passed from her lips as her hand once again came to rest on the bed.

What Freddie asked surprised her and even made Hannah laugh. “Sorry. I just...didn’t expect that.” She admitted, eyes flitting down to his lips, before Hannah nodded her head. “But yes. Definitely.” Just because they hadn’t gone where Hannah envisioned them going when they got to the bed, didn’t mean she was any less attracted to Freddie now, than before. In fact, to almost prove her level of attraction to him, Hannah set both her hands on each side of his face while she inched closer to Freddie. She didn’t act on the desire to apply her lips against Freddie’s-he asked. Hannah didn’t want to take that away from him. There would be other times where she could initiate first-so Hannah hoped. So instead, she just remained where she was, her eyes transfixed upon Freddie’s own set, while Hannah simply appreciated the moments before now, and the one happening right now.


[LANCASTER] Three nights. That was easy. Freddie could go to the bank and try to get some affairs in order; he could shop for some clothes. Maybe some food, too. It occurred to him belatedly -- well, not so much, because he’d voiced his concern only half an hour previously -- that he was concerned for Hannah’s health. ‘Quick’ meals between work and home, and that microwaved stuff, it couldn’t be good for her. Was she getting all the proper nutrients and vitamins? Wasn’t she a nurse? Shouldn’t she be on top of all this? Whether or not he could cook, Freddie would eventually find out. Maybe he’d get some recipe books, too. Just in case.

The laughter caught him off guard and he arched a brow, leaning back just that tiny bit to try to get a full view of Hannah’s expression, to try to read it. He didn’t have to though, as she explained her laughter away. He laughed, too, shaking his head.

“I didn’t expect it either. It kinda just slipped out. But I have no regrets,” he said, her lips close enough as he spoke that his breath would tickle her skin. He held back just a few moments longer, teasing, building up the tension. And this his lips pressed to hers, gentle this time, exploratory, rather than urgent and desperate. His leg shifted, now not merely tangled with her limbs but hooked around them, tugging her closer. Just as his arms did, wrapping around her in a loose hold, fingers only lightly digging into warm flesh.


[HANNAH] No regrets, Freddie said and Hannah was...relieved. Relieved that he asked, and relieved that Freddie still wanted to, after being shut down more or less. The two remained fixed in their position for what seemed compared to forever, the anticipation and desire of their lips meeting soon, building.

When they finally met, Hannah leaned into his body more, the blanket the least of her concerns. One arm hooked around his shoulder as the other wormed its way between the mattress and him. This time was different than before, not that Hannah was complaining. She soon realized that she enjoyed kissing Freddie. More than enjoy, Hannah 'liked' kissing Freddie, as juvenile as that thought was. Just as much as being tangled up in his arms and legs.

Using her weight to her advantage, it wasn't long before Hannah was no longer beside Freddie, but on top of him, a leg on each side of his body. Their legs remained wrapped together near their ankles while she leaned down into him. By now the blanket was who knew where, but that didn't stop her from keeping her lips locked to Freddie's, only occasionally separating to get a quick breath of air, just to find them once again.

After a couple of minutes, Hannah gently nibbled at his lower lip, before giving Freddie one last kiss. She made no attempt to move from off him, after her lips sought a space on his chest and pressed a firm kiss to it. As different as it was, it was also...nice. Bordering between something fairly innocent, yet within seconds could turn into something like a little while ago. Keeping skin on skin contact, while Hannah laid on Freddie, her chin now resting on his chest as she looked up at him. “As much as I don't want to...” Hannah said, the remorse and regret hanging in each word, “I should sleep.” There was, unfortunately work tomorrow, and it was a slightly earlier start than today. “But...it's a date?” She asked, confirming their future plans.


[LANCASTER] Freddie wasn’t going to complain about Hannah taking control. The blanket was gone and the bra was loose but not loose enough to reveal anything, not that Freddie would have seen. They were still too close together, the press of their bodies keeping the undergarment in place. Freddie, discovering he was indeed a gentleman, made no move to remove the garment or allow his hands to wander where they shouldn’t. Though, he couldn’t help the way they moved over the rise of her backside. Just the once. He made sure to try to think of other things -- of what food he could buy when he went to get groceries, perhaps, and searching to see whether he could remember any recipe. Any at all. Did he know how to fry an egg…? It helped to keep his hands innocent and his jeans their regular snugness.

When Freddie sighed it wasn’t so much a sigh of disappointment but instead one of resignation. He had a feeling it was coming, and had almost hoped that she’d just fall asleep beside him while they talked. She’d not been home since work, however, and he was aware she might want to shower and clean her teeth before bed. People generally had their rituals. Even he had a shower/clean teeth ritual and he was a vampire. He didn’t sweat. He didn’t even know if his teeth required cleaning. Could they still rot? Better to be safe than sorry.

“It’s a date,” he said. “Three nights from now, it’s a date. We’ll go just after I wake up,” he said, relinquishing his hold on the brunette atop of him. Whether she chose to go or stay, it was her decision. But he assumed the shared bed privileges might come after the first date. Maybe even the second. He learned, too, that he could be a patient man.


[HANNAH] There was an alluring comfortableness and potential temptation with the idea of just staying put. His sigh didn’t go unnoticed and was attempted to be pacified with a soft kiss to the lips that let it escape. Hannah didn’t believe he was upset or bothered with how things ended-it didn’t feel like that to her. Then again, how would she know how he felt? It was weird to think that she knew how his sigh was not intended without really knowing Freddie at all, but here she was silently claiming he wasn’t disappointed.

She smiled at his confirmation, then slowly inched away from him. “Okay.” Hannah nodded, then moved off the bed. Maybe ‘okay’ was the wrong word to use when she acknowledged that they had a date, but the smile on Hannah’s face displayed more to those spoken words. The brunette headed to the doorway, paused and turned to look back at Freddie. “It’s a date.” With that solidified, Hannah vacated the room and headed to her own where a shower was the first thing to do on her agenda.
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