The Hangover [Matilda]
Posted: 13 Mar 2016, 14:07
<Lancaster d’Artois> The night started with Lancaster d’Artois in his office, nursing one of the worst headaches of the century. That was the problem with being an Allurist who was susceptible to alcohol poisoning – the hangover was never really worth the numbness provided by the drink – though it never seemed to stop Lancaster from going back. Of course, it wasn’t hard for him to get his hands on the drink. It was far too easy. Shadis and Charlotte tried, and it was for their sake now that he tried not to go find another bottle of wine – if he got drunk again, maybe the headache would go away. It was for their sake that he was trying to push through.
The normal remedies for a hangover didn’t quite work. He had ordered scrambled eggs and bacon from the kitchen, but he just felt sick and threw it all up again. He’d laughed into the toilet bowl – people probably thought he was insane. He was always complaining about how he hated being a vampire. He hated what he was. Now? He had never felt more human. He had done it to himself. He really, really couldn’t complain.
Back in his office, he was trying to drown out the noise of the pub when there was a knock on his door. He sat up straighter and pushed his fingers through his hair to try to comb it, though it still sat kind of haphazardly. “Come in…” he called, forcing a smile as Jessica poked her head into the office.
“Lancaster, the protestors are back…” she said with an arched brow. Normally, Lancaster would take care of them. Normally, he would go out and talk to them and they’d eventually go away. But this was the third time this month, and he couldn’t even rightly remember what it was they were protesting. Something utterly ridiculous. Was it something about serving meat, or was this a different lot? A low growl rumbled in his throat as he stood, scooping a baseball bat out from under the desk. Jessica backed off, a little concerned. Whatever protestation she offered fell on deaf ears. Lancaster had had enough. He just couldn’t deal with it anymore. Any of it. That was how he ended up out on the street roaring like a drunken giant, though he wasn’t drunk. As he chased them off the footpath wielding the bat like their heads were baseballs and he was taking aim – he roared out all his frustrations at the poor protestors. It didn’t take long for them to scatter.
<Matilda> Matilda had been out for one of her nightly strolls, getting herself reacquainted with the city and it's greatly varied inhabitants. It seemed so strange to her how much it appeared to have changed, though she had continued to wander it even as she dreamt she had no real concept of what was occurring around her. Tonight she had foregone any larger weapons, there were no great plans for the hunting of zombies or heading to the Hunting Grounds to take down a Mountain Lion for dinner, the dagger in her boot and a gun tucked into her purse seemed sufficient.
She had different prey in mind tonight, an old acquaintance that had originally hailed from the same land as Matilda. They’d bonded quickly over silly nicknames and music, the pair often just mucking around when they caught up. He was a friendly face, one without complication and that sounded like a really good idea right now, her first week back had been better than she’d expected but still a little shaky.
Turning the last corner to Lancaster’s, giving her dress one more quick brush of hands to make sure everything was sitting in place, she was confronted with a fascinating sight. A large group of what appeared to be protesters scattering, alarmed by the hollering man waving a bat in their general direction. “What the… Has everyone gone batty? Lancaster, what the hell are you doing?” She demanded, though there was more than just a little amusement in her voice. The woman fought to keep a straight face, trying to look stern as her hands move to press to her hips. “Well, young man?”
<Lancaster d’Artois> Even after four years – or was it nearly five, now? – Lancaster still could not control his emotions. They hit him like a tidal wave and he could do nothing but go with the flow, body loose, hoping not to be slammed with fatal shrapnel along the way. It could have been an arresting sight – or a quirky one – to see the tall Australian wielding his blunt weapon beneath the sign that proclaimed his name and ownership of the building. The crowd dissipated and what was left behind was a sight Lancaster had not expected to see. Sure, he’d offered the invitation. But he never thought she would actually follow through.
A frown cut a deep line down the middle of his eyes as it his head split in two. It felt that way, anyway – like some god on high had decided to finally drop an axe right into the middle of his skull. He was paler than usual – could he actually be getting sick? – and his lips were dry. Maybe all he needed was a heady dose of actual blood, but with Pi gone, he had no other vampire to sink his fangs into. He hadn’t been game enough to approach anyone about it – he hadn’t needed to, with the buffing relic snug around his upper arm.
“******* riff-raff. Maybe they’ll think twice about coming back. You can only be nice for so long until you finally have to drive the point home, y’know?” he said. He tried for a smile. “It’s good to hear a familiar melody, though. How are you?” he asked. Small talk. He hated it, but it was better than the alternative.
<Matilda> The woman stared at him as if he might be mad for a few moments, listening to his explanation only to find more questions forming. Perhaps now wasn’t the time to ask them, might be better to wait until he calmed down a little before she launched into a tirade of questions. Turning slowly she watched the reminder of the humans scatter, looking back at the tall vampire to check he wasn’t chasing them it seemed.
“Uh, yeah, riff raff… Me? Surprisingly well all things considered, it’s good to be awake and to find some familiar faces still kicking around. Enough about me though, mate, how are you? I’m not going to lie to you, you’re looking a bit rough.” She paused, unsure of how to phrase her next comment but figuring it might be best to be direct. “Not sure if you’ve been up to some dubious activities, or you just haven’t had a good feed in a while. Do you need to get some?”
<Lancaster d’Artois> Ah, of course. Of course she would ask the direct questions – and she wouldn’t know that Lancaster couldn’t lie. Although he laughed, there was no mirth in it. “No, actually – now that you mention it, a nice long sleep sounds like a ******* holiday,” he said. “Technically, no. I don’t need anything to eat. I’ve got a major hangover, is all,” he said. At least she hadn’t asked for the details, right? He cleared his throat, an action which turned into a bit of a cough.
“Anyway. Enough standing around on the street. Come in, come in,” he said, heading back inside the pub. It was quiet inside – the protestors had driven some of the business away, though the customers would soon be back. It was early enough in the night. From the bar, Jessica gave Lancaster a somewhat dubious look, probably glad to see that he wasn’t covered in blood, or anything. That, probably, would have been going too far. “Upstairs. It’s quieter,” he said. Why had he come down, anyway? Food, yes. That’s right. The food that hadn’t worked. He headed for the stairs that would first lead up to the backpackers, and then one more floor up to the attic – where he lived, these days.
<Matilda> She studied his features as he spoke, the man had grown curiously pale and his mouth seemed dry, if he were human she’d make him have a lie down and a nice big glass of water. Matilda found herself surprised by his answer, though it did explain a lot. A hangover vampire was certainly something new and she wasn’t exactly sure how she felt about it. “Mate, hair of the dog that bit you perhaps? Not a great habit to encourage, but it gets you through the worst of it.” She reached to pat his back to ease the coughing but thought better of it, letting him lead her into his joint. It wasn’t a bad place, the bar was nice and quiet but they didn’t stop there and she began to wonder how big this place was. “Seems like this place is doing well, Lanky, nice little spot.”
<Lancaster d’Artois> He shook his head. "No, no. Too much of that. I'd be perpetually drunk if I kept drinking to keep the hangover away," he said. It was kind of nice, talking about hangovers and getting drunk. It felt oh so human - even if he felt like he might have caught some kind of death-flu at the same time. Maybe the lack of an ability to keep the food down wasn't just the hangover. Recalling the last time he was sick, Lancaster sincerely hoped it was something he could kick. "Thank you," he said. "I expanded," he added. And, it was all doing quite well. He should be proud. He led Matilda into the attic, which was more like a studio apartment with no windows - there were discarded instruments around the place, and the pub's stock spilling out one of the doors. "Home sweet home."
<Matilda> A smile curved her lips as she listened to him speak, the accent stood out here, so broad and yet so comforting to her. “Well we can’t have you being a drunken lout all the time, can we? You’ll have to catch me up on what’s driven you to drinking, Seems like you’ve picked it up as a heavy new hobby.” Stepping into the attic she allowed herself a peek around, admiring what he’d done with it. “This is nice, actually, really cozy. I could do with a nice attic to hide out in myself, it feels like even when they are empty every place I have to lay my head is crowded. Not sure if it’s the memories, or the remnants of people’s lives scattered around the place as if they might return at any moment. One place I had that was for me and…” She trailed off, “Uh, for me, just feels haunted now.” Her shoulders lifted in a shrug, Matilda letting loose a shaky laugh as if to brush away the thoughts. “Now, if drinking isn’t on the agenda perhaps it’s time for you to give me an idea of exactly what’s been happening around here?” Moving around him she moved over to the instruments, tracing her fingertips over the strings of a guitar, “Sing me a song, Lanky bird.”
<Lancaster d’Artois> Lancaster cringed at the sound of the guitar and shook his head, though even that small movement hurt him. Like he had a bowling ball instead of a brain and it rattled against open nerves every time he moved. He even saw stars. It wasn't long until he'd found one of the armchairs and slowly eased himself down into it. "No songs," he said. "And it's not an interesting story. Really, it's quite pathetic and I should just get my act together," he said, leaning back with his eyes closed, though he was still happy to talk. The company was nice. The familiarity of the accent a soothing balm. "I have plenty of spare places, you know. I can probably find you some keys for somewhere..." he said, opening one eye to look at Matilda. "Are you one of those who've started hearing voices?"
<Matilda> She stilled the strings to stop the sound that had poured further, watching him recoil she get her voice quiet as she spoke. "I wasn't being literal, about the song, more of a silly joke like 'Sing me the song of your people'. Pathetic? Hey, we've all had some pathetic in our time." She watched the man sink into the armchair, he looked so utterly weary. She lowered her own slender frame into a chair near his, leaning to rest her elbow on the arm, her chin propped on her hand as she watched him. "It's alright, I just need to learn to deal with my demons and loved ones." She laughed as if the laughter itself surprised her, glad she was able to roll with the punches better these days. "Voices?" The question stilled her, blue eyes widening. "I'm not sure. I mean, I spent the last year basically walking in a dream state... I'm not sure what was real or what was fantasy. Are you? Hearing voices?"
<Lancaster d’Artois> Lancaster laughed and then flinched, the pressure causing another hammer blow to his head and he groaned it away. "No, no voices. I don't like death, though," he said, turning his head to open both eyes, to look at Matilda properly - it was hard to discern much, but he caught her feelings all mixed up with his own. Except it was hard to decipher, in his current state. "It was not nearly for so long - but I got stuck. Like I didn't know where I was and definitely didn't know how to get out. I wasn't... aware, y'know? There were so many nightmares. It took a long time to shake off the cold of it," he said with a frown. Matilda had opened up, so why couldn't he? It was far too easy to do. Everyone assumed he was drunk because Pi had left. But it had more to do with the fact that she wasn't there to pull him out this time. She wasn't there to help him now. "Do you know what prompted you to wake up?"
<Matilda> Found herself watching him with a new awareness, she had noticed something different about him but not realised quite how different. "Ah, so it finally caught up to you? I don't know, maybe it happens to all of us, we finally seem to acknowledge the reality of our situation and something shifts. Some succumb to it, others strive to overcome it." She cleared her throat, feeling as if she might have sounded a little crazy. "I believe it was a matter of processing for me, I needed time to get my **** together and I hit a point where I could no longer progress in the waking world. Those I cared about were drifting too, it was easier to let each other go for the time being and I got the chance to really consider what it was I wanted, I needed. I sorted through the past, I looked forward to varying futures and... I'm awake? Ugh, bugger I think I’m insane."
<Lancaster d’Artois> Lancaster's head lifted, thought it felt as heavy as a dumbbell. He swallowed, and shook his head. "No. I don't think you're insane," he said, and paused. This kind of conversation required a measured reply. It required thought. Or, maybe it just required openness, which seemed to be something that Lancaster had no trouble with. He and Matilda had got along; they'd been good friends, hadn't they? He talked to her now as if she'd never left. "... and some slip into it like a glove. Like they were always supposed to be here. I always find it strange, when they do that. I have a ... new progeny. Shadis. So far, she... seems to have no qualms," he said, though he was mainly thinking about the first night and her feeding. She'd had no problems. Maybe it would hit her later on. "And... you're awake. Which future did you decide on?" he asked, curious, never mind if it might have been a personal question.
<Matilda> Matilda leaned back in the chair, tucking her long legs up underneath her as she listened to him, considering his words before speaking. "I think it depends on what your life was before, you know? And the circumstances of your turning, because for me that was something I struggled with. He might've been able to keep me alive, it was extremely unlikely so in a way I should be grateful but he didn't MEAN to turn me. Wolfgang tried in his own way to save me, but the blood was too much and when he realised what he'd nearly done he made the rash decision to turn me. Then he freaked out and he left, because he was at the time somewhat crazed himself, struggling to adjust and he thought it was a bad dream when he woke up the next night." She laughed, bemused by the memory. "That is until I walked into his apartment in the same torn, blood stained outfit and punched him in the face."
She shook her head at herself, "The point is that it was a very startling situation, we struggled to find a balance at first and he wasn't really prepared to be the "sire". We all have a very unique bond with him, and we all come back to each other. What I realised about my future is that we have eternity if we choose, so why stress? Why force it? We can take our time, there is no set schedule for all of this. My life had gotten rough, i'd run away here and fate dealt me a sort of **** hand. It's why I am the way I am in death, undeath?" She stretched out her pale arms, looking at her skin, so fair it was near translucent with an almost blue tinge in certain lights. "Nothing changes, and I just have to roll with it."
The normal remedies for a hangover didn’t quite work. He had ordered scrambled eggs and bacon from the kitchen, but he just felt sick and threw it all up again. He’d laughed into the toilet bowl – people probably thought he was insane. He was always complaining about how he hated being a vampire. He hated what he was. Now? He had never felt more human. He had done it to himself. He really, really couldn’t complain.
Back in his office, he was trying to drown out the noise of the pub when there was a knock on his door. He sat up straighter and pushed his fingers through his hair to try to comb it, though it still sat kind of haphazardly. “Come in…” he called, forcing a smile as Jessica poked her head into the office.
“Lancaster, the protestors are back…” she said with an arched brow. Normally, Lancaster would take care of them. Normally, he would go out and talk to them and they’d eventually go away. But this was the third time this month, and he couldn’t even rightly remember what it was they were protesting. Something utterly ridiculous. Was it something about serving meat, or was this a different lot? A low growl rumbled in his throat as he stood, scooping a baseball bat out from under the desk. Jessica backed off, a little concerned. Whatever protestation she offered fell on deaf ears. Lancaster had had enough. He just couldn’t deal with it anymore. Any of it. That was how he ended up out on the street roaring like a drunken giant, though he wasn’t drunk. As he chased them off the footpath wielding the bat like their heads were baseballs and he was taking aim – he roared out all his frustrations at the poor protestors. It didn’t take long for them to scatter.
<Matilda> Matilda had been out for one of her nightly strolls, getting herself reacquainted with the city and it's greatly varied inhabitants. It seemed so strange to her how much it appeared to have changed, though she had continued to wander it even as she dreamt she had no real concept of what was occurring around her. Tonight she had foregone any larger weapons, there were no great plans for the hunting of zombies or heading to the Hunting Grounds to take down a Mountain Lion for dinner, the dagger in her boot and a gun tucked into her purse seemed sufficient.
She had different prey in mind tonight, an old acquaintance that had originally hailed from the same land as Matilda. They’d bonded quickly over silly nicknames and music, the pair often just mucking around when they caught up. He was a friendly face, one without complication and that sounded like a really good idea right now, her first week back had been better than she’d expected but still a little shaky.
Turning the last corner to Lancaster’s, giving her dress one more quick brush of hands to make sure everything was sitting in place, she was confronted with a fascinating sight. A large group of what appeared to be protesters scattering, alarmed by the hollering man waving a bat in their general direction. “What the… Has everyone gone batty? Lancaster, what the hell are you doing?” She demanded, though there was more than just a little amusement in her voice. The woman fought to keep a straight face, trying to look stern as her hands move to press to her hips. “Well, young man?”
<Lancaster d’Artois> Even after four years – or was it nearly five, now? – Lancaster still could not control his emotions. They hit him like a tidal wave and he could do nothing but go with the flow, body loose, hoping not to be slammed with fatal shrapnel along the way. It could have been an arresting sight – or a quirky one – to see the tall Australian wielding his blunt weapon beneath the sign that proclaimed his name and ownership of the building. The crowd dissipated and what was left behind was a sight Lancaster had not expected to see. Sure, he’d offered the invitation. But he never thought she would actually follow through.
A frown cut a deep line down the middle of his eyes as it his head split in two. It felt that way, anyway – like some god on high had decided to finally drop an axe right into the middle of his skull. He was paler than usual – could he actually be getting sick? – and his lips were dry. Maybe all he needed was a heady dose of actual blood, but with Pi gone, he had no other vampire to sink his fangs into. He hadn’t been game enough to approach anyone about it – he hadn’t needed to, with the buffing relic snug around his upper arm.
“******* riff-raff. Maybe they’ll think twice about coming back. You can only be nice for so long until you finally have to drive the point home, y’know?” he said. He tried for a smile. “It’s good to hear a familiar melody, though. How are you?” he asked. Small talk. He hated it, but it was better than the alternative.
<Matilda> The woman stared at him as if he might be mad for a few moments, listening to his explanation only to find more questions forming. Perhaps now wasn’t the time to ask them, might be better to wait until he calmed down a little before she launched into a tirade of questions. Turning slowly she watched the reminder of the humans scatter, looking back at the tall vampire to check he wasn’t chasing them it seemed.
“Uh, yeah, riff raff… Me? Surprisingly well all things considered, it’s good to be awake and to find some familiar faces still kicking around. Enough about me though, mate, how are you? I’m not going to lie to you, you’re looking a bit rough.” She paused, unsure of how to phrase her next comment but figuring it might be best to be direct. “Not sure if you’ve been up to some dubious activities, or you just haven’t had a good feed in a while. Do you need to get some?”
<Lancaster d’Artois> Ah, of course. Of course she would ask the direct questions – and she wouldn’t know that Lancaster couldn’t lie. Although he laughed, there was no mirth in it. “No, actually – now that you mention it, a nice long sleep sounds like a ******* holiday,” he said. “Technically, no. I don’t need anything to eat. I’ve got a major hangover, is all,” he said. At least she hadn’t asked for the details, right? He cleared his throat, an action which turned into a bit of a cough.
“Anyway. Enough standing around on the street. Come in, come in,” he said, heading back inside the pub. It was quiet inside – the protestors had driven some of the business away, though the customers would soon be back. It was early enough in the night. From the bar, Jessica gave Lancaster a somewhat dubious look, probably glad to see that he wasn’t covered in blood, or anything. That, probably, would have been going too far. “Upstairs. It’s quieter,” he said. Why had he come down, anyway? Food, yes. That’s right. The food that hadn’t worked. He headed for the stairs that would first lead up to the backpackers, and then one more floor up to the attic – where he lived, these days.
<Matilda> She studied his features as he spoke, the man had grown curiously pale and his mouth seemed dry, if he were human she’d make him have a lie down and a nice big glass of water. Matilda found herself surprised by his answer, though it did explain a lot. A hangover vampire was certainly something new and she wasn’t exactly sure how she felt about it. “Mate, hair of the dog that bit you perhaps? Not a great habit to encourage, but it gets you through the worst of it.” She reached to pat his back to ease the coughing but thought better of it, letting him lead her into his joint. It wasn’t a bad place, the bar was nice and quiet but they didn’t stop there and she began to wonder how big this place was. “Seems like this place is doing well, Lanky, nice little spot.”
<Lancaster d’Artois> He shook his head. "No, no. Too much of that. I'd be perpetually drunk if I kept drinking to keep the hangover away," he said. It was kind of nice, talking about hangovers and getting drunk. It felt oh so human - even if he felt like he might have caught some kind of death-flu at the same time. Maybe the lack of an ability to keep the food down wasn't just the hangover. Recalling the last time he was sick, Lancaster sincerely hoped it was something he could kick. "Thank you," he said. "I expanded," he added. And, it was all doing quite well. He should be proud. He led Matilda into the attic, which was more like a studio apartment with no windows - there were discarded instruments around the place, and the pub's stock spilling out one of the doors. "Home sweet home."
<Matilda> A smile curved her lips as she listened to him speak, the accent stood out here, so broad and yet so comforting to her. “Well we can’t have you being a drunken lout all the time, can we? You’ll have to catch me up on what’s driven you to drinking, Seems like you’ve picked it up as a heavy new hobby.” Stepping into the attic she allowed herself a peek around, admiring what he’d done with it. “This is nice, actually, really cozy. I could do with a nice attic to hide out in myself, it feels like even when they are empty every place I have to lay my head is crowded. Not sure if it’s the memories, or the remnants of people’s lives scattered around the place as if they might return at any moment. One place I had that was for me and…” She trailed off, “Uh, for me, just feels haunted now.” Her shoulders lifted in a shrug, Matilda letting loose a shaky laugh as if to brush away the thoughts. “Now, if drinking isn’t on the agenda perhaps it’s time for you to give me an idea of exactly what’s been happening around here?” Moving around him she moved over to the instruments, tracing her fingertips over the strings of a guitar, “Sing me a song, Lanky bird.”
<Lancaster d’Artois> Lancaster cringed at the sound of the guitar and shook his head, though even that small movement hurt him. Like he had a bowling ball instead of a brain and it rattled against open nerves every time he moved. He even saw stars. It wasn't long until he'd found one of the armchairs and slowly eased himself down into it. "No songs," he said. "And it's not an interesting story. Really, it's quite pathetic and I should just get my act together," he said, leaning back with his eyes closed, though he was still happy to talk. The company was nice. The familiarity of the accent a soothing balm. "I have plenty of spare places, you know. I can probably find you some keys for somewhere..." he said, opening one eye to look at Matilda. "Are you one of those who've started hearing voices?"
<Matilda> She stilled the strings to stop the sound that had poured further, watching him recoil she get her voice quiet as she spoke. "I wasn't being literal, about the song, more of a silly joke like 'Sing me the song of your people'. Pathetic? Hey, we've all had some pathetic in our time." She watched the man sink into the armchair, he looked so utterly weary. She lowered her own slender frame into a chair near his, leaning to rest her elbow on the arm, her chin propped on her hand as she watched him. "It's alright, I just need to learn to deal with my demons and loved ones." She laughed as if the laughter itself surprised her, glad she was able to roll with the punches better these days. "Voices?" The question stilled her, blue eyes widening. "I'm not sure. I mean, I spent the last year basically walking in a dream state... I'm not sure what was real or what was fantasy. Are you? Hearing voices?"
<Lancaster d’Artois> Lancaster laughed and then flinched, the pressure causing another hammer blow to his head and he groaned it away. "No, no voices. I don't like death, though," he said, turning his head to open both eyes, to look at Matilda properly - it was hard to discern much, but he caught her feelings all mixed up with his own. Except it was hard to decipher, in his current state. "It was not nearly for so long - but I got stuck. Like I didn't know where I was and definitely didn't know how to get out. I wasn't... aware, y'know? There were so many nightmares. It took a long time to shake off the cold of it," he said with a frown. Matilda had opened up, so why couldn't he? It was far too easy to do. Everyone assumed he was drunk because Pi had left. But it had more to do with the fact that she wasn't there to pull him out this time. She wasn't there to help him now. "Do you know what prompted you to wake up?"
<Matilda> Found herself watching him with a new awareness, she had noticed something different about him but not realised quite how different. "Ah, so it finally caught up to you? I don't know, maybe it happens to all of us, we finally seem to acknowledge the reality of our situation and something shifts. Some succumb to it, others strive to overcome it." She cleared her throat, feeling as if she might have sounded a little crazy. "I believe it was a matter of processing for me, I needed time to get my **** together and I hit a point where I could no longer progress in the waking world. Those I cared about were drifting too, it was easier to let each other go for the time being and I got the chance to really consider what it was I wanted, I needed. I sorted through the past, I looked forward to varying futures and... I'm awake? Ugh, bugger I think I’m insane."
<Lancaster d’Artois> Lancaster's head lifted, thought it felt as heavy as a dumbbell. He swallowed, and shook his head. "No. I don't think you're insane," he said, and paused. This kind of conversation required a measured reply. It required thought. Or, maybe it just required openness, which seemed to be something that Lancaster had no trouble with. He and Matilda had got along; they'd been good friends, hadn't they? He talked to her now as if she'd never left. "... and some slip into it like a glove. Like they were always supposed to be here. I always find it strange, when they do that. I have a ... new progeny. Shadis. So far, she... seems to have no qualms," he said, though he was mainly thinking about the first night and her feeding. She'd had no problems. Maybe it would hit her later on. "And... you're awake. Which future did you decide on?" he asked, curious, never mind if it might have been a personal question.
<Matilda> Matilda leaned back in the chair, tucking her long legs up underneath her as she listened to him, considering his words before speaking. "I think it depends on what your life was before, you know? And the circumstances of your turning, because for me that was something I struggled with. He might've been able to keep me alive, it was extremely unlikely so in a way I should be grateful but he didn't MEAN to turn me. Wolfgang tried in his own way to save me, but the blood was too much and when he realised what he'd nearly done he made the rash decision to turn me. Then he freaked out and he left, because he was at the time somewhat crazed himself, struggling to adjust and he thought it was a bad dream when he woke up the next night." She laughed, bemused by the memory. "That is until I walked into his apartment in the same torn, blood stained outfit and punched him in the face."
She shook her head at herself, "The point is that it was a very startling situation, we struggled to find a balance at first and he wasn't really prepared to be the "sire". We all have a very unique bond with him, and we all come back to each other. What I realised about my future is that we have eternity if we choose, so why stress? Why force it? We can take our time, there is no set schedule for all of this. My life had gotten rough, i'd run away here and fate dealt me a sort of **** hand. It's why I am the way I am in death, undeath?" She stretched out her pale arms, looking at her skin, so fair it was near translucent with an almost blue tinge in certain lights. "Nothing changes, and I just have to roll with it."