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Ruminating
Posted: 09 Mar 2016, 03:29
by Delaney
OOC: These are the private thoughts of Delaney Byrd. It is kept in a dresser drawer within Jedediah's apartment in with her belongings.
Re: Ruminating
Posted: 09 Mar 2016, 03:46
by Delaney
I am deeply concerned for everyone in the city of Harper Rock. First...we didn't get that much snow this year. Most people don't care about that and were happy to have a mild winter, but anyone with half a brain knows that this is just one of those dangerous global warming things going on and **** is going to go south super quick here.
Zombies? Fadebeasts? Fae? Who cares? When everything stops growing or is eliminated because of our own selfish means and drives..none of those things will exist anymore. A sad truth and reality. And when food supplies are cut in half and fourths...people will start dying. Which means the same human is going to suffer because it's more than likely going to be bitten two or maybe even three times. We are all going to run out of food. Even those of us who won't feed off humans. Jedediah isn't going to be able to keep me fed when he's trying to keep himself fed. We've all killed ourselves.
And, if for whatever strange reason we don't die due to global warming....the idiots of our vampire race are going to get us killed. Do people not think that warring in the streets and districts aren't going to gain undesirable eyes on things? People are nosy and relentless and will stop at nothing to find the answers they know are out there. They are going to find out there are vampires, and other nasty things out there when people leave the battlefield with huge, deliberate wounds on their bodies. We are our own enemies. That is the story of humans. Vampires come from humans and we are no better. We make mistakes that are seriously damaging to the world and we don't see things for what they really are. We have shot ourselves in the foot.
I fear for Jedediah's life. I fear for Lev's too-but they don't fear for mine. Just because I don't fight, they don't think their actions affects others. Affects me. Affects Kika or Machk, Castalia, Marlow...they want this family concept, but they forget half the family in these thoughts. The half that will suffer the same fate as they do and will. The innocent half. They would rather call me a coward. I know it's what Ambrose thinks. The reason he tossed out inaccurate information about not helping the family. I help Jed and Kika, Castalia, Marlow and Lev-they are my family.
I hope they know what they are doing and it doesn't come back to haunt them. Haunt us. But we error as much as humans do-so I'm not overly optimistic. I think I need to separate myself from the inevitable. I'm going to start looking for a bigger place to live. Where I can make a home and never worry about anyone tying me to a group of savage, war mongering individuals. A farm sounds nice. I have a plan in my head...
Re: Ruminating
Posted: 10 Mar 2016, 01:52
by Delaney
Thank god, or whatever power that be there is, that I don't have to read that crap anymore. I'm a little disappointed with Jedediah, being as mindless as he is with all things Acheron and Ambrose...or maybe just how he turns a blind eye to things...he's a really smart guy-but sometimes...
I'm going to go talk to Kika and Castalia and Marlow...when I get some free time. Marlow will be easier since we work together. Cast shouldn't be so hard to get ahold of. Kika isn't the easiest to get ahold of, but I'm sure if I email her she will meet me. I need to make sure she's alright. With what Ambrose implied. I need to make sure she's not mad at me too. I don't think she is-but I just want to check and see.