Never Be The Same
Posted: 09 Feb 2016, 18:35
After Cedric had gone, Castalia drew to a pause. She thought about the last time she had saw her dad in person - it had been the night before her turning and she had been fighting with her mom about Nolan. I don’t care if he is dating that girl, Castalia, he’s still your husband. It should bother you. The words had been a slap because she had cared. She had cared enough that before even coming to the house, she had met her dad in the park and she had cried. He had told her it was going to be okay. That everything would be okay, because everything happened for a reason. He had known she loved Nolan, that she wanted to fix things… but they couldn’t be fixed.OOC wrote:This roleplay takes place after Hellspawn
Now as she gathered her keys and pulled on her jacket, Castalia realized that at that point, she did have a chance to fix things. That chance had passed, however, the moment that she had met Kika, felt a dizziness come across her as the crazed woman fed on her before leaving her for dead. Initially, there had been horror mixed with fury that she would never return to her old life, to her children - a mirror had been smashed as she caught her ghastly reflection. It was strange to think how it was only a few months back, but now, it felt to Castalia to be years as her long hair was pulled back and she left her apartment.
Taking a deep breath of the musty air, she let it out before reading off the strange language that accompanied the tome Ambrose had given her and arrived in the sacrifice chamber, a place she rarely dwelled for long. From there, she stepped through a fadeportal and within seconds, she landed without notice in Newborough. Castalia kept her head down as she walked, digging out enough money from her pocket to purchase a ticket to Honeymead. “It won’t be too long now.” She thought and found a seat quietly, taking out her phone and scrolled through aimlessly, trying to pass the time as she felt the train jerk enough to have her set her hand down so that she wouldn’t fall over onto the seat.
Her plan was simple.
All Castalia would have to do is get in and get out. It wouldn’t be too difficult. Her parents, by this time of night, were likely having dinner or drinks. They lived in the nightlife, just as Castalia had as a nurse. It was only on Sundays, really, that they stayed home. Back home in New Orleans, Sundays would be when they went to church and then have a large brunch with family and friends. It was because for Castalia’s mother, it was really the only day the woman could get off her hangover because she forbade anyone to drink then.
It became a little unnerving as the train pulled to a screech at Honeymead station. From the moment she stepped foot off the platform, Castalia was hit with familiarity and a strong sense of longing. There was the school her children attended, the slightest trace of their scent being picked up as a man stood on a step, sweeping. The library she spent time in during college. “I should have made one of them come with me.” She thought grimly, pulling up the hood of her sweatshirt before she began to walk towards the house where she’d spent half her life.
Nolan had convinced her to buy a house near her parents even though they both worked out of Bullwood. It was by a good school, a beautiful library. She had agreed because she thought they would be together for more than seven years. And with each step she took further into the neighborhood, Castalia could feel the memories threatening to spill over. There was the park the two had their first date. Where Judy had learned to ride a bike. Where Reid refused to even try until Castalia did - knowing his mother didn’t like to ride bikes due to falling off one as a child.
A sound to show her displeasure escaped past her lips as she shook her head to push them aside. Her fingertips found her back pocket and she pulled her phone from where she put it. There was nothing from Cedric and with a sigh, she stuffed it back into place before looking down the street. From where she stood, she could see her parents house. There was a snowman with a lopsided head from the last snowfall - something from Judy, Castalia figured, as her daughter never liked doing anything exact. It drove her crazy, really. Neither car was in the driveway and she knew there wouldn't be in the garage - after the earthquake, her father had been a bit paranoid and had converted it into a safety spot for any and all disasters.
The modest two-story home with the soft blue trim was a harsh slap of reality. It looked so home-y, so lively. “You can do this, Cas.” She told herself and clenched her jaw before she took her keys out of her pocket, keeping her head down as she walked the rest of the way down the street. Castalia took a deep breath, the act useless as she would slide her key into the lock and turn it. It wasn’t a surprise that it had worked, her parents weren’t fond of change. Truthfully, it had been a shock when they even moved to Canada in the first place, and as the scents washed over her, Castalia felt her heart twist in her chest.
She wanted to go.
They could find the answer another way.
This was wrong.
It was your idea.
She didn’t bother taking off her shoes after making sure the snow had been kicked and then dried off. It would have been something her mom would have killed her over had she known and Castalia listened carefully for heartbeats. When she found she was alone, she walked slowly towards her dad’s study and took in her surroundings. There were various pictures on the wall, going back as young as when Castalia was a baby - a blessing, as some of their pictures had been lost during Hurricane Katrina. Her fingertips itched to take one of her, her parents and her children, but she resisted the urge as she stepped further into the house.
When she reached the double doors, the brunette hesitated only moments before pushing one open and moved inside, leaving it cracked behind her. His cologne lingered everywhere, the smell of his aftershave significant enough to make her need to cover her nose as she made her way to the bookshelf. With a single glance around the room, she pulled the first book about vampires off the shelf and began to flip through it, searching for something.