A New Legend. A New Tale (ambrose and invite)
Posted: 09 Sep 2015, 02:46
The fire danced like flightless birds in the amber of her eyes. Flames chased each other to the sound of the drums and once again her mind was filled with childhood memories; the chases around the fire, the hushing of parents, and the scolding of the elders. Now…well now it all changed. Nothing would ever be the same. The only thing that would remain was the legends and ancient warriors that still haunted the grounds.
Nakoma sat idly, her hands tucked neatly inside the sleeves of her sweatshirt, folded delicately under her chin. This would be perhaps the millionth time she heard the story of the princess and her warrior; she could even possibly tell the story better than the elder that sat in front of them. His voice was barely above a whisper these days, wherein only a decade ago was filled with vibrancy and life. She remembered when all the children were afraid of him and he chased them playfully around the fires, while their mothers and fathers gave praise to the old spirits, filling the camp with songs and sounds that were unexplainable to the foreign ear. It was as close to heaven as a child could get. Now he was barely a fragment of his old self, especially after the fire last year, taking out his house and farm. All the rumors and accusations…which one was true? No one really knew. How could they?
Lost in thought, she hummed softly an old Indian chant, something of which many did while listening to this tale in particular. Legend told the story of a princess from a neighboring tribe. She was being forced to marry a man she didn’t want and didn’t love and had run to the Poospatuck to be with her true love. They took off that evening, down to the river, in hopes of consummating their love for another and instead were hunted down and killed by the princesses’ tribe. Her lover fought for her life, but to no avail. They were captured, tied and bound together and tossed into the river to their death. A very basic story and perhaps boring, but on good nights if you were to take a walk down the moonlit path to the river, you can still sometime hear the screams and almost feel the tears dropping off the tips of the leaves. Some would even go as far as believing that on the anniversary of that night, the princess rises and takes a couple back to the river with her. Scary thought when one is ten, but not believable once an adult.
“Nakoma,” she was shaken out of her trance when she felt her best friends hand on her shoulder.
Moema, the same age as Nakoma, had been her best friend since birth. Neither of them would have it any other way. Both of their parents were single. Nakoma’s father had died in an accident, while he was roofing for a company in a neighboring city. A bucket of hot tar fell on him, as he “accidently” fell to his death four stories high. Her mother wasn’t hearing that story however. She had it planted firmly in her head, that it was an attempt in eradicating more of their kind. Though many years had passed and their history was fading fast, most of the tribe still held a strong distaste for the Caucasians. The Poospatuck people were one of the smallest tribes that still existed in New York. Most had been killed and ran off during the revolutionary war and world war two. Not even three hundred still lived; and a fair majority due to poor health and education and family planning didn’t give a bright future to the remainders.
“Hey,” Nakoma whispered softly over to her friend, watching her take a seat on the log next to her. Moema leaned her head on her friends shoulder and sighed, she also quite tired of hearing these tales being told over and over. The girls giggled as they mouthed the last few lines of the legend, only to be glared at by one of the female elders, causing the pair to straighten up quickly, barely able to hide that laughter in their eyes however. She laced her fingers through her best friends and patiently waited for yet another boring night to be over. Sure to an outsider this may have seemed like a history story come to life, but for them it was just another night. Another tale.
“Nakoma!” she heard her mother call her from the shadows as everyone began to part ways. “It’s going to rain come home soon,” her mother tone was so full of pain and bitterness. She wished to the gods she could change that.
“I’ll be there in a second,” she called out and leaned over to whisper in her friends’ ear. “Meet me at the river tonight?” she looked up to see her response and was met with one of shock. For so long she had spoken about leaving. Running far away from this place and never looking back. What did she stay for? Her mother had her brother and if she stayed out of pity, she would never find the nerve.
“Moon over the trail?” it wasn’t as though they didn’t have watches or clocks, but the moon held something special to it, a sort of sign.
“You know it won’t be…it’s supposed to rain tonight,” Moema scrunched up her face and shook her friend, but seen the determination in her best friends eyes.
“It will be there I promise,” Nakoma nodded and let her hand slip from hers and took off running to meet up with her mother and brother.
It wouldn’t be long before the winds started to blow and the leaves began to twirl and dance in the air. It was going to be a rough night and what better way of disappearing. They wouldn’t find her so easily. The tracks would be covered and by morning she hoped to be at her starting destination. She had it all figured out and played the scenario out in her mind over and over again, almost preoccupying her words and actions at dinner.
“You barely ate anything,” her mother raised a brow from across the table. She could always tell when something was on her mind and her brother as well. They both knew her too well.
“Just not hungry…it’s really good ,” she tried smiling but was interrupted by a droplet from the ceiling, a leak that went purposely unnoticed on most occasions, except when it rained hard like this. Her brother cleared his throat and grunted. “I love how you make this stew momma…you know that,” she tried hard to reassure her now, even though she could see the tears well up in her mother’s eyes. It wasn’t like her to show emotion however, she had to and always did stay strong for them.
“I’ll fix it tomorrow,” her brother finally said and pushed away from the table ready to collect plates.
Nakoma’s eyes followed him and gave him one good final last look. This perhaps would be the last time and though the guilt flowed through her, she knew this was something she had to do. Neither of them would let her go willingly, she had talked about it before and was struck down by harsh words and ridiculous advice. Excusing herself from the table, she trudged up the creaky stairs and made haste in packing a bag. She needed to keep it light and practical in order to travel. The city wasn’t too far from them, but during the night and in the rain would make things more challenging. She made sure to be quiet as she heard her brothers’ footsteps coming up the stairs. She could barely breathe. Once she heard the door close, she slung the backpack over her shoulder, made her bed and tidied up her room. She was leaving, not being disrespectful. Taking one final look around, she grabbed a small jewelry box off her dresser and shoved it in her jean pocket. Lifting her head she caught the haze of the moon shining right into her window, despite the rain. Smiling she knew it was a sign and wasted no time in perching herself on the ledge and dropping to safety as she had done so many times while sneaking out.
Nakoma ran up the beaten path, guided by what seemed to be the moon spirits. They were giving her wings and strength that they knew she needed for this journey. Once far enough she could smell the river and hear its roars and could also see her friends shadow along the shoreline.
“Nakoma,” she heard Moema’s voice barely above a whisper, riddled with pain and fear for her.
“I have to do this…we knew this day would come,” she tried to explain to her for the hundredth time hoping this time she might understand. “I can hear them calling me,” she said softly and kissed her cheek, then handed her the small jewelry case from her pocket, telling her not to open it until morning. She kissed her friends head gently and disappeared into the cold dark air like a shadow.
The night would prove to be challenging, having to walk halfway through the woods and halfway down a long dark road. All the while she could feel the wings of freedom guiding her closer. Her plan was in short to take the bus up to Niagara Falls, NY and from there make her way into Canada via the Rainbow Bridge. They would never think to look that far and by the time they did she would be long gone in an entirely different country. She wasn’t ignorant however; she had planned this month's ago and waited for the right time to present itself. Now it was here. Now it was her time to shine and give the spirits what they wanted. A new her. A new life. A new legend to tell.
Nakoma sat idly, her hands tucked neatly inside the sleeves of her sweatshirt, folded delicately under her chin. This would be perhaps the millionth time she heard the story of the princess and her warrior; she could even possibly tell the story better than the elder that sat in front of them. His voice was barely above a whisper these days, wherein only a decade ago was filled with vibrancy and life. She remembered when all the children were afraid of him and he chased them playfully around the fires, while their mothers and fathers gave praise to the old spirits, filling the camp with songs and sounds that were unexplainable to the foreign ear. It was as close to heaven as a child could get. Now he was barely a fragment of his old self, especially after the fire last year, taking out his house and farm. All the rumors and accusations…which one was true? No one really knew. How could they?
Lost in thought, she hummed softly an old Indian chant, something of which many did while listening to this tale in particular. Legend told the story of a princess from a neighboring tribe. She was being forced to marry a man she didn’t want and didn’t love and had run to the Poospatuck to be with her true love. They took off that evening, down to the river, in hopes of consummating their love for another and instead were hunted down and killed by the princesses’ tribe. Her lover fought for her life, but to no avail. They were captured, tied and bound together and tossed into the river to their death. A very basic story and perhaps boring, but on good nights if you were to take a walk down the moonlit path to the river, you can still sometime hear the screams and almost feel the tears dropping off the tips of the leaves. Some would even go as far as believing that on the anniversary of that night, the princess rises and takes a couple back to the river with her. Scary thought when one is ten, but not believable once an adult.
“Nakoma,” she was shaken out of her trance when she felt her best friends hand on her shoulder.
Moema, the same age as Nakoma, had been her best friend since birth. Neither of them would have it any other way. Both of their parents were single. Nakoma’s father had died in an accident, while he was roofing for a company in a neighboring city. A bucket of hot tar fell on him, as he “accidently” fell to his death four stories high. Her mother wasn’t hearing that story however. She had it planted firmly in her head, that it was an attempt in eradicating more of their kind. Though many years had passed and their history was fading fast, most of the tribe still held a strong distaste for the Caucasians. The Poospatuck people were one of the smallest tribes that still existed in New York. Most had been killed and ran off during the revolutionary war and world war two. Not even three hundred still lived; and a fair majority due to poor health and education and family planning didn’t give a bright future to the remainders.
“Hey,” Nakoma whispered softly over to her friend, watching her take a seat on the log next to her. Moema leaned her head on her friends shoulder and sighed, she also quite tired of hearing these tales being told over and over. The girls giggled as they mouthed the last few lines of the legend, only to be glared at by one of the female elders, causing the pair to straighten up quickly, barely able to hide that laughter in their eyes however. She laced her fingers through her best friends and patiently waited for yet another boring night to be over. Sure to an outsider this may have seemed like a history story come to life, but for them it was just another night. Another tale.
“Nakoma!” she heard her mother call her from the shadows as everyone began to part ways. “It’s going to rain come home soon,” her mother tone was so full of pain and bitterness. She wished to the gods she could change that.
“I’ll be there in a second,” she called out and leaned over to whisper in her friends’ ear. “Meet me at the river tonight?” she looked up to see her response and was met with one of shock. For so long she had spoken about leaving. Running far away from this place and never looking back. What did she stay for? Her mother had her brother and if she stayed out of pity, she would never find the nerve.
“Moon over the trail?” it wasn’t as though they didn’t have watches or clocks, but the moon held something special to it, a sort of sign.
“You know it won’t be…it’s supposed to rain tonight,” Moema scrunched up her face and shook her friend, but seen the determination in her best friends eyes.
“It will be there I promise,” Nakoma nodded and let her hand slip from hers and took off running to meet up with her mother and brother.
It wouldn’t be long before the winds started to blow and the leaves began to twirl and dance in the air. It was going to be a rough night and what better way of disappearing. They wouldn’t find her so easily. The tracks would be covered and by morning she hoped to be at her starting destination. She had it all figured out and played the scenario out in her mind over and over again, almost preoccupying her words and actions at dinner.
“You barely ate anything,” her mother raised a brow from across the table. She could always tell when something was on her mind and her brother as well. They both knew her too well.
“Just not hungry…it’s really good ,” she tried smiling but was interrupted by a droplet from the ceiling, a leak that went purposely unnoticed on most occasions, except when it rained hard like this. Her brother cleared his throat and grunted. “I love how you make this stew momma…you know that,” she tried hard to reassure her now, even though she could see the tears well up in her mother’s eyes. It wasn’t like her to show emotion however, she had to and always did stay strong for them.
“I’ll fix it tomorrow,” her brother finally said and pushed away from the table ready to collect plates.
Nakoma’s eyes followed him and gave him one good final last look. This perhaps would be the last time and though the guilt flowed through her, she knew this was something she had to do. Neither of them would let her go willingly, she had talked about it before and was struck down by harsh words and ridiculous advice. Excusing herself from the table, she trudged up the creaky stairs and made haste in packing a bag. She needed to keep it light and practical in order to travel. The city wasn’t too far from them, but during the night and in the rain would make things more challenging. She made sure to be quiet as she heard her brothers’ footsteps coming up the stairs. She could barely breathe. Once she heard the door close, she slung the backpack over her shoulder, made her bed and tidied up her room. She was leaving, not being disrespectful. Taking one final look around, she grabbed a small jewelry box off her dresser and shoved it in her jean pocket. Lifting her head she caught the haze of the moon shining right into her window, despite the rain. Smiling she knew it was a sign and wasted no time in perching herself on the ledge and dropping to safety as she had done so many times while sneaking out.
Nakoma ran up the beaten path, guided by what seemed to be the moon spirits. They were giving her wings and strength that they knew she needed for this journey. Once far enough she could smell the river and hear its roars and could also see her friends shadow along the shoreline.
“Nakoma,” she heard Moema’s voice barely above a whisper, riddled with pain and fear for her.
“I have to do this…we knew this day would come,” she tried to explain to her for the hundredth time hoping this time she might understand. “I can hear them calling me,” she said softly and kissed her cheek, then handed her the small jewelry case from her pocket, telling her not to open it until morning. She kissed her friends head gently and disappeared into the cold dark air like a shadow.
The night would prove to be challenging, having to walk halfway through the woods and halfway down a long dark road. All the while she could feel the wings of freedom guiding her closer. Her plan was in short to take the bus up to Niagara Falls, NY and from there make her way into Canada via the Rainbow Bridge. They would never think to look that far and by the time they did she would be long gone in an entirely different country. She wasn’t ignorant however; she had planned this month's ago and waited for the right time to present itself. Now it was here. Now it was her time to shine and give the spirits what they wanted. A new her. A new life. A new legend to tell.