Thoughts of a Killer ~ [Niklaus' Notebook]
Posted: 04 Aug 2015, 07:05
Tuesday, August 04, 2015
Word of the day: JDNPYV
I don't normally do things like this. I really think it's outright stupid and a waste of time, my memory's pretty good too anyway. But I think it's worth being documented; where I used to be and where I am now, how I changed, people I've met, things I've accomplished and the things I still need to do. Every entry will encrypted, I don't need people reading my ****. Safety first and foremost, Niklaus, always. To start with, ever since the Crow got kicked out of power, everything changed. Many left, Leviathan went inactive, our main purpose had been stripped away from us but I know I'll find another use for it soon enough. Maybe some kind of training or raiding group.
Secondly, The Worthingtons. I dedicated my time and hard work in trying to better the lineage as a whole. For a while, it worked out, despite the random retard starting **** every now and then but that didn't stop me. We had people to protect, newbies to help and so on. Then I went on a trip to Romania and came back to a mostly deserted lineage. I knew the drama and ******** would lead people out of the lineage someday and it did exactly that. Some founded their own families, others got adopted and the rest just disappeared, never to be seen again. Survival of the fittest, I guess. That made me re-assess my situation. I gave it my best shot, still got backlash from those who can't seem to grow up and get over things. Bunch of ******* kids, these vampires sometimes, I swear. So I quit, it's a case by case basis now. If I don't like you, you can **** off. If you're new around here, then there might still be a chance for you. Like that Eureka kid, turned by Chad, she was cool and funny at first. Then Chad left and I don't know, she started doing weird, careless ****. I thought she was just messing with me at first but it seems serious, she may need a couple of smacks on the head.
Taking Eureka hunting ended with me turning a kid the other day. Russian chick, pretty chick even but she's pretty crazy. Still wondering how she ended up an allurist, Seraphim seems to be Killer material. She learns fast and pulled some crazy stunt on me about two weeks after her turning, but that's cool. As long as she doesn't start calling me "Daddy", we won't have a problem. I seem to have accumulated quite the number of childes too, maybe this Sire's Virility ritual is getting to me, but I don't really think so. I'm not a serial sire-r of vampires. That's just silly, Klaus.
I caught up with Velveteen and Micah too. After a very long time, Velveteen had always joked about 'adopting' me, for a very long time. I never really accepted because I thought there was still hope for the Worthingtons. That we could someday work beyond our differences and be a force to be reckoned in the city. But now that I think about this, I feel stupid. All we ever did was bicker, there was no unity, no trust, nothing. I still remember when Mortll pulled thing "Let's kill Velveteen stunt" and she got tattled on. She swore to me she never did any such thing, and after a long *** negotiation, she was struck a couple of times but wasn't sent to a trip to the realm. Then I found out she did invite a bunch of people to some conference or whatever and a friend of her own betrayed her. Worthington power, I guess! But anyway, Velveteen mentioned that adoption thing again and I said yes, no question asked. I don't really see her as a sire-figure, more like a long time friend. We'd had our ups and downs but we're still on good terms, I trust her too. She never gave me a reason not to. So Andras is my new home, the banner I fight for now.
Then I got invited to a bounty hit, they needed an extra hitter. Stephanie Wylde. Another friend of mine, who violated the masquerade. She's a cool kid, but the masquerade comes first. It had been AGES since my last hunt but I'm glad to see I didn't lose my touch. Bullet to the heart. I hope she comes back soon, she's a pretty badass chick. Then Velveteen asked if I would be interested to join Tytonidae again. I wasn't sure about it, I remembered my last time there. We had our good times and our terrible times, the latter which prompted me to leave but it's not the same Tytonidae anymore. Hell, I doubt I'd recognize anyone besides a handful of faces, like Every and Dulce. Lelantos, Moriah, Caine, freaking Mercedes, they all left or something. Micah talked me into it too, I figured what the hell, let's give it a try. I got asked tons of questions, about how I'd react and what I'd do in certain situations. I was honest, Niklaus doesn't beat around the bush. I just hope I didn't freak some people off. I know how my mind works sometimes. It's fucked up but I don't care. I do what I gotta do.
I met some new people too. Got invited to this wedding a while back, Renee's wedding. This chick freaked out and went all HULK-mode at Quoth and she needed to be calmed down and taken away. Clover is her name, she came with her friend, Kenlie. Kind of a mysterious name and all, Clover, but yeah, she's pretty cool too. I offered to help her figure out why she went into HULK-mode, looks like it has something to do with Quoth too. She's pretty cute too, got those big pouty lips. She asks me weird questions sometimes, which makes me wonder how she rates on the crazy level but she hasn't overstepped her boundaries yet. So, Clover's cool. She sat in my lap once. Maybe deep inside I view her like a daughter. Nah, just kidding. But I don't think she knows how vicious and psychotic I can be too. So far, she's only seen the good samaritan Niklaus. I don't want to scare her off either, it feels nice to help.
I said I'd meet more of the Andras people but I'm not sure how to approach them really. I'm not really the type to go to people and talk to them. My thing is running into them on the streets randomly. That's how I met most of the people I know, honestly. I really should work on that. Charisma's pretty cool, we did say we'd hang out sometime soon too. Helena is super nice too, I ran into her at the library before I joined Andras. There's also Tomi, who for some reason calls me 'newb.' She kinda annoys me sometimes but I like to mess with her in return. There's a looney called Nevaeh, from what I saw and heard, she might actually be...crazy, yeah. Adelita might be my favourite so far, she's such a tease. I like chatting her up on the Andras Crownet. Maybe I need to get her number considering she's supposed to be teaching me some Spanish soon and I'm all down for that. I kinda dig it when she calls me 'Papi', not gonna lie. But I know there's a side of her I have yet to see and I do want to see it.
I also ran into a human in the library, Dhara, she says her name is. She seems to know about vampires and all, I suspect she may have some vampire friends too. She doesn't seem like a threat either, kind of super innocent too. I'll try not to corrupt that one. Then there was this time I was heading to my crypt and found a girl crawling out of a shallow grave. I suspect she might have buried herself by mistake, I took her to my crypt to offer her some blood. Aura Kross, her name is. The city might still have some entertainment to offer after all. I enjoy those weird ways to meet someone, it makes it memorable. I've always been into weird and unusual things so I shouldn't be surprised.
Overall, I don't get angry so easily anymore. I used to shoot first and ask questions later. I thought that was my strength but it wasn't. I'm more calculated now, I have my plan A, B, C, D, etc. I wouldn't call myself a pessimist but I'm virtually ready for anything. It feels good to be in control, control makes me more accurate, deadlier than I have ever been. I'm also a pretty good ritualist now. I ditched hacking, **** hacking. I don't like sitting behind a computer for long. I make traps, firearms and forge swords too. Velveteen gifted me a ******* sweet as hell gun the other day, I can't wait until I like, you know, ******* kill someone with it. I named her 'Venom.'
I nearly forgot. Liza. I have a Liza too now. I enthralled her a while back. Pretty redhead, she likes to game, a LOT, cosplay, dress-up, kind of a nerd really. She's got quite the sailor mouth too. Yelled at me for dropping a bag full of zombified animal parts on her the other day. I laughed. Like, I'm your Master, *****. But she's really helpful though, like a little badass secretary. I gave her a gun and taught her to shoot, I was worried Eureka might try to eat her. Amazingly she's a black belt in Jiu-Jitsu, I believe it is. Them redheads, I swear.
So basically, things I need to do now:
1) Meet more Andras people
2) Mentor the childes
3) Keep an eye on Eureka
4) Learn me some Spanish
5) Try to see if anyone from my old gang is still around
6) Kill ****
Word of the day: JDNPYV
I don't normally do things like this. I really think it's outright stupid and a waste of time, my memory's pretty good too anyway. But I think it's worth being documented; where I used to be and where I am now, how I changed, people I've met, things I've accomplished and the things I still need to do. Every entry will encrypted, I don't need people reading my ****. Safety first and foremost, Niklaus, always. To start with, ever since the Crow got kicked out of power, everything changed. Many left, Leviathan went inactive, our main purpose had been stripped away from us but I know I'll find another use for it soon enough. Maybe some kind of training or raiding group.
Secondly, The Worthingtons. I dedicated my time and hard work in trying to better the lineage as a whole. For a while, it worked out, despite the random retard starting **** every now and then but that didn't stop me. We had people to protect, newbies to help and so on. Then I went on a trip to Romania and came back to a mostly deserted lineage. I knew the drama and ******** would lead people out of the lineage someday and it did exactly that. Some founded their own families, others got adopted and the rest just disappeared, never to be seen again. Survival of the fittest, I guess. That made me re-assess my situation. I gave it my best shot, still got backlash from those who can't seem to grow up and get over things. Bunch of ******* kids, these vampires sometimes, I swear. So I quit, it's a case by case basis now. If I don't like you, you can **** off. If you're new around here, then there might still be a chance for you. Like that Eureka kid, turned by Chad, she was cool and funny at first. Then Chad left and I don't know, she started doing weird, careless ****. I thought she was just messing with me at first but it seems serious, she may need a couple of smacks on the head.
Taking Eureka hunting ended with me turning a kid the other day. Russian chick, pretty chick even but she's pretty crazy. Still wondering how she ended up an allurist, Seraphim seems to be Killer material. She learns fast and pulled some crazy stunt on me about two weeks after her turning, but that's cool. As long as she doesn't start calling me "Daddy", we won't have a problem. I seem to have accumulated quite the number of childes too, maybe this Sire's Virility ritual is getting to me, but I don't really think so. I'm not a serial sire-r of vampires. That's just silly, Klaus.
I caught up with Velveteen and Micah too. After a very long time, Velveteen had always joked about 'adopting' me, for a very long time. I never really accepted because I thought there was still hope for the Worthingtons. That we could someday work beyond our differences and be a force to be reckoned in the city. But now that I think about this, I feel stupid. All we ever did was bicker, there was no unity, no trust, nothing. I still remember when Mortll pulled thing "Let's kill Velveteen stunt" and she got tattled on. She swore to me she never did any such thing, and after a long *** negotiation, she was struck a couple of times but wasn't sent to a trip to the realm. Then I found out she did invite a bunch of people to some conference or whatever and a friend of her own betrayed her. Worthington power, I guess! But anyway, Velveteen mentioned that adoption thing again and I said yes, no question asked. I don't really see her as a sire-figure, more like a long time friend. We'd had our ups and downs but we're still on good terms, I trust her too. She never gave me a reason not to. So Andras is my new home, the banner I fight for now.
Then I got invited to a bounty hit, they needed an extra hitter. Stephanie Wylde. Another friend of mine, who violated the masquerade. She's a cool kid, but the masquerade comes first. It had been AGES since my last hunt but I'm glad to see I didn't lose my touch. Bullet to the heart. I hope she comes back soon, she's a pretty badass chick. Then Velveteen asked if I would be interested to join Tytonidae again. I wasn't sure about it, I remembered my last time there. We had our good times and our terrible times, the latter which prompted me to leave but it's not the same Tytonidae anymore. Hell, I doubt I'd recognize anyone besides a handful of faces, like Every and Dulce. Lelantos, Moriah, Caine, freaking Mercedes, they all left or something. Micah talked me into it too, I figured what the hell, let's give it a try. I got asked tons of questions, about how I'd react and what I'd do in certain situations. I was honest, Niklaus doesn't beat around the bush. I just hope I didn't freak some people off. I know how my mind works sometimes. It's fucked up but I don't care. I do what I gotta do.
I met some new people too. Got invited to this wedding a while back, Renee's wedding. This chick freaked out and went all HULK-mode at Quoth and she needed to be calmed down and taken away. Clover is her name, she came with her friend, Kenlie. Kind of a mysterious name and all, Clover, but yeah, she's pretty cool too. I offered to help her figure out why she went into HULK-mode, looks like it has something to do with Quoth too. She's pretty cute too, got those big pouty lips. She asks me weird questions sometimes, which makes me wonder how she rates on the crazy level but she hasn't overstepped her boundaries yet. So, Clover's cool. She sat in my lap once. Maybe deep inside I view her like a daughter. Nah, just kidding. But I don't think she knows how vicious and psychotic I can be too. So far, she's only seen the good samaritan Niklaus. I don't want to scare her off either, it feels nice to help.
I said I'd meet more of the Andras people but I'm not sure how to approach them really. I'm not really the type to go to people and talk to them. My thing is running into them on the streets randomly. That's how I met most of the people I know, honestly. I really should work on that. Charisma's pretty cool, we did say we'd hang out sometime soon too. Helena is super nice too, I ran into her at the library before I joined Andras. There's also Tomi, who for some reason calls me 'newb.' She kinda annoys me sometimes but I like to mess with her in return. There's a looney called Nevaeh, from what I saw and heard, she might actually be...crazy, yeah. Adelita might be my favourite so far, she's such a tease. I like chatting her up on the Andras Crownet. Maybe I need to get her number considering she's supposed to be teaching me some Spanish soon and I'm all down for that. I kinda dig it when she calls me 'Papi', not gonna lie. But I know there's a side of her I have yet to see and I do want to see it.
I also ran into a human in the library, Dhara, she says her name is. She seems to know about vampires and all, I suspect she may have some vampire friends too. She doesn't seem like a threat either, kind of super innocent too. I'll try not to corrupt that one. Then there was this time I was heading to my crypt and found a girl crawling out of a shallow grave. I suspect she might have buried herself by mistake, I took her to my crypt to offer her some blood. Aura Kross, her name is. The city might still have some entertainment to offer after all. I enjoy those weird ways to meet someone, it makes it memorable. I've always been into weird and unusual things so I shouldn't be surprised.
Overall, I don't get angry so easily anymore. I used to shoot first and ask questions later. I thought that was my strength but it wasn't. I'm more calculated now, I have my plan A, B, C, D, etc. I wouldn't call myself a pessimist but I'm virtually ready for anything. It feels good to be in control, control makes me more accurate, deadlier than I have ever been. I'm also a pretty good ritualist now. I ditched hacking, **** hacking. I don't like sitting behind a computer for long. I make traps, firearms and forge swords too. Velveteen gifted me a ******* sweet as hell gun the other day, I can't wait until I like, you know, ******* kill someone with it. I named her 'Venom.'
I nearly forgot. Liza. I have a Liza too now. I enthralled her a while back. Pretty redhead, she likes to game, a LOT, cosplay, dress-up, kind of a nerd really. She's got quite the sailor mouth too. Yelled at me for dropping a bag full of zombified animal parts on her the other day. I laughed. Like, I'm your Master, *****. But she's really helpful though, like a little badass secretary. I gave her a gun and taught her to shoot, I was worried Eureka might try to eat her. Amazingly she's a black belt in Jiu-Jitsu, I believe it is. Them redheads, I swear.
So basically, things I need to do now:
1) Meet more Andras people
2) Mentor the childes
3) Keep an eye on Eureka
4) Learn me some Spanish
5) Try to see if anyone from my old gang is still around
6) Kill ****