Une petite sieste (open)
Posted: 25 Jul 2015, 03:56
“Are you going to drink that?” asked the waitress. She directed a disapproving scowl at him, one hand on her hip, the other holding a pot of hot coffee. She was only twenty five years old, but had the harried appearance of a woman ten years older. The shock of fuscia in her brown hair, carelessly applied, bright pink lipstick and garish rainbow earrings the size of bracelets did nothing to dispel the illusion
“It's gone cold.” he said evenly. “A fresh cup, s'il vous plaît. Cafe au lait like this one.”
She glared at him. “Are you going to drink it if I bring it to you?”
“Only one way to find out.” he pushed the cold cup of coffee across the table in her direction with a weak smile then pulled a cigarette from the pack on the table before him and put it between his lips. The lighter flicked open with a practiced motion and flared to life, but paused halfway to the cigarette. The waitress had not moved. She had not taken the cold cup of coffee away. She was staring at him expectantly. “Oui?”
“Look, that's the fourth cup of coffee I've brought. You haven't taken a sip from any of them! You better show me some money or get the hell out, eh?” she set the pot of coffee down on the table and crossed her arms before her, her foot tapping with agitation.
He lit the cigarette and exhaled smoke from his nostrils dropping the lighter next to the pack of cigarettes and placed a $50 bill on the table with his other hand. “Will this cover the next four, as well?”
The waitress sneered at him then picked up the coffee pot and cup, turned on her heels and stalked off muttering to herself about weirdos. Etienne took a another drag from the cigarette and blew smoke in her wake. He pulled his phone from his inside coat pocket and grimaced at the dried blood on the screen. “Ripper...” he cast a furtive glance around the room for observers then licked the screen and wiped it on his pants. “Connard!” he chuckled and shook his head as a grin spread across his face. Some things remain unchanged no matter how much time has passed.
“Merci.” he said when she returned placing the steaming cup before him.
“Whatever.” she rolled her eyes and hastily left to start clearing an empty table.
“People used to be so nice in this town.” he mused to himself. “Must be an American. Canadians are usually so polite.” Smoke curled from his nostrils in blue tendrils toward the ceiling as he wrapped his death cold hands around the steaming cup. The heat of the cup quickly warmed his hands then spread slowly upward. It's heat relaxing him and easing the tension that had him bound tight as a spring. He wanted his bath. A bath of hot water would be amazing right now. He'd feel almost....human. The water had been turned off to the apartment again. No power either. He was surprised that his belongings had not been touched this time. His lawyer must have kept at least some things from changing in his absence. Yet, had he really gone anywhere? It was as if he had lay down to sleep at dawn and just not awoken. Slept for over two years. He'd even stirred with the same book he had been reading just before he dozed off. It had been covered in dust just like himself when he became conscious. A text on the Islamic Sufis and their use of dance to enter spiritual trances. Fascinating. Well, he had thought it was fascinating, but perhaps not. Could he really blame a book that read like poorly translated stereo instructions for a two year coma? Surely not. It was a dry read, but not coma inducing
Etienne, took a long drag on the cigarette then blew a smoke ring and sent a smaller ring after the first. The smaller ring shattered the left side of the wobbling larger ring, creating a writhing jumble of blue smoke serpents that slowly expanded to hover over the table. The phantasmal serpents seemed like an allegory for the environment he had left behind only yesterday. His relaxed mind showed him scenes and faces from his recent memories. The “children” he had made were all gone save for one who had turned her back to him. A wave of emotion struck him and he wiped at his eye quickly leaving behind a crimson smear. His hand came away red. He looked around embarrassed and wiped at his face with the napkin then stuffed the ruined white cloth in his pocket.
This had to stop. These thoughts would only turn to memories of happy times with someone he refused to think of because the happy memories would be followed by the remembrance of loss and betrayal, guilt and pain. He could have done more. Been more. He could have been a better father to Prudence or sire or whatever he should have been. How the hell could he have known? He had no biological children from his human life. No paternal instinct or manual to go by. He was a professor of myth and archeology. No wonder she wanted nothing to do with him and ran the moment he opened his mouth to give his unsolicited advice. He was a pretentious, middle-aged fool and she was a young woman in her early twenties who was certain she knew everything. Young people. Rot them. Why was it that everyone younger than thirty infuriated him so?
A crack brought his attention to his hand at the table edge where he gripped it. “Merde.” he muttered, seeing the deformation of the table edge in the odd drape of the table cloth. Etienne closed his eyes and forced himself to relax his hand. Splinters of the broken table fell to the floor hidden by the shadow of the tablecloth.
He thought of her then. He couldn't stop himself. His hand groped in his pocket spasmodically and retrieved the napkin to hold it to his face. Perhaps the other patrons of the restaurant would think he had a nose bleed or something. It didn't explain the silent heaving of his back as he buried his face in the napkin and then in his hands, elbows braced on the table. He could have been a better husband. Perhaps if he had been more understanding or more present for her instead of involving himself with the Council and all that wasted energy. Maybe if he had spent more time on the household they'd built together things might have worked out differently. Maybe if he had just tried harder to understand she would have waited longer for him when he had gone into the shadows. Maybe she would have forgiven his strangeness when he'd returned. Yet, no matter what he might have done, no matter what he had done before when their love was at its strongest, it couldn't change the simple fact that the woman he loved so much was insane. Not a bit eccentric like a dotty old grandmother with a predilection for collecting teapots, but hiding dismembered corpses in the potted houseplants insane. Yet he had loved her.
Was he insane? Maybe. Probably. How could he not be. He was supposed to be dead, afterall.
The cup had overturned with his movement. Warmth flowing onto the tablecloth in an expanding cafe au lait stain like blood from a wound. People were looking at him. He had drawn attention to himself. To hell with them anyway. It didn't matter what they thought. To hell with these accursed humans in this pathetic restaurant that didn't even rate a single star and the surly waitress who he was definitely not going to tip. At that very moment he considered summoning a Fade Beast right there in the middle of the restaurant. The thought of it rampaging amongst the patrons, overturning tables and sending dishes, glasses and sub par cuisine flying made him smile behind the bloody napkin. Then he realized what a monster he was for thinking such a horrid thing. These innocents didn't deserve a fate like that. He sighed heavily and looked over the napkin at the other customers in the restaurant. They looked away when his eyes met theirs.
Her crooked smile and liquid blue eyes filled his mind and gripped him like a giant's hand. This was just a memory. She was not in his head. Even though she had that power as long as he had known her and had communicated to him that way in the past. Even though he had felt the touch of her mind inside his, more intimate than a lover's embrace, this was not that. This was just a memory. What was this? Memories were flooding back , assaulting him with sights and smells, sound and emotions. He wanted to scream. Maybe he should summon the fade beast. He could fight it here and now, his sword and fangs against it's claws and teeth. The ridiculous human patrons could bear witness to a battle of supernatural creatures and expand their experiential horizons a bit. They would love it. Better than cable television.
No. No, he wouldn't do that. He dropped the bloody napkin in his lap and shook another cigarette from the pack of Gitanes and lit it with the dragon engraved zippo lighter. It was a gift from Serendipity given years ago. He'd managed to keep it this whole time. More smoke serpents slithered from his mouth and moved slowly above the table. The sight of them soothed him somewhat. The waitress was coming back. She looked unhappy.
“Seriously? Now you make a mess?” she said with unveiled irritation then looked from the spilled coffee to his gore clotted face and was taken aback. “What's up with your face? You're bleeding! From your eyes!” she paled visibly and retreated a step her hand covering her mouth in astonishment. Something wasn't right with this guy in the tweed suit and crooked nose who didn't drink the numerous coffees she brought him. The man whose eyes were weeping tears of blood that clotted on his cheeks. A niggling horror was beginning to grow in the back of her mind.The thought that she needed to get far away from him was growing with that horror.
Their eyes met. She couldn't break his gaze. “Sit down, Julie. You look exhausted.” the man said in a sing song voice that she couldn't resist. He wasn't scary now. Why had he frightened her so? She sat in the chair across from him and slumped in it. Her eye lids were so heavy. “I think you are working far too hard.” he crooned to her. The last thing she remembered was seeing him place another 50 dollar note on the table next to the other and the coffee stain spreading under both of them.
Moments later Etienne was standing on a corner several streets away. He watched a bear as it ambled along the sidewalk headed towards the river. Perhaps it was going home. The night was young. He turned and headed towards the train station and whatever the night might hold.
“It's gone cold.” he said evenly. “A fresh cup, s'il vous plaît. Cafe au lait like this one.”
She glared at him. “Are you going to drink it if I bring it to you?”
“Only one way to find out.” he pushed the cold cup of coffee across the table in her direction with a weak smile then pulled a cigarette from the pack on the table before him and put it between his lips. The lighter flicked open with a practiced motion and flared to life, but paused halfway to the cigarette. The waitress had not moved. She had not taken the cold cup of coffee away. She was staring at him expectantly. “Oui?”
“Look, that's the fourth cup of coffee I've brought. You haven't taken a sip from any of them! You better show me some money or get the hell out, eh?” she set the pot of coffee down on the table and crossed her arms before her, her foot tapping with agitation.
He lit the cigarette and exhaled smoke from his nostrils dropping the lighter next to the pack of cigarettes and placed a $50 bill on the table with his other hand. “Will this cover the next four, as well?”
The waitress sneered at him then picked up the coffee pot and cup, turned on her heels and stalked off muttering to herself about weirdos. Etienne took a another drag from the cigarette and blew smoke in her wake. He pulled his phone from his inside coat pocket and grimaced at the dried blood on the screen. “Ripper...” he cast a furtive glance around the room for observers then licked the screen and wiped it on his pants. “Connard!” he chuckled and shook his head as a grin spread across his face. Some things remain unchanged no matter how much time has passed.
“Merci.” he said when she returned placing the steaming cup before him.
“Whatever.” she rolled her eyes and hastily left to start clearing an empty table.
“People used to be so nice in this town.” he mused to himself. “Must be an American. Canadians are usually so polite.” Smoke curled from his nostrils in blue tendrils toward the ceiling as he wrapped his death cold hands around the steaming cup. The heat of the cup quickly warmed his hands then spread slowly upward. It's heat relaxing him and easing the tension that had him bound tight as a spring. He wanted his bath. A bath of hot water would be amazing right now. He'd feel almost....human. The water had been turned off to the apartment again. No power either. He was surprised that his belongings had not been touched this time. His lawyer must have kept at least some things from changing in his absence. Yet, had he really gone anywhere? It was as if he had lay down to sleep at dawn and just not awoken. Slept for over two years. He'd even stirred with the same book he had been reading just before he dozed off. It had been covered in dust just like himself when he became conscious. A text on the Islamic Sufis and their use of dance to enter spiritual trances. Fascinating. Well, he had thought it was fascinating, but perhaps not. Could he really blame a book that read like poorly translated stereo instructions for a two year coma? Surely not. It was a dry read, but not coma inducing
Etienne, took a long drag on the cigarette then blew a smoke ring and sent a smaller ring after the first. The smaller ring shattered the left side of the wobbling larger ring, creating a writhing jumble of blue smoke serpents that slowly expanded to hover over the table. The phantasmal serpents seemed like an allegory for the environment he had left behind only yesterday. His relaxed mind showed him scenes and faces from his recent memories. The “children” he had made were all gone save for one who had turned her back to him. A wave of emotion struck him and he wiped at his eye quickly leaving behind a crimson smear. His hand came away red. He looked around embarrassed and wiped at his face with the napkin then stuffed the ruined white cloth in his pocket.
This had to stop. These thoughts would only turn to memories of happy times with someone he refused to think of because the happy memories would be followed by the remembrance of loss and betrayal, guilt and pain. He could have done more. Been more. He could have been a better father to Prudence or sire or whatever he should have been. How the hell could he have known? He had no biological children from his human life. No paternal instinct or manual to go by. He was a professor of myth and archeology. No wonder she wanted nothing to do with him and ran the moment he opened his mouth to give his unsolicited advice. He was a pretentious, middle-aged fool and she was a young woman in her early twenties who was certain she knew everything. Young people. Rot them. Why was it that everyone younger than thirty infuriated him so?
A crack brought his attention to his hand at the table edge where he gripped it. “Merde.” he muttered, seeing the deformation of the table edge in the odd drape of the table cloth. Etienne closed his eyes and forced himself to relax his hand. Splinters of the broken table fell to the floor hidden by the shadow of the tablecloth.
He thought of her then. He couldn't stop himself. His hand groped in his pocket spasmodically and retrieved the napkin to hold it to his face. Perhaps the other patrons of the restaurant would think he had a nose bleed or something. It didn't explain the silent heaving of his back as he buried his face in the napkin and then in his hands, elbows braced on the table. He could have been a better husband. Perhaps if he had been more understanding or more present for her instead of involving himself with the Council and all that wasted energy. Maybe if he had spent more time on the household they'd built together things might have worked out differently. Maybe if he had just tried harder to understand she would have waited longer for him when he had gone into the shadows. Maybe she would have forgiven his strangeness when he'd returned. Yet, no matter what he might have done, no matter what he had done before when their love was at its strongest, it couldn't change the simple fact that the woman he loved so much was insane. Not a bit eccentric like a dotty old grandmother with a predilection for collecting teapots, but hiding dismembered corpses in the potted houseplants insane. Yet he had loved her.
Was he insane? Maybe. Probably. How could he not be. He was supposed to be dead, afterall.
The cup had overturned with his movement. Warmth flowing onto the tablecloth in an expanding cafe au lait stain like blood from a wound. People were looking at him. He had drawn attention to himself. To hell with them anyway. It didn't matter what they thought. To hell with these accursed humans in this pathetic restaurant that didn't even rate a single star and the surly waitress who he was definitely not going to tip. At that very moment he considered summoning a Fade Beast right there in the middle of the restaurant. The thought of it rampaging amongst the patrons, overturning tables and sending dishes, glasses and sub par cuisine flying made him smile behind the bloody napkin. Then he realized what a monster he was for thinking such a horrid thing. These innocents didn't deserve a fate like that. He sighed heavily and looked over the napkin at the other customers in the restaurant. They looked away when his eyes met theirs.
Her crooked smile and liquid blue eyes filled his mind and gripped him like a giant's hand. This was just a memory. She was not in his head. Even though she had that power as long as he had known her and had communicated to him that way in the past. Even though he had felt the touch of her mind inside his, more intimate than a lover's embrace, this was not that. This was just a memory. What was this? Memories were flooding back , assaulting him with sights and smells, sound and emotions. He wanted to scream. Maybe he should summon the fade beast. He could fight it here and now, his sword and fangs against it's claws and teeth. The ridiculous human patrons could bear witness to a battle of supernatural creatures and expand their experiential horizons a bit. They would love it. Better than cable television.
No. No, he wouldn't do that. He dropped the bloody napkin in his lap and shook another cigarette from the pack of Gitanes and lit it with the dragon engraved zippo lighter. It was a gift from Serendipity given years ago. He'd managed to keep it this whole time. More smoke serpents slithered from his mouth and moved slowly above the table. The sight of them soothed him somewhat. The waitress was coming back. She looked unhappy.
“Seriously? Now you make a mess?” she said with unveiled irritation then looked from the spilled coffee to his gore clotted face and was taken aback. “What's up with your face? You're bleeding! From your eyes!” she paled visibly and retreated a step her hand covering her mouth in astonishment. Something wasn't right with this guy in the tweed suit and crooked nose who didn't drink the numerous coffees she brought him. The man whose eyes were weeping tears of blood that clotted on his cheeks. A niggling horror was beginning to grow in the back of her mind.The thought that she needed to get far away from him was growing with that horror.
Their eyes met. She couldn't break his gaze. “Sit down, Julie. You look exhausted.” the man said in a sing song voice that she couldn't resist. He wasn't scary now. Why had he frightened her so? She sat in the chair across from him and slumped in it. Her eye lids were so heavy. “I think you are working far too hard.” he crooned to her. The last thing she remembered was seeing him place another 50 dollar note on the table next to the other and the coffee stain spreading under both of them.
Moments later Etienne was standing on a corner several streets away. He watched a bear as it ambled along the sidewalk headed towards the river. Perhaps it was going home. The night was young. He turned and headed towards the train station and whatever the night might hold.