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Posted: 05 May 2015, 01:53
--The following transcript was a live chat roleplay--
I know how Ricky feels about tattoos but I’ve wanted this one for a while and now seems like the right time to get it. Besides. I already have two. A third won’t make a difference. I’ve chosen to have a few swirls drawn across my left hip. Among them, or rather on them, kinda, there’s gonna be two butterflies. The bigger butterfly will have a triquetra in the body. They all sound kinda random I know but each element means something. The butterflies are to represent new life. So two of those are necessary for Ric and I and/ or to represent my new life as a vampire and a married woman. Either or works. The triquetra signifies this new balance in my life, so the three points are for body, mind and spirit. Corny I know but it works for me. The swirls are fancy stems and leaves, so they kind of represent nature and the foundations of life but I kind like that it’s all interconnecting. Kinda. So yeah. That’s the reason for it. Mainly I wanted something to celebrate my new life as an immortal. But now I’m kinda excited about it being something for Ricky too.
Due to the location I want this thing in I’ve kind had to wear knickers that remind me more of cheese wire than underwear but art is pain. Right? I’m starting to wonder now if maybe I should have talked Ric into coming with me or if I should have gone it alone but it’s too late now. Patrick wanted a new tatt too so… yeah… we’re going together. Not that either of us are ink virgins and need someone to hold our hands. It’s just nice to have someone to chat to that you know… you know?
“Hey Pat.”
I embrace the guy as I rock up to the tattoo parlour. I’m not exactly on time but I’m not majorly late either. I had a little trouble waking up truth be told. There are just days when you don’t want to get out of bed. Good days that is. Not sucky ones. I’m still getting used to waking up with Ricky but right now I can’t help but kinda enjoy it. I’m sure the novelty will wear off eventually but for right now it’s all good.
Patrick:
He is smoking on one last cigarette before he is stuck for a while. This is not his first time and he was sure it wouldn't be his last either. After all that had happened recently he felt it was time to get this new tattoo, so when Sky had said something he was more than happy to go and get one himself. Based off of his past experiences, it was always better to have someone to talk to, help keep your mind off of the pain. This one was going to be pretty painful too. He had other chest tattoos but this one was going right in the middle. As he sees Sky he puts his cigarette out. "Yo. You ready to do this?"
Skylar:
“Baby I was born ready. I was just held back due to sucky parents.”
I laugh. Mum ******* hates my tattoos. She kinda hates Ric too so getting one for him is kinda salt in the wounds as far as she’s concerned. She’s still pushing for me to hold a reception to celebrate my marriage. I mean I told her I’d already done one with friends and such but she’s still in my ear about it. I’m not giving in on this one. Knowing her she’ll want a sit down meal or some **** and I can’t put Ricky through that. I’m not sure who’d make it out alive; even I tend to feel homicidal at those things.
“You ready to suck it up and writhe in agony for a few hours?”
I wink at him and push the door open. I’m not sure why I’m teasing him. This one’s going on my hip bone, so it’s probably gonna sting like a mother ****** but I can take it. I’m pretty sure I can. I’ve been ripped to shreds by critters and traps a couple of times now and stitched up by the now hubby, so… bring it on I say.
Patrick:
"Have some tatted up stranger penetrate me for a few hours? Sounds like fun to me." He laughed as he followed her inside. He had heard it put that way before and it had always stuck with him. He wasn't sure why. Maybe because it just made tattoos sound dirtier or just because his mind was in the gutter most of the time anyway. Either way. It worked just fine for him.
Skylar:
“Oh baby, you know just what a girl wants to hear.”
I laugh and shove him playfully.
“You picked a design or did you draw one yourself?”
I suddenly realise I should have asked Pat if he wanted me to draw one for him. Oh well. Maybe next time. Cos well… there always seemed to be a next time. Tattoos are kind of addictive in a way. You get one… like I did… and then you end up with another and another. I might need to stop at three though. Depends how Ric reacts. My body, my rules but I still kinda want him to be attracted to me. Actually scratch that. I want him insanely attracted to me. I just don’t see that happening in this life time or any other.
Patrick:
He pulled out a sheet of paper and sketched on it was a drawing of a heart. It had a crown of thorns on top and the whole thing seemed that be on fire. "I got Michael to draw it up for me the other night. Just after the funeral." He smiled more to himself than to her as he remembered how that night went. "You have yours all ready or going to get some free hand done?"
Skylar:
“Oh hell no. Ain’t no-one free styling on my body. This **** has to last.”
I can’t even begin to explain the importance of this one because… well… the first two I got human and while yes I intended to keep them for life, I had also planned to die. Now they’d be with me forever. You’ve kinda gotta be certain about this kind of thing when you’re thinking of keeping it for that long. I mean whatever happens between Ric and I. Divorce, death, re-marriage whatever… this tattoo is a symbol of me now. Of how even I can change. I never thought I’d be married and yet here I am. Life is such a funny thing. You’d think I’d be more in awe of my supernatural state but nope… Being married kinda kicks dying up the arse if you ask me.
I pull a piece of paper from back jeans pocket and unfold it.
“Here’s the one I’m getting done. It’s kinda new life and balance inspired. You know. Like the whole marriage thing and stuff. I kinda gotta be thankful for what I have. You know?”
Patrick:
He thinks back to Dillon and nods. "Yeah, and you never know what's going to happen anymore." He made his way up to the reception desk and told them his name. He had made an appointment beforehand. Last thing he wanted was to be stuck waiting for even longer for the artist to be ready and their chair to be free.
Skylar:
I follow suit and give my name. I see the looks I get when I only give one name but that’s who I am. Though Hawthorne isn’t such a bad surname. I much prefer that to Higgins. Oddly my initials didn’t change when I married. That’s kinda funky. Still my name is like my brand name. It’s who I am.
“You want me to improve that sketch of yours hun or you happy with it as is? Cos… I know you know about my musical talents but I’m also a pretty kickass artist too. I don’t only draw and paint either. I make jewellery and re-enactment weapons.”
I may have told Patrick all or some of this before but it never hurts to remind someone and if it’s one thing I’m confident in, it’s my talents.
Patrick:
He laughed "Like to toot your own horn eh?" He was playing more than anything. He knew the girl was good at what she put her mind to and because of that he did find himself looking up to her a bit. "As far as helping it out, I like how it is. No offense or anything. Just like the way he did it."
Skylar:
I laugh and I laugh hard.
“Well you know I’m new to this whole marriage thing. Before that I kinda had toot my own horn… a lot, if you catch my meaning.”
Yeah. I’m being filthy. I think Patrick has hung out with me and the guys too much. I’m way too comfortable around him and while I don’t mind being crude in the right company – or the wrong company sometimes – I just know I can play with Pat and he won’t think anything of it.
I ask the guy at the front desk what the wait time is and apparently it’s negligible; they’re running pretty much to time. That’s always a good sign if you ask me. Not that I’m all that great at keeping appointments myself. I just kinda hate having to be somewhere at a set time and hour. That’s probably another reason I’d never wanted to hit it big as a musician. I’m way too comfortable playing what I want, where I want and when I want. You’ve gotta be crazy to give that up.
Patrick:
He tried not laugh but that didn't work. It came out first as snort but quickly turned into full blow laughter. He is almost in tears as they called back into a different room. He wipes his eyes really quick. "At least now you won't have to toot it unless you want to." He chuckles again.
Skylar:
“Yep. Yep.”
I swat him on the *** as he walks past me and then I follow him through to the back room. There are two tattoo artists free which will make things easier.
“Oh and no perving on me when I drop my pants. I know. I know. You won’t be able to stop yourself because I’m so damned attractive so just remember my guys pretty good at skinning things being a taxidermist and all. His skills with the blade are unparalleled.”
Well maybe that’s a lie but it’s not to me. I’ve never seen anyone wield a blade better than Ricky. Not that I watch all that many people fight or anything. And not that I actually think Patrick’s gonna perve over me. Things with Michael seem to be going well and there doesn’t seem to be even the smallest amount of real attraction between him and I. We’re kindred spirits. Friends. That’s all. I’m pretty sure he knows when I’m teasing by now.
Patrick:
"I promise not go get an instant boner if you promise not to drool all over the place when you see my magnificent man boobs." He cups himself and starts laughing again. He knew he was a skinny ****** for the most part but he did have some muscles to back himself if need be. He takes off his jacket and hands the artist his drawing. No need to be shirtless just yet.
Skylar:
“I’m pretty sure I can keep my **** together sweetheart.”
I wink at Patrick and follow suit. I’d actually been here once before to discuss this design so I kinda knew what to expect and stuff. I mean it’s nothing they probably haven’t seen and done a thousand times but if your body is your temple, then you kinda need to check the painters are up scratch before you let the at your walls.
“Seriously though… I’m kinda not sure if Ric would lose his **** for you being in here. Or for me having someone do this. So… probably best you do your best not to perve over me.”
Mainly cos I wouldn’t have to say a ******* word. I don’t much have a choice in the memories Ricky gets off of me when he feeds. The last thing I want is to be losing another friend so soon cos I couldn’t keep my pants on… again. Still… I’m completely sober this time so go me I say.
Patrick:
"I promise not to perv over you. Besides not sure Mike would like that very much anyway." He takes a seat as he waits for the artist to return. After he verifies it's what he wants he pulls his shirt off, revealing many other tattoos form his wings on his back to the symbol he got when he was made a paladin. Most people saw them and just thought they were cool, but everything on him was there for a reason and meant something to him.
Skylar:
“Oh Mike now is it.”
I know his full name’s Michael and Mike isn’t that strange really. At least Pat hadn’t added syllables on like I’d done to Ric’s name. I dunno why but I’ve just always called him Ricky. Of course he hated it at first – probably still does – but he got used to it. Still, it’s my thing. I’m the only one that calls him that. Probably cos it’s kinda cutsie and not any people are stupid enough to think of him that way.
“Yeah I’m not sure what I’d do if I had to potentially be jealous of the entire world… I’d pr…”
My words trail off as Pat takes his shirt off. I’m not interested in him like that so get your mind out of the gutter. It’s the markings that have me speechless. I’ve seen them before. Or ones like it at least. Those freaks in the sewers have them.
“Erm…”
I shake my head. I probably do look like I’m drooling or something. I mean people don’t tend to stop talking for no reason.
“Interesting tatts Patrick.”
Okay. It’s stupid but I’m nervous. He’s my friend and I don’t think he’s gonna like attack me right here and now, but damn if I don’t have flashbacks to those naked freaks that seem to live under the city. I can’t help but start to wonder…Does he know what I am? Am I in trouble? And if he did and I am… why’d he go to all the trouble of being my friend?
Patrick:
He sits back in the chair and looks at her confused. She had a strange look on her face. "I said no drooling." He chuckled but it did not last. "Yeah most people like them." He rubs the symbol on his chest "I've had this one the longest and it probably hurt the most but I have a feeling today's is going to be worse." He can't help but get an odd feeling all of a sudden. It's like he's been drinking too much but in truth he hadn't drank in few days. He brushed it off as nerves but something was nagging at him.
Skylar:
“I wasn’t… er… yeah… okay. You caught me. That’s some pretty nice ink you have there. It mean anything special? Got a story?”
I work my jeans down over my hips but keep myself facing his direction. This is as much to make sure that I see any attack coming as it is to make sure he doesn’t see my bare arse. G-strings really don’t cover much of anything.
Suck it up buttercup, I tell myself as I settle down onto the chair. I have to kind of lay on my side a little to give the guy access to my hip. I point out exactly where I want the thing too. This is my first time with colour but it’s not a big deal. It could be worse.
Patrick:
"Don’t all tattoos?" He was being vague and he had his reasons. "Maybe after this we can talk about their meanings some." She was his friend and he felt he could trust her with his secret. He wouldn't unload everything all at once but bits here and there. No need to **** her life up in one night at least. He laid his head back as the gun started and the needles started to work on his skin.
Skylar:
“Err… sure.”
I try not to sound nervous. I’m usually a better actress than this but I kinda feel like I’ve been thrown through a loop. I half think we should go to Lancaster’s cos if something goes wrong the chances are that Elliot or Pi will be there to help me. But you know… Public place. Witnesses. Maybe not. We could go to Dillon’s place. I mean I still have a key and Russ is hardly ever there. I’d taken over Dillon’s share of the rent so technically the place was mine too now. Russ couldn’t afford the place alone and well… Ricky and I weren’t exactly short on cash.
I split my attention between Patrick and the tattooist right up until the guy covers his work and I’m told I can put my pants back on. I start to regret choosing jeans. Sweats would have been a more comfortable choice.
“So Pat… where to now?”
Patrick:
Once the artist is done he finally takes a full breath before he ready and cleared to put his shirt back on. He turns back to Sky as they are both paid and ready to leave. "Where ever is good with me. I have to where to be for a few hours. You free or do you have to go meet up with Ric?"
Skylar:
“I think I’ll give that boy of mine a few more hours before pissing him off.”
I’ve composed myself by this point so when I smile there’s no nerves behind it anymore.
“Did I tell you he kinda doesn’t approve of tattoos?”
I can’t really explain why. Just that he doesn’t think you should be readily identifiable which makes him sound dodgy. I start to wonder why he felt that way as a human. What the **** did he do that required him to go unnoticed? Probably should have asked myself that question a while back and certainly before I put this ring on. I look down at the ring and turn it on my finger.
“Wanna head over to Dillon’s? I kinda still have stuff to do there. I mean his parent’s offered and that but I’m pretty sure he has stuff in there he wouldn’t want them finding. Like his porn collection… which is pretty extensive.”
I’m not even joking about that. The guy has a draw full, and not a small draw either. I can’t really say much though cos I’ve watched a lot of it myself. I’m not gonna share that little nugget right now though.
Patrick:
He snorted "Yeah, if I die any time soon, whoever comes to get my things, make sure they don't get a hold of my porn. Hell bury that **** with me so no one can find it." He was keeping his mood light. She seemed to be better now so it must if been nerves. "At least you won't have to deal with that. I'm pretty sure Ric will take care of that for you."
Skylar:
I find myself laughing again. I find it hard to imagine that Patrick would want to kill me. Especially when we’re like this. I half want to tell him that ship had sailed. I didn’t actually have any porn of my own – though maybe I had kind of inherited Dillon’s – and I wasn’t big into possessions so it was never really going to be a problem for me anyways. Or wouldn’t have been.
“And what makes you think I’ll be going before Ric?”
I give him a look that says he should probably be careful about what he says next. Yes I drink and am a little accident prone but Ric’s out fighting ****; though I guess he doesn’t know that. Taxidermy… not especially dangerous as far as jobs go. Though Ric does hunt the animals himself at times. Hunting accidents happen.
I shiver at that thought. I ******* hate seeing him hurt and stitching him up like I had to last night… well it’s not my favourite job.
Patrick:
"Just a hunch really. He looks a little on the stubborn side. I feel like he would stand up to the Grim reaper and make him wait till he was ready." He had to laugh at the thought. Truthfully he didn't know much about the guy but he got feelings and hunches every once and a while and for the most part they were right. "Plus isn't there something about a married man lives longer and a married woman doesn't?" He had heard something about that. Could of been anywhere but he didn't have the greatest memory ever, the alcohol didn't help it any.
Skylar:
“Ha. Yeah. You might be right about that. That boy is a tough nut to crack. Not sure about the marriage thing though. Women tend to outlive men… normally. Though you know… if it’s your time, it’s your time. Some people see it coming. Most don’t.”
I sure as **** didn’t see it coming and if Elliot hadn’t of instinctively saved me I’d be worm food by now.
“Come on. Let’s go get comfy and chat about those marks of yours. I’m sure their story is way more interesting than mine.”
I hook his arm with mine and pull him close. It’s a dangerous thing to do now I know what he is but I’ve done **** like this so many times before that it still feels kind of natural. The journey to Dillon’s place doesn’t take long. I unlock the door, push it open and shout out for Russ. As expected I get no reply.
“You want a beer?”
I’m already heading to the fridge as I ask this.
Patrick:
"Pssh like I'd say no? I thought you knew me better," he said jokingly. He made his way over to the couch and sat down after he took his jacket off. He looked around at the place as he waited for her come back.
Skylar:
I grab two beers from the fridge, pop the caps and join Pat on the sofa. I hand him his beer, clink his bottle with mine and make another toast to Dillon. I still miss my friend. I think always will.
“And I dunno. Maybe you’ve gone upmarket with your drink choices now you’re doing a bartender.”
I kick my shoes off and curl my feet up under me. I’m way too comfortable here. It’s odd really. I half expect Dillon to walk in and moan at me about drinking all his beer or something. That or have him roll out of his bedroom with some vapid looking tramp on his arm.
“So… your ink. I swear you have a mark I recognise… That one on your back… Is it… Common?”
Patrick:
He takes a swig of the beer as he thinks what to say. "Among some circles it is common but as a whole I'm pretty sure it's fairly uncommon." His feeling comes back. "Where do you think you saw it if you don't mind me asking?"
Skylar:
“If I told you where it was, you’re gonna think I’m a complete weirdo.”
I chug down a couple of mouthfuls of beer. How the **** do you tell someone you sometimes hang out in sewers because the darkness makes you feel better? The smells pretty rank but it’s worth it. Plus, bonus… Ricky’s often there with me. Some night’s I don’t even get a choice as to whether or not I want to go. He buggers off and a little while later there I am. That’s one nifty little super power he has I tell ya. It’s come in damned handy at times.
“I mean, if you told me you occasionally look through manhole covers and **** I’d think you pretty weird.”
Or a vampire. Or some paladin freak. ****. I probably shouldn’t have said that. I’m not armed or anything but even if I was it wouldn’t make a ******* difference.
Patrick:
This surprises him, a lot. He drinks some more as he looks off into nothingness for a moment before he blinded Kara and brings himself back into the present. "Remember when we were talking about what happens when you die? And I said there was heaven, hell or limbo?" He waits for her to answer. He doesn't want to get too ahead of himself and with what he has to say she is going to need to be on the same level as him.
Skylar:
“Yeah. I remember. Kinda. That was the night you met your cutie. And you’re welcome by the way.”
Okay I didn’t do any of the heavy lifting on that one but I had kinda talked him into trying for the bartender. Man could that one come back to bite me in the arse if things go wrong. That’s if I survive to see that. I mean yeah I’ll come back if I die but then I’d definitely have to stay away from him. Right?
Patrick:
He smirks at her before going back to the conversation. "Well what if I told you that there are other things out that. That those weren't your only options when it comes to death." He wasn't used to having this conversation but it was better he practiced it now. If things get any more serious with Mike he's going to have to have it with him. Better to do something before he comes home with a wound or worse, doesn't come home at all.
Skylar:
“I’d wonder what the hell you’re taking about.”
I say the words like I mean them. Like I’m curious and possibly think he’s insane. I know he’s not and I know what’s out there but I’m curious to see what he’ll say next. If he’ll tell me what’s out there. What goes bump in the dark.
I sip at my beer. Probably should have offered the guy a glass but meh, too late now. Besides, I’m not girly enough to require one, so I doubt he is either.
Patrick:
"Well," He took a deep breath and let it out slowly "Vampires are really... So are zombies and some other ****." He was sure she would think he was nuts but oh well, it was the truth. She didn't have to believe him.
Skylar:
“Er… yeah… Like paladins right? The fuckers that run around naked in the sewers shooting at anything that moves.”
Okay. So there’s a touch more hostility in my voice than I’d like but those fuckers really are insane. I’ve been shot at by them multiple times. I generally run. Not cos I’m a coward but because - despite what the hair colour might tell ya - I’m not stupid. I know my strengths and weaknesses and fighting... well that’s no strength of mine; I’m no battle babe.
“So is that what you are?”
I have one hand full with my beer bottle and the other rubs idly at the tattoo on my ankle. It’s almost like we’re having a nice casual chat. Only… we’re not. Not really.
Skylar:This RP takes place on Monday 27th April 2015.
I know how Ricky feels about tattoos but I’ve wanted this one for a while and now seems like the right time to get it. Besides. I already have two. A third won’t make a difference. I’ve chosen to have a few swirls drawn across my left hip. Among them, or rather on them, kinda, there’s gonna be two butterflies. The bigger butterfly will have a triquetra in the body. They all sound kinda random I know but each element means something. The butterflies are to represent new life. So two of those are necessary for Ric and I and/ or to represent my new life as a vampire and a married woman. Either or works. The triquetra signifies this new balance in my life, so the three points are for body, mind and spirit. Corny I know but it works for me. The swirls are fancy stems and leaves, so they kind of represent nature and the foundations of life but I kind like that it’s all interconnecting. Kinda. So yeah. That’s the reason for it. Mainly I wanted something to celebrate my new life as an immortal. But now I’m kinda excited about it being something for Ricky too.
Due to the location I want this thing in I’ve kind had to wear knickers that remind me more of cheese wire than underwear but art is pain. Right? I’m starting to wonder now if maybe I should have talked Ric into coming with me or if I should have gone it alone but it’s too late now. Patrick wanted a new tatt too so… yeah… we’re going together. Not that either of us are ink virgins and need someone to hold our hands. It’s just nice to have someone to chat to that you know… you know?
“Hey Pat.”
I embrace the guy as I rock up to the tattoo parlour. I’m not exactly on time but I’m not majorly late either. I had a little trouble waking up truth be told. There are just days when you don’t want to get out of bed. Good days that is. Not sucky ones. I’m still getting used to waking up with Ricky but right now I can’t help but kinda enjoy it. I’m sure the novelty will wear off eventually but for right now it’s all good.
Patrick:
He is smoking on one last cigarette before he is stuck for a while. This is not his first time and he was sure it wouldn't be his last either. After all that had happened recently he felt it was time to get this new tattoo, so when Sky had said something he was more than happy to go and get one himself. Based off of his past experiences, it was always better to have someone to talk to, help keep your mind off of the pain. This one was going to be pretty painful too. He had other chest tattoos but this one was going right in the middle. As he sees Sky he puts his cigarette out. "Yo. You ready to do this?"
Skylar:
“Baby I was born ready. I was just held back due to sucky parents.”
I laugh. Mum ******* hates my tattoos. She kinda hates Ric too so getting one for him is kinda salt in the wounds as far as she’s concerned. She’s still pushing for me to hold a reception to celebrate my marriage. I mean I told her I’d already done one with friends and such but she’s still in my ear about it. I’m not giving in on this one. Knowing her she’ll want a sit down meal or some **** and I can’t put Ricky through that. I’m not sure who’d make it out alive; even I tend to feel homicidal at those things.
“You ready to suck it up and writhe in agony for a few hours?”
I wink at him and push the door open. I’m not sure why I’m teasing him. This one’s going on my hip bone, so it’s probably gonna sting like a mother ****** but I can take it. I’m pretty sure I can. I’ve been ripped to shreds by critters and traps a couple of times now and stitched up by the now hubby, so… bring it on I say.
Patrick:
"Have some tatted up stranger penetrate me for a few hours? Sounds like fun to me." He laughed as he followed her inside. He had heard it put that way before and it had always stuck with him. He wasn't sure why. Maybe because it just made tattoos sound dirtier or just because his mind was in the gutter most of the time anyway. Either way. It worked just fine for him.
Skylar:
“Oh baby, you know just what a girl wants to hear.”
I laugh and shove him playfully.
“You picked a design or did you draw one yourself?”
I suddenly realise I should have asked Pat if he wanted me to draw one for him. Oh well. Maybe next time. Cos well… there always seemed to be a next time. Tattoos are kind of addictive in a way. You get one… like I did… and then you end up with another and another. I might need to stop at three though. Depends how Ric reacts. My body, my rules but I still kinda want him to be attracted to me. Actually scratch that. I want him insanely attracted to me. I just don’t see that happening in this life time or any other.
Patrick:
He pulled out a sheet of paper and sketched on it was a drawing of a heart. It had a crown of thorns on top and the whole thing seemed that be on fire. "I got Michael to draw it up for me the other night. Just after the funeral." He smiled more to himself than to her as he remembered how that night went. "You have yours all ready or going to get some free hand done?"
Skylar:
“Oh hell no. Ain’t no-one free styling on my body. This **** has to last.”
I can’t even begin to explain the importance of this one because… well… the first two I got human and while yes I intended to keep them for life, I had also planned to die. Now they’d be with me forever. You’ve kinda gotta be certain about this kind of thing when you’re thinking of keeping it for that long. I mean whatever happens between Ric and I. Divorce, death, re-marriage whatever… this tattoo is a symbol of me now. Of how even I can change. I never thought I’d be married and yet here I am. Life is such a funny thing. You’d think I’d be more in awe of my supernatural state but nope… Being married kinda kicks dying up the arse if you ask me.
I pull a piece of paper from back jeans pocket and unfold it.
“Here’s the one I’m getting done. It’s kinda new life and balance inspired. You know. Like the whole marriage thing and stuff. I kinda gotta be thankful for what I have. You know?”
Patrick:
He thinks back to Dillon and nods. "Yeah, and you never know what's going to happen anymore." He made his way up to the reception desk and told them his name. He had made an appointment beforehand. Last thing he wanted was to be stuck waiting for even longer for the artist to be ready and their chair to be free.
Skylar:
I follow suit and give my name. I see the looks I get when I only give one name but that’s who I am. Though Hawthorne isn’t such a bad surname. I much prefer that to Higgins. Oddly my initials didn’t change when I married. That’s kinda funky. Still my name is like my brand name. It’s who I am.
“You want me to improve that sketch of yours hun or you happy with it as is? Cos… I know you know about my musical talents but I’m also a pretty kickass artist too. I don’t only draw and paint either. I make jewellery and re-enactment weapons.”
I may have told Patrick all or some of this before but it never hurts to remind someone and if it’s one thing I’m confident in, it’s my talents.
Patrick:
He laughed "Like to toot your own horn eh?" He was playing more than anything. He knew the girl was good at what she put her mind to and because of that he did find himself looking up to her a bit. "As far as helping it out, I like how it is. No offense or anything. Just like the way he did it."
Skylar:
I laugh and I laugh hard.
“Well you know I’m new to this whole marriage thing. Before that I kinda had toot my own horn… a lot, if you catch my meaning.”
Yeah. I’m being filthy. I think Patrick has hung out with me and the guys too much. I’m way too comfortable around him and while I don’t mind being crude in the right company – or the wrong company sometimes – I just know I can play with Pat and he won’t think anything of it.
I ask the guy at the front desk what the wait time is and apparently it’s negligible; they’re running pretty much to time. That’s always a good sign if you ask me. Not that I’m all that great at keeping appointments myself. I just kinda hate having to be somewhere at a set time and hour. That’s probably another reason I’d never wanted to hit it big as a musician. I’m way too comfortable playing what I want, where I want and when I want. You’ve gotta be crazy to give that up.
Patrick:
He tried not laugh but that didn't work. It came out first as snort but quickly turned into full blow laughter. He is almost in tears as they called back into a different room. He wipes his eyes really quick. "At least now you won't have to toot it unless you want to." He chuckles again.
Skylar:
“Yep. Yep.”
I swat him on the *** as he walks past me and then I follow him through to the back room. There are two tattoo artists free which will make things easier.
“Oh and no perving on me when I drop my pants. I know. I know. You won’t be able to stop yourself because I’m so damned attractive so just remember my guys pretty good at skinning things being a taxidermist and all. His skills with the blade are unparalleled.”
Well maybe that’s a lie but it’s not to me. I’ve never seen anyone wield a blade better than Ricky. Not that I watch all that many people fight or anything. And not that I actually think Patrick’s gonna perve over me. Things with Michael seem to be going well and there doesn’t seem to be even the smallest amount of real attraction between him and I. We’re kindred spirits. Friends. That’s all. I’m pretty sure he knows when I’m teasing by now.
Patrick:
"I promise not go get an instant boner if you promise not to drool all over the place when you see my magnificent man boobs." He cups himself and starts laughing again. He knew he was a skinny ****** for the most part but he did have some muscles to back himself if need be. He takes off his jacket and hands the artist his drawing. No need to be shirtless just yet.
Skylar:
“I’m pretty sure I can keep my **** together sweetheart.”
I wink at Patrick and follow suit. I’d actually been here once before to discuss this design so I kinda knew what to expect and stuff. I mean it’s nothing they probably haven’t seen and done a thousand times but if your body is your temple, then you kinda need to check the painters are up scratch before you let the at your walls.
“Seriously though… I’m kinda not sure if Ric would lose his **** for you being in here. Or for me having someone do this. So… probably best you do your best not to perve over me.”
Mainly cos I wouldn’t have to say a ******* word. I don’t much have a choice in the memories Ricky gets off of me when he feeds. The last thing I want is to be losing another friend so soon cos I couldn’t keep my pants on… again. Still… I’m completely sober this time so go me I say.
Patrick:
"I promise not to perv over you. Besides not sure Mike would like that very much anyway." He takes a seat as he waits for the artist to return. After he verifies it's what he wants he pulls his shirt off, revealing many other tattoos form his wings on his back to the symbol he got when he was made a paladin. Most people saw them and just thought they were cool, but everything on him was there for a reason and meant something to him.
Skylar:
“Oh Mike now is it.”
I know his full name’s Michael and Mike isn’t that strange really. At least Pat hadn’t added syllables on like I’d done to Ric’s name. I dunno why but I’ve just always called him Ricky. Of course he hated it at first – probably still does – but he got used to it. Still, it’s my thing. I’m the only one that calls him that. Probably cos it’s kinda cutsie and not any people are stupid enough to think of him that way.
“Yeah I’m not sure what I’d do if I had to potentially be jealous of the entire world… I’d pr…”
My words trail off as Pat takes his shirt off. I’m not interested in him like that so get your mind out of the gutter. It’s the markings that have me speechless. I’ve seen them before. Or ones like it at least. Those freaks in the sewers have them.
“Erm…”
I shake my head. I probably do look like I’m drooling or something. I mean people don’t tend to stop talking for no reason.
“Interesting tatts Patrick.”
Okay. It’s stupid but I’m nervous. He’s my friend and I don’t think he’s gonna like attack me right here and now, but damn if I don’t have flashbacks to those naked freaks that seem to live under the city. I can’t help but start to wonder…Does he know what I am? Am I in trouble? And if he did and I am… why’d he go to all the trouble of being my friend?
Patrick:
He sits back in the chair and looks at her confused. She had a strange look on her face. "I said no drooling." He chuckled but it did not last. "Yeah most people like them." He rubs the symbol on his chest "I've had this one the longest and it probably hurt the most but I have a feeling today's is going to be worse." He can't help but get an odd feeling all of a sudden. It's like he's been drinking too much but in truth he hadn't drank in few days. He brushed it off as nerves but something was nagging at him.
Skylar:
“I wasn’t… er… yeah… okay. You caught me. That’s some pretty nice ink you have there. It mean anything special? Got a story?”
I work my jeans down over my hips but keep myself facing his direction. This is as much to make sure that I see any attack coming as it is to make sure he doesn’t see my bare arse. G-strings really don’t cover much of anything.
Suck it up buttercup, I tell myself as I settle down onto the chair. I have to kind of lay on my side a little to give the guy access to my hip. I point out exactly where I want the thing too. This is my first time with colour but it’s not a big deal. It could be worse.
Patrick:
"Don’t all tattoos?" He was being vague and he had his reasons. "Maybe after this we can talk about their meanings some." She was his friend and he felt he could trust her with his secret. He wouldn't unload everything all at once but bits here and there. No need to **** her life up in one night at least. He laid his head back as the gun started and the needles started to work on his skin.
Skylar:
“Err… sure.”
I try not to sound nervous. I’m usually a better actress than this but I kinda feel like I’ve been thrown through a loop. I half think we should go to Lancaster’s cos if something goes wrong the chances are that Elliot or Pi will be there to help me. But you know… Public place. Witnesses. Maybe not. We could go to Dillon’s place. I mean I still have a key and Russ is hardly ever there. I’d taken over Dillon’s share of the rent so technically the place was mine too now. Russ couldn’t afford the place alone and well… Ricky and I weren’t exactly short on cash.
I split my attention between Patrick and the tattooist right up until the guy covers his work and I’m told I can put my pants back on. I start to regret choosing jeans. Sweats would have been a more comfortable choice.
“So Pat… where to now?”
Patrick:
Once the artist is done he finally takes a full breath before he ready and cleared to put his shirt back on. He turns back to Sky as they are both paid and ready to leave. "Where ever is good with me. I have to where to be for a few hours. You free or do you have to go meet up with Ric?"
Skylar:
“I think I’ll give that boy of mine a few more hours before pissing him off.”
I’ve composed myself by this point so when I smile there’s no nerves behind it anymore.
“Did I tell you he kinda doesn’t approve of tattoos?”
I can’t really explain why. Just that he doesn’t think you should be readily identifiable which makes him sound dodgy. I start to wonder why he felt that way as a human. What the **** did he do that required him to go unnoticed? Probably should have asked myself that question a while back and certainly before I put this ring on. I look down at the ring and turn it on my finger.
“Wanna head over to Dillon’s? I kinda still have stuff to do there. I mean his parent’s offered and that but I’m pretty sure he has stuff in there he wouldn’t want them finding. Like his porn collection… which is pretty extensive.”
I’m not even joking about that. The guy has a draw full, and not a small draw either. I can’t really say much though cos I’ve watched a lot of it myself. I’m not gonna share that little nugget right now though.
Patrick:
He snorted "Yeah, if I die any time soon, whoever comes to get my things, make sure they don't get a hold of my porn. Hell bury that **** with me so no one can find it." He was keeping his mood light. She seemed to be better now so it must if been nerves. "At least you won't have to deal with that. I'm pretty sure Ric will take care of that for you."
Skylar:
I find myself laughing again. I find it hard to imagine that Patrick would want to kill me. Especially when we’re like this. I half want to tell him that ship had sailed. I didn’t actually have any porn of my own – though maybe I had kind of inherited Dillon’s – and I wasn’t big into possessions so it was never really going to be a problem for me anyways. Or wouldn’t have been.
“And what makes you think I’ll be going before Ric?”
I give him a look that says he should probably be careful about what he says next. Yes I drink and am a little accident prone but Ric’s out fighting ****; though I guess he doesn’t know that. Taxidermy… not especially dangerous as far as jobs go. Though Ric does hunt the animals himself at times. Hunting accidents happen.
I shiver at that thought. I ******* hate seeing him hurt and stitching him up like I had to last night… well it’s not my favourite job.
Patrick:
"Just a hunch really. He looks a little on the stubborn side. I feel like he would stand up to the Grim reaper and make him wait till he was ready." He had to laugh at the thought. Truthfully he didn't know much about the guy but he got feelings and hunches every once and a while and for the most part they were right. "Plus isn't there something about a married man lives longer and a married woman doesn't?" He had heard something about that. Could of been anywhere but he didn't have the greatest memory ever, the alcohol didn't help it any.
Skylar:
“Ha. Yeah. You might be right about that. That boy is a tough nut to crack. Not sure about the marriage thing though. Women tend to outlive men… normally. Though you know… if it’s your time, it’s your time. Some people see it coming. Most don’t.”
I sure as **** didn’t see it coming and if Elliot hadn’t of instinctively saved me I’d be worm food by now.
“Come on. Let’s go get comfy and chat about those marks of yours. I’m sure their story is way more interesting than mine.”
I hook his arm with mine and pull him close. It’s a dangerous thing to do now I know what he is but I’ve done **** like this so many times before that it still feels kind of natural. The journey to Dillon’s place doesn’t take long. I unlock the door, push it open and shout out for Russ. As expected I get no reply.
“You want a beer?”
I’m already heading to the fridge as I ask this.
Patrick:
"Pssh like I'd say no? I thought you knew me better," he said jokingly. He made his way over to the couch and sat down after he took his jacket off. He looked around at the place as he waited for her come back.
Skylar:
I grab two beers from the fridge, pop the caps and join Pat on the sofa. I hand him his beer, clink his bottle with mine and make another toast to Dillon. I still miss my friend. I think always will.
“And I dunno. Maybe you’ve gone upmarket with your drink choices now you’re doing a bartender.”
I kick my shoes off and curl my feet up under me. I’m way too comfortable here. It’s odd really. I half expect Dillon to walk in and moan at me about drinking all his beer or something. That or have him roll out of his bedroom with some vapid looking tramp on his arm.
“So… your ink. I swear you have a mark I recognise… That one on your back… Is it… Common?”
Patrick:
He takes a swig of the beer as he thinks what to say. "Among some circles it is common but as a whole I'm pretty sure it's fairly uncommon." His feeling comes back. "Where do you think you saw it if you don't mind me asking?"
Skylar:
“If I told you where it was, you’re gonna think I’m a complete weirdo.”
I chug down a couple of mouthfuls of beer. How the **** do you tell someone you sometimes hang out in sewers because the darkness makes you feel better? The smells pretty rank but it’s worth it. Plus, bonus… Ricky’s often there with me. Some night’s I don’t even get a choice as to whether or not I want to go. He buggers off and a little while later there I am. That’s one nifty little super power he has I tell ya. It’s come in damned handy at times.
“I mean, if you told me you occasionally look through manhole covers and **** I’d think you pretty weird.”
Or a vampire. Or some paladin freak. ****. I probably shouldn’t have said that. I’m not armed or anything but even if I was it wouldn’t make a ******* difference.
Patrick:
This surprises him, a lot. He drinks some more as he looks off into nothingness for a moment before he blinded Kara and brings himself back into the present. "Remember when we were talking about what happens when you die? And I said there was heaven, hell or limbo?" He waits for her to answer. He doesn't want to get too ahead of himself and with what he has to say she is going to need to be on the same level as him.
Skylar:
“Yeah. I remember. Kinda. That was the night you met your cutie. And you’re welcome by the way.”
Okay I didn’t do any of the heavy lifting on that one but I had kinda talked him into trying for the bartender. Man could that one come back to bite me in the arse if things go wrong. That’s if I survive to see that. I mean yeah I’ll come back if I die but then I’d definitely have to stay away from him. Right?
Patrick:
He smirks at her before going back to the conversation. "Well what if I told you that there are other things out that. That those weren't your only options when it comes to death." He wasn't used to having this conversation but it was better he practiced it now. If things get any more serious with Mike he's going to have to have it with him. Better to do something before he comes home with a wound or worse, doesn't come home at all.
Skylar:
“I’d wonder what the hell you’re taking about.”
I say the words like I mean them. Like I’m curious and possibly think he’s insane. I know he’s not and I know what’s out there but I’m curious to see what he’ll say next. If he’ll tell me what’s out there. What goes bump in the dark.
I sip at my beer. Probably should have offered the guy a glass but meh, too late now. Besides, I’m not girly enough to require one, so I doubt he is either.
Patrick:
"Well," He took a deep breath and let it out slowly "Vampires are really... So are zombies and some other ****." He was sure she would think he was nuts but oh well, it was the truth. She didn't have to believe him.
Skylar:
“Er… yeah… Like paladins right? The fuckers that run around naked in the sewers shooting at anything that moves.”
Okay. So there’s a touch more hostility in my voice than I’d like but those fuckers really are insane. I’ve been shot at by them multiple times. I generally run. Not cos I’m a coward but because - despite what the hair colour might tell ya - I’m not stupid. I know my strengths and weaknesses and fighting... well that’s no strength of mine; I’m no battle babe.
“So is that what you are?”
I have one hand full with my beer bottle and the other rubs idly at the tattoo on my ankle. It’s almost like we’re having a nice casual chat. Only… we’re not. Not really.