Cry Wolf [Cagey/Family]
Posted: 30 Apr 2015, 19:41
From the very beginning it was a journey fated to fail. The deck had been stacked against him even before he knew he was to start. Soldier of fortune turned rebel without a cause only to find the fires of vengeance and redemption to steer him. To call it tragic would be an underestimation of the events that shaped the man he had become and yet the drama and romance aside his story was too elaborate and complex to be defined by a singular term. Doomed love, fierce lust and darkest passion all combine with the remarkable intensity of tragic sorrows that all lead to this one point in time.
A city once loved and hated in equal measure now only portrayed in silver scape the reminiscences of a past best left undisturbed, but never forgotten. No never forgotten. How he wished he could forget.
It had been nearly two years since he ventured these streets, stalked these catacombs and hunted these grounds. He had lost touch with all he once held dear and sought to build. Dreams had turned to ash in the back of his desiccated throat, the power once held bled away till only a nameless yearning remained and after that too was gone a void settled in. Deep and merciless darkness where dwelled the demons that would eventually drive him insane. If only he could forget.
For the longest time her ghost haunted him, for the longest time it threatened to sunder his soul and finally drive him into the abyssal dark from which there would have been no return.
If only he could have forgotten, if only.
But memory or love, desire or dream, whatever name or shape it chose would not let him forget. And as time in his dark isolation passed the ghosts that haunted him changed shape, dissolved and transformed until only one remained.
She called to him, yearningly begging just beyond the edge of hearing and touch. Drifting between the pieces of what remained of his sanity until all that was left was her fading spectral grace.
Crouched now in shadow he stared down at a world he’d left behind, a world he’d grown out of touch with. Was it possible to reconnect, to begin again. Not to pick up where he’d left off, but rather to seek a new start. Cliché perhaps, but what was life if not an endless string of cliché’s. Life, the thought made him smirk. Down there somewhere was a life for him, one to be lived if he could muster up the resolve to take it. You didn’t need to be alive to live, not in this dark world.
He wanted to live though, to live the life that had brought him back.
She was down there somewhere and though he looked forward to seeing her again he also felt a reasonable fear of their inevitable meet.
Lighting a Red 100 he drew in a lungful of stale smoke and readied himself for the track ahead.
“Ready or not…”
A city once loved and hated in equal measure now only portrayed in silver scape the reminiscences of a past best left undisturbed, but never forgotten. No never forgotten. How he wished he could forget.
It had been nearly two years since he ventured these streets, stalked these catacombs and hunted these grounds. He had lost touch with all he once held dear and sought to build. Dreams had turned to ash in the back of his desiccated throat, the power once held bled away till only a nameless yearning remained and after that too was gone a void settled in. Deep and merciless darkness where dwelled the demons that would eventually drive him insane. If only he could forget.
For the longest time her ghost haunted him, for the longest time it threatened to sunder his soul and finally drive him into the abyssal dark from which there would have been no return.
If only he could have forgotten, if only.
But memory or love, desire or dream, whatever name or shape it chose would not let him forget. And as time in his dark isolation passed the ghosts that haunted him changed shape, dissolved and transformed until only one remained.
She called to him, yearningly begging just beyond the edge of hearing and touch. Drifting between the pieces of what remained of his sanity until all that was left was her fading spectral grace.
Crouched now in shadow he stared down at a world he’d left behind, a world he’d grown out of touch with. Was it possible to reconnect, to begin again. Not to pick up where he’d left off, but rather to seek a new start. Cliché perhaps, but what was life if not an endless string of cliché’s. Life, the thought made him smirk. Down there somewhere was a life for him, one to be lived if he could muster up the resolve to take it. You didn’t need to be alive to live, not in this dark world.
He wanted to live though, to live the life that had brought him back.
She was down there somewhere and though he looked forward to seeing her again he also felt a reasonable fear of their inevitable meet.
Lighting a Red 100 he drew in a lungful of stale smoke and readied himself for the track ahead.
“Ready or not…”