Sad Prayers for Guilty Bodies [Jesse]
Posted: 23 Apr 2015, 00:11
It was a goddamn good thing that Mickey didn't go to church.
Of course, he'd had his stints. Every sonuvabitch found Jesus in prison. They'd find their *** locked up for 3-5 because they tried to rob a convenience store, and that first night, they got real cocky. They could handle themselves. They weren't gonna be nobody's *****. Then, by the end of that first week, their *** hurt from the beating and their knees hurt from the praying, and just like that, a convict found salvation. When all you see is grey bars and ugly mugs in orange jumpsuits, day by day, you start thinking about Jesus. You start thinking you're not like the rest of the punks who are exactly like you, and because you're different, you deserve Ever-After. Hell, you deserve the best of the best. Kingdom of God, and all that. Mansion in the sky, kickin' it beside the Big Guy Himself, smoking weed all day and living the life. At least, that's how Micky imagined it.
And that's why Mickey wasn't never going to Heaven.
That, and maybe because of about a hundred other different reasons. It was just in his blood. Bad blood, his pop used to say, and then he'd smack Mickey across the head, just because. His pop was a real ********, but he's dead now, so Mickey didn't bother thinking about it for too long. That was why he'd packed up his bags, moved the hell out of Chicago, and booked it for the border. Canada was nicer. Sure, he still got in trouble, and those horses scared the **** out of him, but it was easier to slip by unnoticed. In Chicago, any kid like him instantly attracted the attention of the police, especially in the south side. White and dirt poor. Hood trash. Here, if he wore a button-down (red-hot), nobody even looked twice. Which made it easy to do the **** he planned on doing today.
That **** was scoping out a newly opening bar. He figured that nobody would be there, since it was still getting on its feet, still closed for renovations, with a big sign out front that warned him to keep out. But there was probably alcohol inside, which he liked because it was in his blood from his daddy, and he could also get the lay of the land for when business was booming. It was his favorite gig. Find a place, swindle a few people inside, find out where they stashed the cash, steal enough to get by, and never go back again. Greese's was the perfect joint.
It had a 50's vibe, which he dug, but it advertised for some weird ****, like parkour. Mickey didn't know what parkour was, didn't care, but it sounded expensive, and he liked that. The boy edged past the front of the building, hood up over his head. His tattooed arms were covered by a black hoodie, even though it was getting warm outside. Canada was colder than Chicago, and Chicago was cold as Hell frozen over. It wouldn't start really heating up for another month, maybe two. In July, everywhere in the northern hemisphere felt as hot as a Georgia summer, didn't matter where you laid your head down at night. Along the back, there was another door, locked, and a fire escape. Mickey wasn't sure where it led, but a busted window was sure less likely to be noticed away from the ground, so he jumped and pulled down the metal, creaky stairway and hauled himself up it.
There had to be a broken window. It was a necessity. He rested his weight on the window to try and muffle the sound of a crash, then jabbed his elbow hard into the glass. Threw a lonely brick from the landing to crash noisily against a trashcan, to try and hide the sound. Gotta break a little glass if you want a little cash. It was the way of his life of petty thievery. One on one, he'd never get caught, but if he wanted enough to pay his meager rent or eat for the week, he had to take a few risks. Stepping past the window frame, careful not to cut himself on any shards and leave even more evidence of his break-in, Mickey looked around.
He wasn't sure which part of the bar he was in, but after a little snooping, he was sure this wasn't where the majority of the patrons would be. It wasn't even a good cruising spot, which was another way he made some cash, sometimes, when he just couldn't cut it another way. He always had his job as a cashier at the Korean-owned convenience store down the street, but it made barely enough to stuff ramen into his gullet, much less rent, or power, or, Hell, weed. Carefully, though he figured he'd be alone, Mickey Mcintyre slipped down the stairs to the main bar.
It was there that he realized his mistake.
He wasn't alone. Lights were on. He thought, dimly, he could hear muttering. The sounds of life. The owner? Someone else? Had the cops been called because of the glass? Mickey's heart pounded in his ears, thumped up into his mouth, and he could feel the blood rushing against his tongue. Swallowed, tasted iron and spit and the tang of fear. He'd just got out of goddamn jail a few months back, didn't want to land his *** there so soon.
Without going any farther, Mickey turned tail and ran.
Of course, he'd had his stints. Every sonuvabitch found Jesus in prison. They'd find their *** locked up for 3-5 because they tried to rob a convenience store, and that first night, they got real cocky. They could handle themselves. They weren't gonna be nobody's *****. Then, by the end of that first week, their *** hurt from the beating and their knees hurt from the praying, and just like that, a convict found salvation. When all you see is grey bars and ugly mugs in orange jumpsuits, day by day, you start thinking about Jesus. You start thinking you're not like the rest of the punks who are exactly like you, and because you're different, you deserve Ever-After. Hell, you deserve the best of the best. Kingdom of God, and all that. Mansion in the sky, kickin' it beside the Big Guy Himself, smoking weed all day and living the life. At least, that's how Micky imagined it.
And that's why Mickey wasn't never going to Heaven.
That, and maybe because of about a hundred other different reasons. It was just in his blood. Bad blood, his pop used to say, and then he'd smack Mickey across the head, just because. His pop was a real ********, but he's dead now, so Mickey didn't bother thinking about it for too long. That was why he'd packed up his bags, moved the hell out of Chicago, and booked it for the border. Canada was nicer. Sure, he still got in trouble, and those horses scared the **** out of him, but it was easier to slip by unnoticed. In Chicago, any kid like him instantly attracted the attention of the police, especially in the south side. White and dirt poor. Hood trash. Here, if he wore a button-down (red-hot), nobody even looked twice. Which made it easy to do the **** he planned on doing today.
That **** was scoping out a newly opening bar. He figured that nobody would be there, since it was still getting on its feet, still closed for renovations, with a big sign out front that warned him to keep out. But there was probably alcohol inside, which he liked because it was in his blood from his daddy, and he could also get the lay of the land for when business was booming. It was his favorite gig. Find a place, swindle a few people inside, find out where they stashed the cash, steal enough to get by, and never go back again. Greese's was the perfect joint.
It had a 50's vibe, which he dug, but it advertised for some weird ****, like parkour. Mickey didn't know what parkour was, didn't care, but it sounded expensive, and he liked that. The boy edged past the front of the building, hood up over his head. His tattooed arms were covered by a black hoodie, even though it was getting warm outside. Canada was colder than Chicago, and Chicago was cold as Hell frozen over. It wouldn't start really heating up for another month, maybe two. In July, everywhere in the northern hemisphere felt as hot as a Georgia summer, didn't matter where you laid your head down at night. Along the back, there was another door, locked, and a fire escape. Mickey wasn't sure where it led, but a busted window was sure less likely to be noticed away from the ground, so he jumped and pulled down the metal, creaky stairway and hauled himself up it.
There had to be a broken window. It was a necessity. He rested his weight on the window to try and muffle the sound of a crash, then jabbed his elbow hard into the glass. Threw a lonely brick from the landing to crash noisily against a trashcan, to try and hide the sound. Gotta break a little glass if you want a little cash. It was the way of his life of petty thievery. One on one, he'd never get caught, but if he wanted enough to pay his meager rent or eat for the week, he had to take a few risks. Stepping past the window frame, careful not to cut himself on any shards and leave even more evidence of his break-in, Mickey looked around.
He wasn't sure which part of the bar he was in, but after a little snooping, he was sure this wasn't where the majority of the patrons would be. It wasn't even a good cruising spot, which was another way he made some cash, sometimes, when he just couldn't cut it another way. He always had his job as a cashier at the Korean-owned convenience store down the street, but it made barely enough to stuff ramen into his gullet, much less rent, or power, or, Hell, weed. Carefully, though he figured he'd be alone, Mickey Mcintyre slipped down the stairs to the main bar.
It was there that he realized his mistake.
He wasn't alone. Lights were on. He thought, dimly, he could hear muttering. The sounds of life. The owner? Someone else? Had the cops been called because of the glass? Mickey's heart pounded in his ears, thumped up into his mouth, and he could feel the blood rushing against his tongue. Swallowed, tasted iron and spit and the tang of fear. He'd just got out of goddamn jail a few months back, didn't want to land his *** there so soon.
Without going any farther, Mickey turned tail and ran.