The Killer in Me {Turning: Judas}
Posted: 21 Mar 2015, 00:50
Speed.
One word, so small and simple, described something so elegant, powerful, and complex that the stark contrast of the word itself and the reality that it conveyed was beautiful and awe-inspiring. That single word encompassed Tigra LeChànce’s entire life. Her entire being, the very core of what made her a woman was built upon the heart-hammering, adrenaline-pumping rush that surged through her each and every time she was behind the wheel of a car. Her car was an exceptionally powerful monster, rearing its head to sneeze at six hundred horsepower, it could power through most of the lineups that Q5 had ever offered her. She sought brighter horizons, harsher challenges. She had hoped to find that here, in this new place.
Harper Rock.
She had never heard of the place before Jacques, her eldest child and the only born of her flesh, had told her that he would be transferring to HRU for the Winter Quarter. She was excited for him. Finding a new place, setting out to see at least some of the vast world that had been largely ignored for his twenty one years. He had insisted that she and Chasity both come, that there would be ample opportunity to find a new crew in Harper Rock. It was the exciting prospect of something so new, so foreign that had enticed her. The challenge set forth by the unknown had motivated her. This was an adventure she couldn’t afford to miss.
She was already thirty-five. Already a mother, putting her son through college. The thought was ridiculous. Insane even. She had been fortunate, her son was a fast learner and a brilliant mind. One look at her life would tell anyone that she was far from the best decision maker. Pregnant and homeless at fourteen, barely scraping by for years of their lives, she was the least stunning role model a child could have growing up. It wasn’t until she had turned illegal, racing the streets for her income that she had begun to make any headway with her monetary situation. That reality was behind her, now. Her take at any successful night was several times what she would make in a year at the club, and the take was the most fun she’d had in her entire life.
Racing was everything for her. It had given her everything that she had, including the wonderful, strong relationship with her son. Together, they had driven the streets of Quebec, knew its ins and outs, every pothole, every crack, every subtle dip and swell of asphalt committed to memory. They were inseparable. Speed was the bond that held them so tightly. Racing had even given Tigra the beautiful, stunning woman that bared her name. Each time she looked at Chasity when someone would call her Mrs. LeChànce, the shine in her eye, filled with pride and adoration, nearly brought the small Canadian woman to tears.
She was a kind heart and a sweet soul. She had volunteered to drive the moving truck to Harper Rock, so that Tigra could explore the new streets with her son. The expedition had turned into a sort of challenge, first finding themselves fighting to find the fastest routes from one location to another, then doing what they could in the way of finding shortcuts. It didn’t take long before they were tearing down the long, narrow stretches of asphalt lined so neatly with the crowded buildings this town was so fond of, each trying to surpass the other.
With a bone-jarring impact, her Supra leaped the shallow arch of the bridge that spanned the river dividing Harper Rock into two coasts. Rubber wailed against the pavement, the lightweight supercar gliding across the cement like it was skating on glass. She was around the corner as the heavy GT-R her son piloted crashed its frame back to earth. He was falling behind.
Glancing into her rearview mirror, Tigra saw no sign of the wide-bodied powerhouse and a laugh bubbled from deep in her chest, genuine amusement rolling from her form as she relaxed into her leather seat. Suddenly, light erupted in the reflective glass of her mirror as Jacques’s GT-R surged into the street, cutting through a narrow alley and slicing the distance between them into scant feet. He was so close, she could hear the low rumble of his engine. She laughed again, shaking her head as she hit the gas, putting another several inches between herself and the massive frame of her opponent.
As they rounded the next corner, she went wide, opting to keep her speed as he went sharp, cutting distance. As he did, the front end of his heavy car pushed at the rear panel of the Supra. The light car began to cut sharp, tires almost silent. It was then that she knew the nature of the peril she was in.
Black ice coated the intersection and the car, pushed by the heavy behemoth on her left, was almost entirely out of her control. All she could do was wait for traction, and hope that she had time to correct. When the ice met asphalt, she could feel the tires grip the street, a sharp bark splitting the night air before all hell was unleashed.
Fractions of a second passed. One, she was laughing, carefree and wild with her wonder and excitement at the new and undiscovered life set before them, the next, her eyes were wide, her hands gripping the wheel tighter than Death. Her knuckles went white as the color drained from her face. She could feel herself scream, but never heard it. She wasn’t sure it was even real, or just her mind, telling her to scream before she lost the chance.
The hood of her car splintered into shards of deep purple, littered with the bits of glass from the shattered windshield causing the air to shimmer with the violence of the impact. Her body was thrust forward with the violence of the impact, the buckle of her safety belt ripped apart as she was tossed into the windshield. Before she could so much as gasp in shock, her face smashed into the glass. Her nose snapped with the sickening crunch of cartilage just a blink before the ear-splitting crack erupted from her neck, and all feeling in her body went dark. All she could feel was cold as her body slammed into the light post, another sickening crack of bone against metal as her shoulder was shattered and her body ejected into the street.
She was thankful for the lack of feeling as she tumbled across the asphalt, glass and shards of the plastic body embedding themselves into her soft flesh and broken limbs scattered about her torso in a contorted and unnatural sort of way. She blinked her eyes, she thought, as she fought to breathe. Nothing she did could fill her lungs, and she wheezed, blood frothing from her mouth as she did. She put every ounce of her will into moving her body, into sitting up to see the damage, but no matter how hard she pushed, she couldn’t so much as lift a finger.
Tears stung her eyes as blood from the gash in her forehead swept over her gaze, her son moving to kneel next to her.
Help me… she screamed, her eyes wide as she stared up at him, another frothy wave of pink spilling past her lips as she fought to speak. She tried to hear, but everything sounded like rushing water, blood slowly filling her head. When his face moved from her vision, she could feel every part of her reaching out to him, fighting to find him, to bring him back to her.
Don’t leave me here!
Not like this, I don’t want to die like this… I don’t want to be alone.
As she slowly broke down, locked inside her own head in her final moments, her eyes clouded with tears. This couldn’t be the end of it. Fighting for reasoning, bargaining for just a little more time, a boot fell to the street just an inch from her shattered face. Her eyes tried to lift, but she was just so… tired. She closed her eyes and let out a quiet sigh. Maybe she would just rest for a while, now that somebody was there with her.
She wasn’t alone anymore, and that was all she could really expect to receive.
One word, so small and simple, described something so elegant, powerful, and complex that the stark contrast of the word itself and the reality that it conveyed was beautiful and awe-inspiring. That single word encompassed Tigra LeChànce’s entire life. Her entire being, the very core of what made her a woman was built upon the heart-hammering, adrenaline-pumping rush that surged through her each and every time she was behind the wheel of a car. Her car was an exceptionally powerful monster, rearing its head to sneeze at six hundred horsepower, it could power through most of the lineups that Q5 had ever offered her. She sought brighter horizons, harsher challenges. She had hoped to find that here, in this new place.
Harper Rock.
She had never heard of the place before Jacques, her eldest child and the only born of her flesh, had told her that he would be transferring to HRU for the Winter Quarter. She was excited for him. Finding a new place, setting out to see at least some of the vast world that had been largely ignored for his twenty one years. He had insisted that she and Chasity both come, that there would be ample opportunity to find a new crew in Harper Rock. It was the exciting prospect of something so new, so foreign that had enticed her. The challenge set forth by the unknown had motivated her. This was an adventure she couldn’t afford to miss.
She was already thirty-five. Already a mother, putting her son through college. The thought was ridiculous. Insane even. She had been fortunate, her son was a fast learner and a brilliant mind. One look at her life would tell anyone that she was far from the best decision maker. Pregnant and homeless at fourteen, barely scraping by for years of their lives, she was the least stunning role model a child could have growing up. It wasn’t until she had turned illegal, racing the streets for her income that she had begun to make any headway with her monetary situation. That reality was behind her, now. Her take at any successful night was several times what she would make in a year at the club, and the take was the most fun she’d had in her entire life.
Racing was everything for her. It had given her everything that she had, including the wonderful, strong relationship with her son. Together, they had driven the streets of Quebec, knew its ins and outs, every pothole, every crack, every subtle dip and swell of asphalt committed to memory. They were inseparable. Speed was the bond that held them so tightly. Racing had even given Tigra the beautiful, stunning woman that bared her name. Each time she looked at Chasity when someone would call her Mrs. LeChànce, the shine in her eye, filled with pride and adoration, nearly brought the small Canadian woman to tears.
She was a kind heart and a sweet soul. She had volunteered to drive the moving truck to Harper Rock, so that Tigra could explore the new streets with her son. The expedition had turned into a sort of challenge, first finding themselves fighting to find the fastest routes from one location to another, then doing what they could in the way of finding shortcuts. It didn’t take long before they were tearing down the long, narrow stretches of asphalt lined so neatly with the crowded buildings this town was so fond of, each trying to surpass the other.
With a bone-jarring impact, her Supra leaped the shallow arch of the bridge that spanned the river dividing Harper Rock into two coasts. Rubber wailed against the pavement, the lightweight supercar gliding across the cement like it was skating on glass. She was around the corner as the heavy GT-R her son piloted crashed its frame back to earth. He was falling behind.
Glancing into her rearview mirror, Tigra saw no sign of the wide-bodied powerhouse and a laugh bubbled from deep in her chest, genuine amusement rolling from her form as she relaxed into her leather seat. Suddenly, light erupted in the reflective glass of her mirror as Jacques’s GT-R surged into the street, cutting through a narrow alley and slicing the distance between them into scant feet. He was so close, she could hear the low rumble of his engine. She laughed again, shaking her head as she hit the gas, putting another several inches between herself and the massive frame of her opponent.
As they rounded the next corner, she went wide, opting to keep her speed as he went sharp, cutting distance. As he did, the front end of his heavy car pushed at the rear panel of the Supra. The light car began to cut sharp, tires almost silent. It was then that she knew the nature of the peril she was in.
Black ice coated the intersection and the car, pushed by the heavy behemoth on her left, was almost entirely out of her control. All she could do was wait for traction, and hope that she had time to correct. When the ice met asphalt, she could feel the tires grip the street, a sharp bark splitting the night air before all hell was unleashed.
Fractions of a second passed. One, she was laughing, carefree and wild with her wonder and excitement at the new and undiscovered life set before them, the next, her eyes were wide, her hands gripping the wheel tighter than Death. Her knuckles went white as the color drained from her face. She could feel herself scream, but never heard it. She wasn’t sure it was even real, or just her mind, telling her to scream before she lost the chance.
The hood of her car splintered into shards of deep purple, littered with the bits of glass from the shattered windshield causing the air to shimmer with the violence of the impact. Her body was thrust forward with the violence of the impact, the buckle of her safety belt ripped apart as she was tossed into the windshield. Before she could so much as gasp in shock, her face smashed into the glass. Her nose snapped with the sickening crunch of cartilage just a blink before the ear-splitting crack erupted from her neck, and all feeling in her body went dark. All she could feel was cold as her body slammed into the light post, another sickening crack of bone against metal as her shoulder was shattered and her body ejected into the street.
She was thankful for the lack of feeling as she tumbled across the asphalt, glass and shards of the plastic body embedding themselves into her soft flesh and broken limbs scattered about her torso in a contorted and unnatural sort of way. She blinked her eyes, she thought, as she fought to breathe. Nothing she did could fill her lungs, and she wheezed, blood frothing from her mouth as she did. She put every ounce of her will into moving her body, into sitting up to see the damage, but no matter how hard she pushed, she couldn’t so much as lift a finger.
Tears stung her eyes as blood from the gash in her forehead swept over her gaze, her son moving to kneel next to her.
Help me… she screamed, her eyes wide as she stared up at him, another frothy wave of pink spilling past her lips as she fought to speak. She tried to hear, but everything sounded like rushing water, blood slowly filling her head. When his face moved from her vision, she could feel every part of her reaching out to him, fighting to find him, to bring him back to her.
Don’t leave me here!
Not like this, I don’t want to die like this… I don’t want to be alone.
As she slowly broke down, locked inside her own head in her final moments, her eyes clouded with tears. This couldn’t be the end of it. Fighting for reasoning, bargaining for just a little more time, a boot fell to the street just an inch from her shattered face. Her eyes tried to lift, but she was just so… tired. She closed her eyes and let out a quiet sigh. Maybe she would just rest for a while, now that somebody was there with her.
She wasn’t alone anymore, and that was all she could really expect to receive.