Pussycat (katya)
Posted: 14 Nov 2014, 20:45
Green, purple, and blue paper littered the black stage; the collection of bills stretched out across the circular area as if the entire stage were contrived of untrodden wilderness. Clear heels had flattened the bills against the stage, so it took Verde a little longer than normal to collect her cash and shuffle off the stage. No one paid her any attention, not with the other show taking place on the second stage. She’d done her part and the audience, however small and inebriated, had paid.
“Hey, hey,” her boss called, gliding across the darkened room to catch up to her. “You did good, kid. You did good,” he repeated, grinning.
Verde rolled her eyes and tightened her hold on her cash. The bills were clutched tightly in each hand, hidden in two messy stacks. She knew what was coming and she’d had more than enough of the speech. She was late. She teetered too much on her heels. She drank while on the clock. Cindy had seen her taking vitamins in the bathroom, and yet Verde didn’t seem like such a health nut.
“Look, let’s take this to my office, sugar.” The grin left his face, replaced by a hard look she’d never seen before.
“Marcus, I said I was sorry. I’ll never be late again, okay? Now I’ve got places to be,” she trailed off, already turning toward the backstage area.
She felt his hand wrap around her upper arm, his grip just tight enough to stop her from walking away. Her heart started beating faster and faster; she closed her eyes to try and keep the gathering tears from showing, but they trickled down her cheeks in hot little streams. Any mascara she had on began to mix with her tears, creating black lines all across her caramel skin.
“I warned you about that ****, baby girl. I know you’re still using, Mimi,” he lowered his voice when he used her nickname, but she bristled all the same.
Pulling away from him, she looked around at the patrons and then took a step closer to him. She was shorter, much shorter, but she felt tall. She had to face men like Marcus all the time. Either they tried helping her or they tried hurting her.
“That’s none of your ******* business. You warned me? I do what I want on my free time. What? What, huh? You want to fire me?” She poked him right in the chest, practically on top of him with how close she had moved. “You’re not my father. And you damn sure ain’t my man.”
Marcus reeled back, his face grave. Silently, he held out his right hand. The action answered her question, so she raised her left hand and threw the bills at his face. The money smacked him in the face and fluttered to the ground. When she walked away, she tried to block out the thumping bass of the club’s music.
“Don’t you ever come back here, *****!” Marcus yelled, his voice loud and clear despite the music.
Verde grabbed her bag and her keys from behind the bar area and brushed right past the owner. She flipped him her middle finger and he overturned one of the club’s smaller tables, sending salt and pepper shakers to the floor. Verde was still crying, but her sadness had been tinged with anger.
“Coke head!”
Verde slammed the door behind her and held her free hand up to the doorman. He’d been about to scold her for her behavior, but she didn’t want to hear it, not from a pudgy man masquerading as security. She stuffed the bills into her bag and marched down the street, half-frozen from the cold and the wind. People gave her weird looks for walking around in short shorts and a button-up white shirt, but she’d left her clothes behind. She wasn’t about to spend one more second in that seedy place.
She was fine. She didn’t need some jerk calling her out on her hobbies. She wasn’t some back-alley addict. She was classy! She could have stopped plenty of times; she chose to keep using. She had one last option, one she had scoffed at on many an occasion. The Kit Kat. It was supposed to be a nice place, but those were rumors. Still, she had nothing left to lose, unless she counted her bag of belongings and her life.
“Hey,” she called out to a young man. “You never seen a lady before? Where’s the Kit Kat? And don’t give me that **** about you don’t know where it is. We both know you do.” She snapped at the man and he stuttered out a response, something about it being down the street.
Thanks.
The word was an afterthought, but she meant it and he heard it. Sliding the strap of her bag further up on her shoulder, she changed directions and headed toward Redwood. Her head down, Verde watched her high heels connect with the pavement. It was a short walk and she took quick steps, so she reached her destination in no time at all. When she saw the front of the business, her heart fluttered in her chest.
The Kit Kat looked nice, so much nicer than her last place of employment. There were hardwood floors and plush furniture, not cheap wooden chairs and concrete floors. Standing just inside the doorway of the establishment, she felt naked and all too alone. Who was she supposed to talk to about working at the Kit Kat?
“Hey, hey,” her boss called, gliding across the darkened room to catch up to her. “You did good, kid. You did good,” he repeated, grinning.
Verde rolled her eyes and tightened her hold on her cash. The bills were clutched tightly in each hand, hidden in two messy stacks. She knew what was coming and she’d had more than enough of the speech. She was late. She teetered too much on her heels. She drank while on the clock. Cindy had seen her taking vitamins in the bathroom, and yet Verde didn’t seem like such a health nut.
“Look, let’s take this to my office, sugar.” The grin left his face, replaced by a hard look she’d never seen before.
“Marcus, I said I was sorry. I’ll never be late again, okay? Now I’ve got places to be,” she trailed off, already turning toward the backstage area.
She felt his hand wrap around her upper arm, his grip just tight enough to stop her from walking away. Her heart started beating faster and faster; she closed her eyes to try and keep the gathering tears from showing, but they trickled down her cheeks in hot little streams. Any mascara she had on began to mix with her tears, creating black lines all across her caramel skin.
“I warned you about that ****, baby girl. I know you’re still using, Mimi,” he lowered his voice when he used her nickname, but she bristled all the same.
Pulling away from him, she looked around at the patrons and then took a step closer to him. She was shorter, much shorter, but she felt tall. She had to face men like Marcus all the time. Either they tried helping her or they tried hurting her.
“That’s none of your ******* business. You warned me? I do what I want on my free time. What? What, huh? You want to fire me?” She poked him right in the chest, practically on top of him with how close she had moved. “You’re not my father. And you damn sure ain’t my man.”
Marcus reeled back, his face grave. Silently, he held out his right hand. The action answered her question, so she raised her left hand and threw the bills at his face. The money smacked him in the face and fluttered to the ground. When she walked away, she tried to block out the thumping bass of the club’s music.
“Don’t you ever come back here, *****!” Marcus yelled, his voice loud and clear despite the music.
Verde grabbed her bag and her keys from behind the bar area and brushed right past the owner. She flipped him her middle finger and he overturned one of the club’s smaller tables, sending salt and pepper shakers to the floor. Verde was still crying, but her sadness had been tinged with anger.
“Coke head!”
Verde slammed the door behind her and held her free hand up to the doorman. He’d been about to scold her for her behavior, but she didn’t want to hear it, not from a pudgy man masquerading as security. She stuffed the bills into her bag and marched down the street, half-frozen from the cold and the wind. People gave her weird looks for walking around in short shorts and a button-up white shirt, but she’d left her clothes behind. She wasn’t about to spend one more second in that seedy place.
She was fine. She didn’t need some jerk calling her out on her hobbies. She wasn’t some back-alley addict. She was classy! She could have stopped plenty of times; she chose to keep using. She had one last option, one she had scoffed at on many an occasion. The Kit Kat. It was supposed to be a nice place, but those were rumors. Still, she had nothing left to lose, unless she counted her bag of belongings and her life.
“Hey,” she called out to a young man. “You never seen a lady before? Where’s the Kit Kat? And don’t give me that **** about you don’t know where it is. We both know you do.” She snapped at the man and he stuttered out a response, something about it being down the street.
Thanks.
The word was an afterthought, but she meant it and he heard it. Sliding the strap of her bag further up on her shoulder, she changed directions and headed toward Redwood. Her head down, Verde watched her high heels connect with the pavement. It was a short walk and she took quick steps, so she reached her destination in no time at all. When she saw the front of the business, her heart fluttered in her chest.
The Kit Kat looked nice, so much nicer than her last place of employment. There were hardwood floors and plush furniture, not cheap wooden chairs and concrete floors. Standing just inside the doorway of the establishment, she felt naked and all too alone. Who was she supposed to talk to about working at the Kit Kat?