When You Comin' Home? [Velveteen]
Posted: 19 Oct 2014, 06:45
My child arrived just the other day
He came to the world in the usual way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay
He learned to walk while I was away
And he was talkin' 'fore I knew it, and as he grew
He'd say "I'm gonna be like you, Dad
You know I'm gonna be like you"
It was your typical Friday night. Downtown was absolutely crazy, as to be expected, and there wasn't a single club around that hadn't already been packed for hours.
It was the perfect time to celebrate the legality his new age had bestowed upon him (despite already hitting the milestone for 'drinking as a minor' several years before).
Only a few friends were needed this time around. Just a few. Every other birthday had been a scene to be reckoned with, each one including at least a house party and no less than pretty much everyone blacking out and crashing in someone's house. They were like pretty much every other night of the week, really, save for more alcohol was (somehow) consumed on nights deemed someone's birthday. That's why tonight needed to be different.
The fruity, almost coin-ish taste still lingered in Hosea's mouth from a few minutes before, and he worked his tongue around his teeth almost involuntarily as a result of it. It wasn't an altogether unpleasant taste, nor was it foreign to him at all, but it still made him feel this overwhelming sense of apprehension, like he didn't know if he was going to have one of the most creatively productive nights of his life, or if he'd end up naked and locked in his best friend's closet talking to a Slipknot t-shirt (again). Or sitting there for hours arguing about why, exactly, the letter A was red and not blue (though that might have had less to do with blotting paper and more to do with the 'associator' status his therapist had once labeled him with when she finally told him what the hell lexical synesthesia was. She'd also said something about sight-to-sound, but.. he always attributed that more to the LSD than anything else).
Hosea stared idly at the small (read: large) collection of beer cans sitting on the kitchen table in his best friend's apartment. Amos was talking to his girlfriend about... something or other. He wasn't paying enough attention to actually be able to discern conversation right now. "Dude," he interrupted.
"Dude. Dude."
"What?"
"I wanna be outside when this hits me." Hosea managed to shove himself up from his seat WITHOUT falling over this time, meandering toward the door as though he fully expected the other two to think this was a wonderful idea and would follow him without question.
They did, and resumed their conversation as they closed the door to the West Towers apartment behind him.
Once the lobby had been reached, Hosea actively made a valiant effort to appear not quite as drunk as he actually was. Making people suspicious wasn't normally an issue, but several run-ins with the courtesy cop in on the main floor of the complex had left a different kind of metallic taste in the man's mouth on more than one occasion. He didn't need **** started tonight.And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home, Dad
I don't know when, but we'll get together then
You know we'll have a good time then
"Hey, Amos."
"What, dude?"
Hosea looked over his shoulder to Heather, knowing it would be better for both him and his best friend if he asked her instead.
"Can we just walk?"
The bleached blonde looked at Hosea like he was high (he wasn't, yet), but after a painfully incredulous few seconds, she pressed herself up onto the tips of her toes in front of her boyfriend of three years and gave him the kind of kiss you'd expect a military wife to give her husband before he was deployed. It was a fair move, really. She had no idea what sort of ******** they might get themselves in to, and neither did they.
"Call me if you get arrested. I'll be at Jess' place, okay? She wanted a girl's night, anyway."
Amos made a show of squeezing over the woman's *** (with love, if that's possible) before giving it a slap to send her on her way.
"Yes, ma'am."
Now down to just the bromantic pair, Hosea shoved his hands into his pockets, and wandered again, a little less aimlessly than he likely appeared to be.
"What's up?"
Hosea shrugged.
"I just wanted to walk. Be around you. Spend some time with you. It's been awhile since it was just us hangin' out, you know?"
Amos lifted an eyebrow, and filled his obligatory quota for teasing the **** out of the man for the day.
"I'd swear you were gay sometimes. Jesus Christ."
"Oh shut up."
Hosea shoved the man's shoulder with his own as they continued on toward the outside of the city.
"You know I love you. I just can't say it with Heather around. She'd ask if she could watch. Where are we going, anyway?"
"You know that big *** tree out past those farms, and the corn maze?"
Amos nodded. It was hard not to know what tree was being talked about.
"Ain't been out there in awhile. What's on your mind?"
"Nothin', really. Just never peaked while I've been out there before. Seems like it'd made for a fuckin' awesome twenty-first memory."My son turned ten just the other day
He said, "Thanks for the ball, Dad, come on let's play
can you teach me to throw", I said "Not today
I got a lot to do", he said, "That's ok
And he walked away but his smile never dimmed
And said, "I'm gonna be like him, yeah
You know I'm gonna be like him"
They continued walking, chatting away about anything and everything that crossed their mind. Where they thought they'd be by now, why they weren't there, how they were happy about it anyway. Hosea probably had another half hour before he started feeling the effects of his not so recreational anymore drug use, he realised after checking the time on his phone, and stood from where he and Amos had been sitting at the base of the tree for... who knows how long now. Fifteen minutes at best.
"Where you goin' now?"
"Up."
Amos laughed.
"Good luck, dude. I ain't goin' up there. No climbing while drunk. 'specially not this son of a ***** here." He rapped his knuckles against the bark behind his shoulder.
"Sucks for you, then."
Amos stood as well, then, and hiked his jeans back up his hips. "Whatever. If I don't see you in two days, I know where to send to police to look for you first. I'mma go crash. Happy birthday, buddy."
They hugged. Awwwh. How sweet. Three pats on the back. ("I'm. Not. Gay.") And then he was gone.
Hosea climbed, and despite his intoxication, managed to not even give himself any major scraps as he hauled his weight up using the knots in the twisted wood underneath his hands as foot holds while he ascended. By the time he pulled himself up to one of the first large branches he could find, he looked out into the sky to the moon and stars, a silvery gold shimmer coating everything he looked over.Well, he came from college just the other day
So much like a man I just had to say
"Son, I'm proud of you, can you sit for a while"
He shook his head and said with a smile
"What I'd really like, Dad, is to borrow the car keys
See you later, can I have them please"
It was starting.
A little green fleck on his hand caught his attention as he kicked his legs up in front of him, balance carefully kept as he leaned his back against the trunk. He lifted his fingers up closer to his face and tried to discern what was on him.
A small praying mantis was perched on his knuckle, one not even the size of a metal BB. It sat there, just... cleaning its forelegs and antennae, seemingly completely unaware of the vast world around him.
More staring, and some incredibly deep contemplation later, Hosea had a thought. One that absolutely blew his mind the more he considered it.
Every single person on the planet was like this little bug, especially him, in that moment.
You can't truly understand the magnitude of the world around you. You can only climb as high as you can get, and then take it all in.
I've long since retired, my son's moved away
I called him up just the other day
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind"
He said, "I'd love to, Dad, if I can find the time
You see my new job's a hassle and kids have the flu
But it's sure nice talking to you, Dad
It's been sure nice talking to you"
And as I hung up the phone it occurred to me
He'd grown up just like me
My boy was just like me
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man in the moon
When you comin' home son
I don't know when, but we'll get together then, Dad
We're gonna have a good time then