Hello, Colleague [Emeritus]
Posted: 25 Jul 2014, 14:15
The shop is quiet. The leather chair that Jesse sits in squeaks, just a little, as he spins. He’s done a few jobs, some that he had booked in. The buzz of the tattoo gun still rings in his ears, though he has his phone hooked into the stereo system. Spotify plays a mix of songs, based on one that he’d discovered recently – some guy called Hozier. It’s different to the heavy-metal stuff he usually listens to. It’s Southern Gothic, almost, but it’s appealing, somehow.
He’d been working on a few more designs. There are stark white pages scattered across his little corner desk; some aren’t quite so stark. Some a covered in charcoal, while in the latter part of the evening he’d cracked out the watercolours. Designs are like pieces of art; and sometimes there comes a point where the artist doesn’t know where to go next. Especially one like Jesse – a perfectionist, in all factors of his work. When he has a design in mind, he wants it to be exactly as he pictures it, and if it starts to go wrong then he stops. He stops, and he stares. And he procrastinates. The chair is squeaking. It interrupts the music. It interrupts Jesse’s concentration. And so, he leaves it spinning as he abruptly stands and wanders into the back room. There are a few supplies hanging around the place, and he quietly searches through the shelves until he finds some oil.
He stands by the desk for a second or two, gazing down at his work. An owl. The majority of his own work, the stuff that came readily to mind, were owls or snakes. Why? He doesn’t quite know. Owls had always been an obsession, even before he’d lost his humanity. He doesn’t want this owl to be the same as every other – off to the side, there’s a sketch, done just in pencil. In the watercolours, however, is a more stylistic owl, with sharper lines and a fiercer look, its wings spread, and yet… there is something missing. Something vital. Something…
**** it, he thinks, and pushes the owl from his mind. He gets down on the floor and pulls the chair closer to himself—huddled underneath it, he starts to attack all the moving bits with the oil.
He’d been working on a few more designs. There are stark white pages scattered across his little corner desk; some aren’t quite so stark. Some a covered in charcoal, while in the latter part of the evening he’d cracked out the watercolours. Designs are like pieces of art; and sometimes there comes a point where the artist doesn’t know where to go next. Especially one like Jesse – a perfectionist, in all factors of his work. When he has a design in mind, he wants it to be exactly as he pictures it, and if it starts to go wrong then he stops. He stops, and he stares. And he procrastinates. The chair is squeaking. It interrupts the music. It interrupts Jesse’s concentration. And so, he leaves it spinning as he abruptly stands and wanders into the back room. There are a few supplies hanging around the place, and he quietly searches through the shelves until he finds some oil.
He stands by the desk for a second or two, gazing down at his work. An owl. The majority of his own work, the stuff that came readily to mind, were owls or snakes. Why? He doesn’t quite know. Owls had always been an obsession, even before he’d lost his humanity. He doesn’t want this owl to be the same as every other – off to the side, there’s a sketch, done just in pencil. In the watercolours, however, is a more stylistic owl, with sharper lines and a fiercer look, its wings spread, and yet… there is something missing. Something vital. Something…
**** it, he thinks, and pushes the owl from his mind. He gets down on the floor and pulls the chair closer to himself—huddled underneath it, he starts to attack all the moving bits with the oil.