Tonight she’d found no worthy distractions, however. Not yet. No spontaneous friends, no company, bar the stray dogs that gathered around the edge of the concrete hockey court that she currently occupied. She didn’t know why, but the creatures liked to follow her, given half the chance. One second they might be rifling through a garbage can, intent on only finding food. And the next they abandon their search for offcuts and instead trotting after the girl on skates.
Sometimes it was dogs. Sometimes, the feral cats, whose fur hasn’t ever been touched by human hands. She became absorbed in the lives of these orphan animals, showing them kindnesses that they’d never felt before. They remained wild creatures. She never took them home, never confined them within four walls. Sometimes she fed them. Sometimes she just talked to them, in lieu of nothing better to do. She asked them if they’d met Elijah. And then she laughed, because it was ******* ridiculous. She was going insane. She was talking to animals.
But not now. No, now she sung to them. Off tune, of course; she couldn’t sing to save a life. But she sung, regardless, uncaring if anyone heard, of if they should pass by. So be it. Let them. Let them question her sanity – maybe there’d be a fight in it, and she could have some fun. The adrenaline that came with a fight was unlike anything she knew. She went looking every now and again, but not tonight. Not yet. It was still early, anyway.
The skates thundered against the cement. Zelda’s hair was loose, a flame, sometimes, in the brightness of the overhead lights. Something by Lana Del Rey, maybe. Should couldn’t remember the name of the song; couldn’t even remember half the lyrics. So she made up her own. And as she went around and around that cement court, lithe and free, she juggled. Rocks, found in nearby garden plots.
Her bag was tossed over at the edge of the court, though she didn’t really have much in it. Soon, she’d give up this meaninglessness and go find someone to feed on. Maybe. Or maybe she’d go find Elijah. Or maybe she’d go crash a party. For now, she circled, and juggled, and sang very badly to a gangly audience of strays, while she tried to decide.
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