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Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 15 Apr 2014, 21:29
by Keara Aithne
Okay speak now you may.
I’m kinda nervous now. That’s silly isn’t it?
No. Sure I am that that natural can be. Quite some time it has been since you your thoughts last recorded and this medium new to us both is.
Yeah. You’re right…Okay…so…where to start?
A little privacy please?
Oh. Yes. Of course. Call when finished you are and end I shall the recording.
Okay. Okay. You explained that already. It’s recording this isn’t it? *sighs*
Right. My sister is gone and now I can record whatever it is I want to say. But well…now I have no idea what I want to say? My life…if you can call it that…doesn’t really consist of much. I go here. I go there. I help Keara when she needs me but asides from that I really don’t do much. I was recently told I should do what makes me happy…but I’m not really sure what that is yet. I do however…know what it is not. It’s certainly not following Enver around. He is as dull as a very dull thing. I believe the expression is something about watching paint drying. I’ll never understand what Keara sees in him. I mean yes, he does care for her and he can be kinda sweet when no-ones looking…well…not no-one obviously, but I mean…he can’t see me, so it’s kinda like no-one being there.
Oh the date is April 15th and the year 2014. I probably should have said that at the start…It’s a lot harder to know what to say in a diary entry this way. I mean if you sit down and write, you have time to think. Not that I remember that so much first hand, but I’ve watched Keara write in hers and she takes her time to get things right. I kinda feel under pressure to make my entry this way…Still…I guess I’ll get used to it. It’s this or nothing after all. s’Not like I can, you know, put pen to paper or anything. But man it would be great if I could.
I was asked the other day why I don’t speak like Keara. I mean yeah, I guess people should expect that but then I’ve listened to the dialect of this time a lot more than she has and don’t seem to have the same malfunction in speaking that she does. Okay that was harsh. Even by my standards. I just mean that the connection between my thoughts and my mouth is just fine. Keara says she’s broken. Says her thoughts are normal to her. So it has to be something in her head that makes her speak that way. I mean she never used to speak like that…before. I’m rambling though. This wasn’t the point of this…
So…erm…I’m bored. I’ve been hanging around this place on the outskirts of the city but without this guy there it’s kinda boring there too. I mean I could talk to people and I did manage to make a few people jump by sneaking up on them and such but still…it’s not the same with him gone. I think I’ve watched too much tv too. I mean Keara set something up so I can actually change the channel and stuff now, which is cool. Hope she made Enver pay for that. I forgot to ask…I’ll ask later if I remember. So…yeah…might go take a tour of the city, see what’s going on. I thought I saw that other guy the other day. The one that followed Keara home that time, haven’t seen him in a while. Might go hang out in a station or something, if he’s about I might see him.
Oh! I almost forgot to say. This guy…the first one whose place I hang out at. He let me take some of his energy last week. At least I think it was last week...I dunno. I forgot how good that felt. I should probably ask Keara if I can take some of hers…maybe…Not that I need it. But might be worth it…maybe…And…yeah…I think I’m done.
Keara!
…
Yes?
I’m done here can you switch it off please?
Of course.
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 20 Apr 2014, 14:58
by Keara Aithne
On it is. Begin you may when ready you are. In the other ro...
Yes. Yes. I know. I know. You can go now.
Right...
So...
Where to start today? It's the 19th April 2014.
Haven't seen much of my sister. Or her husband. Thankfully. Well...not thankfully when it comes to Keara. I kinda miss her truth be told but I'm not going to worry about that right now. I'm sure she'll have more time for me when she realises Enver isn't worthy of so much of her attention.
But enough of them.
Robert's still away and I haven't spent as much time in Solace these last few days. I kinda started...
Erm...
Well...
I'm not sure how to finish that sentence. I guess I've kinda been stalking someone. Let's be honest. There's no polite or socially acceptable way to say that. There should be. But there isn't. Good job I can't be prosecuted by the law or anything. Even better that the guy doesn't have the power to see me, so I can follow him all I like and can't get in trouble.
So anyways. He's kinda funny. I mean. Not like ha ha funny. Just...I dunno. Weird funny. He does the oddest things.
Actually...
Come to think of it...
They're kind of sick and twisted...
The things he does. He like took the skull of some animals and used them in making a lamp. Then he was playing with other dead things, stitching them and stuff. I'm pretty sure it's some kind of dark art. Not sure it's the kind of thing Keara would like, especially since he's harming innocent creatures for no reason but meh. Who cares. She's a hypocrite anyway. Her father was a game keeper and she used to help him out before she was turned. So she really can't say much on that front...
Though I bet she would given the chance.
So yeah. That's what I'm doing.
Oh! I almost forgot. He turned a couple of people into vampires. Not sure I want to say more than that really on the subject. Didn't seem he had any real motivation for doing what he did. But it's probably worth mentioning and all since that's like a huge deal. Or so I'm told. I never got to make any childer myself. Not that I wanted any then. I was still young and learning my craft. Or rather dealing with what it meant to be what we were.
On a side note. I watch too much tv. I really should lay off the British shows. They're making me homesick. And well... They're affecting my speech pattern. Not that I could go back to speaking how I used to. People would look at me funny.
Not that they don't do that now what with me being some sentient black mass of nothing. But still.
Yeah.
Erm...
I'm done.
Keara!
Yes?
You can switch this off for me now please?
Okay.
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 30 Apr 2014, 22:05
by Keara Aithne
*Shuffling noises can be heard*
Shhh. You always ruin the beginning.
But said nothing I had.
Shh!
...
Okay so it's Tuesday 29th April 2014. And well...Okay I haven't seen much of that guy. The weird one. I need to track him down again. He tends to hang out in the quarantine zone. I bet he's been up to all manner of weird sh... stuff, since I saw him last.
Anyway. Why I'm excited. I'm excited 'cos Robert's home. Keara says I talk about him too much but I have no idea what she's talking about. I've barely said a word about him.
Though while I'm talking about him now I should mention that he's a nice guy.
He's invited me to watch a movie with him. Says it wouldn't bother him if I was there too.
I know he's supposed to be some kind of bad guy or something. Or have some bad reputation? I'm not sure what it is but whatever it is it's wrong. I don;t see how anyone that knows him could possibly see anything bad in him.
I'd ask Enver about him but I don't think he'd talk to me. He's been kinda ignoring me recently. Even cast a damn decoy in his place. I was taunting that thing for like a day before I realised it was moving less than he usually did.
He's a tricky one that Enver. Devious. Not like Robert.
I asked Keara about him but all she'd say was that he seemed nice. And she refused to ask Enver about Robert for me. Not sure why. She just point blank refused. And that's not like her.
Anyway.
I think that might be why she says I talk about him too much.
Think I might go back to his place. See if he's busy.
Might find Leyna there too. It would be nice to see her again. See how she is and stuff.
*barking can be heard*
Oh shut up. I'm allowed in here.
Keara! Your rat's ruining my recording.
Gizmo! Here! Come here! *whistles*
What was I saying?
Oh yeah. I should go out.
Keara! I'm done!
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 08 May 2014, 21:12
by Keara Aithne
Speak now you may.
Thanks Keara.
Okay...so...what's the date today...
Know that I do not. Know you do that I little attention to such things do pay.
I wasn't asking you. I was trying to remember.
Oh. Sorry I am. Quiet now I shall be.
Quiet? Aren't you supposed to like...leave?
You my words have read. Secrets from you I keep not.
Fine. Whatever. But no talking.
Okay. Do that I can.
So today is...Thursday 24th April 2014.
It seems I have a nosy sister.
*grumbling can be heard in the background*
And one that breaks her promises. But I'm not going to dwell on that.
I'm going to meet Robert tomorrow to watch a movie. I know I shouldn't be all excited or anything but seriously, I don't get out much.
I have like one friend and she's sitting not so far away right now listening to me. SO I guess I best not say anything bad about Enver today.
Excuse me? Do that you usually do?
Shh. And yes. It's my diary, I can say what I like.
So yeah. I'm not sure what movie we're gonna watch but I get to pick.
Okay.
So.
I am excited.
I guess I shouldn't really lie to myself or anything. I know it's weird to be like so excited about something so stupid. But still. I really don't get out much and Robert is so easy to be around.
Unlike someone I won't mention who is like super hard work, grumpy and complete pain in my ***.
Hear you I can.
Well if you don't wanna hear it, don't listen.
*sighs*
I say it how I see it.
And yeah. Guess I'm done.
Wanna switch it off for me?
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 08 May 2014, 21:13
by Keara Aithne
*Barking*
Keara. It's doing it again.
No. Bad Gizmo. Bed. Now.
*More barking*
Bed!
I don't know what you see in that thing. It does nothing but make noise and mess and it chews everything you own. Wonder who it takes after.
Mean you do me?
No. I meant the noisy, messy thing with fangs that you married. Actually now I think about it it. It's obvious why you like that odd little critter.
Should have thought that through better.
So date...Wednesday 7th May 2014.
So...erm...Robert says he likes me. Like, likes me likes me.
What? Told me that you did not.
Well it kinda only happened last night. You know...in the raid. You guys were messing around with creatures at the time and comparing wounds or something.
Oh. So... Told him you did?
Yeah well he was kinda threatening not to talk to me again if I lied to him. I tried to tell him I was fine and that he didn't need to worry.
Yes. Told him that I did also.
You did? When?
In the raid. Into my mind he did speak. Worried he was for you.
Oh. Well. It was a seriously weird conversation to have. Like painful even. Are conversations like that always so bad? You know the one where you have to say you like someone for the first time.
Know that I cannot...
Enver mad at me became when asked him I did if we already dating were. Think that conversation my parallel with your's would be.
Sounds about right. ***.
Wish I do that you him that would not call.
Why not? I'm sure I've heard you call him it before.
That my right would be. He my husband is.
Yeah well he's my annoying brother-in-law. I can say what I damn well like about him.
But I wasn't gonna talk about ***-face today.
Can we change the subject back to Robert please?
Of course. That we can do.
Well actually I'm a bit confused. Cos like at first he said he wasn't sure if he liked me. Then he suddenly says he thinks he does. That's bad right? Why didn't he know already? I'd figured it out. That I liked him that is.
Took you time it did also Deanna. Knew I did before admitted it to yourself you had.
Really? How?
Obvious to me it was. Spoke too much of him you did. Your tone also your heart did betray.
And you didn't think to tell me?
Why would I that do? It your heart is. Realise it yourself you had to. My place it was not for that to say.
Oh. Yeah. Fair enough. So now what? I mean he kinda said that and we were talking and then you like left and I kinda followed.
If question you have, ask him you should.
Yeah. Good idea. I'll go try and find him now. Shout if you need me.
Erm...
Deanna...
Recording you still are.
Oh yeah. Switch it off for me?
That I can do.
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 16 May 2014, 02:08
by Keara Aithne
All right. So like where to start?
Date.
Oh yeah the date. Good call. Kk so it's Wednesday 7th May and yesterday Robert said he liked me. Yeah. Yeah. I know I probably should have started at the beginning but that's like the important part and I'm super excited. I don't mind tell ya that he kinda worried for a moment or two cos at first he was like all confused and said he'd never thought about it and such and then he like worked out that he worries for me and stuff and well yeah. He likes me. *Squeals.*
Not really sure what it means and all cos there was like a raid going on around us at the time and Keara told me to get gone when it was over.
Excuse me? I what did say?
You told me that when a raid is over that I should get my *** out of there. Remember? Cos like the other week someone displaced me across the city. Right?
Oh yes. Remember now I do. Said that I did.
All right. Now shush. I'm recording and this is my diary and not yours.
So...yeah. Where was I...?
Oh right.
Yeah, that was like the most painful conversation of my life. I swear. He was all like, 'You're acting weird'. And I said I wasn't but he totally didn't believe me. So I kinda ran off. And then he got all weird in my mind and said we wouldn't be friends if I lied to him and stuff.
And well...I wasn't lying I just didn't wanna say. Ya know. I mean how do you tell a guy you like him when you're like nothing but vapour or whatever.
So yeah painful but I told him. I was like. I like you. And he's like yeah well we're friends or something. And I'm like no. I like you like Keara likes Enver.
You what said?
Oh shut up. I'll tell you after. Stop interrupting.
So yeah I said that. I mean I didn't really know how else to say it, so that kinda came out. Corny I know but what can I say. Besides he kinda said it back too one he realised.
*She laughs*
Okay signing off. I'm going to Solace. See if I can find him and work out what if anything any of this means.
Keara. *whines*
Oh now want me you do.
Oh get over yourself and just switch this thing off.
Very well.
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 16 May 2014, 02:25
by Keara Aithne
*nothing but silence*
Right. It’s the 10th May 2014 and I managed to get Keara out of the room for a change.
I'll try and speak a lil slower this time. Maybe.
So I was a bit of a wreck for a few days cos Robert was like no-where to be found. Then Keara talked to him for me and I found him. I mean I saw him briefly in Solace and he was all cold and stuff, so I was wondering if I made up that conversation with him in the raid the other night.
You know...like maybe I was dreaming or something...Anyway I wasn't. I was just being paranoid. Robert says I need to trust him more or have more faith in him? I dunno. But yeah. I shouldn't have gone all loopie and ****. I’m calmer now I know where I stand… or float…or whatever. He says we’re dating. Not that I think either of us really knows what that means. I mean it’s not like everyday a wraith gets a living breathing boyfriend. Well okay, living and breathing is a stretch but like yeah… It’s gonna be weird.
...
I'm kinda lucky really I mean like just after talking to him I got stuck in one of those trap thingies. I hate those things and Keara knows it. I told her I'm not going in the next raid.
Nu uh.
Not till she's swept the place and assures me there aren't any cages.
You'd think she'd be more sympathetic but she kinda just shrugs it off. She said it was my choice and that I didn't have to help her. Yeah right. Didn't have to help her. Whatever. I do what she asks, when she asks.
All right. So maybe she doesn't ask all that much of me but still. I'm mad at her.
Speaking of the devil, I should go get her and make her switch this thing off.
*more silence*
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 16 May 2014, 02:45
by Keara Aithne
*Continuous barking can be heard*
Oh for the love of god shut up already.
You're a pest. Go away.
Go find mummy. Where's mummy. *sighs*
Oh please shut up. This is kinda pointless with you yipping over the top of me.
Why didn't she take you with her! She did it on purpose I swear. *huffs*
Keara!
Keara come get it before I steal it's life force or something.
Go away!
Shoo!
I'm not a toy!
Why aren't you used to me already. You like everyone else in the family?
Oh thank god.
What wrong is?
Seriously! Seriously. Your pet won't shut up and you're asking me what wrong?
Pick it up. Please? I'll love you forever. And that's a really, really long time.
*barking stops*
Love me anyway you shall. You my sister are.
Yeah right. Unconditional love. I don't think so.
What wrong with you today is?
Nothing. I was perfectly content till your dog started on me. Seriously Keara it needs training.
Gizmo perfectly trained is. *starts doing baby voice* Aren't you baby. Yes. Yes you are. Good boy you are.
...
Thank god for that. If Ven saw her like that he wouldn't recognise her I swear. Who talks to an animal like? Weirdo.
All right it's Tuesday 13th May 2014.
I'm not fine. Not at all.
Last night I watched Robert get attacked by a couple of people and I have no idea what's going on. Keara said he was all right and healing but I don't know why he told her and not me. He could have just as easily of told me. Guess it's cos she can reply or whatever. Still sucks.
*grumbles*
All right. I'm done.
Keara!
*silence*
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 21 May 2014, 15:27
by Keara Aithne
Right. So it’s Thursday 15th May 2014.
Robert’s good. Better than good. He’s like… erm… what’s the word… difficult. *laughs* Or quarrelsome maybe. He’s kinda cheeky for a guy that pretends he’s all goodness and light. I’m pretty sure good guys don’t offer to let you watch them shower… amongst other things. I’m really not gonna say on here what else was offered. I mean I told him he was gonna take my innocence and that but I don’t think he believes just how innocent I am. And ain’t no way in hell I’m telling him.
Not telling who what?
Robert. And go away.
As you wish.
He and I kinda had our first fight too. It don’t much matter what it was about. Mainly cos I don’t think his story and mine would match. I get why Keara has issues sometimes keeping up with Enver. There’s a lot of new words you’ve gotta learn. Even if you do as much lurking as I do. Though I don’t think my lack of vocabulary was the issue today. It was more like a misunderstanding or something.
Anyway. Long story short…I gotta learn how to how to possess someone… If that’s like even possible. I’m thinking that maybe it is. Like a human body. Mystics do it. Only I doubt I’d be able to like take possession of a body permanently. Might also help to like boost my strength. Which means feeding on Robert’s energy a bit more. What a shame. I mean it’s not like I enjoy that or anything. Oh who am I kidding. I get a rush out of that. I wonder where Ric is…he seems like the sort that might help with this.
Speaking of Ric. He’s been kinda boring to follow lately. I can usually find him in one of four places. The guy’s becoming a lil’ predictable.
Hey Keara. I’m done.
Re: Dea's Digital Diary
Posted: 21 May 2014, 15:28
by Keara Aithne
It’s Saturday 17th May 2014.
Keara painted a picture of me and it was kinda… cute. I mean I knew she was talented and that, and I knew the pictures she drew of Ven were like scary accurate but still… I wasn’t expecting her to be able to paint the real me. I was sure she’d have forgotten something about me by now. I’m not even sure I remembered what I looked like. *laughs* Not like I spent a lot of time looking in the mirror or anything. I mean you grow up as a kid of a couple of thralls and well…mirrors are kinda not kept in the home.
Anyways. Kinda not the point. Robert seemed to like the way I used to look. He was quite complimentary actually. So it’s kinda a real pain in the *** that I’ll like, not be able to ever go back to that. Still…Least now he knows what I look like.
Yeah. That’s kinda it actually. Nothing more to say.
Speak now then I can?
Yeah sure so long as you’re gonna come shut th…