Delirium [Jersey]
Posted: 07 Apr 2014, 13:48
--The following transcript was a live chat roleplay--
<Peter Parkman> The first night was the worst, with the freshness of the wounds and all the moving around. Peter had a vague hope that when he woke up from the pitch blackness of sleep, the pain and the inconvenience would be gone. No such thing happened, however. On the second night he felt just as bad as he had on the first night; although his body was sound, the pain in his head was a constant torture. Due to the pressure on his brain he continued to drift in and out of lucidity. He should probably have been cranky, but instead smiled through the agony. Rather than react negatively, Peter was instead subject to deliriousness. All he knew was that he was happy when Jersey was there, and felt bereft when she was not.
The third night was only slightly better. He was constantly trying to respond to Jersey, until finally some semblance of a voice cracked through. As much as he may have felt like he wasn’t healing, the fact that he had gotten his voice back proved contrary. Out of the corner of his eye he could see the flowers that she had brought him, their colour brightening the room, which was far too white compared to the warm colours of home. The plushie was safe up on the bed with him; the dogs had been brought to the Asylum, true to the word of his sire, and if the plushie got anywhere near the ground Hunter would think that it was his.
Peter was sitting up in bed with a Styrofoam cup clutched in his hands. The man from the shop had brought it to him. Delivered, as per usual. Peter took slow gulps of the drink. When he was finished, he knew he had to throw the cup in the trash. The can was on the other side of the room. Assuming he was in full control of his bodily faculties, Peter pushed the blanket from him and slowly meandered across the room. Only when he dropped the cup into the trash, it landed on the floor instead. He still couldn’t see all that well. He mumbled incoherently to himself. He couldn’t leave the cup where it was. It would drive him insane, to leave it where it was. He balanced himself against the wall as he bent down to retrieve it, groping the ground and failing for a few seconds before finally finding it. In his triumph, he let go of the wall and lost his balance. He fell backwards and ended up sprawled on the floor – shocked at first, and then laughing in his delirium.
<Jersey> She hadn’t wanted to leave him other than to do her errands and collect the oil that she had asked Kallista if she needed, taking a shorter shift at work before returning to the Asylum. When she returned, the blonde would dote on him and then usually use his side as a prop against her back as she read one of the books on Psychology he had mentioned one of the evenings they were together. Between paragraphs, she would mutter remarks under her breath and talk to him after everything.
“You shouldn’t talk.” Jersey had said when she found herself dealing with the crack and she pressed a kiss to his lips before getting up to take the dogs out and get some fresh air for herself. While she had been human, bringing them all out two had a time had been helpful but now she was able to bring them all out at once, so long as they weren’t hyped up about something. The Asylum wasn’t home, but she had been appreciative to Keara and Enver for taking care of Peter and... in some ways, she assumed she was wary to return in the woods after seeing the damage that had been done to the man she adored.
Upon returning to the Asylum and making her way back into the treatment room, Jersey blinked a few times as she found Peter on the floor, laughing. She had seen the last bit and rather than focus on that, she lifted an eyebrow and held onto the leashes so he wouldn’t be swarmed. The dogs whined at her. “Peter, what are you doing out of bed?” She frowned, that being the only thought on her mind, “Are you alright?” followed shortly after.
<Peter Parkman> Peter's one good eye blinked up at Jersey and the swarming mass of dogs. His vision was still a little bit blurry, and from here they looked like a five-headed mass of multicoloured fur. This was something he would always do when at home - when he got home from work, or from being out somewhere, he'd throw himself on the ground to be willingly swarmed by the dogs. It was one of his favourite things. Now, he kind of wanted that again, though he didn't ask for it. Jersey asked what he was doing on the floor and he rasped enough breath into his lungs to answer her. He pointed to the offending styrofoam cup. "Missed the bin," he said, voice more of a whisper than a voice at all. As if that one statement would explain everything.
<Jersey> "Calm," She instructed softly to the dogs before letting them off their leashes and pushed the door shut behind her, listening to him quietly over the sounds of the dogs. She moved between the wriggling bodies as they swarmed Peter, kneeling down on the ground as she moved to help the man sit up and sat behind him for the animals to visit. She had been a little strict on them lately, worried they'd hurt him worse and she slipped her arms around his waist, tangling her fingers together on his stomach. "You could have waited for me to get back, handsome."
<Peter Parkman> The laughter was imminent as the dogs swarmed him; Hunter loomed over him. Jack and Ellie didn't hesitate to jump up onto his chest, though they were so small and light that they were like feathers. KD and Lady fought for possession of place as they tried to lick his face. The dogs didn't care about the garish wounds. They continued to wriggle and prance about as Jersey joined them on the floor, and Peter was happy to sit up so that he could at least try to control the dogs' excitement. As much as he didn't care about them licking his face, he wanted them to stay away from the eye - that dreaded eye, with the splintered bone beneath. "Couldn't wait," he said, shaking his head and failing to enunciate how idiotic it seemed to have to wait to throw something in the bin. So simple. "Could've happened to anyone..." he mumbled. Everyone loses their balance, right? This had nothing to do with anything. And yet he was smiling, hands flying between all his beloved pets, wanting to give them all equal amounts of attention.
<Jersey> She set her head gently on the man's shoulder and smiled a bit, chuckling before she pressed a kiss to his jaw only to get a tongue in her face and she squeezed him. It was understandable, especially with him being OCD. Her lips twitched in amusement and after a few moments, she carefully scooted out from behind him, "Need anything, my love?"
<Peter Parkman> "Put the cup in the bin?" he asked. That was the only thing that he needed right now. The one thing that had him preoccupied; the one thing that was giving him an internal twitch. It was still there, on the ground. Lying on its side, straw sticking out at an odd angle. And so close to the bin, too. Sure, Peter couldn't see too well but he could still see that cup - whether he could see it physically as a speck of dust in the corner of his eye or whether it was just the mental knowledge that it was not where it was supposed to be, it didn't matter. Although he knew he should return to the bed, he was far too happy on the floor with the dogs; his arms twisted around Hunter's neck, giving the biggest dog a welcome befitting his size.
<Jersey> She nodded and pressed a kiss to the top of his head before she moved to collect the cup and throw it away, then brought it with her to put it beside the bed. Jersey removed her shoes afterwards, collecting her pajama shorts from the bag of their things and took advantage of the fact his back was turned to change into them out of her skirt. Not that it really mattered, he'd seen and felt what there was to see. She returned back to the floor beside Peter, chuckling as KD moved to use her leg as a pillow. Her fingertips brushed through the animal's soft fur. "How's your head feeling?"
<Peter Parkman> In that moment Peter was grateful that this wasn't an actual hospital room. If he were human and injured and bed-ridden there'd be no way they'd allow all his dogs into the room with him. He supposed it didn't matter that he wasn't at home. This, too, could be home. He'd once realised that he wouldn't care too much if the cabin were to burn to the ground, so long as Jersey and the dogs were out and safe. They were what made any place home. "Like there's a knitting needle stuck through my eye," he answered almost too cheerfully. "How's your head feeling?" he asked, still delirious, unaware that there was nothing actually wrong with Jersey's head. She'd settled down beside him and he moved one leg to drape over one of hers. wriggling that little bit closer so that their shoulders touched.
<Jersey> "Mm, you sound like you need sleep." She was almost concerned about how cheerful he sounded and then tugged softly at the waistband of his bottoms to fix them. "There's nothing wrong with me, silly." She pressed a gentle kiss to his jaw before she moved her hand to his thigh and gave it a squeeze. "Mm, I wish I could numb the pain."
<Peter Parkman> There was a certain amount of boredom that came with being stuck in a bed every hour of every day. Jersey was there, yes, and with her came the happy thoughts that Peter clung to in order to distract himself from the pain. The scene that replayed itself most often was that last one, in front of the fire. But even in his delirious state he knew that he probably wouldn't be able to achieve much. Whenever he smiled, his cheek stretched painfully. There was a ringing in that one ear. He couldn't imagine what his face must look like. Although she continue to touch him with feathery lightness, and although she kissed his jaw and the top of his head, Peter avoided anything too intimate. He must look monstrous. He sighed, not really wanting to return to the bed. How much longer would this last? He shook his head. "No sleep. No," he said. He had to glance down as she fixed the waist of his pants - what was she doing down there? She shouldn't be down there. He leaned heavily against her.
<Jersey> "Alright." She didn't feel like mothering him, although she was concerned. When she was done fixing his pants, her arms went around his waist and she snuggled up to him. “I can probably get a few blankets and we can lay down here with the dogs tonight?” She offered, looking up at him as she brushed her fingers against the undamaged part of his face. While she would admit without hesitation that he didn’t look like himself, she didn’t find him hideous – just hurt. “There’s more room and they’ll likely not jump up in the middle of the night.” She had gotten stepped on the first night there.
<Peter Parkman> Peter nodded, but then appeared to change his mind. The floor was hard, even with copious blankets. The bed wasn't too far away, and he found himself reaching toward it, fingers curling around the fitted sheet attached to the mattress. He tried to pull at it. He didn't achieve very much. "Just...." he started, tugged again, and sighed in defeat. "Whole mattress?" he said. Hunter had stood and was watching Peter with his tail slowly wagging, tongue lolling from his mouth.
<Jersey> It was probably because she slept on her side and used him partially at a pillow that it wouldn't bother her about sleeping on the floor. The blonde gave a soft nod of her head, "When it's closer to sunrise." Although she knew it wasn't that far off. Squeezing his thigh lightly, she lowered her gaze from his eyes to his throat and suppressed a shudder. At least he was healing. That was important. "Peter... what happened?" She asked softly, although she had guessed he had been attacked at random. She kept replaying when she found him in her head over and over again.
<Peter Parkman> The question was an odd one to Peter's frazzled brain. He was steadfastly stuck in the here and now, having to focus on his every movement and word to appear at least a little coherent. He glanced at Jersey and then back to the mattress, his fingers still curled around the fitted sheet. He glanced sideways at Hunter, as if the dog would be able to answer for him. Peter almost imaged that the dog gave a shrug. "Uhm..." the sound came out just as a breathed hum, so sound attached. "It's... too heavy from here." he said. He assumed that's what had happened, why he couldn't shift the mattress on his own, from here.
<Jersey> "Baby," She moved her hand to rest against the small of the man's back as she offered a smile, "We'll move it in a little bit. Come sit with me?" She asked, rubbing the bare skin for a moment before she let her hand fall back into her lap. Jersey was still worried, she didn't like the idea of him overwhelming himself with anything because she knew how head injuries could be. After a few moments of reconsideration, she got up and tugged at the mattress to help him as she figured it'd at least get that out of the way.
<Peter Parkman> Peter let go of the sheet and the feather-like touch at the small of his back. There was the urge to just sink into that touch; the voice, like honey, told him to come sit by her, and he'd moved to do so - but by the time he got there, Jersey was gone. Standing, Nudging at the mattress. Peter's head spun. He was confused. He wondered whether he'd lost time somehow in the middle - whether he'd gone to sit by Jersey, had done so for a couple of hours, and now it was 'a little bit' later. What had happened in between. He scooted out of the way to give room for the mattress, idly tugging at the corner of it. In his mind, if she pushed and he pulled the thing would just land on the floor like a dead fish. He was grinning at the prospect, feeling like a child.
<Jersey> When the mattress was down, she moved to sit down in the middle and patted at the sheets beside her after reading the confusion on his face, "Sorry," She smiled, "now come sit with me?" Jersey took note of the grin and softened her features, "Now what is going on in your head?" She laughed, straightening out the blankets around her.
<Peter Parkman> The first night was the worst, with the freshness of the wounds and all the moving around. Peter had a vague hope that when he woke up from the pitch blackness of sleep, the pain and the inconvenience would be gone. No such thing happened, however. On the second night he felt just as bad as he had on the first night; although his body was sound, the pain in his head was a constant torture. Due to the pressure on his brain he continued to drift in and out of lucidity. He should probably have been cranky, but instead smiled through the agony. Rather than react negatively, Peter was instead subject to deliriousness. All he knew was that he was happy when Jersey was there, and felt bereft when she was not.
The third night was only slightly better. He was constantly trying to respond to Jersey, until finally some semblance of a voice cracked through. As much as he may have felt like he wasn’t healing, the fact that he had gotten his voice back proved contrary. Out of the corner of his eye he could see the flowers that she had brought him, their colour brightening the room, which was far too white compared to the warm colours of home. The plushie was safe up on the bed with him; the dogs had been brought to the Asylum, true to the word of his sire, and if the plushie got anywhere near the ground Hunter would think that it was his.
Peter was sitting up in bed with a Styrofoam cup clutched in his hands. The man from the shop had brought it to him. Delivered, as per usual. Peter took slow gulps of the drink. When he was finished, he knew he had to throw the cup in the trash. The can was on the other side of the room. Assuming he was in full control of his bodily faculties, Peter pushed the blanket from him and slowly meandered across the room. Only when he dropped the cup into the trash, it landed on the floor instead. He still couldn’t see all that well. He mumbled incoherently to himself. He couldn’t leave the cup where it was. It would drive him insane, to leave it where it was. He balanced himself against the wall as he bent down to retrieve it, groping the ground and failing for a few seconds before finally finding it. In his triumph, he let go of the wall and lost his balance. He fell backwards and ended up sprawled on the floor – shocked at first, and then laughing in his delirium.
<Jersey> She hadn’t wanted to leave him other than to do her errands and collect the oil that she had asked Kallista if she needed, taking a shorter shift at work before returning to the Asylum. When she returned, the blonde would dote on him and then usually use his side as a prop against her back as she read one of the books on Psychology he had mentioned one of the evenings they were together. Between paragraphs, she would mutter remarks under her breath and talk to him after everything.
“You shouldn’t talk.” Jersey had said when she found herself dealing with the crack and she pressed a kiss to his lips before getting up to take the dogs out and get some fresh air for herself. While she had been human, bringing them all out two had a time had been helpful but now she was able to bring them all out at once, so long as they weren’t hyped up about something. The Asylum wasn’t home, but she had been appreciative to Keara and Enver for taking care of Peter and... in some ways, she assumed she was wary to return in the woods after seeing the damage that had been done to the man she adored.
Upon returning to the Asylum and making her way back into the treatment room, Jersey blinked a few times as she found Peter on the floor, laughing. She had seen the last bit and rather than focus on that, she lifted an eyebrow and held onto the leashes so he wouldn’t be swarmed. The dogs whined at her. “Peter, what are you doing out of bed?” She frowned, that being the only thought on her mind, “Are you alright?” followed shortly after.
<Peter Parkman> Peter's one good eye blinked up at Jersey and the swarming mass of dogs. His vision was still a little bit blurry, and from here they looked like a five-headed mass of multicoloured fur. This was something he would always do when at home - when he got home from work, or from being out somewhere, he'd throw himself on the ground to be willingly swarmed by the dogs. It was one of his favourite things. Now, he kind of wanted that again, though he didn't ask for it. Jersey asked what he was doing on the floor and he rasped enough breath into his lungs to answer her. He pointed to the offending styrofoam cup. "Missed the bin," he said, voice more of a whisper than a voice at all. As if that one statement would explain everything.
<Jersey> "Calm," She instructed softly to the dogs before letting them off their leashes and pushed the door shut behind her, listening to him quietly over the sounds of the dogs. She moved between the wriggling bodies as they swarmed Peter, kneeling down on the ground as she moved to help the man sit up and sat behind him for the animals to visit. She had been a little strict on them lately, worried they'd hurt him worse and she slipped her arms around his waist, tangling her fingers together on his stomach. "You could have waited for me to get back, handsome."
<Peter Parkman> The laughter was imminent as the dogs swarmed him; Hunter loomed over him. Jack and Ellie didn't hesitate to jump up onto his chest, though they were so small and light that they were like feathers. KD and Lady fought for possession of place as they tried to lick his face. The dogs didn't care about the garish wounds. They continued to wriggle and prance about as Jersey joined them on the floor, and Peter was happy to sit up so that he could at least try to control the dogs' excitement. As much as he didn't care about them licking his face, he wanted them to stay away from the eye - that dreaded eye, with the splintered bone beneath. "Couldn't wait," he said, shaking his head and failing to enunciate how idiotic it seemed to have to wait to throw something in the bin. So simple. "Could've happened to anyone..." he mumbled. Everyone loses their balance, right? This had nothing to do with anything. And yet he was smiling, hands flying between all his beloved pets, wanting to give them all equal amounts of attention.
<Jersey> She set her head gently on the man's shoulder and smiled a bit, chuckling before she pressed a kiss to his jaw only to get a tongue in her face and she squeezed him. It was understandable, especially with him being OCD. Her lips twitched in amusement and after a few moments, she carefully scooted out from behind him, "Need anything, my love?"
<Peter Parkman> "Put the cup in the bin?" he asked. That was the only thing that he needed right now. The one thing that had him preoccupied; the one thing that was giving him an internal twitch. It was still there, on the ground. Lying on its side, straw sticking out at an odd angle. And so close to the bin, too. Sure, Peter couldn't see too well but he could still see that cup - whether he could see it physically as a speck of dust in the corner of his eye or whether it was just the mental knowledge that it was not where it was supposed to be, it didn't matter. Although he knew he should return to the bed, he was far too happy on the floor with the dogs; his arms twisted around Hunter's neck, giving the biggest dog a welcome befitting his size.
<Jersey> She nodded and pressed a kiss to the top of his head before she moved to collect the cup and throw it away, then brought it with her to put it beside the bed. Jersey removed her shoes afterwards, collecting her pajama shorts from the bag of their things and took advantage of the fact his back was turned to change into them out of her skirt. Not that it really mattered, he'd seen and felt what there was to see. She returned back to the floor beside Peter, chuckling as KD moved to use her leg as a pillow. Her fingertips brushed through the animal's soft fur. "How's your head feeling?"
<Peter Parkman> In that moment Peter was grateful that this wasn't an actual hospital room. If he were human and injured and bed-ridden there'd be no way they'd allow all his dogs into the room with him. He supposed it didn't matter that he wasn't at home. This, too, could be home. He'd once realised that he wouldn't care too much if the cabin were to burn to the ground, so long as Jersey and the dogs were out and safe. They were what made any place home. "Like there's a knitting needle stuck through my eye," he answered almost too cheerfully. "How's your head feeling?" he asked, still delirious, unaware that there was nothing actually wrong with Jersey's head. She'd settled down beside him and he moved one leg to drape over one of hers. wriggling that little bit closer so that their shoulders touched.
<Jersey> "Mm, you sound like you need sleep." She was almost concerned about how cheerful he sounded and then tugged softly at the waistband of his bottoms to fix them. "There's nothing wrong with me, silly." She pressed a gentle kiss to his jaw before she moved her hand to his thigh and gave it a squeeze. "Mm, I wish I could numb the pain."
<Peter Parkman> There was a certain amount of boredom that came with being stuck in a bed every hour of every day. Jersey was there, yes, and with her came the happy thoughts that Peter clung to in order to distract himself from the pain. The scene that replayed itself most often was that last one, in front of the fire. But even in his delirious state he knew that he probably wouldn't be able to achieve much. Whenever he smiled, his cheek stretched painfully. There was a ringing in that one ear. He couldn't imagine what his face must look like. Although she continue to touch him with feathery lightness, and although she kissed his jaw and the top of his head, Peter avoided anything too intimate. He must look monstrous. He sighed, not really wanting to return to the bed. How much longer would this last? He shook his head. "No sleep. No," he said. He had to glance down as she fixed the waist of his pants - what was she doing down there? She shouldn't be down there. He leaned heavily against her.
<Jersey> "Alright." She didn't feel like mothering him, although she was concerned. When she was done fixing his pants, her arms went around his waist and she snuggled up to him. “I can probably get a few blankets and we can lay down here with the dogs tonight?” She offered, looking up at him as she brushed her fingers against the undamaged part of his face. While she would admit without hesitation that he didn’t look like himself, she didn’t find him hideous – just hurt. “There’s more room and they’ll likely not jump up in the middle of the night.” She had gotten stepped on the first night there.
<Peter Parkman> Peter nodded, but then appeared to change his mind. The floor was hard, even with copious blankets. The bed wasn't too far away, and he found himself reaching toward it, fingers curling around the fitted sheet attached to the mattress. He tried to pull at it. He didn't achieve very much. "Just...." he started, tugged again, and sighed in defeat. "Whole mattress?" he said. Hunter had stood and was watching Peter with his tail slowly wagging, tongue lolling from his mouth.
<Jersey> It was probably because she slept on her side and used him partially at a pillow that it wouldn't bother her about sleeping on the floor. The blonde gave a soft nod of her head, "When it's closer to sunrise." Although she knew it wasn't that far off. Squeezing his thigh lightly, she lowered her gaze from his eyes to his throat and suppressed a shudder. At least he was healing. That was important. "Peter... what happened?" She asked softly, although she had guessed he had been attacked at random. She kept replaying when she found him in her head over and over again.
<Peter Parkman> The question was an odd one to Peter's frazzled brain. He was steadfastly stuck in the here and now, having to focus on his every movement and word to appear at least a little coherent. He glanced at Jersey and then back to the mattress, his fingers still curled around the fitted sheet. He glanced sideways at Hunter, as if the dog would be able to answer for him. Peter almost imaged that the dog gave a shrug. "Uhm..." the sound came out just as a breathed hum, so sound attached. "It's... too heavy from here." he said. He assumed that's what had happened, why he couldn't shift the mattress on his own, from here.
<Jersey> "Baby," She moved her hand to rest against the small of the man's back as she offered a smile, "We'll move it in a little bit. Come sit with me?" She asked, rubbing the bare skin for a moment before she let her hand fall back into her lap. Jersey was still worried, she didn't like the idea of him overwhelming himself with anything because she knew how head injuries could be. After a few moments of reconsideration, she got up and tugged at the mattress to help him as she figured it'd at least get that out of the way.
<Peter Parkman> Peter let go of the sheet and the feather-like touch at the small of his back. There was the urge to just sink into that touch; the voice, like honey, told him to come sit by her, and he'd moved to do so - but by the time he got there, Jersey was gone. Standing, Nudging at the mattress. Peter's head spun. He was confused. He wondered whether he'd lost time somehow in the middle - whether he'd gone to sit by Jersey, had done so for a couple of hours, and now it was 'a little bit' later. What had happened in between. He scooted out of the way to give room for the mattress, idly tugging at the corner of it. In his mind, if she pushed and he pulled the thing would just land on the floor like a dead fish. He was grinning at the prospect, feeling like a child.
<Jersey> When the mattress was down, she moved to sit down in the middle and patted at the sheets beside her after reading the confusion on his face, "Sorry," She smiled, "now come sit with me?" Jersey took note of the grin and softened her features, "Now what is going on in your head?" She laughed, straightening out the blankets around her.