I hate what I've become (open)
Posted: 05 Apr 2014, 00:54
I stood in the corner of the room. The light was bright enough I had to wear my special glasses that were shaped to wrap fully around my face so everything was in hues of red. The same color of my eyes. Sighing I played with a strain of my pinl hair breaking off any split ends as I saw them.
I hide these nights. I worried about anyone I bit being hurt but it was like a drug. A sick drug. One I had tried but failed to live without and kept failing. Should of taken any other path. My choice had been made out of fear. Total fear of the killing or harming me. The radio station that night that seemed years ago had made my choice for me. Die or Change. Being human was sure death unless you had power. Those aliens who called themselves vampires had seem powerful and strong and so I had followed them. Slightly.
Was all a mistake. Everything had been a mistake and now? Now I had no idea and my hope was dying every night.
I lifted my head as someone else walked in...
I hide these nights. I worried about anyone I bit being hurt but it was like a drug. A sick drug. One I had tried but failed to live without and kept failing. Should of taken any other path. My choice had been made out of fear. Total fear of the killing or harming me. The radio station that night that seemed years ago had made my choice for me. Die or Change. Being human was sure death unless you had power. Those aliens who called themselves vampires had seem powerful and strong and so I had followed them. Slightly.
Was all a mistake. Everything had been a mistake and now? Now I had no idea and my hope was dying every night.
I lifted my head as someone else walked in...