Fate is a Teahouse [Zodiac]
Posted: 01 Apr 2014, 02:01
For as long as I can remember I was little more than a statistic. Tossed around from foster family to foster family. I’m sure I had parents at some point but if I did it wasn’t for long and if I had any memory of a mother or father it was locked away so deeply in my memories that it was completely lost to me. It was something that used to bother me once. A scared child, living amongst strangers, obligated to them for every small kindness they offered. It wasn’t all bad though. Some were really nice, some not so much but I never let myself become too attached because it never lasted long. Not once they found out my secret.
One thing about having nothing is that having something, anything, you can call your own becomes like an obsession. Small, inconsequential things that others tend to take for granted become something precious to be treasured. Well, it did for me. As I look back now they were average families, with average incomes and average lives but to me they were privileged. They had everything I would never have and then some. I didn’t think they’d mind sharing. I didn’t even think they would miss any of the stuff that I would claim as my own….but they did.
There are only so many places you can hide things in someone else’s house and as soon as anything was discovered missing, of course the blame was naturally put straight on the foster kid. Ellie had so many dolls who would have thought she’d miss that one with no shoes. And Mrs Denison had a ton of jewellery, was it really that bad that I took one little bracelet. It was so pretty and I had never had anything so pretty. Jack had so many toy cars, how was I to know that he named them all? And so it went. From place to place. From family to family, only to lose all that I had collected and have to start again at the new place.
It was heartbreaking and after crying so many times over things I couldn’t change I stopped caring. It became more of a game. So much so that I would take things just because I could. Try and take it from right under their noses and hope they didn’t catch me. It was thrilling at first and when I was caught I was able to shrug it off. I expected it eventually and half the time even I was surprised by some of the junk that would turn up in those stashes, stuff I didn’t even remember taking. It only got worse as I got older.
Once I was able to look after myself I left. Living on the streets had to be better than being the ever present stranger that came with a warning. I had freedom to come and go as a I pleased and my skills become more finely tuned. It was way more lucrative too. Wallets, watches, expensive bracelets and most didn’t even know it was missing till they got home, or went to pay for their dinner. That was of course on top of the useless keychains, cutlery, and whatever else I could get my hands on that I didn’t want or need. Sometimes I wasn’t so lucky though. Being a street kid meant the cops were always on my *** and more than once or twice I was caught with a bag full of wallets,jewellery and non descript nicknacks that didn’t belong to me. Though, it wasn’t that that got me in real trouble. I got cocky and well in over my head. Trying to steal from the most prestigious jewellery store in town was not smart by any means but I wanted to know if I could.
So there I was, standing before the judge. Lucky for me the judge was a she and a sympathetic one at that. “I didn’t really have much of a chance from the start.” she said. “I wasn’t a bad person, just misguided and maybe if someone had taught me what I should do instead of punishing me for the things I shouldn’t do, perhaps life would have been different .” she said. Again, I got lucky. A three year conditional sentence. No more stealing. Attend meetings. Find and hold down a job for the duration. That doesn’t sound too hard right?
Hello. My name’s Mercy and I’m a kleptomaniac….
Yeah **** that. I did what any self respecting criminal did and got the hell outta Dodge.
I figured I’d cross the nearest border into Canada and pick up right where I left off except with a brand new start in a place that no one knew me. Keep a low profile and not get caught. The details? I’d work that **** out as I went along. If I kept the plan simple, expected the unexpected and didn’t over think things then there was less chance of it all going to hell. Well…I couldn’t have been any more wrong than at that single, solitary moment in my life. It went to hell alright. Hell in a handbasket. And what happened next I couldn’t have anticipated in my worst nightmares.
Hello. My name’s Mercy and I’m a vampire…
Yeah. You heard right. A god damned **** sucking vampire. One minute I’m slipping my hand into pockets fishing for wallets, the next I’m trolling the sewers like some freakin’ monster out of a bad horror movie, chuggin’ down rat blood like my life depended on it. Well...I suppose it did but you know what I mean. Anyway, I did what I do best and rolled with the punches. It wasn’t so bad. After a while I even came to love it. I had powers that helped me do what I do best. I could sell off the **** and no questions were ever asked and the best part? Every one else was doing it too. It was like as a vampire you were expected to be breaking the law left and right. Despite the odd cop shooting at me on occasion I was pretty much left to my own devices. I had money. I had clothes. Hell..whatever I wanted or didn’t want I just took, totally sweet deal.
It was kinda lonely though and beddin’ down in different abandoned buildings every other night was getting a bit old. What was the use of ‘collecting’ all this stuff when I was constantly having leaving it behind? Then the weirdest thing happened. I started running into this one guy. Spanish I think he is. Cute too. I’d run into him in the sewers. In those monster houses and other places where there was a good stash to be stolen, and he’d just hang out. It was nice to have a bit of a company though we didn’t talk much. He was quiet and I didn’t have much to say either but it was a comfortable silence. An understanding that didn’t need to be expressed. For a good while I didn’t even know his name and then one night instead of hanging about the cold, dank sewers he invited me back to his place. Now get your mind out of the gutter. It wasn’t like that. Not at all.
What a treat! A hot shower, warm, soft bed and someone to say hello to when I came...home. It’s funny how some people can take some of the simplest things in life for granted. Not me. It was the best sleep I had had in a long time. Then he did something even more surprising and gave me a key. Just like that! No lectures, no derisive once overs, no long list of rules. I was floored. No one had ever put such trust in me or showed me such kindness for no reason at all and for that I would be ever grateful. I decided right then and there that I would never steal from this man and if ever he needed anything I would get it, or do my best to. Oh, turns out his name is Kyrian and as weird as it might sound he made me wanna be a better person. Something about the way he took in a veritable stranger made me feel something I had never felt before. Several things really but loyalty was one that stood out. Maybe it really was time for a change.
So fast forwarding a little... it had been a couple of years since my arrival in Harper Rock and what once had given me a total thrill had become extremely routine. There was no challenge, no excitement. Being what I am now just made it way too easy and while I couldn’t help myself, lifting anything and everything was just becoming more a problem than ever before. I didn’t need the money. I really had nothing to spend on it. All the useless junk I was collecting was irritating me. No more was it the shiny treasure it used to be, nor was it truly mine. Was I developing a conscience? Nah, I don’t think so but I was definitely bored and figured there just had to be something more though I had no idea what.
That was when I found myself standing outside the teahouse at Honeymead markets. My backpack was already weighed down with things I had snatched from the various shops in the area though if you asked me, I couldn’t rightly tell you exactly what I had collected that night. The small sign in the window was like a neon light that beckoned me.
‘Position Vacant. Apply within.’
I laughed at the preposterous idea. Me? An actual job? Ha! But as much as I scoffed at the mere thought my feet moved forward carrying me into the small parlour. Maybe there was something in there to be stolen. Yeah that’s it. I wasn’t really going to apply for a steady job….or was I?
One thing about having nothing is that having something, anything, you can call your own becomes like an obsession. Small, inconsequential things that others tend to take for granted become something precious to be treasured. Well, it did for me. As I look back now they were average families, with average incomes and average lives but to me they were privileged. They had everything I would never have and then some. I didn’t think they’d mind sharing. I didn’t even think they would miss any of the stuff that I would claim as my own….but they did.
There are only so many places you can hide things in someone else’s house and as soon as anything was discovered missing, of course the blame was naturally put straight on the foster kid. Ellie had so many dolls who would have thought she’d miss that one with no shoes. And Mrs Denison had a ton of jewellery, was it really that bad that I took one little bracelet. It was so pretty and I had never had anything so pretty. Jack had so many toy cars, how was I to know that he named them all? And so it went. From place to place. From family to family, only to lose all that I had collected and have to start again at the new place.
It was heartbreaking and after crying so many times over things I couldn’t change I stopped caring. It became more of a game. So much so that I would take things just because I could. Try and take it from right under their noses and hope they didn’t catch me. It was thrilling at first and when I was caught I was able to shrug it off. I expected it eventually and half the time even I was surprised by some of the junk that would turn up in those stashes, stuff I didn’t even remember taking. It only got worse as I got older.
Once I was able to look after myself I left. Living on the streets had to be better than being the ever present stranger that came with a warning. I had freedom to come and go as a I pleased and my skills become more finely tuned. It was way more lucrative too. Wallets, watches, expensive bracelets and most didn’t even know it was missing till they got home, or went to pay for their dinner. That was of course on top of the useless keychains, cutlery, and whatever else I could get my hands on that I didn’t want or need. Sometimes I wasn’t so lucky though. Being a street kid meant the cops were always on my *** and more than once or twice I was caught with a bag full of wallets,jewellery and non descript nicknacks that didn’t belong to me. Though, it wasn’t that that got me in real trouble. I got cocky and well in over my head. Trying to steal from the most prestigious jewellery store in town was not smart by any means but I wanted to know if I could.
So there I was, standing before the judge. Lucky for me the judge was a she and a sympathetic one at that. “I didn’t really have much of a chance from the start.” she said. “I wasn’t a bad person, just misguided and maybe if someone had taught me what I should do instead of punishing me for the things I shouldn’t do, perhaps life would have been different .” she said. Again, I got lucky. A three year conditional sentence. No more stealing. Attend meetings. Find and hold down a job for the duration. That doesn’t sound too hard right?
Hello. My name’s Mercy and I’m a kleptomaniac….
Yeah **** that. I did what any self respecting criminal did and got the hell outta Dodge.
I figured I’d cross the nearest border into Canada and pick up right where I left off except with a brand new start in a place that no one knew me. Keep a low profile and not get caught. The details? I’d work that **** out as I went along. If I kept the plan simple, expected the unexpected and didn’t over think things then there was less chance of it all going to hell. Well…I couldn’t have been any more wrong than at that single, solitary moment in my life. It went to hell alright. Hell in a handbasket. And what happened next I couldn’t have anticipated in my worst nightmares.
Hello. My name’s Mercy and I’m a vampire…
Yeah. You heard right. A god damned **** sucking vampire. One minute I’m slipping my hand into pockets fishing for wallets, the next I’m trolling the sewers like some freakin’ monster out of a bad horror movie, chuggin’ down rat blood like my life depended on it. Well...I suppose it did but you know what I mean. Anyway, I did what I do best and rolled with the punches. It wasn’t so bad. After a while I even came to love it. I had powers that helped me do what I do best. I could sell off the **** and no questions were ever asked and the best part? Every one else was doing it too. It was like as a vampire you were expected to be breaking the law left and right. Despite the odd cop shooting at me on occasion I was pretty much left to my own devices. I had money. I had clothes. Hell..whatever I wanted or didn’t want I just took, totally sweet deal.
It was kinda lonely though and beddin’ down in different abandoned buildings every other night was getting a bit old. What was the use of ‘collecting’ all this stuff when I was constantly having leaving it behind? Then the weirdest thing happened. I started running into this one guy. Spanish I think he is. Cute too. I’d run into him in the sewers. In those monster houses and other places where there was a good stash to be stolen, and he’d just hang out. It was nice to have a bit of a company though we didn’t talk much. He was quiet and I didn’t have much to say either but it was a comfortable silence. An understanding that didn’t need to be expressed. For a good while I didn’t even know his name and then one night instead of hanging about the cold, dank sewers he invited me back to his place. Now get your mind out of the gutter. It wasn’t like that. Not at all.
What a treat! A hot shower, warm, soft bed and someone to say hello to when I came...home. It’s funny how some people can take some of the simplest things in life for granted. Not me. It was the best sleep I had had in a long time. Then he did something even more surprising and gave me a key. Just like that! No lectures, no derisive once overs, no long list of rules. I was floored. No one had ever put such trust in me or showed me such kindness for no reason at all and for that I would be ever grateful. I decided right then and there that I would never steal from this man and if ever he needed anything I would get it, or do my best to. Oh, turns out his name is Kyrian and as weird as it might sound he made me wanna be a better person. Something about the way he took in a veritable stranger made me feel something I had never felt before. Several things really but loyalty was one that stood out. Maybe it really was time for a change.
So fast forwarding a little... it had been a couple of years since my arrival in Harper Rock and what once had given me a total thrill had become extremely routine. There was no challenge, no excitement. Being what I am now just made it way too easy and while I couldn’t help myself, lifting anything and everything was just becoming more a problem than ever before. I didn’t need the money. I really had nothing to spend on it. All the useless junk I was collecting was irritating me. No more was it the shiny treasure it used to be, nor was it truly mine. Was I developing a conscience? Nah, I don’t think so but I was definitely bored and figured there just had to be something more though I had no idea what.
That was when I found myself standing outside the teahouse at Honeymead markets. My backpack was already weighed down with things I had snatched from the various shops in the area though if you asked me, I couldn’t rightly tell you exactly what I had collected that night. The small sign in the window was like a neon light that beckoned me.
‘Position Vacant. Apply within.’
I laughed at the preposterous idea. Me? An actual job? Ha! But as much as I scoffed at the mere thought my feet moved forward carrying me into the small parlour. Maybe there was something in there to be stolen. Yeah that’s it. I wasn’t really going to apply for a steady job….or was I?