: It's beginning to get to me :
Posted: 23 Nov 2013, 18:50
--The following transcript was a live chat roleplay--
Keara had been preparing herself for the moment they’d come face to face for several hours, as once again she was conflicted in her emotions. She was upset by the communication between them and knew they had yet more to discuss before things would come good between them. Part of her wanted to slap him for the tone she thought she’d read in his words but she knew that that was wrong, as even in person she found it difficult to figure him out at times. When the moment came, a few idle words passed between the pair as he tried to figure out how she’d gotten in there. How he hadn’t figured out she still had a few tricks he didn’t know about was beyond her, she’d done nothing but build up her strength and power base since returning from the realm she loathed. Now, having him before her she was met with a strange mixture of emotions that all seemed to contradict the others. So when she did react to his presence her actions were as much of a shock to her, as they were likely going to be to him. She grabbed him by the lapels of his suit jacket, pulled him towards her and then threw him up against the wall next to the door. Before he could react, she pressed in closer to him and blocking his body with her own, her hands grabbing at his lapels once more as she looked up into his eyes. “Likely much have we to talk about. But first…” she pushed herself up onto her tiptoes as one hand went up to the nape of his neck and pulled him towards her till their lips met. She didn’t hold contact with him for very long, but it was long enough for her to rid herself of some of her frustrations.
Enver: He'd been at some club in the Bullwood area, some place he'd never been in before. The male wasn't really doing anything-at least on the alcohol front. He had gone there, knowing she wouldn't really come in to a place that was crowded and the place was packed. It was Friday night after all. He was babysitting a whiskey sour when his phone buzzed on the metal table he was sitting at. He picked it up, looked at the notification and was off. She'd never been there before and truth was, he couldn't remember giving her a key. Since things weren't going so hot right now, his paranoia built a little, wondering what the hell she was doing there. He had said they needed to talk, but after a few emails, he wasn't sure tonight was the best night to talk. He was just about to ask her more or less what she was doing there, when she did something completely unexpected. He was so taken aback, that he didn't have time to react until it was too late and she had pulled away. "Yeah, we've got to-" He was cut off by her hands on his jacket, the male looking down at her confused, even if he wanted to react. How was he so pissed at her one minute and now, he was grinning? Or had been grinning, until she threw him up against a wall. "I missed you too?" His gaze locked on to her's, the male chuckling softly, as his hands ran over the length of his suit jacket, and then over the top of her hands before coming to a rest.
Keara: She smiled at him and wasn’t even aware of the fact this his hands now covered hers as she was completely lost in his eyes. Whatever it was about Enver that drew her in she couldn’t say but being near him made her act out in ways even she didn’t expect. “What makes you think that I you missed?” she asked as she stepped back, releasing her grip on his jacket. As she did she was suddenly overwhelmed by a barrage of thoughts and fears and she began to bit her lower lip nervously as it sunk in what she’d just done. “I…Oh…Sorry,” she looked down at the floor and tried to back up and away from him.
Enver: He wasn't going to let her get too far. One step and he followed her, one of his hands still connected to hers. "I'm sure as hell not sorry." He said, still grinning a little, taking another step closer to her. She had, without knowing it (so he assumed), woken up a side in him that had been normally contained and even respectable of her boundaries. The other hand went to her cheek, where he searched out the contours of her face, his eyes burning in to the top of her head, for the second she lifted her eyes up to look at him, making their eyes connect again. "You get things sorted? With your creation?" He asked, knowing she more than likely did., but was sure she'd look up at him with that question.
Keara: His hand on her face made her whole body start shaking. She wasn’t sure why that happened, she wasn’t really afraid of him or anything. She both loved and hated how close her was to her and had to fight with herself not to knock away his hand with her arm. To steel herself and protect him from her violent tendencies, she closed her eyes and told herself over and over that this was what she wanted. It worked too, for a while but then he asked about Sara, she nodded slightly and then raised her head to look at him. As she opened her eyes, she became lost in his. “I...erm…yes,” she managed to finally respond in the affirmative. “A…sword I…had…for her.” She was having real trouble forming her thoughts into any coherent sentence, not that that was entirely unusual only now she barely had the voice to say them.
Enver: Even though she was shaking, he wouldn't remove his hand from hers or from off her face. Truth was, he probably couldn't even if he had wanted to at the moment. With her eyes on his, the male had forgotten all about his stupid emails to her and that they had been in an argument over something that he didn't even think twice of after he'd gone his own way last night. Instead, all he could think about was her. More than that, all he could think about was doing one thing. Kissing her because he hadn't been able to kiss her yet. So he made his move with a gentle, but eager tug towards him, the hand on her cheek finally dropping to press to her back. His lips melded to hers in a hungry kiss as he pressed her to him, a growl emitting from his throat, a growl that spoke of the feelings and desires she had woken in him.
Keara: She should have expected what happened next, after all she’d opened the door and she couldn’t very well close it again now. As she was pulled towards him she half braced herself for what was to come as the panic she felt paralysed her in his arms. She couldn’t respond, even though she wanted to. She wanted to kiss him back or strike out at him, something that showed she had feelings about what was happening one way or another but instead she was just a quivering mess in his arms.
Enver: She was terrified. Was the best he could sum it up as. Part of him wanted to stop, the other part wanted to keep pushing. He had forewarned her the other night it's what he'd do. His lips pulled away from hers, but his hand remained fixed on her back. A happy medium for now. "Good. About Sara." He said after clearing his throat, the male trying to regain his composure. Regain it as best he could. "Talk. We needed to talk, but I'm not so sure we need to talk about some things anymore." He chuckled a little.
Keara: As their lips parted it was almost as if she could breathe again, and as she listened to his melodic voice she involuntarily collapsed against him. She was weak at the knees and found herself resting against his chest, her hands moving to grab the black shirt he was wearing for extra stability. Whatever training she’d had in her past life, she certainly wasn’t employing it here. She was damn near losing her mind when she was around him and now it was affecting her co-ordination; at least this was her understanding of it. Clinging to him she replied. “Talking good might be.”
Enver: He wasn't sure what to make of this whole thing. She was on him like he was some form of life support and barely talking. If she did talk, it was short and perhaps unlike Keara. Enver stared hard at her face, as if searching for the possibility that this person might very well not be Keara. He had heard of people taking the appearance of another for some reason or another and so, there was a fraction of paranoia building up in him. "Yeah. Talking might be good." He sort of echoed after her. "Why don't you start?" He figured this would be the best way to make sure she was in fact his Keara and not some impersonator, trying to pull a fast one on him for information. "Or, we could go back to your greeting." He gave her a cheeky grin, betting that would get some sort of reaction from her.
Keara: She stayed close to him. Still unable to stand without him there to support her. She buried her face in his t-shirt and sighed softly. She wasn’t even sighing for the predicament she found herself in, though it probably came across that way, she was sighing as she took in his scent. She’d missed that while he was away and she’d missed it that day too. “Ask her to follow you I did not,” she began, words barely audible. “Thinks she does that I Ven’s memory am betraying. Tells me she does that wrong you are for me.” Deanna was standing right there, not that Keara cared or at this point had thought to mention it. “Admit though I shall, that like I do not the thought of another so close to you to be as she described.”
Enver: His shoulders dropped a little, signifying that he was no longer paranoid at the possibility of this not being his Keara. He scoffed when she started talking about Deanna and Ven. "You're hardly betraying anything. We just kissed the other night and then tonight." He muttered. "Doesn't matter what she thinks, what matters is what you think." He shrugged, a plan coming to his mind. Banish the wraith, or put it in one of those cages? he still hadn't decided. "Yeah, well I don't like the idea of some guy putting his arms around you either." He put his chin on the top of her head. "I still want to punch him." Enver admitted, chuckling. "Nothing happened. Nothing would have happened either. Already told you, I'm not that kind of Allurist."
Keara: “Reminds me that does,” she continued to talk into his chest. “My journal you still have. Like that back I would as more thoughts to paper I must set.” She was smiling softly in his arms, even as her body continued to shiver against her will. “Know surely you do that you for me need not worry. Trouble enough here have I to stay, let alone in the arms of another.”
Enver: "Not worried about you." He muttered, his hand running up and down the length of her back. "Why do you send me songs?" He asked her after a few seconds of silence. "What I mean is, since you can tell me how you feel in songs, why's it so hard to tell me in words? That's what I wanted to talk about, more or less."
Keara: Her hands tightened on his t-shirt as he asked his question. She wasn’t sure she had an answer for him that would even make sense and was therefore quiet for a while as she tried to find the words to explain herself. “Words that my own are too difficult to find are. Music I feel. And lately…certain songs more sense to me have made. Make me think of you. Easier is myself to express through medium that understand I do. Name now I cannot the feeling that in me is. Why act the way I do. And…you also songs have sent.”
Enver: He nodded his head. "I have." He admitted. "Does it bother you?" He looked down at her, seeing the top of her hair, more than anything. "Why do you think Deanna's following me?" His gaze moved away from her and to the wall across the room.
Keara: She shook her head slightly from side to side. “Bothers me it does not…though…asked you did why I that do, when do you that yourself. Have you not the words either?” Her grip on his t-shirt relaxed slightly and she looked up at him, as her body slowly seemed to be righting itself. She wanted him to answer that before she’d attest to her sister’s motivations.
Enver: "Words?" The other hand tugged at his collar, as he tried to pin down what she meant. "About us? About you, you mean?" He looked around the room. "I've got words. Or thoughts." He admitted with a nod.
Keara: “If words you have why do you songs need?” she asked out of genuine curiosity. “Told me you did in anger that you affection for me have. And strange it was those words to hear in such a tone as that.” She knew this topic was making him uncomfortable as he was nervously tugging at his collar. While a part of her wondered why he was so nervous around her, another part understood it with absolute clarity as she herself was off-balance with him around. The shivering had stopped now and she was standing more under her own power and yet she still hadn’t made a move to pull away, though how much longer that would last was anyone’s guess.
Keara: She didn’t like when there was tension between them and since he’d returned there seemed to be no end of it. Things hadn’t been like that before he died, so she couldn’t work out what it was that was causing it now. She knew that when she was with him her emotions ran riot, something he kept trying to blame on his path, but she knew it had nothing to do with that. It was how she felt about him that had her all over the map emotionally and likely the same the other way around. In her desperation to understand herself as well as him, she seemed to be making things worse rather than better. Today would likely be no different but she couldn’t take it any longer and went to seek him out. She decided to go to his Theatre. She knew he likely wasn’t there but it didn’t matter, if she had too, she’d summon him to her so that they could talk through everything they couldn’t have done before sunrise came earlier that day. Tripping the alarm, having had to basically break in to the place, she crossed her arms, leant against the wall and waited.This RP is set on Friday 22nd November 2013 in Oldtown Theatre.
Keara had been preparing herself for the moment they’d come face to face for several hours, as once again she was conflicted in her emotions. She was upset by the communication between them and knew they had yet more to discuss before things would come good between them. Part of her wanted to slap him for the tone she thought she’d read in his words but she knew that that was wrong, as even in person she found it difficult to figure him out at times. When the moment came, a few idle words passed between the pair as he tried to figure out how she’d gotten in there. How he hadn’t figured out she still had a few tricks he didn’t know about was beyond her, she’d done nothing but build up her strength and power base since returning from the realm she loathed. Now, having him before her she was met with a strange mixture of emotions that all seemed to contradict the others. So when she did react to his presence her actions were as much of a shock to her, as they were likely going to be to him. She grabbed him by the lapels of his suit jacket, pulled him towards her and then threw him up against the wall next to the door. Before he could react, she pressed in closer to him and blocking his body with her own, her hands grabbing at his lapels once more as she looked up into his eyes. “Likely much have we to talk about. But first…” she pushed herself up onto her tiptoes as one hand went up to the nape of his neck and pulled him towards her till their lips met. She didn’t hold contact with him for very long, but it was long enough for her to rid herself of some of her frustrations.
Enver: He'd been at some club in the Bullwood area, some place he'd never been in before. The male wasn't really doing anything-at least on the alcohol front. He had gone there, knowing she wouldn't really come in to a place that was crowded and the place was packed. It was Friday night after all. He was babysitting a whiskey sour when his phone buzzed on the metal table he was sitting at. He picked it up, looked at the notification and was off. She'd never been there before and truth was, he couldn't remember giving her a key. Since things weren't going so hot right now, his paranoia built a little, wondering what the hell she was doing there. He had said they needed to talk, but after a few emails, he wasn't sure tonight was the best night to talk. He was just about to ask her more or less what she was doing there, when she did something completely unexpected. He was so taken aback, that he didn't have time to react until it was too late and she had pulled away. "Yeah, we've got to-" He was cut off by her hands on his jacket, the male looking down at her confused, even if he wanted to react. How was he so pissed at her one minute and now, he was grinning? Or had been grinning, until she threw him up against a wall. "I missed you too?" His gaze locked on to her's, the male chuckling softly, as his hands ran over the length of his suit jacket, and then over the top of her hands before coming to a rest.
Keara: She smiled at him and wasn’t even aware of the fact this his hands now covered hers as she was completely lost in his eyes. Whatever it was about Enver that drew her in she couldn’t say but being near him made her act out in ways even she didn’t expect. “What makes you think that I you missed?” she asked as she stepped back, releasing her grip on his jacket. As she did she was suddenly overwhelmed by a barrage of thoughts and fears and she began to bit her lower lip nervously as it sunk in what she’d just done. “I…Oh…Sorry,” she looked down at the floor and tried to back up and away from him.
Enver: He wasn't going to let her get too far. One step and he followed her, one of his hands still connected to hers. "I'm sure as hell not sorry." He said, still grinning a little, taking another step closer to her. She had, without knowing it (so he assumed), woken up a side in him that had been normally contained and even respectable of her boundaries. The other hand went to her cheek, where he searched out the contours of her face, his eyes burning in to the top of her head, for the second she lifted her eyes up to look at him, making their eyes connect again. "You get things sorted? With your creation?" He asked, knowing she more than likely did., but was sure she'd look up at him with that question.
Keara: His hand on her face made her whole body start shaking. She wasn’t sure why that happened, she wasn’t really afraid of him or anything. She both loved and hated how close her was to her and had to fight with herself not to knock away his hand with her arm. To steel herself and protect him from her violent tendencies, she closed her eyes and told herself over and over that this was what she wanted. It worked too, for a while but then he asked about Sara, she nodded slightly and then raised her head to look at him. As she opened her eyes, she became lost in his. “I...erm…yes,” she managed to finally respond in the affirmative. “A…sword I…had…for her.” She was having real trouble forming her thoughts into any coherent sentence, not that that was entirely unusual only now she barely had the voice to say them.
Enver: Even though she was shaking, he wouldn't remove his hand from hers or from off her face. Truth was, he probably couldn't even if he had wanted to at the moment. With her eyes on his, the male had forgotten all about his stupid emails to her and that they had been in an argument over something that he didn't even think twice of after he'd gone his own way last night. Instead, all he could think about was her. More than that, all he could think about was doing one thing. Kissing her because he hadn't been able to kiss her yet. So he made his move with a gentle, but eager tug towards him, the hand on her cheek finally dropping to press to her back. His lips melded to hers in a hungry kiss as he pressed her to him, a growl emitting from his throat, a growl that spoke of the feelings and desires she had woken in him.
Keara: She should have expected what happened next, after all she’d opened the door and she couldn’t very well close it again now. As she was pulled towards him she half braced herself for what was to come as the panic she felt paralysed her in his arms. She couldn’t respond, even though she wanted to. She wanted to kiss him back or strike out at him, something that showed she had feelings about what was happening one way or another but instead she was just a quivering mess in his arms.
Enver: She was terrified. Was the best he could sum it up as. Part of him wanted to stop, the other part wanted to keep pushing. He had forewarned her the other night it's what he'd do. His lips pulled away from hers, but his hand remained fixed on her back. A happy medium for now. "Good. About Sara." He said after clearing his throat, the male trying to regain his composure. Regain it as best he could. "Talk. We needed to talk, but I'm not so sure we need to talk about some things anymore." He chuckled a little.
Keara: As their lips parted it was almost as if she could breathe again, and as she listened to his melodic voice she involuntarily collapsed against him. She was weak at the knees and found herself resting against his chest, her hands moving to grab the black shirt he was wearing for extra stability. Whatever training she’d had in her past life, she certainly wasn’t employing it here. She was damn near losing her mind when she was around him and now it was affecting her co-ordination; at least this was her understanding of it. Clinging to him she replied. “Talking good might be.”
Enver: He wasn't sure what to make of this whole thing. She was on him like he was some form of life support and barely talking. If she did talk, it was short and perhaps unlike Keara. Enver stared hard at her face, as if searching for the possibility that this person might very well not be Keara. He had heard of people taking the appearance of another for some reason or another and so, there was a fraction of paranoia building up in him. "Yeah. Talking might be good." He sort of echoed after her. "Why don't you start?" He figured this would be the best way to make sure she was in fact his Keara and not some impersonator, trying to pull a fast one on him for information. "Or, we could go back to your greeting." He gave her a cheeky grin, betting that would get some sort of reaction from her.
Keara: She stayed close to him. Still unable to stand without him there to support her. She buried her face in his t-shirt and sighed softly. She wasn’t even sighing for the predicament she found herself in, though it probably came across that way, she was sighing as she took in his scent. She’d missed that while he was away and she’d missed it that day too. “Ask her to follow you I did not,” she began, words barely audible. “Thinks she does that I Ven’s memory am betraying. Tells me she does that wrong you are for me.” Deanna was standing right there, not that Keara cared or at this point had thought to mention it. “Admit though I shall, that like I do not the thought of another so close to you to be as she described.”
Enver: His shoulders dropped a little, signifying that he was no longer paranoid at the possibility of this not being his Keara. He scoffed when she started talking about Deanna and Ven. "You're hardly betraying anything. We just kissed the other night and then tonight." He muttered. "Doesn't matter what she thinks, what matters is what you think." He shrugged, a plan coming to his mind. Banish the wraith, or put it in one of those cages? he still hadn't decided. "Yeah, well I don't like the idea of some guy putting his arms around you either." He put his chin on the top of her head. "I still want to punch him." Enver admitted, chuckling. "Nothing happened. Nothing would have happened either. Already told you, I'm not that kind of Allurist."
Keara: “Reminds me that does,” she continued to talk into his chest. “My journal you still have. Like that back I would as more thoughts to paper I must set.” She was smiling softly in his arms, even as her body continued to shiver against her will. “Know surely you do that you for me need not worry. Trouble enough here have I to stay, let alone in the arms of another.”
Enver: "Not worried about you." He muttered, his hand running up and down the length of her back. "Why do you send me songs?" He asked her after a few seconds of silence. "What I mean is, since you can tell me how you feel in songs, why's it so hard to tell me in words? That's what I wanted to talk about, more or less."
Keara: Her hands tightened on his t-shirt as he asked his question. She wasn’t sure she had an answer for him that would even make sense and was therefore quiet for a while as she tried to find the words to explain herself. “Words that my own are too difficult to find are. Music I feel. And lately…certain songs more sense to me have made. Make me think of you. Easier is myself to express through medium that understand I do. Name now I cannot the feeling that in me is. Why act the way I do. And…you also songs have sent.”
Enver: He nodded his head. "I have." He admitted. "Does it bother you?" He looked down at her, seeing the top of her hair, more than anything. "Why do you think Deanna's following me?" His gaze moved away from her and to the wall across the room.
Keara: She shook her head slightly from side to side. “Bothers me it does not…though…asked you did why I that do, when do you that yourself. Have you not the words either?” Her grip on his t-shirt relaxed slightly and she looked up at him, as her body slowly seemed to be righting itself. She wanted him to answer that before she’d attest to her sister’s motivations.
Enver: "Words?" The other hand tugged at his collar, as he tried to pin down what she meant. "About us? About you, you mean?" He looked around the room. "I've got words. Or thoughts." He admitted with a nod.
Keara: “If words you have why do you songs need?” she asked out of genuine curiosity. “Told me you did in anger that you affection for me have. And strange it was those words to hear in such a tone as that.” She knew this topic was making him uncomfortable as he was nervously tugging at his collar. While a part of her wondered why he was so nervous around her, another part understood it with absolute clarity as she herself was off-balance with him around. The shivering had stopped now and she was standing more under her own power and yet she still hadn’t made a move to pull away, though how much longer that would last was anyone’s guess.