Why? (Internet Blog)

[Missy Donivan (DELETED 2192)]

((ooc note: Unlike most journals, anyone can stumble across this blog. Missy is not aware she is writing a blog. Her powers a little haywire while she is in SR. These are her thoughts and as she thinks them, they just appear in this blog. Feel free to react to what you read ic))

11/05/13

Its so grey and lonely. I just don’t know what happened. Why would someone kill me? I don’t think I did anything to anyone. I was just working and then a lot of pain. I know I didn’t fight back I was too confused. These people I don’t even know just started to shoot and cut me. Why would they do that? “Scorpia!”

I can’t seem to do anything except scream with my mind. “Gem!”

I don’t like it here. Its too much like the closet, but worse. Here I can’t hear anyone's thoughts. I hate them. I hate them more than my foster parents, more than the doctors. Their evil and kill for nothing. They attacked me. They should bleed from the ears, they should be strung up and gutted. I HATE THEM!


No… no they had to be a reason.. Right? I have to find out why.

[Missy Donivan (DELETED 2192)]

11/07/13

What? They killed me for the price of a pair of shoes? They thought I was a threat to the masq he said. They killed a girl that didn't even fight back in the middle of a club and I am the threat? This makes no sense to me. I am more confused now then before. I'll write them on Crownet. They will answer me.

I am glad I got to talk to Gem. It made it less weird here. Wish the ones I saw would talk to me. I want one of the ones that killed me to come here. I would talk to them. I wouldn't go away until they talked to me. They probably made that whole city alert thing worse attacking people around other, shooting up a club. Yeah I would make them answer me.

[Missy Donivan (DELETED 2192)]

11/08/13


You never answered. Its rude! How can you kill someone and not even have the decency to answer them. Your skin should be peeled from your body and made into a soup for you to drink. That Evner guy at least said something to me. Just because I am quiet and try to stay out of everything doesn't mean I am nothing. One day you will pay.

Why not... They killed me for a stupid reason. Why should I try to stay away from everything and follow the rules. I hate it here... I feel so empty. I hope someone is feeding my kitten. Jelseph would if he could. One of those people should feed her. Is their fault I'm here. I wondering how many humans saw them kill me? Maybe even called the police. Stupid stupid people, you can't just go around killing people cause you want to seem like the big bad. YOUR NOT!!


I'll show you, I can get stronger and kill you one at a time....

Hmmm... Gem hasn't talked to me yet today. Wonder if they killed her. I should look. If not I can see if she will feed my kitten. I am going to go and dance in the rain when I get back. Always liked the rain, it washes all the dirt away.


It should wash them away. They are not good for the city. A plague a desease, they fester and spread. Taint everything they touch.

Wonder if they are nice to anyone? Maybe they were bullied before they changed. The tv said that happens sometimes. Kids that were bullied grow up and be mean. Maybe they need a friend....