Red star ramblings.

[Ivy]

Had to get a new one of you things... Old one lost, maybe in sewer? Not think so, is gone now.

Doc say he teach me be calm, is... Not working. I not calm, I not angry, I not anything! Met his childe too, name Cat, is nice lady. She not see new body yet, no one see it yet, except Tiamat.. But live with her so it expected.

Someone waste money on me, Doc and me split cash, let him kill me... Not let let, I make him work for it da! Angel not happy if just lie down and die like dog. He look ok now, maybe should say hi? Nyet.. He find problem with body and try kill me again, he find problem in empty room!

Are still in Pratt line, it make me sick, want out bad but he not do it, he think is funny keep me trap? Fine. Will trap all Pratt little orphans and burn building to ******* ground. See if he still think is funny. Shot crazy man in bank today, Pratt friend. Will start burning all he love until he let me go.

Pi still not sure of me, she not let me back yet... Need be careful, she nice lady, like her much. Miss them... Is Pratt fault they kick me out! He blame for all mess and he not care, he just get new childe to **** up. Will try email Velveteen.. Maybe she want help kill him? Maybe she want help burn much things he love? Need improve English, is hard when many not know what are saying, accent confuse much people.

Ash get new job, is nice have her so close at work, not sure put brothel above casino good idea.. But she like work there, she nice to girls will think of giving her promotion da? Da. She earn it. Did lose Jess, not sure what happen to her, not care much, last Heard was running mouth. If is dead, deserved it.

Paladin pushing luck, expect me trust them but they not trust me, is wise not trust me. Are trying get them all killed.. It funny see them share thing with me, they want me share thing back, maybe give them useful thing? Nyet.. Keep feeding lie to human. It not hurt, will die in end anyway, just need find good place set ambush. Maybe ask Doc if can introduce to friend, Tyt help me, I help them, is good deal da? Can trust them? Nyet.. Maybe not.. But is better than trust Pratt again, he ******* idiot. Pi trust them, Doc trust them.. Maybe they not so bad? Keep saying job to protect us, maybe let me help if ask. Never ask them before, never talk to them before, Pratt make me stay away, he make me do much thing I not do anymore.

Note self, give Madison feral blood when see her next.

[Ivy]

Gave Madison feral blood, was easy get hold of.. Just need remember reload gun! Machete need sharpen too? Nyet it still cut paper easy.

Attack by Pratt again today, cut throat, bled on new shirt.. Losing much patience with duratskii, what make me want turn by him?! Is bring shame on Motherland. Is bring shame on training... Bring shame on me. Maybe he think he draw first blood? Maybe he think angel help him instead? He think Freya is joke.. He think angels are joke. But he have god too, always talk about it. Try make me convert many time, I use book he give as door jam, is useful. Will send message, he attack me so I feed on Enver, is friend of Pratt. He soon learn Soviet nation not dead yet. Have found location of Orphanage. Raising private army of hunters? Maybe he supply them to Paladins? Replace ones we kill... Too bad so sad little children. Wrong place, wrong time? Nyet.. Just have dickhead boss. Just need wait for shipment. Have ordered much petrol.

Talk with Velveteen go good, not insult, not threaten, did actually talk. Is not so bad, she not like way Pratt said. Is fair. Will talk to her again, already tell her that Tytonidae have free fire in Quarantine, they not need wait for bounty hunting. Will share much things with her... If she help me destroy Pratt's life.

Lose Jessica in business.. It not cripple me but is annoying da? Need security. Have many camera but they miss much, have to stand on balcony and watch casino all night. Ashurin is clever girl, she safe upstairs, she have own cameras and security. And she do my books too! Is perfect.

Note self. Next shipment need more truck tires.