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July 20 2013

Greetings my followers (however few or many there are)!!

I tell you, Hacking in this city is far more difficult than it had been back in my home town in Maine. Of course, with a population as low as my home town, not many people or businesses are concerned about security. Actually, most of Maine is like that. Here though, I haven't had more failed attempts to crack into a security system ever. I guess the larger population and the fact I'm both the only hacker in the city, and all the other things that make this city different have something to do with that.

Speaking of that, talk about feeling like I am in the Twilight Zone... Or just Twilight, minus the glitter. Actually, I think True Blood I'd a better comparison. There is still a lot I have to learn, thank god I'm a quick study, because I know I'm going to need that skill, after all, being as I am now is a forever thing. What in the hell was I thinking?

Don't get me wrong, it has its perks, it really does, but there are just some things that are going to take some getting used too. Like the fact that I can't get high anymore... I miss getting high. Sometimes though I think I am high, that or my mind just remembers the feeling of being that way. Still that doesn't stop me from trying. And boy was that weird the first time. Was not expecting the way it would feel, I haven't coughed at taking a drag since I was 16. My god, I really miss bring high. Of course sometimes I think I am because of the things I'm starting to sees round here. I know it's normal for the people that live here, but I'm still new to the ways of this city.

I feel out of sorts, you know? Like a total noob. I haven't felt like this since I went to MIT but at least then I was pretty much in my element there. So many lovely nerds like me. I loved it! Anyways, I think I have rambled on long enough for today.

Take care my cyber friends!
<3 Still-wish-could-get-high hacker CC <3

July 22, 2013

Today I realized that I really, really am going to need a job if I am going to live in this place for any length of time. My extra curricular activities, do help here and there, both the ones I do inside, behind my computer screen and the ones I do when I'm exploring this new place. By the way, does anyone else feel like this place is huge, or is it that I'm just used to living on an island for so long that everywhere seems huge? Well I mean Massachusetts was huge too, but then I rare left Cambridge, there wasn't really a need or want to then. Here though... I feel I've hardly scratched the surface.

I've seen some things written on CrowNet that make me wonder. Then of course I am still so new to this place, sometimes I have to wonder if anything that is being said on there is even true. Of course things have changed since I met Killian and he 'introduced' me to the city, but seriously? Are all the myths that we have heard about true? Every one of them? I have yet to meet any of these other myths face to face so I can't say for I want to believe that they are indeed real.

Anyways, back to the fact that I need a Job, I really do. I was contemplating the Library, because well, I worked in one when I was back on Swan Island, but then, it was the only place that offered WiFi there aside from McDonald's. So yeah, books I can deal with pretty easily. But then this place has quite a few internet cafe's too. And that really interests me the most, because, well I'm a girl who knows her comps, her way around them, and her way inside them *winks*. If you catch my drift.

Another thing I need, well aside from getting out of the 'house' so to speak, is friends. Aside from Killian, I know absolutely no one! And that is something I hope eventually, I can rectify in some small way. I am almost tempted to leave my contact info in here just to see how many people actually read this blog. Well that and make friends... even if they are just internet based for now. At least that would be something. What do you think?

It's very very tempting. And it may also lead to me finding a job as well. After all, this city is pretty huge. Right? So I think I will. The sun is drawing close and I find myself unable to stay awake much longer. But if you read this and want a new friend then feel free to E-Mail me!

Take Care Potential friends!
<3 The Tired, Jobless Hacker Chick CC <3

Wow!! It's hard to believe that it's been almost a month since I have sat down and actually wrote on this. Seriously! Yes, I have been at the computer -I kind of have to with my 'jobs'- but I have been so busy with other things as of late that I haven't had the time to sit down and write for all of my (possible) readers. I think I'll have to invest in a hit counter, I want to know just how many (or little) actually read my blog. Anyways, back to the reason of my not writing in this in a long, LONG time.

First, Mitchell! Mitchell and I have been spending a LOT of quality time together. Doing things, going out, movies and dinner and you know, everything a young adult wants to do. He still walks on water (metaphorically speaking), really though, he treats me like a princess, I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. And from Mitchell, we go to the next thing...

The apartment! He got us an apartment. It makes me all Girly inside just saying that. It still is in need of a more personal touch, but I love it. Once we have it the way we both want it, it will truly be home. The only thing I would possibly have to be slightly irked about is where it is. It makes it hard to get my car in and out of the QZ. Yes, we live in the QZ. It really isn't that bad. I like the quiet, I like the fact that there aren't tons of people around. I think the part I love the most about it is the lack of cops. I don't think I have seen cop one inside the QZ. And for me, given one of my pass times, that's a good thing. Cops aren't exactly my friends.

Speaking of friends, I'm still trying to work on that. I think I have found a good friend in my boss, Mora. And perhaps in a 'relative' of sorts, Cherry. If we knew a few more Charlotte's we might be able to start a group or something. Haha, one never knows.

The next thing that has been going on are all my little 'visits' to factories and the such. Lately I've been not doing it as much, not so much because I'm tired of it, just because I'm tired. It sucks only having 12-13 hours in the day to work with. How did I do it before? I seriously don't know. Other things that have been happening is that I have been working more with my scripts, getting them better, working them faster. Soon enough I hope to be able to sell them. For now though, I'll be just working on them for other reasons. Maybe for the fledgling foundation. Maybe just because I'm bored. Even with my job and extra-curricular activities. I guess I just need more to do.

Oh there is one more thing that has happened as of late. I met this strange male, Klae I believe his name is. He has offered to train me in new skills. How he plans to do this, I really don't know. But if they are as cool as some of these other skills I have picked up since meeting Killian, then I am sure I will be pretty kick *** by the time this 'training' is done. I just hope this training doesn't kill me while doing it.


I believe that is it for now my lovely readers. Stay cool!

<3 the 'mad' hacker chick! <3

Sep. 7th, 2013

Gangsters, gangsters all around. People were talking about hearing weird things, so me, little miss curiosity. I decided to go check it out. Boy was that an interesting decision on my part... So I go into the building and wow, I don't thing I have ever seen that many gangsters before. Most of them seemed pretty easy to take, and take them I did. I managed to walk away with my messenger back pretty full too. It's too bad that everything I walked away with was pretty much garbage.

Well, not all of it. There were some pretty hot knives that I picked up as well. Took all of it to the shop though, last thing I need it to be picked up by the cops with eight hundred dollars in gear. Still, it helps with my new goal. Or rather an old one that must be revamped. Long story very very short, I need a new apartment. I just, I can't stay in the one I was in before. It hurts too much. So now I'm looking around again, back to my old haunts as well. Good places to hide from things. From people. I just... I can't do people right now. It hurts.

Anyways, back to the gangsters, in a way it was a bit therapeutic, but still I feel... Lost... Like I have no sense of direction, I feel as if I am becoming my reflection. I just don't know what to do. Do I come out and reveal things, do I protect things as ninety-five percent of Harper Rock's population does. Do I follow this new code or tell them to blow it out their *** and risk a trip to the emergency room. Or worse? I just don't know what to think, I wish there was someone out there that would actually help me out. Mora is trying, Cherry seems to have vanished, as has my sire and Bia. I would try to ask my group but I just, I hate to feel like I should know something and I don't then have people look at me as such. It's vain, I know. And probably petty and stupid. I don't know. I can't go home, not like this. And not after what I did to that lying, cheating, sack of **** and that ***** ex-friend of mine that he was sleeping with. They both could go to hell.

Hmmm maybe I'll pay them a visit, let them see that I'm not dead, I'm not missing, and then I can introduce them to Hell. That could be interesting. Well, not really, after all, even though they are both lying asses, they are still innocent (though its a very, very stretched 'innocent'). So really, I can't, I won't kill them. But I will fantasize about it... I usually do. Does that make me a bad person? I don't know. Maybe I'll look into a pet. And I don't mean Ellie, though she really does scream pet sometimes. Is it bad my only 'companion' right now is forced to be it? I don't know. I wish, maybe, one of my readers could help me out, advice, something.

Possibly? What do you guys think? If you think you can help feel free to email me. I'm sure to respond.

<3 The Sad (and Lost) Hacker Chick C.C.<3

October 5, 2013


Happy October my lovely readers!!! Twenty-six days and counting till one of my most beloved holidays! Halloween! The one day when I feel actually normal. It's going to be odd, celebrating this year though, you know, given my new condition. I wonder how those like me actually go about the holiday. I mean do they just go as themselves? Is it the one day when we can cop to what we are because its a holiday about being something you're not? I may just give telling someone a try, if for no other reason than to see if someone thinks I'm nuts or if they really believe me. One may never know. Hell, for a good few hours I thought Killian was nuts when he told me. Then he showed me the truth, and well, you can't deny the truth... Not in this type of life.

In other news, Ellie recently passed away, poor thing. It wasn't the best life for her, or death, but at least she's in a better place. I have however found a new partner in crime (so to speak). His name is Templeton, or at least that's his last name. And yes, I noticed the funny life has thrown my way. A guy named Templeton, and I'm Charlotte. That's right little blog readers, now you know my name. He's pretty damn good at his work, he's got me a lot of stuff that I've needed for making my own bombs and stuff, or attempting too. Some or usually all of them then to fail more often than not. So I still need my friends that make me my gadgets and such. Especially recently.

As I write this, I am actually sitting in a restaurant, on my phone, waiting for the blasted HRPD to get the hell away from the place I was trying to get into. I really hate the HRPD, trigger happy sons-of-bitches the lot of them. And then when they actually do show up, they take their sweet time. My sweet time. I have some businesses to check on and can't really do that from my phone. Still, once HRPD is done doing their rounds of that building, I'm going in, yes I am!

I mean, I haven't picked up stuff like this in ages! I know it's wrong to be jazzed about things like this, it's criminal you could say. Yet, it makes me some serious money, money I need for rent, and for other things I may need to or wish to buy. Hey, I am a girl after all, just because I lean more towards the Tom boy aspect of life doesn't mean I don't like to dress like a girl. Hell I love my curves. This however isn't stuff you need to hear, or even want to hear. So sorry for that! Back to this restaurant I'm hanging in, they have some really good food, I'm so glad that I didn't pick up the problems that others of this city have, because I would seriously miss seafood. As we speak, I am enjoying some of the best Clam Chowder I have had in a long time. Well long for me. Four months is a really long time for a Maine girl. Not when seafood is the state food lol. Well, not officially... I don't think we have a state food, but if we do it probably is lobster, nothing is better than Maine lobster.

Well, looks like the cops are done doing whatever ******** they were doing and my soup is gone so I will catch you all on the flip side my lovely readers!

<3 The Naughty Hacker (and other things) Chick <3

September 23, 2014

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Well my adoring fans (What few of you I may have had that are still around), A lot of stuff has happened between now and my last blog. I mean a lot. I also have a lot planned yet to go down. However, since I am waiting to feel more up to looting around this building. I will start from what has been going on from the 'beginning'.

Firstly, there is C. Or rather... I should say, there was C. A very young sister of a friend of mine that I had taken under my wing. However, apparently, there was a very, very big no-no that my 'progenator' forgot to tell me about. It took one of his friends yelling at me, and basically threatening to turn me into some very bad people to tell me just how 'bad' it was. Too bad that ****** that introduced me to this place just decided to bring me into this place and then abandon me at the first opportune moment. (Yes, in case you can't tell I'm a little upset by that.) Apparently, when he found out he left the city moping about how I had done him so wrong and yet how was this my fault since he never told me it was wrong to begin with?

Anyways, the child has been missing for well over 5 months now. Try as I might, I just can not find her no matter where I look. As of now she is presumed dead and though I am broken hearted, this place really isn't a place for one so young. And funnily, about 2 months after she vanished guess who returned back to the city? And yet, he still has no contact with me, which fine. I don't need him anymore anyways. In the year I have been in this city, I have learned a lot and have a fair few people I can trust to go too.

One of those people is my adoptive 'father' for all intents and purposes. I found myself in his bar one night, depressed that the-***-that-should-not-be-named, a man that was supposed to teach me about his world, had basically ditched me without so much as fond '**** you'. E has been a breath of fresh air for me and his family has accepted me into their fold as if I really was one of his own. That was something I wanted and now I have it. Now, I just need to have something done about my 'connection' to the-***-that-should-not-be-named. I am almost ready, I just need to talk to a friend of mine that can do such a thing and see how much she will charge and if she will do it in the first place. I'll be glad to be rid of it actually.

Another thing I am glad to be rid of is that group that the-***-that-should-not-be-named asked me to be a part of. After he abandoned me, he had basically abandoned the group as well, leaving in charge, a male that soon vanished as well and no one else to take over the reigns. I did try, for a while but the place was DOA. I had to part ways with it. It was only bringing me down. Now I concentrate on being a mentor after being on the other side of their teaching, I'm now ready to see to another's growth. And unlike someone I will now refuse to name, I will actually teach them things. I won't just say 'Hey, welcome! Now get lost and leave me alone.'

And another thing that has happened is that I have taken another Hacker under my wing, he now lives with me and Templeton in my apartment. Of course, just like me he's a bit of a hermit and spends a great deal of time in front of the computer. That said, he is coming along well and I hope to see great things out of him (aside from large files finding their way into my bag) Haha.

So all in all, Long Long Long story short. Someone ditched me, another vanished, the ditcher returned but I will no longer have anything to do with him. I have a new person to look after and a better father and mentor than the prick that brought me into this 'world' so to speak. Once I talk to my friend it will be good riddance to bad rubbish and I will be free once and for all from him.

Time for me to return to the real world and the building I'm hanging in. Have a great day/night my kick *** fans and catch to some time soon. I promise this time I won't wait so long between posts.

The Lazy Hacker Chick


Oh yeah! One last thing! As of last July I've been in this city for a whole Year!

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December 15th, 2014

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Wow! Another long time between posts. Only, this one isn't quite as long as the one before. This could only be a sign of good things to come. Or at least, that is my story and I am sticking too it.

There is one dark thing in my life, that is the fact that this will be another year without being able to see my parents. And that is one thing that is quite sad for me, I miss my mother and my father, I miss our family traditions and just the atmosphere that was there. I miss seeing my old house with lights on the roof and around the windows. Of course, I could use a spy satellite, hack in and see it but it would only be harder on me. The thoughts of what that gypsy (I mean that in the most respectful tone) woman told me still haunt me. The idea she gave me. Around this time of year that thought becomes all the more tempted. The thought of being able to see my family again without having to fear their death, or mine.

Anyways, Enough of the sad and heavy. I have been doing good otherwise. Despite the little bouts of loneliness I feel, there is a brighter thing to look into. I have met some older 'family'. One I once knew as a woman is now a man, but aside from that strange fact, meeting them has in a way gave me something to connect to. It's not a full connection but it's there and that means I can reach out to it any time I want. They seem like good folks though, and there really isn't enough of that around. Especially in this city.

Another good thing is that Elliot had added to our family, the girl who has been added to the fold is a total sweetheart, and because she is like me with our strange perks, she and I have far more options open as to what we could do if we wanted to hang out. And so far, she seems like a great person to hang out with. The only thing that is a little off is that she is older than me, technically speaking. I have been in this life longer, but she has me beat world wise by a few years, the kicker is though that she looks so much younger than me. It is always fun being carded. Still, it's good to have someone a little more action packed and she has it in spades. I hope it turns out to be just as close as I suspect it could be. I've never had a sister before.

The changes I have gone though so far have seemed to be much better for me. Have opened things up a great deal more and slowly I feel myself crawling out of the hole that i was in for a good portion of the time I was here in the city. Things can only go up from here, right?

Anyways, my dear fans! I am off to do some more raiding of lost 'art'. Catch you on the flip side.

<3 The Thief in the Night Hacker Chick <3[/font]