Why do I even have this thing? [Killian's PRIVATE Journal]

[Killian]

[Private means private. None of this may be used IC without permission.]

7/18/2013

Journal. Diary. Ledger. Whatever the hell you are.

Why do I even own you? I never really use you for anything. I don't really record my thoughts, but maybe U should actually start to. Might keep me from being overwhelmed, with everything that's going on.

Where do I start?

Fifth Column. I've recently been 'elected' leader. I say it that way because no one else seemed to have wanted the position. But I'm comfortable with it. The group had lacked direction, but now I can make sure things move along nicely.

Robert seems to not want to shut the hell up about stupid ****, however. That's a problem that will be hard to solve.

Ivy is working her *** off, finding out what she can about The Order. She said she's going to start giving me reports on them. What they want, why the seem to want us dead, things of that nature. I'm worried that she's being used and will end up dead. I don't want to keep dealing with dead group members. It's not good for morale, and puts a wrench in the gears of progress.

Still no clue on how to further expose Crow as the Fae that he is. But we will find a way.

~

Now, the childer... I've been siring a bit more often than most over the last month. Some people might even consider it to be reckless. Four new fledglings in a month, sired by one of the most hated people in Harper Rock? Someone has to be paying attention and getting worried about it. Especially about Bernard, and that little Paradox that won't tell me his real name. They'll both be very useful. A hacker that asked to be turned, and a Killer that's grateful for having not ended up completely dead. Plus the pickpocket, Charlotte.. She's pretty good at what she does, but not quite good enough for me to have not noticed.

Then there's the other one, who hasn't said a word to me.. I'm not even sure what happened that caused him to become one of my childer. Probably botched a feeding somehow. But, if he decides to never speak with me, then that's fine. He'll be the one missing out.

~

And, saving the most important for last.

Alyss. My wife. We're nearing our one year anniversary of the day we took off to Vegas and became legally married by human laws.

But I want more. I want for the two of us to be bound as companions with that ritual. But god damn, those rings are expensive. I can get ahold of the other stuff easily enough, though. But the biggest problem, is finding someone that will perform the ritual for us.. So many people dislike me because of my beliefs. I'm not sure what bridges I've burned, and which are still open to me. Plus, I don't even know who the hell can do that ritual, other than what I've heard about Zodiac's ability to do it.

Of course, with her being former Tytonidae, I have no idea if she would even consider a conversation with me, let alone her actually doing something to assist me.

~

That's all I have for now, DiaryJournalLedgerThing.

-- Killian

[Killian]

7/25/2013

DiaryJournalLedgerThing,

I'm writing in you again. I know, twice in as many weeks. I'm amazed too.

Anyway, let's get down to it, shall we?

~

Aura. God, that woman drives me insane. She's got her nose so far up Velveteen's ***, buying into all this ******** about The Crow, that I'm pretty sure the woman's been drinking stomach acid. And then the insults that she threw at me on that Worthlesston board earlier. Well, ya know, she can just pog mo thoin.

Can't believe she asked me to go have a pint. I mean, what the hell is wrong with her? She ought to know Killers can't drink. Go hifreann leat, Aura Lucchina.

~

The Worthlesstons.

God, I love that name I coined for them. Almost as good as Alyss calling Nikolae's group 'Dragonbreaths.' But, it looks like they're starting to get their **** together a bit. Maybe they'll do a little better once they give those two bitchy Crow lovers the boot from DoD. Then again, we'll all be doing better once we cut the head off of that hydra.

~

The childer are good. Thinking about grabbing all of them and taking them out for a bit of 'family' time. Have them get to know each other and all that jazz. Hopefully I can get Alyss to tag along. She and Bernard should get along pretty well. I mean, he doesn't talk, so he won't annoy the hell out of her at the very least.

Ya know what? Yeah, I'm gonna round them up and spend some time with them as a group. Gonna swing by Arbor Vitae and pick up a bottle of something or other for those lucky bastards that actually can drink.

That's all for now, DiaryJournalLedgerThing.

-- Killian

[Killian]

DiaryJournalLedgerThing,

I got killed. Again. This time was even more uncool than the previous ones, though. I didn't lose a weapon, but I did nothing wrong, either. At least, nothing as far as those cunts could tell, anyway.

But I'm back now.

And starting to form an army. Because war is going to be coming very, very soon. I don't even care if I'm the one making it happen. Just know that it WILL be happening.

Gonna go wake Alyss up now by crawling into bed.

Later, DiaryJournalLedgerThing.

[Killian]

DiaryJournalLedgerThing,

I'm apparently now the Baron of Stag Heath.

That place is such a shithole. It's going to take so many permits to get it cleaned up. And copies of copies so they can all be filed correctly with the proper zoning commissions and everything.

Better find a good pen, because they're in triplicate. Why the hell did I decide to do them that way?!

More later, DiaryJournalLedgerThing.

[Killian]

DiaryJournalLedgerThing,

The last two days have been utter ******* insanity.

First, the fiasco at the docks. There was a lot of gunfire, a lot of blood, I broke a woman's arm... Random vampires that I've never seen before stole a bag containing what I can only guess is something of huge importance from some random oriental humans. Robert managed to save one of them from being slaughtered by Rogue Squadron, before Pi decided it would be a good idea to start shooting at friendly, and questionably friendly, vampires. Including me. ***** hit me in the gut. But I got a hit on her in return. Maybe next time, she'll think twice before firing at me. Madison fired at Robert, too, while I was laying down covering fire to try to make sure he got out of that ****.

I also heard talk of whatever those humans had, being useful for trying to summon that Fae ****, Crow.
That **** won't be happening as long as I can do something about it.

Then, today, I spoke to Robert after ordering Madison not to attack him again. But, she used a power on him, and I got pissed.. kicked her out of Fifth Column for it. Managed to get what I needed from that, too. Robert told me enough about what he'd found, that I can do my damnedest to get the item from last night. Sunday night, one of the upper floors of Beta Towers, pretty late. I can hang out on top of the elevator and wait to see who shows up, and where they go. That should be enough to get me to where I need to be. I can improvise from there. With a lot of bullets, if necessary. Which, I'm sure it will be, because when is anything here easy?

I'll have to leave at least one of them alive, though, so I can find out what the hell the thing in the bag is supposed to do, and how it works. I'm not going to smash it if that's what activates it, after all. I'll need to have an ex-fil plan. Someone I can trust to get the job done, without deviation from the escape plan. That's the only part I won't be improvising.

I'm going to need to get some gear around. Ammo, tear gas, riot gear... All easily stolen from the military supply room at the gate to Gambondale. I'll even use that dragon breath of mine, if necessary, to cause a distraction. And, in case you were wondering, (I know, you're an inanimate ******* object and you weren't wondering anything at all) I won't be divulging information to anyone in Fifth Column. It's safer for them if they don't show up. I don't want anyone caught in the crossfire.

More later after mission success, DiaryJournalLedgerThing.

[Killian]

DiaryJournalLedgerThing,

I was killed. Again.

More later, DiaryJournalLedgerThing.

[Killian]

DiaryJournalLedgerThing,

Well. ****. How do I write this withou-- **** it. I'm just gonna come out and say it. Nix and I have been sleeping together ever since the incident with the bikers. Neither of us could resist, and we enjoy it so much that, well, we're still doing it. Is it wrong, since we're both married? Hell yes. Is anyone going to find out? I highly doubt it. Even though she is a bit of a screamer... But who the hell knew that she would be so submissive in the bedroom?! Badass, Duelz Queen Nix, likes having someone to cuddle with and enjoys being told what to do when the time is right.

Never would've guessed that if I hadn't found out for myself. Also, she changed her ringtone from Super Mario Game Over, to the level up music from Final Fantasy. That's kind of a win.

Later, DiaryJournalLedgerThing!

[Killian]

DiaryJournalLedgerThing,

Just a follow-up to the last post...

I gotta remember to try to talk her into letting the dopple join us next time... though I'm not sure just how well I can handle two whips at once.

More on this story as it develops, DiaryJournalLedgerThing.

[Phoenix]

Dear Killian,

I found this and I'm going to kill you.

Love,
Nix

P.S. No more cuddles for you because grump.

P.P.S. Doppel said no because she thinks your "bits look like a pecan." End quote. I'm not sure what that means and I didn't ask, but she's very adamant.




[OOC: Posted with Killian's permission]

[Killian]

DiaryJournalLedgerThing,

Ohfuck.

Later, DiaryJournalLedgerThing.