My Journey to Now - Klara's history - (private)
Posted: 25 May 2013, 17:19
Afghanistan was a place that once upon a time was beautiful, had cities that were modern for the times and most importantly was free. Not anymore. It was an entirely different country from the country her grandmother had been born in. In the year 1997 it was a dirty, dingy country. The Russians had invaded them and destroyed so much of the good things in the country. In September the Taliban took over and declared them an Islamic state. Things went from bad to worse. No Afghanistan was not a place people would flock to anytime soon for relocation.
“Klara, will you pay attention and finish what you’re doing” her mother scolded her. She finished patting out the dough for the flatbread and took it outside to clay oven that was situated in a courtyard beside their house. The summer sun was almost unbearably hot. She was thankful that at the age of 11 she didn’t have to wear a burka yet though she knew the time was fast approaching. She looked down to see how her body was already betraying her. Her tiny breast starting to develop only made her mad. She knew the next thing would be her menses and then the burka. “I hate this place,” she said out loud as she checked the bread. It was about 120 degrees out and sitting near a hot oven was not making the situation any better. There were no trees to sit under the shade, only a fountain in the middle of the village where they got their water from.
The bread was finished. As Klara pulled the bread from the oven she saw a man enter their house. He was someone she did not know but knew he was one that followed the Islamic practices very closely. His beard giving away that he was one of the conservatives. She had never seen this man before and wondered if a new family had moved in. Anything different was heard in their village. Everyone knew everyone and everyone’s business. She shrugged not really caring who he was and figured her father had business. She walked into the house and placed the bread on the table and covered it with a cloth to keep the insects off. “Mother the bread is done, now what can I do?”
Her mother smiled at her, “Make your father and our guest some coffee and offer some of the sweet biscuits.” Klara set to work and got the small cups of coffee made, the biscuits and put them on the best dishes they owned. Hospitality was important in their culture. Nothing was too good for a guest. She quietly took the refreshments into the room and sat the refreshments before each man and left. The only acknowledgement she got was a smile from her father. As she was leaving the room the guest asked her father how the girl was and asked whether she shouldn’t go ahead and start wearing the burka. The man reminded her father that Allah wouldn’t want a man to lust after his daughter with her budding body and beautiful face. Her father agreed it was most likely for the best to start before she officially needed it.
Klara knew her mother heard the conversation and looked to her to see if it would happen. “Mama” she whispered. Her mother shook her head and pointed her to the outside. She knew her mother was letting her off her chores to deal with the news she had been dreading. Klara’s mother hated them and had tried to keep Klara from one for as long as she could. Klara prayed that man never came to their house ever again. She had no idea just how dangerous this man was going to be for her.
Another birthday passed and life for the Afghani’s had gotten very hard. Afghanistan was now an extreme Islamic State ran by the Taliban who practiced an extreme form of Islam. You weren’t given a choice but to follow the rules or you were killed. Stories of torture and killings were running rampant through the country. Women had no rights and were less than nothing in their new state. Rape dens had been established to punish women in some areas. Other areas the Taliban and those that supported would grab women and beat them to death if they saw infractions. Every inch of your body was to be covered. Even wearing nail polish was considered a sin. Her village was better than many. It was the bigger cities that seemed to have more problems. Their village watched out for one another and so far there had been no trouble. Klara was naive thought and didn’t realize that there was a very different reason for why their village had been left alone. She hadn’t noticed that her family was eating better, that they all had shoes now and of course the dreaded burka.
Klara was now 13 years old and had settled into what the rest of her life would be. She helped her mother take care of the house and the family. Going to school for girls had been outlawed so her mother and father taught her secretly for they still believed in education. They did their prayers and went to Mosque. She became the perfect, little Islamic woman on the outside. On the inside she hated it all. She wondered why God hated women so much in her religion. She remembered once when she was a small child a group of Christians had come through and taught them some Bible stories and she saw that God liked Christian women. She vowed one day she would be a Christian woman so God wouldn’t punish her anymore.
You found pleasure where you could find in the life she lived. At 13 she was considered a woman. Her father had been approached about a marriage from some of the men in their village and passing through but he knew she would be used as nothing more than a slave and always turned them down. Her father was now working for the man she had seen comes to their house years ago. She still didn’t know what his name was or what her father did; she just knew he would leave all day, sometimes for days before coming home. Her mother always was nervous when strangers were in town or the soldiers were near but no matter how much Klara questioned her, she never said a word. Life settled down into a routine. Things were a better for their small family overall.
“Klara, will you pay attention and finish what you’re doing” her mother scolded her. She finished patting out the dough for the flatbread and took it outside to clay oven that was situated in a courtyard beside their house. The summer sun was almost unbearably hot. She was thankful that at the age of 11 she didn’t have to wear a burka yet though she knew the time was fast approaching. She looked down to see how her body was already betraying her. Her tiny breast starting to develop only made her mad. She knew the next thing would be her menses and then the burka. “I hate this place,” she said out loud as she checked the bread. It was about 120 degrees out and sitting near a hot oven was not making the situation any better. There were no trees to sit under the shade, only a fountain in the middle of the village where they got their water from.
The bread was finished. As Klara pulled the bread from the oven she saw a man enter their house. He was someone she did not know but knew he was one that followed the Islamic practices very closely. His beard giving away that he was one of the conservatives. She had never seen this man before and wondered if a new family had moved in. Anything different was heard in their village. Everyone knew everyone and everyone’s business. She shrugged not really caring who he was and figured her father had business. She walked into the house and placed the bread on the table and covered it with a cloth to keep the insects off. “Mother the bread is done, now what can I do?”
Her mother smiled at her, “Make your father and our guest some coffee and offer some of the sweet biscuits.” Klara set to work and got the small cups of coffee made, the biscuits and put them on the best dishes they owned. Hospitality was important in their culture. Nothing was too good for a guest. She quietly took the refreshments into the room and sat the refreshments before each man and left. The only acknowledgement she got was a smile from her father. As she was leaving the room the guest asked her father how the girl was and asked whether she shouldn’t go ahead and start wearing the burka. The man reminded her father that Allah wouldn’t want a man to lust after his daughter with her budding body and beautiful face. Her father agreed it was most likely for the best to start before she officially needed it.
Klara knew her mother heard the conversation and looked to her to see if it would happen. “Mama” she whispered. Her mother shook her head and pointed her to the outside. She knew her mother was letting her off her chores to deal with the news she had been dreading. Klara’s mother hated them and had tried to keep Klara from one for as long as she could. Klara prayed that man never came to their house ever again. She had no idea just how dangerous this man was going to be for her.
Another birthday passed and life for the Afghani’s had gotten very hard. Afghanistan was now an extreme Islamic State ran by the Taliban who practiced an extreme form of Islam. You weren’t given a choice but to follow the rules or you were killed. Stories of torture and killings were running rampant through the country. Women had no rights and were less than nothing in their new state. Rape dens had been established to punish women in some areas. Other areas the Taliban and those that supported would grab women and beat them to death if they saw infractions. Every inch of your body was to be covered. Even wearing nail polish was considered a sin. Her village was better than many. It was the bigger cities that seemed to have more problems. Their village watched out for one another and so far there had been no trouble. Klara was naive thought and didn’t realize that there was a very different reason for why their village had been left alone. She hadn’t noticed that her family was eating better, that they all had shoes now and of course the dreaded burka.
Klara was now 13 years old and had settled into what the rest of her life would be. She helped her mother take care of the house and the family. Going to school for girls had been outlawed so her mother and father taught her secretly for they still believed in education. They did their prayers and went to Mosque. She became the perfect, little Islamic woman on the outside. On the inside she hated it all. She wondered why God hated women so much in her religion. She remembered once when she was a small child a group of Christians had come through and taught them some Bible stories and she saw that God liked Christian women. She vowed one day she would be a Christian woman so God wouldn’t punish her anymore.
You found pleasure where you could find in the life she lived. At 13 she was considered a woman. Her father had been approached about a marriage from some of the men in their village and passing through but he knew she would be used as nothing more than a slave and always turned them down. Her father was now working for the man she had seen comes to their house years ago. She still didn’t know what his name was or what her father did; she just knew he would leave all day, sometimes for days before coming home. Her mother always was nervous when strangers were in town or the soldiers were near but no matter how much Klara questioned her, she never said a word. Life settled down into a routine. Things were a better for their small family overall.