It’s a few days before Christmas and I’m already finding it hard to sleep. As soon as Halloween finished I ripped down all my orange and black and replaced it with red and green. The upcoming holiday is going to be a good one. With half my shopping down and only a little wrapping time is ticking down and I’m already feeling swamped.
Things have changed since the last time we spoke. I have gotten a new diary and I’m starting fresh. Braeden and I are no long together; I want to get that out of the way first. I know you liked him, and he wrote in you frequently but he has up and vanished without even as much as a word to me. So I’ve considered myself single. Liam had been tracking him for me and he was in some unknown location for a time before completely vanishing off the grid – I don’t know what I did to deserve that but that is only one of the recent punches the world has thrown at me.
Lately, things have been wonderful. Chase has returned for some time but I’m sad to say he has slipped back into his old habits and is snoring some major Z’s down the hall.
I’ve met some new friends... or well reconnected with old ones . Belle is engaged now to Lev, I think they will make a wonderful couple though if you ask me Lev needs to lighten up and hug me; that’s just my two cents though. Sol and I have grown closer; I’ve reopened CUPCAKE CORNER and revamped the entire store when it comes to what is sold from there. Sol was hired to help out and she’s been a doll to work with. I can see myself growing quiet attached to that women, hell both women in fact.
Time to spill on how I really am... Emotionally anyways. I used to feel such hurt, such pain and betrayal. I was cold and... it wasn’t pleasant. Hell, I wasn’t even planning on staying in this city... But someone walked back into my life. Someone I had loved for so long but never had the chance to be with. We had missed so many chances to be together, missed them by mere hours at times... He left for awhile and I thought my heart had been ripped free of the chest for he has taken it with him on his adventures elsewhere in the world.
I often thought about where he was, often wondered if he was safe and would he be coming home, not only to everyone that loved him but to me as well. So, I took a chance. I knocked on his door and waited but to my surprise he answered. His face, his eyes, hell even the way his morning shadow covered his cheeks and chin got my skin goosing. I could feel my fingers twitch just yearning to reach out and grab him for in that moment all I needed was for him to be in my arms.
I loved him.
In that second I knew, I knew. A year of waiting, a year of missing and there we were both single and staring into each other’s eyes – As corny as this sounds it felt like I was seeing him for the first time, only in a new brighter light.
We’ve been together awhile now, not to long but everything feels natural. Waking up next to him, looking up from a book to meet his eyes after a hunt; hell even walking his dog feels right. It scared me, no terrified me to the core at how natural everything clicked. I went to Micah in a panic I swear I would of ripped out my hair if he had not taken the time to talk to me. I think I made his head hurt I paced back and forth so many times. Micah said he is my one too. He says he’s always known I just had to find out myself. I am not going to lie and say I’m not possessive because I am. I would kill and slaughter anyone who tried to hurt him, anyone who would try to take him from me. They would find their fate at the end of my sword. Micah even offered to help, so I’m pretty content and at peace with things...
I love him. Just can’t get over saying that. I love him. Who knows if it’s just an allurist thing but holy **** these feelings are intense.
I have a tattoo appointment to get to, Micah owns me some serious ink. Looking forward to a possible double date and might I add it’s about ******* time!
-A.
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I couldn't be happier in life. I am just... I feel like a princess living her fairytale and finding her happily ever after.
People, countless people have come to me saying, "Aura, Aura he is your one." And, you know what. They were right. He is my one, he is my other half.
He knows I've put together a small lay out plan for his apartment... He doesnt know it but it's going to be beautiful. It is going to be everything he has ever wanted in a apartment.
I want to make his home, feel like a home... So no matter where he goes in this world, no matter how far he travels he can come home and feel safe. That is all I want, his safety and his happiness more then my own and I will do anything to make that possible.
-A
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Today is December 22, 2012, well the world didn't end and we are all still here living our everyday lives just as we did before. But, weird thing is I heard some people in the states or something believed aliens lived in the mountain close to town and when the end of the world came they would beam everyone up and take off, and that their town was being overrun with people… Weird.
On a side note I’m going to catch you up on what’s been going on in the land of Aura… Well right now I am resting beside the man of my dreams surrounded by our dogs; who might I add are ******* huge. We have Max, a Great Dane. Jasper who is a Bernese mountain dog and our newest addition Rocky who is a Retriever and Rottweiler mix. He’s only 9 weeks old and he is fitting in with our family pretty well considering he is an ant to them, already his personality is shining through. So all three are curled up at our feet right now sleeping, and snoring…
Did I tell you I got engaged? No? Well I am, and in a sense so is he.. He is wearing his wedding band I had bought him already just as I am wearing mine… To have this band on my hand is such an amazing feeling. I only ever take it off to shower and garden; I don’t want it to tarnish. Right now he is sleeping beside me, his head on my lap and his arms curled around my waist. He is my prince charming, the ever after, and my forever…
Aura paused in writing dropping the pen to the crease of her dairy, her hands reaching forward to sink her fingers into the length of his hair. She massaged his scalp in silence her body easing back to lay on the mass of pillows lining their backboard. She could on stare at the man in her presence in awe. One of the rare men who were always a constant in her life was now hers, and would be forever. It had taken then a year and a few months for them to both be free at the same time. It had taken overcoming jealousy, anger, possession and love for them to get to where they were today. She glanced over at her dairy and using her left hand scribbled four words at the end of her entry in a child like writing.
He is my one.
She tossed the pen and booklet on the side of her nightstand, she would finish writing later right now, in that moment her mind was preoccupied with the fact she wanted to rest.
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You all let me down.
You're nothing to me, you were nothing but a fairytale illusion of what I wanted to believe I really had.
I'm tired of wasting my time, I won't waste it anymore.
Hours, hours of helping and supporting and encouraging people to go on living to strive for happiness and the moment i need them i'm abandoned and left alone.
I see how life works now, i'm just sorry it took so long.
Today, and as of last night my name is no longer Aura Lynn Driscol. My name is Aura Lynn Lucchina. I am now, the very proud wife of Stefano and I couldn't be happier. Things were a little crazy though, the ceremony was so quickly put together some were not able to make it... It made me sad, I wanted Elizabeth there, Silver, and so many others that I was not able to get a hold of in time. It was honestly just stuck together in a matter of 2 days, and even then the location and time was unknown till moments before the ceremony took place... Things were so scattered it wasn't even funny, but I'm bound now. I can only pray people understand how scattered and unorganized things were and that it was nothing persona against them or anyone...
I want a proper ceremony with everyone I love and cherish there. After our honeymoon... We need to get away... I want my time away with my husband... I love saying that, I can't seem to say it enough.
My husband.
Stefano Lucchina is my husband.
Growing up I never imagined myself being where I am. I never imagined myself owning multiple homes, a bakery, a possible second store, 3 dogs, one cat, one snake, multiple fish, getting married... I would have never been able to fathom the happiness I feel at this very moment...
I simply can't last any longer, or care anymore. I am so god damn tired of this, of everything. I'm battling a battle with myself I already know the results to. The results are bleak, so I might as well close my eyes now and fall back into darkness.