The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Keara Aithne]

12th January 2014

Today decided I did for Enver’s lead to follow. Much talk of shops there had been and while arranged he did for the basics in our home to have, thought I did for this to extend, as convenient it would be for ritual items too in our home to stock. While mind I do not for to Bullwood to go, as enjoy I do the journey. If time a factor is, nice it would be for the wares closer to home to have. Though noted I did that most items too in Argent Rituals bought can be. That not far from home is.

[Keara Aithne]

13th January 2014

Ignore I could not the call of yet another raid in the city. Like this sort I do, most challenging. Traps avoided must be. Deanna refuses does for a foot inside to set in places such as this now. Enjoys she does not for in a cage to be confined for so long. Says she does that infringes upon her rights they do and that if any affection for her I do have, that ask her I never shall for in such a place again to go. So…respect her wishes in that I shall. Ask I shall not of her something for which she not comfortable to do is. Affection for her I always shall have. Hurts me does that she and Enver one another’s company do not enjoy.

Write perhaps I should that wounded I have been. Worry do that heal I shall not before bind I do. Thankful I am that Enver here is not for my wounds to see. A night away from Enver thrills me does not, but at least worry for me he need not. Doubt I do that he me here this night shall join. Think I do that worry him it might to see the damage that done to myself I have. Thankfully, all wounds to my abdomen are. While weak I feel, able I still am for myself to defend. Unlucky perhaps I have been for four such traps to step upon. Still…pain bearable is. Perhaps tomorrow better luck have I shall.

[Keara Aithne]

14th January 2014

Certain I am now that in trouble I shall be. Left I should have yesterday eve for in my own bed to sleep and heal. Now when face him I do, worse my injuries likely shall seem. Stay another night perhaps I can in hopes that some wounds healed will be but…fear that I wrong in this am. Stupid of me it was for my body so to abuse before bind I do. Wish he will not for with me to bind when sees he does what done I have. This eve more unlucky I was than the last. 5 traps was I so careless to set off today. Feel far worse now I do. Bleeding perfuse is but return home like this I cannot. Hope I do that forgive me he shall. Please Nox. Let this him from me not take.

[Keara Aithne]

15th January 2014

Apparently visitor in Asylum we do have. Take a look I shall when return home I do. Suspect I do that Enver this trap for my Deanna did intend. Quite upset she would have been for to be contained. Know I do not what done can be for things between them to repair. Repair…hmm? That wrong word is as good the situation perhaps never was. Improve perhaps better choice of word would be. Know I do not who worse is in this, as rarely do I their interactions see. If Enver the need felt for Deanna to contain, then upset him greatly she must have. Likely talked more she has of Ven. Still believes she does that he better suited to me was and that I him do dishonour through with Enver to bind.

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Recognise the creature I do not. When look upon it I do, see I can its name and to whom it belongs and yet neither name familiar to me is. Xenodice, servant of Ariadne. Know I did not that such creatures my home do home, rarely do I a wraith see that unfamiliar to me is. Family quiet are and believe I do not that our home a source of amusement to another could be. Sorry for creature I feel. Enver happy does seem. Know not why. And wish to pry I do not.

His reaction to my wounds perhaps I should pen. So bad it was not. While yes, worried for me he was, angry with me he did not remain. Liked I did for with him to rest. Better then I did feel. So weak I was that I almost human did feel. Like that feeling I do not. No time have I for anything further to write. Preparations for this evening done must be. Excited I am for our paths to entwine. Though…chance I shall give him for his mind to change. Eternity a long time with one to be bound is. Enter into such a contract you should not unless certain you are that that your desire is. That my desire is. Hope I do that he with me wishes to stay.

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Bound we are. Most happy that makes me. And…healed my wounds have! Nothing further have I to write. Enver my attention does demand.

[Keara Aithne]

19th January 2014

Days have I now to pen, as quite…distracted I have been. Upon our honeymoon we have been. Enver me from the city did take and confess I must that while worried I did for the city to leave, quite wonderful our time away was…if forget I do perhaps the start of the vacation. Begin at the beginning I shall. For therein lies the more interesting portion of our story. Well…perhaps not interesting…pen I shall not what most private to me is.

Travelled we did by car. Enver there did drive. Most happy I was for that, as worried I had for by other means to travel. Like I do not in crowds to be. And for confined with others to be, most unpleasant would be. Liked I did that I him to myself had. Though…soothed I had to be when approached we did the boundaries of the city. Nervous I became but he my fears did calm. Trust him he said and trust him I do, so listened of course I did. Our relationship quite strained would be if trusted him I did not. Reassured me he did that everything fine would be and believed him I did. Know I do that he the city has left and to me returned. That though the real story is not. While accept I do him, and he me….likes he does not when I frail creatures must harm. In my defence…good reason had I.

Our drive long was. Entertain myself and him I had too, that my wifely duty is. Stopped we were for reasons I refuse to pen; too personal they are and remember them I shall, so need I do not for those events to record. When say stopped we were I do, mean I do that policeman with us wished to speak and tried he did for us a ticket to write. While understand I do the duty they do. Allow him I could not for a ticket to write. Enver a history does have and protect him I must. Situation soon resolved was, though then was it my turn for Enver to calm. Calmed him I did…before continued we did upon our journey. Listens he does to my words and more than happy he always is for my apology to accept. Apologised twice I did. Only right it was, since reasons had I for so sorry to be.

Pleasantly surprised I was for our cabin to see. For Enver the perfect location for us did pick. Explained he did that we more privacy in the remote recreational park did have. The park also me the opportunity gave for creatures to hunt, since knows he does that I that do enjoy…though in truth, little hunting did I do. The chance had we for skiing also to go but do that we did not. Perhaps another time we that shall try. Left we did our cabin long enough for a sleigh ride to enjoy. Most enjoyable that was. Ice skating we also went one eve. Enver improved a little did, but still, for one that with ease can dance, struggles he does with the same grace on the ice to maintain. Still, mind that I do not. Much time has he for to improve. Thankfully remembered he did for our skates to pack, else possible it would not have been for us that to do.


Need I do not our time together in our cabin to pen. Forgettable our time there is not. Wish I do that we there longer could have stayed. Homecoming not so pleasant was. When took I did a turn of the catacombs injured I was by trap for bears that someone there had set. Never before have I this experienced. Strange it was. As if sign from Nox was that returned home too soon we did. Think further on that perhaps I shall.

[Enver Marshall II]

Wifely duties? It's alright to admit in here you like the sex between us. No one else knows. Don't have to sugar coat it with something it's not. You know since we've been doing that before you were a wife.

I haven't forgotten about what happened. I just saw your side of things at the time, even if I think we could have came up with a different solution. Can't kill every human that crosses us, or makes our life a little difficult. Besides, I wasn't drunk, so there wasn't really a need to worry about getting in trouble with the law. I'm sure he's been part of something like that a time or two. Every guy has been. Trust me.

Oh. Nothing's wrong with my skating either. Not like skating is important as a vampire anyways. Sure, it's nice to do in your free time, just like a lot of other things we do.

[Enver Marshall II]

Hey beautiful,

You know I'm not a fan of saying things on email of the personal sort, so just thought I'd steal this diary thing and write it in here.

You're amazing, you know that?

Oh, and I love you.

Have fun killing whatever it is you're killing tonight. I'll see you at home.

[Keara Aithne]

20th January 2014

Hmm…least now know I do that he my words does read. Though apparently understands he does not the needs at times for ones words carefully to choose, if this diary found was, want I would not for every detail so obvious to the reader to be. Though…how much information give I do, changes does. Some days more paranoid I am than others. Remember I do not so paranoid being…wonder I do if this another effect of my relationship is. Enver quite suspicious of others can be. Though worries me that does not. Kind to me he is. Love him I do. The words have I not for the depth of such things to paper to put.

Vapid blonde last night in our home was. Enver happy with her service is but still…like her I do not. Know I still do not if trusted she can be. While appreciate I do that she his bidding does, and that he requested items for me has…bring myself for her to appreciate I cannot.

Healing I still am from in that trap to step. Hope I do that heal I shall by tomorrow. Know I do not why prone I am for in such things to step of late, though this the first one that outside of raid me has harmed. Perhaps grateful for this I should be.

[Keara Aithne]

21st January 2014

Know I do not who this is but this second time is that appraise me he has. Strange it is for a stranger in my head to have. Know I do that I my blood do on occasion appraise, but then do this I do for their health to check. Worry I do for them not often in the home to see. Time coming is when reach out I should to those that of late my path crossed has not.

Also, more attention I should pay when in public we rest. Paladin there is that my husband will harm and yet seen him I have not. Thankful I am that missed he did. Enver enough wounds sustained has since first met him I did. Like I do not for him injured to see. Guess that normal is. Like I do not for any of our kind injured these days to see.

[Keara Aithne]

23rd January 2014

In raid I have been. Frustrated me it has. While mind I do not for the top floor to reach, mind I do that argued I have with those for whom care I do while here. Know I do not ever how Enver and I to quarrels come. Issue with Robert clearer was. Said I did something that him offense did cause but lie I shall not, cannot. If hurt him it does for the truth of my mind to know, then think I do that perhaps avoid we should subjects wherein we no agreement shall find. Understand I cannot how he blood thieves his friends and family can call. Understand I can that he ties has, but agree I do not that blood thieves no danger to our kind do pose. Hmm…now why did I with Enver quarrel? Oh yes…mentioned he did too many names. Like I do not when he so many women does name and yet… understand I do not why this me so nervous does make. Know I do that loves me he does. And that loyal he is. So why do I worry for to hear that he talking to another is? Stupid I am for over such things with him to argue. Try perhaps I should better control of my feelings to keep.