She was complete.
Tracing her tongue over her lower lip, she crawled deeper into her corner, her gloved fingers gripping the shard until she was sure that her fingers would break. No one would take him from her, no one would have him. Mikale was hers. That was all that mattered - any one that came close, well. They would die. She was surprised, though. She had seen the desire in the eyes of her faction members. Even her sire had tried to get her grimy, grubby, self-righteous hands on her Mikale. "Niet. I have you. I have you. It is okay Mikale. I love you. It is oka---" Suddenly, she was coughing - choking. Her nose was burning, her throat was clogged.
No.
It was Russia all over again. In a single instant, she was propelled back in time.
Bullets were spraying over her head, her brother was crawling towards her, hand outstretch, blood pouring down his face. Kirill was crouched behind a chair - and then she saw it. She saw the flamethrower. She saw the man as he ran towards them - towards Kirill. Her throat caught on his name, but it was too late. The flame ignited, and they were all burning.
MEOW!
It was the shrill screech of her black Persian, Kashka, that snapped her from the memory. Her skin was clammy, her hands trembled - and she opened her eyes. She could hear her clawing at the door, and rage burned brighter than her hut as she leaped to her feet. Shoving the shard into bra, she tucked it under her breast as she ran for the bedroom door. Throwing it open, she quickly snatched the kitten from the ground and curled her against her side.
"This is too far."
The world had gone black, her eyes almost glowing with her anger as she kicked open the burning door and aimed her gun. "You are foolish men," she called out, her eyes burning. She could feel them start to water as she aimed her gun and clicked off the safety. It was easy to see who had caused the destruction - her target was a stranger, one she didn't reconize - but one that would die for what he had done. Faction mate or not, he had been destroying their home, their very reason for being - and then he had tried to kill Kashka. Gritting her teeth, she fired off two rounds and watched in satisfaction as the bullets cut through his heart and skull like he was nothing more than paper. Slowly, she moved to train the weapon on Roderic, her hand steady.
"You can still walk away, Roderic. Leave me to Mikale. He is safe with me. He makes me better." Her voice trembled as the fire continued to rage around her. She didn't seem to be the least bit bothered, and instead, resembled something akin to a phoenix as she emerged from the flames. "But, I cannot risk it." Dropping the aim to his legs, she quickly fired two rounds into his kneecaps before grabbing her tome.
When the magic faded, she still had the shard - and she was no longer inhaling smoke. The scent clung to her as she pressed Kashka tighter to her chest, and after a moment - she realized she had been burned. Gritting her teeth against the severity of the pain, she staggered back to her feet and pushed onward, searching for any kind of escape that she could find. Micah. Velveteen. She could trust them, right? They would understa-- No. They wouldn't. They had Mikale first. They would want him back. She couldn't go to them. She couldn't go to anyone.
She was alone, once again.
I will keep you safe, Mikale...
Kneecaps - success
head and heart - success