Re: Hi Honey, I'm home.
Posted: 07 Jun 2019, 03:28
Velveteen listened to every spoken and unspoken word by those present. As each shared their news, and thoughts on the events that had transpired she began to see more clearly, the picture, that was coming together. After Zodiac had finished Vel remained still and silent for the longest time. She took everything in and processed it both personally and analytically and with every second the answer was becoming more and more obvious. They weren’t going to like it but when did they ever like anything that came from her or Tytonidae in general. Luckily Vel had never really thought what the general population thought. As far as she was concerned nothing good or very intelligent ever came from the collective minds of the vampire population of past. She had to wonder if that had changed or if, now that things had gone to ****, they might finally be in a place to listen.
The raven haired woman stood suddenly, nodding and making small noises as she continued her inner dialogue. The wheels of her mind were turning and the narrowing of her silver eyes was physical evidence of that. She stepped passed her husband, reaching out to run a long black nail down the side of his cheek as she offered a soft smile. Being near him after this all time and being able to finally reach out and touch him meant she would let no opportunity to do so pass her by.
Velveteen patted down the many of pockets of the floor length coat she wore in search of a packet of the coffee flavoured, tailor made cigarettes she had taken a liking to many years ago. Finding what she sought she made a sound of victory as she pulled one out and stuck it between her teeth. No doubt they were probably stale as **** but beggars couldn't be choosers. She stopped and flicked a small flame to life from the zippo that hidden with the cigarettes and inhaled deeply before exhaling slowly. Then she began to pace. Something the woman often did when dealing with a problem.
“The problem is not out there. It isn’t the humans. It isn’t the Jurogumbo or whatever the **** they are. Nor is it the sirens, the monsters or that ******* douchebag Administrator, or Theodosia. The problem is right here, in this room.” She stopped and faced the small group. “It’s the decisions that each of us made. Right or wrong. It’s the luxury of choice we have had since day one because everybody cried and said you can’t tell me what to do. The stupid went unchecked and there were no ******* rules. This is the problem. This is why things are the way they are.”
“You are right.” She allowed to gaze to settle on the smaller frame of the gypsy for a moment before continuing her back and forth sabbatical. “It has always been anarchy. That anarchy has led to chaos. Why? Because that’s what happen when you let idiots and children have their way. And we as a collective have allowed it to happen.” Vel stopped talking for a moment to to dag another drag and then tapped her fingers in the air as she considered her next words. “Even the attempts at council failed because too many were interested in their own self importance rather than the good of the general population.”
“All of us here in this room were humans before we were ...this. We lived by the laws of our former incarnation whether we liked it or not. And if we didn’t, then we hid our dirty deeds and hoped to **** not to get caught because of the consequences. Hell even animals have their own rules.The order of things keep the world in perspective. You flout those laws you pay the price and this is exactly what is happening. We have not had those laws. No governing body. Nothing to help us make choices except our own pride and self worth and look how that has turned out.” Velveteen scoffed and shook her head as tendrils of black hair fell about her face.
“The only way to fix this mess is shift the focus. Vampires are not the problem, it’s everything else. Right now the powers that be see the vampires as the root of all evil. We need to change that perspective. Become part of the solution, not the problem. If we can be seen to be effective in governing our own and be of assistance, even possibly an advantage to the humans as a whole then we might just save our sorry hides. With things as they are and a seemingly smaller population we might be able to do now what we have never been able to do before. Self regulate. Like it or not. It may just be the only way.” Velveteen dropped the mostly burned cigarette and crushed it beneath her boot as she looked to Micah. “I don’t trust them, yet I trust most of ours even less right now but I don’t really see any other way. Especially if we decide to stay. I aint ready to be spending an eternity in the fade. What do you think? Or do any of you have any better ideas?" She asked allowing her gaze to move over each of those present.
The raven haired woman stood suddenly, nodding and making small noises as she continued her inner dialogue. The wheels of her mind were turning and the narrowing of her silver eyes was physical evidence of that. She stepped passed her husband, reaching out to run a long black nail down the side of his cheek as she offered a soft smile. Being near him after this all time and being able to finally reach out and touch him meant she would let no opportunity to do so pass her by.
Velveteen patted down the many of pockets of the floor length coat she wore in search of a packet of the coffee flavoured, tailor made cigarettes she had taken a liking to many years ago. Finding what she sought she made a sound of victory as she pulled one out and stuck it between her teeth. No doubt they were probably stale as **** but beggars couldn't be choosers. She stopped and flicked a small flame to life from the zippo that hidden with the cigarettes and inhaled deeply before exhaling slowly. Then she began to pace. Something the woman often did when dealing with a problem.
“The problem is not out there. It isn’t the humans. It isn’t the Jurogumbo or whatever the **** they are. Nor is it the sirens, the monsters or that ******* douchebag Administrator, or Theodosia. The problem is right here, in this room.” She stopped and faced the small group. “It’s the decisions that each of us made. Right or wrong. It’s the luxury of choice we have had since day one because everybody cried and said you can’t tell me what to do. The stupid went unchecked and there were no ******* rules. This is the problem. This is why things are the way they are.”
“You are right.” She allowed to gaze to settle on the smaller frame of the gypsy for a moment before continuing her back and forth sabbatical. “It has always been anarchy. That anarchy has led to chaos. Why? Because that’s what happen when you let idiots and children have their way. And we as a collective have allowed it to happen.” Vel stopped talking for a moment to to dag another drag and then tapped her fingers in the air as she considered her next words. “Even the attempts at council failed because too many were interested in their own self importance rather than the good of the general population.”
“All of us here in this room were humans before we were ...this. We lived by the laws of our former incarnation whether we liked it or not. And if we didn’t, then we hid our dirty deeds and hoped to **** not to get caught because of the consequences. Hell even animals have their own rules.The order of things keep the world in perspective. You flout those laws you pay the price and this is exactly what is happening. We have not had those laws. No governing body. Nothing to help us make choices except our own pride and self worth and look how that has turned out.” Velveteen scoffed and shook her head as tendrils of black hair fell about her face.
“The only way to fix this mess is shift the focus. Vampires are not the problem, it’s everything else. Right now the powers that be see the vampires as the root of all evil. We need to change that perspective. Become part of the solution, not the problem. If we can be seen to be effective in governing our own and be of assistance, even possibly an advantage to the humans as a whole then we might just save our sorry hides. With things as they are and a seemingly smaller population we might be able to do now what we have never been able to do before. Self regulate. Like it or not. It may just be the only way.” Velveteen dropped the mostly burned cigarette and crushed it beneath her boot as she looked to Micah. “I don’t trust them, yet I trust most of ours even less right now but I don’t really see any other way. Especially if we decide to stay. I aint ready to be spending an eternity in the fade. What do you think? Or do any of you have any better ideas?" She asked allowing her gaze to move over each of those present.