"I fear that's a loaded question," Jesse answered, his voice a cool husk. There was not either one or the other. He could have said that he preferred his humanity because he'd been happier, then. He had his own shop - in that aspect, he'd come full circle - but he'd had no other true connections. Distance had been his friends; he'd had mentors in the past, but any trusting relationships he'd formed had been fleeting. Ships in the night. They hadn't been meaningless, but they hadn't chained him.
In immortality, he'd discovered what love was, and what it meant to have a broken heart. He'd found his voice. He'd learned so much - and it wasn't all good. But would he give it up? Going back, would have done anything different? A different sire, maybe - though he did find himself curious about Phoenix, these days. Where was she? Was she even still around? But no, he wouldn't take it back. This was a gift. The power...
"I'm leaning toward freedom," he said. Though he didn't explain his answer.