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Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 06 Apr 2015, 10:15
by Nishaa
sixth of april two thousand and fifteen
Mari bought me handcuffs.
I think they were handcuffs.
They were nurse like handcuffs.
Because I healed her.
I didn't mind playing nurse.
So I bought her a cop outfit.
Told her I'm bad all the time.
I did get her a boom box.
I hope she likes it.i know she likes to dance.
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 09 Apr 2015, 02:25
by Marjani (DELETED 5749)
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 09 Apr 2015, 08:17
by Nishaa
ninth of april two thousand and fifteen
So.
Mari Jane found you, so I hid you under my pillow.
She wouldn't think to look there.
The woman lives in my hotel room.
I said she could.
Speaking of her.
I kissed her.
I took the first step.
I also kinda dropped my towel on her and watched her gawk.
It was amusing.
Secondly.
I lost my temper.
I reaaaally lost my temper.
Like. I was scarily like my mother.
Back before I killed Danny.
So.
I just curled up on my bed instead.
I've obviously damaged what me and Evee have.
<insert sad face here>
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 09 Apr 2015, 14:35
by Every
April 9th, 2015
You didn’t damage what we have, my Headache. We fight, family fights and it’s entirely normal. I know why you are acting the way you are and that isn’t what upset me. It was a combination of things and I took it out on you when I shouldn’t have. As I said, I overloaded and I went off on two people that I should know that I can talk to and vice versa. You aren’t the only one that lost your temper, and I need to get a reign on mine because this isn’t something that I enjoy doing.
Anger happens. But if there’s anything that I’ve learned over the past year, that our bond is too strong to be broken and we can always mend things between us. I don’t mind if you ignore Naomi entirely, but I do ask for you to trust me, bebe on some level. And if in the end, I end up getting hurt, you can be the first one to straight up tell me “I told you so” and shoot me.
And you shouldn’t have to get over anything. We’ll figure things out together, lovely. And then we’ll work towards something, together.
I love you, Nishaa.
Your Sirepatrol and Sugartits.
Every.
P.S. You and Mari would be cute together, I approve. Take care of yourselves and each other, and don’t forget what really matters in a relationship. It’s okay to be a little bit afraid, but that’s what makes it worth it. I’m happy for you.
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 12 Apr 2015, 02:53
by Marjani (DELETED 5749)
Look what I found!
You know that I do sleep in your bed, right?
I don't know where you go, but I think it would be nice to wake up and see you next to me sometime.
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 26 Apr 2015, 17:28
by Marjani (DELETED 5749)
April 24th, 2015
I won't be able to write in this for a while, or read what you write. To know what is going on in your life, and it makes me sad. Mine is hidden in your bottom, right, dresser drawer. Write me so I know that you think of me while I'm gone? I will think of you every night, when I am blessed to wake up again. And I promise I will be back. I have things to take care of. Things, I wish I could tell you, but I know you would be stopping me. But I can only do these things because of you. Because you have made me a vampire. Stronger.
I used all the money you gave me, Kleo gave me and Every gave me to fund this trip. I won't have a lot when I get back. But I know that doesn't matter to you. That a person isn't worth what is in their bank account.
I'm sorry I have to go. Don't be mad at me. Don't forget me.
♥
Mari
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 01 May 2015, 01:44
by Nishaa
first of may 2015
I miss you.
Come back.
I dont like you being away from me.
I got into a fight tonight.
Felt bloodthirsty.
When are you coming back?
Will it be soon?
Why would I forget you?
I don't want to forget you.
Are you going to come back?
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 21 May 2015, 09:55
by Nishaa
twenty first of may 2015
Some people are a joke.
Come back and play the adult game when you are an adult.
Idiots. Baha.
Mari-Jane is back.
It actually makes me happy.
I'm going to summon her to me and keep her.
She's not allowed to leave again.
never
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 31 May 2015, 16:23
by Nishaa
thirty first of may 2015
Tonight I've decided to be more social.
Mari got me a gift.
Blood. She loves me.
Well, I think that's the impression I got.
I'm not sure how to tell her the same.
She still hasn't left me yet.
Or died.
That's a good thing right?
Maybe I should get her a promise ring.
Do people do that still?
Re: { ramblings of a monster }
Posted: 31 May 2015, 21:43
by Nishaa
thirty first of may 2015
pt 2
The Eyrie had an intruder today.
Rudy.
The fucktard is dead now though.
I met Trahir in person tonight.
Not sure what to make of him.
I certaintly don't like him.
I can tolerate him, for now.
I think he wanted to hold my hand.
Gave Mari a ring too.
She liked it. She actually loved it.
She showed it off to Every. I saw her.
Can I call her mine yet?