Re: Prometheus Bound [Whit]
Posted: 11 Dec 2014, 14:34
Sticking a knife in his neck was the absolute worst thing that Whitaker could do.
Where the human might be feeling a conglomerate of different physical and emotional things, so too did the vampire. Pathetic, really, a vampire who could not stand the sight or smell of blood; a vampire who was always conflicted when feeding, as to whether he enjoyed the experience or whether it was the worst that he had to do with his night. But he knew he had to, every single night – he had to consume just a little, otherwise control could be lost. He needed to moderate. He needed the same amount, at the same time, every single night.
Of course tonight with Whitaker was going to throw the entire thing off balance – but that was a sacrifice that had to be made. The one concession Peter should have asked for was patience. Time. To let him make his own preparations and go about this in a methodical manner.
Instead, the boy had stuck a knife in his neck, and at the first sight of blood bubbling to the surface, as the smell of it whisked across the space between them before Peter could stop breathing, to keep it out, he had to fight the gag. He had to fight the wave of dizziness and the blackness that threatened the edge of his vision. The very worst thing that could happen would be if Peter passed out, and in his unconsciousness, Whit would die. He would bleed out, because he has stupidly stuck his own neck with a knife.
Peter was slowly planning it. He’d had it there, in his mind. If Whitaker was comfortable in the kitchen, then Peter would drain him there in the kitchen. But he would do so with lips closed around the wound, not allowing a single drop to escape and threaten his own slimly balanced ease. Now all that ease was gone. All the gentle ways in which this could have gone were washed down the sink.
The one thought in Peter’s mind was that he had to save Whitaker. Panic urged him forward. He stumbled and had to grasp onto his wounded human for momentary balance; with vampiric speed, he whisked the knife away from Whit’s neck. With animalistic tendency, the head was wrenched to the side so that the flat of the tongue could lave the spilled blood from the skin of the neck; so that the mouth could clamp over the viciously spurting wound. Peter had his fingers fisted into Whitaker’s shirt; had him trapped up against the bench as he released his hold of Whit’s hair and instead balanced himself against the wood, fingers white as they curled into the edge of the bench top.
Peter’s back was arched and his eyes squeezed shut. He fought for control, as he swallowed the first mouthful. The blood was different. It was tainted, like he could taste the cancer in it. Maybe he was only imagining it. He didn’t stop. As the blood poured from Whitaker’s body, Peter took it. Even after he’d reached his quota – even after his body told him to stop, he kept going. He would let there be a mess. He would not faint, because there was too much blood. He would make sure that there was no more blood left to spill – only enough, so that it could be fed back.
If Peter’s hand flattened against Whit’s chest it was for no other reason but to better able to judge his heartbeat. Now was not the time to panic. He had to remember. He’d been week. He’d been near blackness, when Keara’s blood had brought him back to life. He had to replicate this scenario as much as he was able to.
Where the human might be feeling a conglomerate of different physical and emotional things, so too did the vampire. Pathetic, really, a vampire who could not stand the sight or smell of blood; a vampire who was always conflicted when feeding, as to whether he enjoyed the experience or whether it was the worst that he had to do with his night. But he knew he had to, every single night – he had to consume just a little, otherwise control could be lost. He needed to moderate. He needed the same amount, at the same time, every single night.
Of course tonight with Whitaker was going to throw the entire thing off balance – but that was a sacrifice that had to be made. The one concession Peter should have asked for was patience. Time. To let him make his own preparations and go about this in a methodical manner.
Instead, the boy had stuck a knife in his neck, and at the first sight of blood bubbling to the surface, as the smell of it whisked across the space between them before Peter could stop breathing, to keep it out, he had to fight the gag. He had to fight the wave of dizziness and the blackness that threatened the edge of his vision. The very worst thing that could happen would be if Peter passed out, and in his unconsciousness, Whit would die. He would bleed out, because he has stupidly stuck his own neck with a knife.
Peter was slowly planning it. He’d had it there, in his mind. If Whitaker was comfortable in the kitchen, then Peter would drain him there in the kitchen. But he would do so with lips closed around the wound, not allowing a single drop to escape and threaten his own slimly balanced ease. Now all that ease was gone. All the gentle ways in which this could have gone were washed down the sink.
The one thought in Peter’s mind was that he had to save Whitaker. Panic urged him forward. He stumbled and had to grasp onto his wounded human for momentary balance; with vampiric speed, he whisked the knife away from Whit’s neck. With animalistic tendency, the head was wrenched to the side so that the flat of the tongue could lave the spilled blood from the skin of the neck; so that the mouth could clamp over the viciously spurting wound. Peter had his fingers fisted into Whitaker’s shirt; had him trapped up against the bench as he released his hold of Whit’s hair and instead balanced himself against the wood, fingers white as they curled into the edge of the bench top.
Peter’s back was arched and his eyes squeezed shut. He fought for control, as he swallowed the first mouthful. The blood was different. It was tainted, like he could taste the cancer in it. Maybe he was only imagining it. He didn’t stop. As the blood poured from Whitaker’s body, Peter took it. Even after he’d reached his quota – even after his body told him to stop, he kept going. He would let there be a mess. He would not faint, because there was too much blood. He would make sure that there was no more blood left to spill – only enough, so that it could be fed back.
If Peter’s hand flattened against Whit’s chest it was for no other reason but to better able to judge his heartbeat. Now was not the time to panic. He had to remember. He’d been week. He’d been near blackness, when Keara’s blood had brought him back to life. He had to replicate this scenario as much as he was able to.