The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Keara Aithne]

25th August 2014

So forgiving of my wounds he was not today. Too much time in the sewers spending I have been. Perhaps that the true issue is. Misses me he does. Like I would for that to think. Even if it untrue is. The wounds me much do not bother. Liveable they are. Still. Behave for a while I shall. Like I do not for My Love to anger and think I do that I this today did do.

[Keara Aithne]

27th August 2014

My skills not what they once were. Attempted today I did for a sword to forge but badly it was done. The parts far more sturdy when they in pieces were. Too much weakness in the working of them did occur. Still. Even if finished piece as strong as I would have liked was not, pretty it was. Of course, designed it I did not for myself. Enver my creation was gifted. Named it Dutch Courage I did. Appropriate that seemed. Sword named for what I know of him was. Teasing him I was not. Think I do not that he a coward is. Or that he courage does require for into a fight to go. But if courage needs he does, better is for a sword to have than a drink. And like to drink a lot he used too. Happy it made me for him the sword to gift and liked it he did. Polite he most likely was being, so hope I do that at very least he not offended by it was.

[Keara Aithne]

31st August 2014

Xavier on our camera’s today I did catch. Know I do not where he has been but then very little of him I still do know. Perhaps if he home a little more often does return, able I shall be for better acquaintance with him to make. Allowing I am, like with most, that he as little or as much contact with me may have. Many of kind little guidance in their lives do need for we all adults are. Or should be. The turning of young never a good idea is.

Little more have I for to write now. Enver and I into our routine once more have settled as things quiet have been. The puppies happy and healthy are. Leeloo still a little timid is but started I have for hunting now to take. Though better she does if I Gizmo at home do leave. Distracted by him she is, as I by Enver distracted am when fight I do. Mind I do not if wishes he does for to watch. Better then perhaps my skills are. But still prefer I do at times for alone to hunt. For focus on my target to keep.

[Keara Aithne]

2nd September 2014

Oh Nox how I wish I his wounds could heal. Peter gravely injured is. While calm endeavouring I am for to remain, Enver beyond furious is. Wish I do that I his mood could calm. Difficult he is for to distract when he like this is. His blood to him restored we did a little. Though more blood require he does. Check on him tomorrow we shall. The story as yet unknown to me is. Jersey remorseful to me seems to be, wonder I do if she a part in this has.

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Different sides of the story now heard I have. Strange the circumstances of it all do seem. Escalated it did and out of hand became. Dangerous it is when revenge sought is. Need have I still for Peter’s side to hear. Then judge I can the truth of what passed has. Try I shall not for any to judge. Seems it does that matter settled has been. Even if outcome less than favourable is.

[Keara Aithne]

3rd September 2014

Different sides heard we have and yet Enver still mad is. Understand him more now I do. Disrespectful some seem to be. Insinuated it was that care we do not. Love our family we do. Wonder I do why they to us did not come? If issues with Peter had they did, spoken with us they could have. Home daily we are. Never far do we go of late. Though now wonder I do if time it is for a trip to take. Enver and I too long in the city have been and seems it does not if available we are. Come to us they do not. Like I would for Enver my homeland to show. My home there is not but the manor house remains does. Discuss this with Enver I would but he out with Crash is. That never good is. Prepare myself I must for to him to tend when home he returns. Summoned perhaps he must be if see him I do not before dawn.

[Keara Aithne]

4th September 2014

Delighted I am for with new family members working to be. A lot of late happened has. Online disputes. Like I do not for so much hostility to see, so happy it makes me for with the younglings to works. Strong already they are. Proficient. Work hard they must. While enjoy I do for their talents to use, happy I would be for their company to have when no need of them I can make. Too little contact with some these days have I do. Respect too much perhaps I do their own paths. Perhaps message that wrote I did some impact will have. Remember I hope they do that I always here am.

[Keara Aithne]

5th September 2014

Trying I am for my pen not through the pages to push. Perhaps when done I am, if compose myself I can, bury said instrument in my arm I may. First perhaps thoughts to paper put should be. Listens to me he does not. Know I do not why listens to another in place of me he does. Asked I have numerous times if he my bracelet wishes to use does and always no he says. Then submits he does to her will. Married her perhaps he should have. Probably would have… If spoken for already she was not. Perhaps that why he with me did persevere, wanted he did for closer to her to be. These thoughts me mad will drive. Home I best not go. Hurt him. Hurt her I might. Though hurting him all too tempting an idea is. Glad I am that raid done is. Now no reason have I for with either to speak. Work through this I can. Now words to paper committed have been, to my original plan I can defer.

[Keara Aithne]

6th September 2014

Sweetheart. Makes me growl it does when he that word uses. Punched him harder I should have. Lucky he was that weak I still am. Next time more weight behind my fist I shall put. Or perhaps I him with my claws will attack. Then at least deserve such a greeting I might. Flirting! Flirting with him he says I might have been if he better did not know. Well better he does know. Knows he does what wrong he did. A joke of all this trying to make he is. Hate I do when he that does. Leave this raid I should but ready I am not for him now to see. At least know I do that he with Reganleif is not. She here is with me. So in that my mind eased has been. Perhaps I rash have been. Perhaps know better I do. Yesterdays rantings just that are. They the rantings of a mad woman were. Know I do that apologise I must. Figure out I must how that I best should do.

[Keara Aithne]

7th September 2014

Today much better day has been. Things with Enver all but resolved are. Able I was for him a gift to give too. So time in that place not wasted was. Peter saw I. Walking and talking. Healed he is and able he was for his side of the story at last to tell. While left we did not on easy terms, my mind to some extent eased has been. From Charlotte too heard I did. Though not directly. Sent me she did video of what happened did on night that died she did. Glad I am for to know that she this to herself exactly did not do. Though wonder I do how hunters her always do find. Interesting this night has been. Now play I shall for the puppies, for while troubled in some ways I am not, require I do for my mind once more to escape. Gizmo and Leeloo good for this are. Sure I am that willing to play they shall be.

[Keara Aithne]

9th September 2014

Odd day. Enver surprised me did. And not in manner that expected would be. Asked me he did for Robert to contact. No. Not contact. To visit. To help. Wants me he does for to that realm to go. For Robert strength to give. Heard I have not anything from him in many months. Deanna now perhaps over him is. While difficult to know for sure this is, no record has she made in her diary, so suspect I do that little is there on her mind of late. Hunting with me she is and content she seems for this to do. When hunting we are not. Tends she does for in the sewers to dwell. While happy I shall not say she is, at least willing now she is for the asylum to leave. But Robert. Sent him I did a message, as agreed Enver and I did that first try I might for him to help without the need for to that place to go. Hope I do that replies he does. Nothing yet from him have I heard.

Enver too convinced is that blood hunt that announced has been the death of us all shall be. Talking he is of Lady out on the water to take. While like I do the idea of on holiday to go. Like I do not the circumstances that him to this idea did lead. Sure I am though, that if there issues is, that alerted to it we shall be in time.