Re: ♪ Behind Closed Doors ♪ (Closed)
Posted: 13 Jan 2016, 02:17
****!
Ric pulls away from me and when he does it causes me to step forward into the bathroom. Into the thick of it. I'm surrounding by shadows and the things are going nuts and actually attacking me now too. **** that. Pain's okay with a bit of kink but this ain't kinky. Not in the least.
"It's too late for that babe."
I try to keep my voice even. I try not to think about the fact that the room is being pulled apart, and Ric and me with it. ******* hell. I never thought this would happen. Never. I mean they were just dreams. Right? Or I thought they were. We're definitely tracking this arsehole down. Ric needs closure. As long as the guy ain't living off the grid I'll find him. If we can get a last name for him that is. **** it. If he don't know his name I'm tracking down his mother and asking her. I don't much care what Ric says. People don't grow out of that **** and if he did it to Ric, he did it to others. That sick ****.
"The genie ain't going back in the bottle babe. It's out there now. You gotta deal with it."
I manage to get this out through gritted teeth as the shadows lash at my back. All I'm wearing is Ric's T-shirt and it's not protecting much of anything right now. I probably have a huge *** welt on my backside now too.
"It don't change how I feel about you Ricky. I love you. You know that. Ain't nothing in the goddamn universe that's gonna change that. ****!"
I jump closer to Ric out of instinct as the shadows smack me hard across the back of my legs. These things ******* hurt. What the hell is Ric feeding them? Cos he's damn well feeding them something, that's for sure. Can you get steroids for shadows? I'm looking over my shoulder expecting another attack and have to force my attention back onto Ric, only to realise there's very little space left between us now and he ain't too keen on being touched right now.
"Stop ******* us up and put the blame where it belongs, arsehole!"
I scream this at Ric and smack him hard across the face with an open hand. Not my best plan, granted - wasn't a plan at all, it was pure instinct - but what's done is done.
"Let's track that **** down and **** him up."
I'm using words Ric will understand. I don't sound like me. I don't know who I am right now. I think it must be the pain. That or the knowledge that someone hurt my guy. That kinda pisses me off. And they did it when he wasn't able to defend himself.
I want blood.
Me!?
I actually want to kill someone in the most painful way possible. Not just that. I want him to suffer first. I want him to suffer and die and then I want Ric to carve him up and turn his bones into art. Or ******* grind them to dust like Buffy did to the Master. Shut up. Yes I watched that show. I'm a closet geek okay? Okay. So maybe not so closeted at times.
Ric pulls away from me and when he does it causes me to step forward into the bathroom. Into the thick of it. I'm surrounding by shadows and the things are going nuts and actually attacking me now too. **** that. Pain's okay with a bit of kink but this ain't kinky. Not in the least.
"It's too late for that babe."
I try to keep my voice even. I try not to think about the fact that the room is being pulled apart, and Ric and me with it. ******* hell. I never thought this would happen. Never. I mean they were just dreams. Right? Or I thought they were. We're definitely tracking this arsehole down. Ric needs closure. As long as the guy ain't living off the grid I'll find him. If we can get a last name for him that is. **** it. If he don't know his name I'm tracking down his mother and asking her. I don't much care what Ric says. People don't grow out of that **** and if he did it to Ric, he did it to others. That sick ****.
"The genie ain't going back in the bottle babe. It's out there now. You gotta deal with it."
I manage to get this out through gritted teeth as the shadows lash at my back. All I'm wearing is Ric's T-shirt and it's not protecting much of anything right now. I probably have a huge *** welt on my backside now too.
"It don't change how I feel about you Ricky. I love you. You know that. Ain't nothing in the goddamn universe that's gonna change that. ****!"
I jump closer to Ric out of instinct as the shadows smack me hard across the back of my legs. These things ******* hurt. What the hell is Ric feeding them? Cos he's damn well feeding them something, that's for sure. Can you get steroids for shadows? I'm looking over my shoulder expecting another attack and have to force my attention back onto Ric, only to realise there's very little space left between us now and he ain't too keen on being touched right now.
"Stop ******* us up and put the blame where it belongs, arsehole!"
I scream this at Ric and smack him hard across the face with an open hand. Not my best plan, granted - wasn't a plan at all, it was pure instinct - but what's done is done.
"Let's track that **** down and **** him up."
I'm using words Ric will understand. I don't sound like me. I don't know who I am right now. I think it must be the pain. That or the knowledge that someone hurt my guy. That kinda pisses me off. And they did it when he wasn't able to defend himself.
I want blood.
Me!?
I actually want to kill someone in the most painful way possible. Not just that. I want him to suffer first. I want him to suffer and die and then I want Ric to carve him up and turn his bones into art. Or ******* grind them to dust like Buffy did to the Master. Shut up. Yes I watched that show. I'm a closet geek okay? Okay. So maybe not so closeted at times.