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Re: ashes to ashes [roderic]

Posted: 04 Apr 2015, 08:13
by Juliet
Juliet’s green eyes studied him thoughtfully. Her shoulders relaxed once again and then she nodded. “As long as you’re careful.” And in all honesty, that was really just what she wanted to hear. “Is it any different now than it was when you were a blood thief?” She found herself asking before she could stop it, and mentally Juliet slapped herself in the forehead. Had she even had a filter previous to her death? It was something that she pondered briefly before doing what she needed to.

‘Clean’ wouldn’t be entirely possible, but she at least felt a bit more presentable when she didn’t look like she would be cleaning any more for the evening. As she listened to him speak again, Juliet slipped the flats onto her bare feet before straightening up. She glanced towards the register that he was near and noticed that he had moved it, a minor twist of amusement playing across her lips.

As they walked out, Juliet folded her arms in front of her chest and she considered what she had read on the Altaire board. Her eyebrows furrowed. There were a lot of questions. One of them involved the amount of people that seemed to have blossomed there, as well as where her childer had gotten to. She knew Songbird had returned from the Shadow Realm after her, but Reanna had been difficult to communicate with since she had returned. She had also learned that the woman was no longer there, but she had already discussed that bit with their sire. “Any idea why she was going to give up and pass the reigns to someone else?”

It was an easy, and slightly difficult, place to start, but she hadn’t appreciated seeing that when she’d returned. It hadn’t been something she’d ever think her sire to do.

Re: ashes to ashes [roderic]

Posted: 12 Apr 2015, 17:25
by Roderic
I think about her initial question for a few minutes before nodding my head. "It's different." I admit. "But something I needed to find out first hand. Research, primarily." I continue before nudging Juliet with an elbow, gently and playfully. "This way." I point to the left. "I don't get to 'borrow' powers from whoever I feed on, anymore." It was about the only thing I noticed after a couple of nights of feeding off vampires. "Other than that, there isn't much difference. Tastes about the same." I shrug my shoulders.

There is more silence as we keep on walking. I'm thinking about the next question she asked. "I don't know. I didn't like the idea of it at first." I confess. "But after meeting Micah and Velveteen personally, I wouldn't have minded if the merger went through." I remember the night I met them both personally. It would be the catalyst for my wanting to be part of Tytonidae. I appreciated Micah's frank nature and Velveteen's insightful questions. It had been an unexpected meeting, but one I walked away from it with a new found appreciation for the couple. Our history had been unfavorable at first, when I was human and a Bloodthief, but now? I understood the need to protect what was yours.

"She said she couldn't do it by herself. I think almost everyone was always wanting something from her. It's a lot for one person. To always be demanded things from." I didn't want to share my true thoughts on the matter, on how I think Nix could do it by herself and had been doing a fine job. Along with the idea of my perception of Phoenix changing that night. I was still proud she was my sire, but the idea of her being the strongest vampire out there had vanished after I talked to Nix personally and heard her self-doubt. But that isn't something I'm going to share with Juliet. It doesn't even really pertain to her. It was my belief system, as incorrect as it was.

I take us to a park. A skate park, actually. It's too late for anyone to be out skating, so it provides us with the privacy we might need to talk. "Will you stay?" I ask her, because I want to know. I need to know. I'd never admit that Juliet was my favorite in public or in the Altaire board, but she was. And I wanted her to remain here. I would try my hardest to make sure that happened too.

Re: ashes to ashes [roderic]

Posted: 17 Apr 2015, 15:25
by Juliet
“That’s gross either way.” Juliet lifted her eyebrow and followed after him, pushing playfully in response to being nudged as she considered it. But, then again, she had eaten things as a human that others would gag at. “Borrowing generally implied you asked.” She pointed out, and the folded her arms in front of her chest. “How did you become a blood thief, originally? Was it something like vampirism, had to happen?” She asked, realizing she had actually never asked about that to begin with.

“I’ve never been fond of Tytonidae.” She admitted, “Even before Nixy told everyone involved with that group to choose Altaire or them.” Her arms folded in front of her chest as she shook her head. Juliet didn’t like that they took it upon themselves to kill others to protect the masquerade. There was always other options, and her favorite was to not be stupid enough to get caught. And if you did, you handled it. Just toss on the fact it had ruined relationships with her family on top of it, and the dislike was simply amplified.

She had never gotten along with Jesse, but she’d liked him well enough if she pushed aside the fact he’d grabbed her throat once. And Reanna, who had also joined Tytonidae, was no longer in the family, too. Still, as she listened to Roderic, Juliet frowned lightly. “They must be decent, though, if you can be around them.” She knew he wasn’t exactly what one would call a social butterfly. In fact, if anything, he was remotely the opposite. “She could have always asked help from those within the family, or told them to go to others.” Juliet sighed. A lot had changed while she was away.

Her green eyes went over the skate park, studying it as she remained quiet to think about his question. There was a pit of guilt in her stomach as she felt the words “I don’t really know, Ric” slip past her lips and she couldn’t look at him for a few minutes. “I’m going to try.” She needed to. How often had he gone out of his way to check on her, anyway? He’d been the first one to ask her, which showed he cared, too. “I want to stay.”

Re: ashes to ashes [roderic]

Posted: 26 May 2015, 11:48
by Roderic
"Not as gross as watching you and Jamie making out back in the night." I quip back at Juliet, a small smile on my face. I think about her question, then shrug. "It had to happen. For me anyways." I start out, looking around before I go on. "I had some issues with some vampires back in the day. Or, night rather. I wanted to stand a fighting chance with them when the time was right." I further explain before I point to the right and take us to a different path. "It's what I thought was the best course of action at the time. I don't regret a second of it." I emphasis that point.

I don't comment on Tytonidae. My opinions are that and I'm not here to change Juliet's opinion of the group. I've seen people try and fail countless times on the crownet, so I found it to be a moot point. Especially if and when there were emotions involved. Few people could look at the evidence and facts and separate them from how they felt about something. Especially if and when any potential loved ones were involved.

I shrug at the suggestion made by her about Phoenix. "I don't know why that thought hadn't crossed her mind. Or if it had, maybe she believed everyone in the family to be unable to assist her in sorting things out." It is the only two ideas that come to mind, though I doubt the latter. There were a few vampires in the family that were extremely loyal to Nix and with a little fine tuning, could help assist Nix. So, I'm not sure why she never asked someone like Calix, or Saige or anyone for that matter to help her with Altaire things, instead of asking an outside source. "I guess it doesn't matter. Things seem to be running fine now." I chime in before nodding at her desire to stay. "Then choose to stay. It's as simple as that." I tell her, because I believe it. "If you want something bad enough, you work at it." I look back at Juliet and stop.

"I'm not a cheerleader of captain of pep talks. But take some nights for yourself and figure out what you want and need to stay topside. What YOU need. Not what anyone else needs or wants. **** everyone else. And **** what I think or want too." I look away and inch away from Juliet just a little bit. All this bonding is making me itchy inside.

Re: ashes to ashes [roderic]

Posted: 15 Jun 2015, 21:27
by Juliet
“You are lucky that is the only thing you’ve witnessed.” She lifted her eyebrow as she returned the small smile and she listened to him as she followed him down the path, eventually removing her rabbits foot from her pocket and playing with it idly. “Either work would be considerably correct given our day is night and their day is our night.” Her lips twitched. She considered the idea of being a blood thief, wondering about what he meant about standing a fighting chance and mentally shaking her head. Juliet only preferred to fight for family, but she was mostly peaceful. “I’m glad you don’t, Ric. There’s a chance we would have never met had you not taken it.”

As they walked, Juliet thought about her sire and the way that she had seemed to have fallen apart on multiple occasions, and her concern played across her features as she wondered if things would happen again. Her own emotions mixed up too often, but she was getting better at times, wasn’t she? “Things always had to get worse before they could get better, at least. Juliet said about things seem to be running fine, it was true. As the words that she wanted to stay slipped past her lips, there was a slight amount of stirring of fear in the pit of her stomach. She wanted to stay, but what if things got bad again? Doubt ran through her mind and then she stopped when he did, her green eyes studying Roderic as he spoke. A frown played across her lips.

“The last time I didn’t consider others feelings, I ended up hurting you and others that care about me, that’s why I at least listen these days.” She admitted softly, and gave a small nod of her head. “But, I get what you mean, and I will. I’ll even have one of my managers run the shops.” It made her twitch internally, but the idea of actually taking time for herself had been on her list of things to do. At some point. It was on her list, at least. “The number tends to jump around in order of importance.”

When he inched away, Juliet couldn’t help but mess with the man as she played Oh Mickey into his mind for a few lines. “You’d look pretty ridiculous in a skirt.” She said afterwards, to lighten the mood. But, a warm smile played across her lips, “But, in all seriousness... thank you. And I am sorry, for hurting you when I left.”

Re: ashes to ashes [roderic]

Posted: 21 Jun 2015, 14:48
by Roderic
I grimace when she starts singing a song in my head. If it were anyone else, they would have been stabbed by now. In their face. Up through their mouth so they couldn't talk, then to the roof of their skull so they couldn't do that mind talking crap in my head. But with Juliet, she was 'safe.' She knew how far she could push the boundaries before it was too far.

She mentions hurting me and I just shrug. "You didn't hurt me." I think it's a weird thing to say. "I was concerned for you. And how long you were in that place." I tell her, because it's true. "But, definitely check on Saige. If anyone was hurt, it's her." I admit and don't sugar coat the truth either. Saige was devastated when Jules left and then she found out she was in the umbra. I tried to tell her she would be back, but in the end, I started to doubt what I said too. With so much time that had passed-it just seemed like whatever Jaime did or didn't do, really did a number on Jules. Which was why I wasn't her biggest fan. I wonder if she even cared that Jules was in that place. Why she never sent someone to try and bring her back. I scratch all those thoughts from my mind. Not my business. Whatever they decide to do or not do is up to them.

I grab my phone and look at Jules. "I've got to go. You have my number if you need something the next few nights. Or, send me another obnoxious song if you want to gather my attention." I laugh both briefly and softly. "Take care, Jules." I bump her shoulder with a light, enclosed fist. It's the closest thing she'll get to hearing me say, 'I love you.' I think I love Jules, as I would a sister. There's definitely the desire to help her and hurt anyone that hurts her. And a sort of protectiveness too, I guess. Aren't those the basic principles of love? I'm gone in the shadows before it can get too awkward for either of us, and heading home.