The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Keara Aithne]

28th March 2014

Possible is that I too much in the fray have been. Wanted I did for my earrings out of the nearest window to throw. Raids never-ending are. Enver sick of them too is I suspect. Though told me as much he has not. His tone this to me tells. Dare I do not for my own frustration to voice as then force me he shall for home to stay and do that I cannot. Need I do the challenge to undertake. Improves it does my skills and well…feel I do then that I something useful am doing.

[Keara Aithne]

29th March 2014

Says he does that likes he does when feisty I am and yet stops me he does when I something new do try. Wonder I then do if I something wrong have done, as this all still new is to me. Though doubt I do that Enver this recalls. Better I now must be than before. Much practice we have had since…well…since began practising we did. Still…proficient in this I do not yet feel.

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Know I do not what that female does think. Walked she did into the wilderness. Home she was summoned and quite badly beaten, or perhaps eaten she had been. Limbs missing are. Know I do not why she into the wilderness would wander. No sense does that to me make. But female little sense to me ever does make. This is not my era, so perhaps time a factor in this is, though think that all too an easy thing to blame would be. Think perhaps she just different to me is. Needs she does for to rest and heal. Once healed she is perhaps then some sense from her I will get.

[Keara Aithne]

30th March 2014

Peter and Jersey too have with Charlotte spoken today. Believes us she does not when say we do we care. Think I do that she understands not what family is. She my daughter is and learn she shall in time what means that does. Need I do not for her every day to see to love her. Love I do all of my blood, even if turned them myself I did not. Strange and unique bond it is for with others connected to be. Felt that so strongly I did not in my first life.

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Strange evening I have had. Hear I do his voice in my mind. Like this I do. Always enjoy I do to hear My Love’s voice. But then…when responded I did, changed he did his mind. Offered I did for his fantasy true to bring and then all serious he became. Know I do now why all that happened did but truly thought I did that I something wrong had done. Seems it does that his mother in the city is and while worry me that does not, worried I did that he me would leave for with her to be. Newly married we are and still…exploring our relationship we are. Sleep well I do not when with me he is not. Thankfully agreed he has for home to stay. With me. Know I do not what I would do if he that had not decided. And well…after discussion over was…much fun together we did have.

[Keara Aithne]

1st April 2014

Enver likes raid not. Almost certain of this I am. Despite telling myself that out of these places I should for a while stay, drawn to them I am. Two good things from all this come have though. Learned I have that Lorde and I similar creatures are. Like her I do. Feared I did that I jealous of her would be but that not the case is. Think I do that she and I hunting under other circumstances together should go. Like I would for to watch her fight, as such a chance I seldom get once in that building we are. We all our own thing do. And second thing…Enver’s senses improving are. Actually believe that I do not. Think I do that his senses always enhanced have been only noticed he did not. Or perhaps knew he did not how he them could better use. Tonight smelt he did again that I injured was. That progress is. Like that I do. Like I do when he his vampiric side does embrace. Most sexy that side of him I find.

[Keara Aithne]

3rd April 2014

Alexandrea a shield upon me this eve did cast. Appreciate that I do. And like her I do. So comforting in different way it is. Think I do that too attuned I am to energies. Admit I shall though that prefer I do for Enver with me to feel. And confused him I believe it did when no ‘luck’ my way could send. Wait I cannot for at Enver’s side to be. One night away from him I have spent. Well…two night and one day. Slept well I did not while the sun in the sky was. Long sometimes I do for time when sleep more easily to me did come. As painful it is for form him parted to be. Care I do not if creatures remain do. By dawn, home I shall be. Miss him I do.

[Keara Aithne]

4th April 2014

Charlotte almost healed is. Thankfully. Like I do not for her thusly to see. Like I do not any like that to see. And yet oddly mind I do not the injuries that sustain I do. More used to that perhaps I am. For my own pain to feel. Few had I for to care for if injured they were. Ven light on his feet was. Rarely was he injured and if sustained injury he did, allowed me he did not for his wounds to tend.

Rituals easier to me do come today. Much time have I spent of late at the altar, that most likely the reason for this is. The fae tongue easier with practice has become. What struggling with I am is stealing. Since back to health I came, more time in other buildings I have spent. Enver gifted me things have for my tasks easier to make but practised with such things I am not...yet.

[Keara Aithne]

5th April 2014

Charlotte in my mind this eve was. Singing I believe she was. Though believe I do not that knew she did what doing she was. Difficult those telepathic abilities can be for to control. Some issue in this myself I have had. Mind I do not for her voice to hear, means it does that she better feels.

Enver sometimes not so playful is. Worries me this does. Even if know I do that worry I should not. Lost he said he became but Asylum so big is not…though perhaps know I do the halls better. Love this place I do. Still…point had I for this to record, as mind busy is for his actions to over think. Wonder I do if pushed him too far I have. Know I do that patience with me he has like no other. SO perhaps real worry is that his patience perhaps wear off shall.

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Worried for Enver’s patience I need not. Say more of that I think I need not.

And as Charlotte healing is, Peter injured has become. Wondering I am if my blood poisoned is? Possible that is not…yes? Well no. Possible it is, of course. Blood poisoned can be but…can blood tainted become through deeds that we do? Hope I do not. Though strange to me seems it does that two of mine so inflicted are. Hope I do not that Peter also deliberately the fae did seek. Jersey sweet childe is. Peter right was. No need had I over her to worry. And now that she family is, more at ease I am. Believe I do that she for Peter well shall care.

[Keara Aithne]

6th April 2014

Believe I do with all that I am, that desire that feel I do for my husband, me in trouble shall bring.

[Keara Aithne]

7th April 2014

His voice returned has. Peter’s voice that is. Liked I did not for his deepest thoughts to hear while injured he was. Think I do that less able he was for his desires from me to keep due to nature of wound that sustained he had. Hope I do that, that whatever him in the wilderness keep, shall this to him again not do.

[Keara Aithne]

8th April 2014

Glorious my night has been. Now need only I do for My Enver home to return so that share I can my joy with him. A more wonderful companion I could not have chosen. Nox truly with me was the night that he and I met. Or more rightly the nights that our second encounter did follow. As from there on have we rarely one another’s sides departed. Relic that gave me he did worked this eve did. As did gadgets that he to me gave. Write I could for hours of his virtues and deeds, so stop myself short I shall. Need only I do for to write that he amazing is. When see him I do, show him I shall exactly how feel right now I do.