Ali commented on a post I made on the family board and apparently she thinks I’m wonderful. I showed the post to Ric and asked him why he never says nice stuff like that. I don’t know why I expected a decent answer from him. The ****** told me it’s cos Ali’s gay. Which I don’t think is true but, well… you never know. I think she’s just comfortable expressing herself unlike a certain someone that shall remain nameless. I guess having my boyfriend’s sister think I’m wonderful is as close as I’m gonna get to Ricky thinking that. Man I hope that’s not true. He must think I’m something special even if he’d never say it, I mean he is dating me.
((Also on this page: A sketch of Ali praying. In a thought bubble over her head is the image of a scantily clad woman.))
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Dillon got us a gig. Some party. Actually Dillon’s been doing pretty good at getting out there and booking us work but I wonder if we should ask Ellie to manage us. I’m not sure what Dillon would think of that. I mean I partially think he might be relieved but then again, I dunno. He likes being the boss. Always did. Till I got my superpowers. I try not to abuse them but I gotta admit they make things easier when he’s being a dick. Still, he seems kinda happy right now; he’s even stopped waiting for me to leave Ric. Well, he’s stopped taking about it anyways. Maybe I should table the idea of asking Ellie for now. Leave Dillon to it. He’s a prick but he’s not bad at what he does.
((Also on this page: Some random doodles, nothing noteworthy just geometric shapes and scribbles.))
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Charlie’s a real peach. She’s always dropping off bits and pieces. Sometimes she’s even dropping off bits and pieces from other people. I swear the girl is like my own personal cheer squad. If I could choose a sister, she’d def be a contender. I mean, besides being a secret psycho - something she told me that time we went out to dinner - I think we’re both similar creatures. That’s probably a given though what with us being on the same path and all.
((Also on this page: A picture of a woman hidden behind an armful of parcels.))
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I kinda rock at this management thing. So much so, that I get paid a little more again. I was a little worried about this living and working with Ric thing. I mean, that’s a kinda a level of – and I hate this word – commitment, that I’d never thought I’d be ready for, let alone a part of. I mean I’ve lived with my guys in the past, but that doesn’t mean much cos I’ve always been a bit of a nomad and a change of scenery is always good. And technically, I mean our apartment is the base of operations for Happy Tree too. So it’s not like it’s a huge change or anything. I knew I could help him and so well, I asked. But damn. I’m actually pretty scared. And I don’t mind admitting this to you diary, but seriously, this best stay between us; if things go tits-up between us, Ric and me, I’m gonna be losing more than just my boyfriend. Ric’s like. Well. I dunno. My boss, obviously. He’s my boyfriend, again… obviously. But he’s kinda, sorta my best friend too. God Dillon would be pissed to hear that, but it’s true. It’s weird how not weird this whole thing is. I’ve usually got one foot out of the door by now. Or I’ve been gone several weeks already. I’ve not had much luck with men in the past. So yeah… I think I might actually be in uncharted territory here. Another month or so and this will be my longest relationship ever. If we make it that far that is. And if I haven’t just severely ******* jinxed it by writing his. ****. I need to not think about this before I freak myself out. And I love him. I love him! There’s something seriously ******* wrong with me. I think I’ll go pay Ellie a visit. Well… Ellie’s bar anyways. Toodles diary!
((Also on this page: A woman can be seen standing at a sink, a soaped up brain in her hand. The top of her head is missing and she’s massaging the disembodied organ in her hands.))
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Okay. Shoot me now. I’ve turned into one of those girlfriends. I asked him what he thought of the bed today, you know, now that he’s had a little time to get used to it and I got a very Ric-ish reply. Apparently he doesn’t dislike it. I’d say that’s the best I can ask for – probably because it is – but you know what… he has actually been sleeping in it with me. I probably didn’t need to ask him what he thought about it actually. I mean he doesn’t even fight me some nights when I try and drag him to bed, so that’s gotta be good right. ****. I’m doing it again. Shoot me now! Look at the **** I’m writing. I need a hobby. Oh wait. I have one! So why are my pages full of crap about the arsehole I’m dating? Urgh. I clearly have issues.
((Also on this page: Nothing. The rest of the page is blank.))
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NOTE: Sky has Healthy Complexion
Ha! Yes! Okay. I shouldn’t be happy about this but I kinda am. I think I managed to freak him out again today and I wasn’t even trying to. I ran my hand kinda through his hair and started to rub the back of his neck with my thumb. I was just being affectionate but he asked what I was doing and then fucked off. To be honest I really didn’t even think about what I was doing. I’ve been holding back in the affection department and I guess I just did what came naturally. I mean keeping my hands to myself at times is kinda agonizing. I don’t have to be touchy feely 24/7 or anything. We both like our own space and stuff but not doing what I wanna do, when I wanna do it, really ******* sucks. And I am quite tactile. Believe it or not. So yeah. Unexpected but kinda cool. I’m adding that to my repertoire. He has to get used to me being me. This whole softy, softly approach is getting old.
Ali called me pretty. Okay so technically she said “Hey, pretty.” But still. That doesn’t mean anything right? I mean us girls, we do that don’t we. Damn Ric. Damn him and his stupid ideas. I don’t know why I listen to him. She’s not gay. And even if she is. Who the **** cares. I mean really. It’s kinda the norm now isn’t it? And in a world where monsters exist what does sexual orientation matter? It doesn’t. I wonder if Aliyah knows her brother thinks she’s gay?
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((Also on this page: Someone is curled up in a ball on the floor laughing.))
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NOTE: Sky has Healthy Complexion
Apparently I might get to meet this mysterious new thing of Ric’s. What do I know about her? Not much to be honest. Her name’s Beverly, she used to be a nun and Ric turned her on the 15th February. I’m kinda pumped about meeting her. I hope she’s nicer to me than his other thing. I’d kinda like to like one of his kids. If she’s nice to me I might even give her a blade of some kind. Something good. If she’s anything like Ricky, she’ll appreciate that. In fact I could make something and take it with me. There’s something to be said for being prepared and all that.
((Also on this page: A sketch of a nun, complete with habit, holding a bloodied knife in her hand. The woman has an eerily serene look on her face and the blood is fresh as drops of blood are slipping from the point of the blade.))
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♪ I wish you well, but desire never leaves ♪ ♫ Available Melee Weapons ♫
NOTE: Sky has Healthy Complexion
That guy of mine has way too much power over me, but worse than that… I think I kinda like it. He has this superpower that allows him to literally pull me to him. I don’t know how it works and I fear the day he does when I’m on stage but aside from that, I really don’t mind being at his beck and call. As you may have noticed diary, as much as I hate being all girly and writing about Ricky, I kinda can’t stop myself. I write what I need to write. I dunno if that helps me in any way, but it keeps happening so I may as well stop bitching about it. There’s no shame in writing about someone you care about. Right?
((Also on this page: A band are playing on stage and are all looking to a puff of smoke where their singer used to be. The word ‘Poof!’ is written in the old comic form style of writing common in the old Batman series.))
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NOTE: Sky has Healthy Complexion
I think Ric would pitch a fit if he read some of what I’ve written lately and I definitely think he’d be pissed about today today’s entry because, well, I think he’s kinda adorable. And yes diary, if you could laugh, I know you’d be doubled over crying at that remark but he kinda is. He gets all weird and squirmy when I run my hands through his hair and stoke the back of his neck. He keeps asking me what I’m doing and the when I ask him what he thinks of it he tells me he doesn’t think about those kinds of things. I think he’s lying. He clearly has an opinion. I kinda think he likes it, because if he didn’t he’d of outright told me to stop. Though he used to complain when I kissed him, so I dunno. But I’m pretty sure that it would be obvious if he didn’t like it.
((Also on this page: A boy is standing at a crossroad, on one side is a picturesque scene complete with a bunny washing it’s face at the side of the road, on the other side is a dark, twisty forest with a sign that reads; Continue.))
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NOTE: Sky has Healthy Complexion
More cuteness to report today I’m afraid. He’s a funny guy. So… he uses that superpower on me and I end up in the sewers of all places. So I joke that he takes me to all the best places. Of course he comes back with “Where should I take you then, McDonalds?” or something like that. I’m pretty sure he thinks he’s funny, so I tell him yes, he should take me there if I’m hungry. Hahaha. We amuse me. I love our banter. Maybe I should have been mad that he was calling cheap or whatever but I knew he was just messing, just like he knew I was messing when I made the comment about him taking me to all the best places. Oh good thing I’m not vain too, cos he decided to mess up my hair before he left, and not in the really fun way. I’d pout or something but he’s a hell of a lot more affectionate these days. I can’t knock him for trying.
Sold one of my better weapons today. I probably should up the price or something but I don’t much care to do that. It’s not like I’m hard up for money or anything. I kinda knew that saying about money attracting money was true and that but I find it beyond ridiculous how easy it is to earn a years wages in a month these days. I guess that’s what happens when you start operating outside of societies rules. My jewellery has always made me good money, but my swords surpass that by a big long way. I really need to find a good charity to donate to or something.
((Also on this page: A Labrador is biting someone’s hand. A thought bubble shows what the Labrador is thing; That’ll teach you to pet me.))
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NOTE: Sky has Healthy Complexion
