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Re: An account of events

Posted: 29 Jul 2016, 02:16
by Roderic
I haven't feel this free in...
Ever.
It's oddly...
Comforting.
I can be the absolute worse person in the world and...
It's fine.
I can do things that no sane person should be able to do...
It's accepted.
Every boundary I push, every fucked up, twisted thing I think of, I can do without hesitation.
It's gratifying.

And why not?
We're not human. We heal at phenomenal speeds.
Pain tolerances are higher. We die if we go to far, and then we come back.
As soon as I'm finished, I think about what I can do tomorrow.
Something worse.

Tonight was probably the worst of all the nights.
I don't think anyone would imagine me sane again after tonight if anyone knew.
I know I will never forget tonight.
Turn around is fair play and when I thought she couldn't do any worse than I could...
I stand corrected.
I'm already plotting my next move.

Re: An account of events

Posted: 07 Sep 2016, 01:33
by Roderic
Thing emailed me and told me she was going to the Umbra.
I didn't hear back from her.
I plan on finding out if it was a 'day' trip or a longer, staying put trip.
Finding out if it was worth the trip.

I started another business.
A leather one.
"High On Leather."
I have too much free time on my hands.
Well, no. I shifted things around and what used to be time dedicated to certain activities, no longer exist.
My free time isn't completely wasted.
Dominique makes sure of that.
But while I do have free time, I find myself bored.
I hate being bored.
I need to find something to do other than work, and terrorize Dominique.
I've gone too long without seeing red.

Re: An account of events

Posted: 23 Oct 2016, 00:49
by Roderic
Dom and I come back from our trip to the Congo tonight. We're almost back, actually. We'll land in just over two hours.
I can't write down any of the things we did, in case anyone finds this thing at some point.
But nothing was legal. All of it was justified.
And it was the most fun I've had in a long time.
I almost forgot how it felt to work with challenging, live game.
Tomorrow night is some Halloween party.
Kaelyn is hosting it. Dom and I came back for it.
I hope it's worth it. Otherwise we might duck out for another week or two at the Congo. Or some place equally as interesting.
Maybe some place out east. They've got a problem with some people out there. Not naming any groups, but starts with an I and ends with an s.

There's something going on back in Harper Rock. Julby sent me an email. I don't know how long ago, but she's on about 'my faction.'
I don't have a faction. I'm part of a faction, but it's not 'my' faction. Velveteen created it, it is her faction. I'm sure when she wrote the email, her emotions were running high like ninety-nine percent of women's do.
She's talking about some tome, and selling it for cheap.
It's a smart business move since she paid ten thousand for it. Selling it for five, at a couple copies.
She should make it back in no time.
But, what does buying a tome in a shop have to do with Tytonidae?
I'm sure if it was something important, I would have heard about it.
Again.
Women.
And their emotions.

Re: An account of events

Posted: 17 Jul 2017, 19:27
by Roderic
Dom and I have been tied together for nine months now.
I'm not sentimental, I'm just stating this as a fact.
Another fact is that while it has been this many months, it does not seem as if it has been this many months.
We work together, and then other times we do our own thing.
It is symbiotic in multiple ways.

Thing Two is back. But, here, and now, I have to remind myself that she is just 'Thing.'
She reached out to me last night.
It has been a while. Maybe six months since I have seen or heard from her.
I will find out what she has been up to during this long departure.

Sister B is around-sometimes.
She's never recovered from the loss of Pyper, I believe.
No matter what I say, or do, she will never see things as I, or Dom do.
Life would be different without Dom, but life would not stop.
Maybe that is what makes us unique.
Should I ever cease to exist, I believe Dom's life would continue on. It would not be the same, that is factual for anyone and everyone.
But, she is strong.
I am strong.
We are strong together.
And equally strong alone.

Re: An account of events

Posted: 03 Sep 2017, 01:53
by Roderic
Go out of town and everyone starts making things.
When the cats away, the mice will play. I heard that somewhere.
Hope not from him.
Sounds like something he would say.

Re: An account of events

Posted: 16 Oct 2017, 23:35
by Roderic
I gave Dom something that only belongs to her for whatever this date is.
One year of eternal commitment. 365 days came and went.
Didn't seem like it, but here we are.
The sixteenth of October.