Re: Honey I'm Home (Indigo - Hive)
Posted: 02 May 2016, 13:06
He felt a gut wrenching sensation of wrongness as Indie spoke, acknowledging his words, acknowledging the gravity of the situation for the first time. The feeling only grew as the distance did between them, until she was standing, until she was walking away to leave him laying in his slow building broody anger. He'd just stayed there, watching her walk away and said nothing. Perhaps too stunned by her agreement, too frustrated by his decision. Right now he could be lost in a sea of sheets, with woman showering him in love and attention, embracing him without hesitation. Instead? Alone. He kicking furiously at a pillow, sending the fluffy item flying across the room. "****!" He growled, the man on his feet in moments, hands pushing at his blonde locks.
It was rare that he truly felt sympathy for others, that he could put himself in their shoes. Generally he just didn't care enough, didn't want to and even when he tried it just felt impossible. He understand it from an outside perspective, but it didn't get to impact on him. Yet he had claimed these people as his own, they were a reflection of him and if one was suffering then they all would, if one had doubts then it would slowly trickle back to him. The guys would blame him, why hadn't he just let her live in her delusions? Why did he have to be honest? That was one thing about Kaspar, he didn't shy away from honesty, he would at times disguise the truth behind beautiful words but not lies.
He took a few calming breaths, he had to make sure she was alright, that she understood he wanted her. They wanted her, it was just a matter of making sure she understood what it meant. As he made his way to the bathroom he began to shed layers of clothing, piece by piece until there was nothing clothing him, nothing to hide behind. He made a point of avoiding the mirror as he opened the door, edging into it with his back to it, afraid of the horror he might see. It was when she emerged from beneath the bubbles that he spoke, "Indigo, we need to cover the mirrors in this house, not necessarily permanently as I know you need them but for vampires they can be... Horrific." He didn't wait for her approval, the man making his way to join her in the large spa sized bath. He caught the woman up against him, drawing her easily into his embrace amongst the bubbles. "I adore you, alright? We all do, and it's not a matter of wanting YOU, it's wanting you to get what we couldn't have. We will figure it out, together."
It was rare that he truly felt sympathy for others, that he could put himself in their shoes. Generally he just didn't care enough, didn't want to and even when he tried it just felt impossible. He understand it from an outside perspective, but it didn't get to impact on him. Yet he had claimed these people as his own, they were a reflection of him and if one was suffering then they all would, if one had doubts then it would slowly trickle back to him. The guys would blame him, why hadn't he just let her live in her delusions? Why did he have to be honest? That was one thing about Kaspar, he didn't shy away from honesty, he would at times disguise the truth behind beautiful words but not lies.
He took a few calming breaths, he had to make sure she was alright, that she understood he wanted her. They wanted her, it was just a matter of making sure she understood what it meant. As he made his way to the bathroom he began to shed layers of clothing, piece by piece until there was nothing clothing him, nothing to hide behind. He made a point of avoiding the mirror as he opened the door, edging into it with his back to it, afraid of the horror he might see. It was when she emerged from beneath the bubbles that he spoke, "Indigo, we need to cover the mirrors in this house, not necessarily permanently as I know you need them but for vampires they can be... Horrific." He didn't wait for her approval, the man making his way to join her in the large spa sized bath. He caught the woman up against him, drawing her easily into his embrace amongst the bubbles. "I adore you, alright? We all do, and it's not a matter of wanting YOU, it's wanting you to get what we couldn't have. We will figure it out, together."