Re: ♪ Blades and Booze ♪ (Forsyth)
Posted: 09 Oct 2015, 19:50
Fors catches me looking at the guy I don't yet know and I shrug.
"**** knows. He's a regular though I know that much. Seen him around. I think he wants to come chat me up or something cos every time I catch him looking my way he's pretty damn quick to avert his eyes. Guess he's not noticed the wedding band."
I tap my right index finger onto my band, both hands sitting on the table in front of me, my drink temporarily forgotten.
"That or he's the kinda guy that's not gonna let a little thing like a woman being married stop him from checking her out."
I laugh. I find the whole thing kinda funny. I don't really have issues with guys. I mean I can pull if I want to. Or at least I never had any issue with that when I was single. Probably wouldn't have much issue if I wanted to give it a go now either but **** that for a game of soldiers; I don't need that kinda drama. I'm trouble. I know that. But ain't no way I'd put Ricky through that. It's bad enough he caught me ******* Dillon that time when we were kinda on a break or whatever.
I visibly cringe at the memory.
It was not my finest hour and the memory is only made more bitter by the fact that Dillon's now dead and buried. Poor ********. I know I'm the reason he bit the big one before his time. At least I can say he didn't waste his life. We lived it up. Is it wrong to take comfort in the fact that fact that he'll always live on in my memory? And I'm gonna live longer than most. Unless Ric decides otherwise. That boy has some serious power over me. That's for sure.
I shake off the negativity and refocus on Forsyth.
"So... What's your issue with feeding then? I mean a fish's gotta swim and a bird's gotta fly. You the type with a conscience or what?"
I've never really given the whole blood thing much thought. Hell. Ric and I will play with the stuff in bed if we're feeling kinky. I wouldn't say I don't have a conscience but I don't get why anyone wouldn't drink what they gotta to survive. I ate meat as a human. Still eat meat now. ****. I kinda fancy a burger now I think about it. Best not to think about that.
Focus on Fors.
I smile at my friend and wait to see what he's got to say for himself. I may be here to give him a new sword but that don't mean I'm all business. That is so not my style. Unless I'm doing something for Happy Tree, then I'm a total professional. Kinda. Maybe. Well as much as I can be. Ain't no way I'd let my boy down that's for sure.
"**** knows. He's a regular though I know that much. Seen him around. I think he wants to come chat me up or something cos every time I catch him looking my way he's pretty damn quick to avert his eyes. Guess he's not noticed the wedding band."
I tap my right index finger onto my band, both hands sitting on the table in front of me, my drink temporarily forgotten.
"That or he's the kinda guy that's not gonna let a little thing like a woman being married stop him from checking her out."
I laugh. I find the whole thing kinda funny. I don't really have issues with guys. I mean I can pull if I want to. Or at least I never had any issue with that when I was single. Probably wouldn't have much issue if I wanted to give it a go now either but **** that for a game of soldiers; I don't need that kinda drama. I'm trouble. I know that. But ain't no way I'd put Ricky through that. It's bad enough he caught me ******* Dillon that time when we were kinda on a break or whatever.
I visibly cringe at the memory.
It was not my finest hour and the memory is only made more bitter by the fact that Dillon's now dead and buried. Poor ********. I know I'm the reason he bit the big one before his time. At least I can say he didn't waste his life. We lived it up. Is it wrong to take comfort in the fact that fact that he'll always live on in my memory? And I'm gonna live longer than most. Unless Ric decides otherwise. That boy has some serious power over me. That's for sure.
I shake off the negativity and refocus on Forsyth.
"So... What's your issue with feeding then? I mean a fish's gotta swim and a bird's gotta fly. You the type with a conscience or what?"
I've never really given the whole blood thing much thought. Hell. Ric and I will play with the stuff in bed if we're feeling kinky. I wouldn't say I don't have a conscience but I don't get why anyone wouldn't drink what they gotta to survive. I ate meat as a human. Still eat meat now. ****. I kinda fancy a burger now I think about it. Best not to think about that.
Focus on Fors.
I smile at my friend and wait to see what he's got to say for himself. I may be here to give him a new sword but that don't mean I'm all business. That is so not my style. Unless I'm doing something for Happy Tree, then I'm a total professional. Kinda. Maybe. Well as much as I can be. Ain't no way I'd let my boy down that's for sure.