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Posted: **02 Sep 2015, 00:41**

The last week has been uneventful. Quiet even. I need to get out more. Or, get out of the typical places I spend a lot of time at.

Niklaus keeps inspiring me, and vice versa. It helps me when I'm in the slums, dealing with the men there. I've been meaning to get together with him, and probably should. It's been a while and I actually enjoy our time together. It's refreshing to be able to say and do whatever I want and leave.

Elighan swears I torture him, but not all torture is bad, right? I'm still not sure what to think of our arrangement. It makes me uncomfortable. Makes me feel owned, even. Controlled. It honestly wouldn't bother me if he found someone else to screw. It might do us both some good if he did.

There was a post on the Crownet. I'm certain the way it was written that it was Ambrose. I should have ignored it, but I didn't. Elighan wasn't much help and neither was Ambrose. And I definitely want to know who or what was behind-whatever that was that night. I don't plan on doing anything to whoever or whatever it was, nothing more than telling them to butt out of lives that aren't theres. That is, if I even go. I saw my papi signed up, so knowing that sways my decision just a little bit. I mean, he wouldn't let Amrbose kill me, right? He is my papi.

Amrbose scares me a little when I think about him. Deep down. There is a darkness to him. A little fear can be a dead turn on, but this is different. I saw it in his memories. I could feel it.

Posted: **06 Sep 2015, 03:36**

Last night Elighan surprised me. He's doing that more and more lately. I thought he was very square, but come to find out there is more to him than what meets the eye.

I spent a couple nights away from him, because let's face it. This can only end one way. He might age slowly, but I don't. And I can't stand the idea of commitment, which is his big gang up.

So after nights apart, he comes up with the idea of a threesome. There are rules, but...wow. He's willing to bring other people in bed, so I don't get bored. And not just women either. I never expected this in one hundred years to come out of his mouth. He certainly has my interest now. Now I know he's not interested in taking what we have to the next level.

Posted: **08 Sep 2015, 01:21**

I did something the other night. It was a complete accident. I don't know how I even managed to do it.

He took me my by surprise. I was in the slums...alright. I was up to no good, this is true. I was doing some information collecting. Seeing how much certain product sells for on the streets. I have to keep a watchful eye on Jose. He's not going to pull a fast one on me. Fifteen percent is fifteen percent.

I leave a club and all of a sudden there is a man in a uniform out there, shouting at me to freeze. I'm not an idiot and I'm not going to jail. So I flipped him off and took off running-only to run into his punta friend who shot me in the shoulder.

Maybe it wasn't an accident. I was so angry and bleeding everywhere that I screamed at her and then I shot her back with some crappy gun I found in the club. And I killed her. I left her right there, dead in the streets in the slums. They probably see this a lot in the slums, but I don't. Mi padre was even careful with who he did and didn't kill. I'm so afraid.

Because someone is after me. I was at the Necropolis tonight and a man and a woman both attacked me. I've never seen them before, but they seemed to know who-or what I was. And both of them managed to stab me.

I've decided to stay away from heavily populated areas for now. There's this old building with a forge in it. No one seems to know it's there. And I haven't seen any cops, or men with swords. I tell you this place gets crazier and crazier every night!

Posted: **12 Sep 2015, 01:36**

Estoy muy cabreado! Ambrose is such an asshole. If he was not already dead I would wring his neck, or put the back of my heel in his temple. He had no right. Absolutely none!

I don't know where to begin, but I don't think any of that matters. What matters is that he manipulated me in so many ways. And now he says we are bound. That the little punta named Aeryn did some ritual called Eternal Bond and made us husband and wife.

Jose was right. Él está loco. Who does something like that? That is not what people do. People don't trick people into marrying them. If he thinks I am his wife, he has another thing coming. There are no papers, no witnesses. Nada.

Is he going to be so sorry he did what he did. You wait and see. I am not his. I am no ones.

Posted: **17 Sep 2015, 00:21**

I've been thinking about Elighan a lot lately. I haven't read his last email. I don't know what to tell him or what to say, but I think something should be said.

I stopped by the apartment last night but he wasn't there. I wanted to give him back some of the things he gave me. It only seems right. I still didn't know what I would say if he was actually there.

Ambrose says he won't manipulate me like that again. He says he loves me too, which is insane. I think he loves Cahami, Caomi, whatever her name is, and because he thinks I am her, by some strange default loves me. Or the idea of me. I don't know. I don't believe him.

I have to find Elighan.

Posted: **30 Sep 2015, 01:27**

It's funny how things turn out. For a few nights, I have been thinking about Elighan, but I haven't gone to see him because things are complicated now. I don't want him in the middle of things. I don't want him to get in the crossfire of Ambrose.

Then tonight, he emails me and sends me some money. A lot of money. Everything he has, he says. Too much money. I tried to email him back, but the email wasn't able to be delivered. I wasn't able to give him all the money back either. He closed out his account. He's left town and he's not coming back. It's not so funny after all.

Posted: **07 Oct 2015, 01:57**

I wrote you a letter, but realized how pointless it was because I have no way of tracking you down. So, I will just write in here what I intended on writing to you.

Mr. Mysterious-

You're an asshole.The biggest asshole in the world. I wrote it in English so you can better understand me. I understand you have priorities, but you could have at least enclosed a forwarding address. Did you think I wouldn't want to make sure you were alright? Or at least got to your destination safely?

Thank you for the money, but if and when you return, you will be getting all of it back. With interest.

The thing I never told you, was that I am...something now. I don't know how to explain it. Married, only, vampires don't do the whole walking down an aisle, wearing a wedding dress, eating cake and all that caca. To that man I told you about. The one I met that one night. The one that killed me when I was pregnant with your little monster. There was nothing romantic about it. It was not planned or discussed-it just happened. He and I are tied together. Forever.

I hope you arrived at your sister's place in one piece. I hope you find the nice woman I always told you to find while we were screwing. I'm not a nice person. I wasn't always nice to you. I'm sorry, Elighan.

I still have a key to the apartment. I've used it a lot recently. Mostly to sleep in the bed that's there. I don't think you'll mind or care. I was just lonely.

Lita

Posted: **11 Oct 2015, 01:46**

Since Elighan left, my money has been being spent, but I haven't been gaining any of it back. That happens when your boss and main bread winner up and skips town. Still angry at that asshole. I'm not broke, but I could be in a year if I keep spending and not making anything.

I went job searching because what else am I going to do? I tome to the apartment and Ambrose is never there, which don't even get me started on him either. I invite him to go out with me, which is me inviting him out on a date, which is something I never do and he blows me off. And tells me to have fun. I tell him I'll find someone else to dance with and all he says is...a big fat nada. You don't care that your woman is dancing up on some other guys? That's just loco. And then for a whole week he never comes home. So I stopped coming home and decided to find a couple of old friends to have some fun with. Screw him. I told him I'm not his stupid ex-girlfriend. It's not my fault he didn't believe me. I'm Adelita, not Caosluta. If he doesn't like that, then he can ask that punta Aeryn to wave her magic wand and make us un-whatever. Not that I even care anymore. I liked life better when there were no strings attached to anyone or anything.

But, on some good news! I think I might have found a job at a Yoga studio. It's muy perfecto. I'll watch some videos on yoga, but I'm a lot more flexible than most puntas out there anyways, so I don't think I'll have to study too hard. Just learn the name of the positions and put my *** high in the air. I hope it can be a co-ed class and there isn't a policy about tips.

Posted: **30 Oct 2015, 00:03**

I miss Mexico. Sometimes I think about going back to get mi madre. I wonder if I could do it. If I could get her out. Maybe if I offer them some money. Some people could use some big dinero. Or if I could make someone my thrall that could help her escape. I think about the day she is free a lot.

Until then I'm going to keep busy. I might need more money than what I have now. I've started my own business, another possibility done because of Elighan. I don't think I can work for anyone else again. I like being my own boss.

Posted: **19 Nov 2015, 19:00**

Origenes is finally making some significant income and it makes me smile. I think it is because of the newest woman I hired, Felicia Herrera. When she came along, profits increased by a couple hundred dollars and keep going up. I'm not an efficient business owner, Elighan was better at that than I ever was, but it's working. Partnered with my two latina comrades, I think business will be okay and then even better after the holidays.

I have been siring. A lot. More than I probably should. Why? Because I can. Because no one is around to tell me I can't. Or I shouldn't. That's what I'll say, but not the real reason why. I used to hate having people under my feet when I was living life in Mexico. I found it suffocating. Stifling. Now it's the exact opposite.

Now, I could go for days without talking to anyone other than my employees. I could skip town, leave a couple thousands of dollars for Felicia and Victoria to keep working like they should and no one would even notice my disappearance. Godric is gone. Remington is gone. Elighan is gone. Niklaus-he is...something. Gone. Missing. I don't know, and I'm not about to be that girl. I'm not that girl anyways. And Tizoc may as well be gone too. He practically is. If I don't hunt him down or open the line of communication-it's like he is gone. I sire them hoping one of them will stick around. One of them I can befriend. That one of them will bring back the woman that's still inside of me. Deep down, she is still there. In a state of hibernation, or something like it. I just need to find the right person to remind me of that again.

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