An Unwelcome Customer [Skylar]

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Elliot paused as his childe instructed him to, even if she had not told him to stop. She was blocking his path, and this seemed like a thing she wasn’t going to give up on. Even if he avoided it tonight, she’d be back the next night, or the night after. His body slumped and his head rolled on his neck so that he could stare, momentarily, at the roof.

When Skylar was finally finished with her rant, Elliot turned his gaze back to her. It was softer than previously, and there was even a slight smile curling the corner of his lips. Very slight, but it was there. The fact that the topic of his peculiar penchant for violence was dropped in favour of this other, more important topic (according to Skylar) was a relief. He finally laid his clean hands on Skylar’s shoulders and looked her dead in the eye.

”I can promise you that I will pass on the news of any death or fatal injury in regards to yourself to Roderic, without incident, depending entirely on the circumstances,” he said; the genuine honesty of his words could not be denied. He meant it. No, he did not trust Roderic. He loathed the faction that Roderic belonged to. He loathed Roderic’s sire—Phoenix was his sire, wasn’t she? All of these things stacked up against the guy and he would have to work to gain Elliot’s favour. Given Elliot’s attitude the last time the two of them had met, he doubted that Roderic had any such desire to prove himself to Skylar’s sire. This was one of those things that Elliot didn’t have any control over, and nor did he really wish to. It was one of those things that had him all knotted up inside because he didn’t know what to do or what to think.

He had been a free man, once. Without worried or responsibilities or obligations. Respect was not a thing he would demand from any man, was it? He shook his head.

”In regards to our previous conversation, though – if he knocked you up with one of those monsters and did not take responsibility for it, if you disappeared and didn’t tell him and he failed to try to find you, I would kill him. I would tear him apart like I did that fadebeast,” he said, gesturing to the mess over Skylar’s shoulder. ”I can tell you that in a situation where he is the cause of your death, inadvertent or not, I would try to hear his side of the story,” he said. ‘Try’ being the important word, there, as Elliot was uncertain that his temper would allow him to.

”Happy?”
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Okay. Gunk be damned. I listen to Ellie talk and then throw my arms around him and hug him a little too tightly. He's a big old softy underneath that tall, lanky, whatever exterior. Okay, so maybe he's the softy he appears to be and he's actually a violent and sadistic killer under all that floppy hair but I really don't care about that. I can't exactly be mad at him for enjoying the thrill of the fight, I mean I'm dating a guy that I'm pretty sure gets off on that kinda thing, so... yeah. just cos I don't want to fight or get a kick out of it, doesn't mean I'm gonna judge those that do. Though I had thought Elliot was more like me. Or that I was more like him. Who knows. Maybe over time I'll start enjoying that kind of thing to. And as quickly as I think that, I push it from my mind. That is quite literally the last thing I see myself ever doing. Besides. I kinda like watching others doing the fighting. I might have a few more issues than I'm willing to admit.
I place an exaggerated kiss to Ellie's cheek, my arms still around his neck - complete with the kissing sound - before I pull away. If Pi were here I might get glared at but she must know by now that I don't see Elliot that way. Even if I could get passed his age and stuff, dating him would feel like dating myself - cos we're so alike in some ways - and I'm really not that narcissistic. I'm not into incest either, and while Elliot may not want the daddy title, that is one I think he deserves. The way he's acting right now is kind of case and point in that one.
"That's all I can ask."
I give a nod of my head.
"But you know, I'm pretty sure that if Ric knocked me up that he'd stick around and deal with it. Especially with the way things are for us. For vampires I mean. I mean it's something he can fight, so I think he'd like that. It's if there was a real baby at the end of it, that I think he'd have more issue."
I laugh, because to me it is kind of funny. I mean I like Ric and all, and I know he's loyal to those he wants to be loyal to, but I can't see him sticking around and raising a kid. Hell I can't see me sticking around and raising a kid. We barely manage to keep the damn dog alive.
"So... You got any gloves?"
I turn around to face the gooey mess on the floor. The whiskey churns in my stomach but I'm glad it's there, still filling me with its familiar warmth.
"Cos I really don't relish the idea of cleaning that up by hand without any."
I gesture at the putrid mess and wait for Ellie's answers. I've been hanging out that the bar for a while but I usually leave the messier jobs to the members of staff that are actually getting paid to be here, so as such, I have no idea where the cleaning stuff is kept. I could hazard a guess that it's somewhere out back with the rest of the stock, or it's down in the cellar maybe with the barrels. If I had to go find the stuff, those would be the two places I checked first.
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Elliot stared at Skylar before rolling his eyes.

Even Elliot wasn’t sure whether she was helping her own case—or Ric’s, as the case may be. To describe him as a guy who wouldn’t stick around if he actually managed to knock her up with a real baby was telling. Irresponsible deadbeat were two words that came to mind, though Elliot didn’t mention anything. He could tell Skylar was trying her hardest to paint Ric in a positive light, regardless of the fact that it didn’t comfort or reassure Elliot in the least to think that the only reason Ric would stick around if he knocked Skylar up with a fadebeast was not to make sure she came out of it alive, but because he wanted to fight the thing that came out of her. As if that would be the selling point.

If that was the kind of man Skylar wanted to love, then so be it. It was her prerogative. Her heart that would end up bloody and broken and smashed in the gutter. Elliot would be there for her when it happened—because really, he assumed it was going to with each new thing he learned about Ric—but he would refrain from preaching.

Instead, he took the change of topic and ran with it. He’d prefer not to talk about Ric. He liked it best when Ric was never actually mentioned. He nodded.

”Through here,” he said, leading Skylar through to the kitchen—it was down the hall, behind the stairs that led up to the backpacker’s. Through the kitchen, down the very back of the establishment, was a closet where all the cleaning supplies were kept. Elliot handed Skylar the mop bucket while he retrieved a bucket of his own. He also handed Skylar a pair of the chemical grade gloves that the dishwashers used, sometimes. He didn’t grab any gloves for himself. He was already covered in the mess. What harm would more do?

Elliot was obviously avoiding the former topic; silent, and focusing on the job at hand.

”You don’t have to help. You can just watch me clean up, if you want,” he said with a lopsided grin. He collected the mop and a broom and a scrubbing brush. The bleach. He stood and stared into the closet, calculating what else they might need.
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I can still feel a certain amount of negativity around the whole Ric thing, even though I've explained he'd be there for me. I guess only time is going to prove to him that Ric's the guy for me. Which oddly, I think he is. I shiver at the thought of that and quickly brush it away. It's way too early to be thinking that way.
"Through where?"
I follow Ellie through the pub and out the back. Nope. I'd never have found this cupboard on my own, it wasn't even on my radar. Makes sense though. A little cubby hole for the cleaning stuff. It has its own little home. That's quite professional. Shows they thought this place out. At least I think it does. I'd of shoved it anywhere I could put it. Though I'm getting better at this whole business thing. I'm lucky I have Ellie to help in that too, even if I don't ever intend to open a proper business; I don't think selling stuff at auction counts, even if I do make most of my money that way.
I slip the handle of the bucket over my left forearm so I can tale the proffered gloves and put them on. The gloves are kinda big but they’re thick as ****. Ain’t no way any of that gunk is getting on my hands through these things. I’d ask Elliot why the place needs something like this but exhibit A of his reasoning is waiting to be cleaned up in the main bar. I will still need to change my clothes though, since that hug I gave him got me a bit messy and while I don’t much mind that, there's no need for me getting gunk under my not so finely manicured nails; not if I don’t have to, which I don’t, so I shan’t.
My mind wanders as I kinda begin to fantasise as to what Ric’s reaction would be to seeing me covered in fadebeast gunk. Would he be turned on? He’s twisted enough. Would he think I killed it? Probably not. I mean I’m no fighter, he’s seen that first hand himself. I’m sure he’d know I was just too close to one when it went poof. Though the scene itself more reminded me of the scene from The Wizard of Oz where the witch melts; I think that’s just because of the icky mess left on the floor. Which then gets me wondering… Does that happen to me if I die? Do I go all gunky? Or do I turn to ash like the vampires in Buffy.
I shake myself out of my musings and focus back on Elliot and our latest boding activity.
"I'm not some girly, girl Elliot. Just because I wanted a pair of gloves, doesn't mean I'm not more than happy to get down on my knees and pitch in."
So, it comes out wrong - nothing new there - it's just the way I speak. I'll own that. I am who I am and good luck to the guy or gal that thinks they can change me now. I'm not afraid of change though, I'd embrace it, but as and when it happens is kinda up to me. Well, me and Ric. I give that guy way too much control over my life, but worse than that... I kinda like it.
"So... And don’t get mad or nothing, but I kinda wanna backtrack our conversation a little. That pile of gunk out there… Is that what happens to us if we die? I’m sure you’ve told me before but you know me… I don’t always take things in the first time I’m told something. Especially if I’m distracted, which I all too easily am. I told you about my shiny thing fetish right? That I’m like a magpie… And here I go again. I’m off topic. Just ignore that last part… So… do we turn to icky piles of goop when we die?"
Even before I get my answer my brain is trying to figure out the best way to clean up the gross mess on the floor. Do we scoop it up and put it in a bucket or do we put it in a trash bag? Would it leak through a trash bag if we put it in one? I can kind of imagine it leaking out of a hole, drops of sickly dark liquid dropping onto the floor, leaving a trail for people to follow. But then if not a trash bag, it has to go in a bucket and then where? I can’t imagine flushing that rancid stuff down the toilet. That’s just nasty. So maybe bucket and then trash bag, but only once you’re standing next to the dumpster so that it can go straight in. Honestly, I have no idea. I'm not really sure what someone does with that kind of putrid mess. Might be best to throw it in an acid bath for all I know and who the **** keeps one of them handy? I bet Ric knows; how to clean the mess up that is, not who keeps an acid bath handy. He's a bit of a neat freak in his own way. At least I think he is. I'm sure it's one of his tics. Good job I'm not a complete slob myself then eh?
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Elliot was only half listening.

As he stared into that cupboard, he was chewing a metaphorical lip. The battle with the fadebeast had him craving a war. Like it wasn’t enough. There were reasons why he liked raids. He never mentioned raids, simply because he’d never want anyone to ask him why he was there, or what he hoped to achieve. He would have to tell them, wouldn’t he? It wasn’t for the loot. It wasn’t for the training—the constant practice of the hack and slash that would soon have him tackling bigger and meaner foe. Instead, it was a relief that, once one enemy was down, once one corpse had been created at his feet, he could move on to the next one. When inside those buildings, Elliot enjoyed the way he succumbed to another self. It was like a trance into which he willingly sunk. One after another after another until he was too tired to go on, or until there were none left and he was forced to come home. He couldn’t give a flying rats *** about any relic.

And here he stood staring into the depths of the cleaning closet as if hoping for another beat to come climbing out of the shadows of the darkest corner. There was a lack, somewhere in his soul, because instead of continuing to sink into a state of basic violence he was instead trying to figure out what was needed to clean. To clean a mess in a bar that now seemed quiet. The music had stopped, somewhere along the way, and his ears still hummed with the ghostly remnants of the fire alarm.

Although it would seem like he hadn’t been listening, when he turns to Skylar with that blank look in his eye, he has actually heard every word. Within a few second the blankness cleared, grey clouds washed away by a strong wind. He was here, with someone else, and he had to focus. The frown creased his brow and his jaw relaxed a little.

”Why would I be mad, Sky?” he asked, words laced with rough edges. Exactly like frayed lace. He simultaneously blew the hair from his eyes and cocked his head. The hair was heavy with Fadebeast innards, however, and refused to shift.

”No. I mean… no. We turn to ash,” he said, reaching into the cabinet to retrieve a handful of garbage bags which he dropped into Skylar’s bucket. He left the door open as he started to make his way back out to the front of house, the mop and broom held deftly in one hand while the bleach and bucket and scrubbing brush were in the other. On their way out of the kitchen, he spotted a green trash bin, and figured that might be easier than the buckets.

”Grab that, would you?” he asked, nodding to the bin, before returning to the previous topic.

”We—allurists—turn to ash. As do a bunch of the other paths. Some of the others go differently but I’m not too sure I remember the specifics,” he said, rifling through his memory to try to come up with the answer.
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"I dunno. Cos you didn't seem to wanna discuss me dying and stuff before. So... yeah. So we turn to like dust or something. That's kinda insane and cool at the same time. Have you ever died? Cos I was gonna ask if it hurt and stuff. I mean like if you feel yourself dry up and fall apart and stuff. Man that's a depressing thought."
I snatch up the bin I'm told to grab, aware of the fact that I'm babbling again. My mind is still on the idea of being dusted and how other paths might be different. I kinda knew that though maybe. I mean I've seen Ric's leg go poof once. Man that was trip too. I really should be some kind of quivering mess what with all I’ve seen and been through since I... well... died.
I look down at the gunk on the floor and remind myself that vomiting might not be the best course of action. I'm not really the squeamish sort but still, it's hard not to look at this **** and not have that reflex.
"So... You kinda get off on this stuff then eh?"
The moment I say the words I facepalm. Good thing I hadn't actually started cleaning **** up yet or I'd now have a face full of gunk.
"I mean. Yeah. Well you know what I mean I'm sure. You know I kinda feel what you feel and vice versa and you seem to enjoy yourself and then get all remorseful or disgusted and ****. That a normal thing for you? I sure as **** down feel that last part off Ricky after he's carved something up. He's quite something to watch actually. Like you, only hotter. Oh ****. I said that out loud didn't I? I mean. Well I just don't see you that way. Which is probably a good thing given you're like my dad or something. Not to mention good for my survival. I honestly think that woman of yours would rip me apart if I actually had the hots for you."
And just like that, I'm babbling again. I go quiet and kneel on the floor. Time to focus on the mess at hand so we can get this place open again. The bin and bucket are next to me and I reach into the bucket and set the garbage bags aside, before I start scooping up gunk with my gloved hands and discarding it into the bucket. God this stuff is disgusting.
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Elliot groaned inwardly, but it wasn’t shame that he felt, so much as just more guilt. In realising that he didn’t want Skylar to know anything about the things that he enjoyed and was remorseful of, he realised that he must do the same things to other people. They keep their faces blank and mask their emotions, assuming that said emotions were hidden. No one would like it if someone else read their mind without asking permission, and that is, basically, what Elliot and Skylar can do. In Elliot’s opinion, it wasn’t something they could help. Like hearing or sight, it was simply an extra sense that they couldn’t switch on and off on a whim. But still, regardless of this defence, Elliot was still guilty. Always guilty. There was anger there, too.

”A person is cold and heartless if they can enjoy inflicting violence on others without remorse,” Elliot said. Yet again, Skylar had inadvertently given Elliot more reason to dislike Roderic. He was exactly the kind of man Elliot had assumed. Exactly the kind of person who’d want to join Tytonidae, and who would be accepted into their ranks. Of course there was conflict, in regards to Pi’s past need to get into that faction, but that seemed to have passed. And she had not got in, because she was not cold and heartless.

”I don’t enjoy that I enjoy it. I’m good at it. And it feels good. Violence seems to be inherent in most of us and it is an instinct that I’d rather do without,” he said. He had pulled the gloves onto his hands and was down on his knees helping Skylar by the time he was done talking. He shook his head and avoided eye contact. And then changed the subject; returned to the former conversation.

”I have never died but I assume it would hurt about as much as dying would,” he said with a shrug. It wouldn’t hurt any less than true death. He doubted coming back would be any easier. Though, honestly, he had not thought much about death. He was far too preoccupied by the numbing thought of eternity.
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I try and block out what Elliot's feeling cos it makes me feel like **** too and I don't like that. I guess that's the downside to this superpower, it's like empathy on steroids. Or it can be if you let it. Unfortunately for me, I'm still not all that good at blocking **** out. It's that or maybe I'm just the overly sensitive sort.
Probably not the best time for him to be taking a dig at my boyfriend. Ric's not heartless, he's just... erm... focused? He believes in what he's doing. Ain't nothing wrong with that. I mean we all have different moral compasses right? Ric's might be a little out of whack but I'm sure it's nothing to worry about. Hell. Ellie just admitted it's inherent in us or something, this need to be violent. Don't really feel that much myself but I'm young, maybe I'll learn? Hmm, not sure I wanna be hoping for that one. I kinda like my current fight or flight settings. They keep me well... Can I say safe? I mean they didn't stop me from dying now did they? Should you have instincts about dangerous guitars that want to kill you? I guess not enough people have died by them to make that a necessity. Though if you die you can't really pass that fear on.
My thoughts wander and I catch myself just in time to stop myself from using a gunk covered, gloved hand to push my hair back. This stuff churns my stomach. Though guess I should get used to it. I've seen Ric disembowel animals and stuff. Though I don't have to get up close and personal with that. That's usually about the time I find an excuse to be somewhere else.
"Are you trying to tell me we're all gonna turn into psycho killers whether we like it or not?"
I ask the question and huff. I don't believe in following the social trends and while I know DNA plays a major part in who we are, I'm not sure if that gets corrupted when we're reborn into what we are now. Does it change us? Who we are? Was I wrong? Did I lose my soul when I died?
I shiver. The whole conversation is suddenly making me uncomfortable. Though it might be more Elliot's feelings that are making me feel like this. Isn't violence a way of life. Man's been killing for centuries, so violence... not exactly a new concept or way of life.
"You know what. Don't answer that. I don't think I want to know. I kinda like to leave things the way I found them. Unless you know... that thing happens to be a bottle of whiskey, cos then I'm quite happy interfering with that."
I look up and flash a smile at Elliot. The mood needs lightening a little but I doubt that'll actually happen till the remnants of this beast are bucketed and behind us. It's amazing how cleaning away the evidence can make a person feel better. I guess it's that age old saying, "out of sight, out of mind." Throw in a couple more shots of whiskey and I'm sure the night will sort itself out.
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The door by the office clicked; Elliot glanced up to see the bobbing of a blonde head. Roxette’s jaw was slack and her blue eyes curious. It didn’t take her long to gravitate toward Elliot, her expression twisting into disgust.

“Ew, Elliot. What are you doing?” she asked. Elliot rolled his eyes and shook his head.

”Fadebeast,” he said. Roxette wouldn’t need anymore details. She showed no signs of acknowledgment, really, though her eyes were glued to the mess like someone who couldn’t help but look.

”Go fill up the bucket, will you? Bleach, and water as hot as you can get it,” he asked her. Elliot constantly forgot that Roxette had to do what she was told. The slump of her shoulders and the stubborn stomp as she went off to do as asked told Elliot that she regretted stepping into that portal.

Elliot’s attention turned back to Skylar; he had been thinking about the question, carefully, even though she had told him not to answer. But he had to. He would. And he wouldn’t lie. It defied his previous reluctance to talk about it at all. But there was a point to be made. Skylar wouldn’t want to hear it, but perhaps for different reasons than she assumed.

”Look at who you love, Skylar, and tell me you aren’t at least attracted to violence, even if you don’t feel it yourself?” he asked. It was a statement. But it was a question, too. He was curious. In that moment, he was really very curious. Maybe he didn’t know everything there was to know about Roderic, but from everything that Skylar had said about him, Elliot had no idea how anyone could be attracted to, much less fall in love with, someone like that.

Elliot himself didn’t find it too hard to mop up the mess. Maybe he was hardened to it. Maybe it didn’t bother him as much now as it once could have; though once upon a time it probably would have terrified him rather than disgusted him. Now, he felt confident in the fact that even the worst kind of lurking creatures in this city could do him no harm. He could protect his own. He could hold a fort. Maybe not against an army, but he had the skills under his belt to help him in a city that thrived on violence. As if the streets were fractured and fragile, and at any moment chaos could reign. It was a flimsy balance; the atmosphere seemed always to be buzzing with a threat. An impending storm.

”I’m curious. Why do you love him so much?” Elliot asked. A simple enough question, he hoped.
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I look up to see Roxy arriving. The girl has great timing, though I'm betting she wouldn't agree. I feel her annoyance as she stops off to get the hot, soapy water Elliot wants. I wanted to welcome the woman properly. Give her a hug and tease her a little. Can't rightly do that though if she's out of the room and my hands are covered in filth. I'll get her later.
I haven't got long to lament that before Elliot brings me back to earth with a bump.
"Whoa there buddy... Ain't no-one mentioned the L word here yet."
As I turn to look at him, my eyes seem to suggest he insulted me. He didn't. Of course he didn't. I just have to hope like **** that, that's not his crazy superpower that's told him how I feel. Me. In love? The idea is almost laughable only... maybe it's not? Oh ****. Am I falling for Ric? If that's the case I need to haul *** out of that apartment asap.
"But just to answer your question. I've always been drawn to the dark side. that's nothing new. Don't you remember me asking you to find me a tall, dark, handsome guy back when I fed off Dillon that time? I distinctly remember telling you that I wanted the kind of guy you know is trouble just by looking at him. That all kinda sounds like Ric... right? And well..."
God. How do I explain what I like about him? Do I even know what I like about him? Sure he's taller than me and got dark hair like I like. He's ******* gorgeous and definitely the type you know is trouble but it's more than that. He's a challenge. I don't much like being told no when I want something and I pretty much wanted him on sight and he pretty much told me it was never going to happen. So yeah. Thrill of the chase at first maybe. But he's actually got a softer side too. A chivalrous side. I've seen it, though I'm not sure Ellie would believe e on that account. He's kinda funny too. Not like comedian funny, but like quirky. He has a sense of humour and we banter back and forth. I don't much like the way his obsession with my drinking habits but... wait... ****... positive things. What do I lo... like about him? I kinda like everything. He drives me crazy and I really kinda ******* love it. Love it. Not him. I don't do that sappy ****.
"He's an acquired taste I'm sure."
I shrug my shoulders and try not to let the over-excited school girl out; the one that wants to gush about how great he is. Though maybe Elliot kinda wants to see that.
"He's oddly passionate. Quirky. Just the right amount of moody. He can be a complete arse. And yes I count that as a positive cos I like a guy I can argue with. What's the fun in being with someone that never pushes your buttons. He's loyal. And he's so uninterested in people that the chances of him ever cheating on me are infinitesimal. It's more than that though Elliot. it's like... I dunno... It's the times I know he's done something just to keep me happy. Or the feeling I get when I see him. I know you'll dismiss it as chemical or whatever but seriously, that ****'s important, and you don't get that with everyone. He puts up with my ****. He takes care of me. And well... he calms me. I know I've probably bitched one too many times about him being an emotional vortex but I kinda like that at times. I need that. If that makes sense. I have a hard time quietening my mind and with Ric there are times when I can just be... still. It's odd... I know. And no laughing at me or I'm throwing fade gunk at you."
It's only fair to warn Elliot. I don't lie letting the mushy side of me out, so if he laughs I won't be impressed. I mean I'll laugh and joke around and talk about sex and stuff. I'll tell people way more than they wanna hear but I rarely do it in any serious capacity.
**** me though. Elliot might be right. Love. God. If he's right - and I kinda fear he might be - what have I gotten myself into? And more importantly… How do I get myself out of it?
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