mIss attitude( Kenny's journal)

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

Still building up my powers i find myself still in a morgue killing the pitiful zombies and a human here or there. i have so much stuff that i need to sell it but I am a vampire that has been up in the deep darkness of the morgue for days. Only sleeping for short hours of time. Fighting rigamortis to kill zombies as soon as thry wonder innafter the human stupod enough to enter the darkness.
I have found that i understand more about my new nature than I did my human life. I am free to do as i please, kill with in reason and l get to go where i please.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

After spending some time in an old unuesed morgue i used all my bullets and broke my sword that i found with my sire. I rose in power and felt my need for blood or in this case my need to be worth more in the world of the damned to mean more to me. But i was tired of waiting for humans to get trapped by the zombies and increase their numbers only for me to blow them into pieces.
So i set out to find another old building with zombies in it side to test my new levels. Yet i found myself outside in the sun dor a second time. Damn it all my hair is more fried then when i got a bad perm. Still nothing incant fix with a quick trip to the barber shop to get my hair cut off and shaved finely to a nice bald look. That and feed from the guy because he will notice that i am sitting there in front of the mirror but i ha ve no reflection. *smiles*
I just hope that they guy is clean and not on anything. The last guy i ate had visited the slums for drugs and was high went i drabk from him.
The headache was not fun after that and everything looked like it was melting.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

After roaming around for a while without being able to feed. Getting burned by the sun can make anyone really salty. Is it common for a vampire to taste such things when they have not feed in a while?
And on top of that, the killer headache from the leftover drugs still in my system has started to even make my bones and joints hurt. I never knew this pain while I was alive because even though the beatings I was never down this much.
So while wandering around I found myself in a place with cool soft earth and I started to claw at it. Clawing and finally digging into the Earth until I burying myself away from the sounds around me. Away from the craziness in my head and the world outside.
At least I am cooler than I was up there because I was very aware now that I am not wearing much clothing since I was burned from being in the sun.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

Being buried in the ground is starting to not be much fun. I don't see how zombies did this and then broke out of a coffin. I feel hungry because I have yet to find anyone to feed properly from and those that I did find were hunters.*sighs*
Hunters seem to be out in force at the moment and I found a zombie walking around in the streets as well. I don't know what is going on but I do hope that my sire is okay during all this.
I will say that being in the ground is working well for two things, my skin feels better and not covered in burns. And second I have slowly gotten some of this feeling of high out of my system but I really want blood.
When the sun goes down I will do my best to make it into the sewers and hunt for some more rats. Then I will think about getting some clothes because walking around with burnt undies and guns is really making me out to be a crazy person to the humans.
And if that is not a break in the masquerade that I really don't know what is.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I am starting to feel like a worm or one of those insects that pop out of trap doors in the ground and feed on their pray. I feel like that right now.
The effects of the drugs from those people that I did feed on are really something. I had planned to come out of the ground at night and make my way to the closest sewer after my wounds had healed. I could feed on mice for a while like a dirty sewer dweller. My maker spoke of once during our time together only to find that in my still drugged out haze. It was daylight and I stood there like one of those stupid Minecraft enemies.
I hated playing that game at first and little by long months of boredom little I start to play the game. I also did some reading up on it because in it simple play there is a lot of **** you need to know so you don't get killed.
I know that after I spend some time in the sewers getting fed, I then need to find out more about what I am now. I know that feed in apart of it. And I can kind of spot my own kind out there at nights that I am not feeling like a crackhead or barbequed from the sun.
One more try at using this power or mine and then off to the sewers to get some blood in me. Then off to look for a way to feed my brain. I use to write when I was human I think I will start that again.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I am getting so fed up on the sewers right now. I think the mice are hiding from me or they have been eaten by others like me or they are running from the zombies that have been flooding the city as of late.
I have a **** load of guns but no clothes and now I can't find a few mice to feed on and get a good nights worth of blood in me.
Still, I have found a few pieces of fungi that I hope are worth something to the right people and an old coin. Maybe I can get something for the coin at the least. I am going to keep trekking through this sewers and find my meals.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I feel so ******* stupid with this ******** in my system and no blood. I wake up at the wrong times and get burned by the sun or worse yet I get down into the sewers to look for mice to feed on. And I find nothing down here but fungi and spare change.
* screams*
I am hungry and there is nothing down here for me to feed on and going up there means that so many humans out running from Goddess knows what out there and I am so ******* mad it is not funny. I wanna punch through a wall but I am so weak right now I feel like I was still human and that asshat of an ex as still around kicking my ***.
My head is full of thoughts of what I was and these drugs are burning their way to throw my system so much that I am going crazy. I never liked how I was before, I never wanted to be in a relationship like that but I found myself there anyway.
I know one thing, once this is all out of my system I am going to feed heavily then I am going to find the meanest piece of walking human trash and ripe him apart. Then after I calm down I am going to go hunting at that college I have seen, I know that even asshats like my ex-boyfriend go to college looking for an education, a good job, and a good victim. I can use that to my advantage.
*sits against the sewer wall with my arms around my legs*
I hate drugs... I really hate drugs.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I been running around through these tunnels and came across an empty subway. It was filled with chemical waste and a crazy guy that wanted to buy what little blood that I had. I sold it to him and got two hundred bucks and plan to sell this waste once the sun goes down.
But that is no the only thing that I found there in the empty subway, it was an elevator to a place called a clock tower and they had humans.
I robbed a few and finally got some blood that I really needed. I feel much better after all those drugs are out of my system and real blood is flowing through me.
Once the sun goes down it will be play time for me. All those assholes out there are going to be my dinner.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I feel better after feeding on humans with no drugs in their system which has given me a clear head for what I want to do.
I even had the clear mind to go to a clothing store and get me something to wear. Now I don't look like some deranged lunatic with anything on but her bra and panties and guns and knives.
But I will say that but a large dent in the money that I had in the bank... * shakes head* still don't know how I got that being damn near naked in a sleep shirt and blood all over me.
I guess that to be another one of my master's treats that I will have to learn how to use.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I got cocky again and was out in the sun again but this time I was wearing clothes and I had blood in my system so it was not that bad of a burn. But oh brother did it sting like a mother ******.
But still, I found another building to rob a few crates from and make a few extra dollars in cash as I made a mad dash to the sewers system and walked around.
I came back out in a strange place I will have to check the subway maps again about where I am but that will come after I raise in levels again.
* smiles from ear to ear*
I didn't find a morgue-like before but I found an old movie theater full of zombies and a few feral vampires.
Getting my *** kicked by a feral vampire is a bit of a shot to my ego as well as finding out with a gun to a zombies head point blank that I am out of bullets. Blows. Blows so hard.
So I ran around and found a projector room I can block up until I can head back out and get more ammo and even sell this sewage that I have on me to get more ammo.
Then I am coming back and getting all these bastards ferals as well.