The bad days ends or dose it?( invite only)

[Runi (DELETED 9597)]

( the post is a bit scattered and a little bit hard to read it is from the perspective of his thoughts he's a bit confused at this point he thinks he's tripping on some really good substance)

Runi mine was a bit frazzled he swore to Odin that he was in a fight he remembered fighting, remember losing to a woman with a knife and he had his gun. And he was losing to a woman. He remembers the feeling of knowing he was going to die.

Yet something felt different something felt like he was more alive in this moment than he had ever been before, his brain told him that he was full of wounds that his body was in extreme pain or should be but it was not at the same time.

"Is this Valhalla.... This is definitely not Valhalla. " He says to himself in his head as he looks around.

That he naturally begins patting down his body and the places that he knows he had wounds everything feels completely normal actually everything feels better than normal.

For some reason, he was just laying there on the ground still patting himself trying to figure things out.

Am I a zombie... No not zombie... I swore I was dead I could feel my body dying.... Did she drugged me... I don't remember her giving me anything to drugged me at least I don't think so.... The bartender handed me the beer... why is everything right but wrong... What going on..... This is going to be one of those American-style horror movies is in it..... **** GTFO RUNI GTFO.

His body reacts with his mind almost instinctively, he quickly gets up burst out of the place runs pulls his keys in his bike f gets on his bike and just Hall's ***. He has no idea where he's going he's just driving.

Then his brain began to slow down a second or speed up in a way. Runi wasn't quite sure everything in the world seems different it seemed more clear more perfect more beautiful than he'd ever seen but for the same time completely dark and dreary and utterly disgusting. He was totally confused he had so much sensual input coming from every direction it was hard to concentrate on driving.

He remembers pulling into the bar, sitting in front of the bartender ordering the biggest beer they had and the biggest Berger demanding that he both at the exact same time as is mine for some reason one of them together it had to be together it was the only way to satisfy the sensation that craving.

Then suddenly his food and his be arrive he gobbled them down like a man who had never eaten in his life or had been starving for days on end. Then suddenly it all came back up within seconds. He was furious his mind was lost in this world that he didn't understand he felt like he was in a dream and a trip as if he was disconnected from himself this couldn't be real.

You went into some feral ravenous hunger running around the bar stealing people's food and drink gobbling it down and then again it comes right back up. His mind gone completely blank don't really remember what happened after that he swore he remembered ripping open someone's throat with his teeth. With a vague memory as well as the whole bar thing was jumbled and confusing none of it was quite in the right order.

Then he was outside standing in front of his bike then he looks up resist woman there she started shooting off shots at him. He remembers firing back and for some reason, the only thing that sticks out to him is that for the second time in what seems like moments from the first he was completely missing as if he couldn't hit the person as they somehow seemed to superhuman way better than they should be. Then he remembers the sensation of dying again everything disappearing fading to black wondering if this time he would actually wake up in Valhalla.(killed by a Pc)

Thence the sensation of being nothing but something his mind new he was in a place it was completely dark but it wasn't completely black it was like a shadow in the most dreadful of places. He doesn't remember having a body he doesn't really understand where he was or what was going on. all he remember is the sensation to gobble up these other entities to just eat them somehow and pulled them into himself he just obsess to do that while he was there not really understanding what he was doing or where he was he just Gobbling up what his mind felt were spirits as if he was feeling himself with them.

The time there seemed forever yet at the same time one passing moment can never tell he was going or coming he was just they are but not there at the same time it was a dreadful place absolutely horrible at the same time comforting and beautiful.

Then he suddenly remembers filling a void as if he was no longer supposed to be there anymore and he could feel the real world or at least that's what his brain was telling him it was his brain he didn't really remember having a body everything was so confusing. But he had a sense he knew that he was supposed to be concentrating on a place to return to in the city.

in his mind, he could picture his bike he could see it there he could feel the shadows in the alleyway as if his mind was reaching into them. He knows he swears he could see the bike was there ,he could almost touch it feel himself being pulled into the shadow of the alleyway near the dumpster his bike was. About 15 feet ahead of him it was there but it wasn't there he was there but he wasn't there.

He swore he begin to concentrate his essence began to really think about the situation could feel the shadows filling him as if he was becoming one with the shadow by the dumpster as if he was slowly materializing back into a body again. That he could feel his feet on the ground he could hear the sounds of the world around him it didn't make sense but he knew that he must concentrate that he must keep doing it there was something that was driving him.

He began to materialize not too far from his bike as he slowly stepped out of the shuttle the sounds of the world around him pounded him the smells the feeling the sensation everything it was too much it hurt at the same time it was enjoyable he wasn't sure exactly what to do was this some type of weird trip was he given acid how did he get here this wasn't near the bar that he started. Was that woman real was the second woman real. None of it made sense it was all a dream that it was all real at the same time.

Then out of the corner of his eye he saw this shiny reflection it drawled him to it was not too far from the bottom corner of one the dumpster is my new what it was but the same time he did not he been down reached stick his hand in a little bit father and he found them set of keys his brain knew that they belong to the motorcycle but they were his keys but again it didn't feel right.

He walked over to his motorcycle put the key in cranked it naturally began to drive away where he was doing what the roads were all he knew that he was driving.

Than that sensation begins to come over him he was starving he was thirsty he had this lust this need had to be filled.

What it was he didn't quite understand but he knew that it would fulfill him that this would make the pain go away.

What was it...

BLOOD I want it ... I need it blood..... who is she? Were am I ..... why am I alive ... Am I live ... I got to be tripping that got to be some good ****." The thoughts kinda keep repeating themselves.

Those thoughts Swirling around in his head. He didn't understand them but at the same time, it seemed instinctual as if he knew something that he had forgotten like it was on the tip of his tongue but he was right that's what he needed.

"Blood.... Human blood..."