In particular the line of hospital grade tubing currently in his hand hasn’t gone without my notice. I can actually smell the particles of fluid in the air that was originally hidden beneath the air tight seal of sterile port and my now seeping vein. The drug it carried was a waste on me. Anyone who exists for the sedating cloud in their body that it delivers is selling themselves short. I am already feeling the charge of pain returning to my body and it is a small rush all it’s own. I inhale through my parted lips and feel the layers of sutures that still manage to hold me together.
Back to that enticing length of plastic in his grip. I already have several alternative uses going through my foggy head but applying them would mean I would have to count on more going on for me than the effects of the morphine sulfate that was bumping my system into lala land until he showed up. With Slick on top it is going to take a little more than the brief reprieve from the narcotic to get the upper hand. I am in no shape to handle what he can readily deliver at the slightest provocation. Not until I am inside him. Once I get there that is when the real magic happens.
I manage to get my hands higher than my tits and get a grip on the hand offered. The wrist is pretty worthless to me. I never been into the wrist for anything. Even when applying cuffs on the job or for some questionable power play for pleasure. It’s boney and too far from where all the control is at. I get a shot of those wickedly vibrant blues and feel the sedation beneath my skin wear off in a few places simultaneously that should have absolutely nothing to do with the scene at hand. But it increasingly does. I lift just enough that the air finds my bare back through the cheap gown that they left untied for convenience after the last bedside scrub down. I feel the mind gripping pain rise with each muscle I use that tries to rebel like a world is at war beneath my skin. I override it and use all the stimulation for fuel to get my mouth closer to what is the answer to all my current issues and physical roadblocks.
My warm hand locks around the pale wrist it has hold of and pulls in so that my free hand finds the back of his neck just at the right time and hooks tight. Well, as tight as I can possibly manage. He offered the wrist and I took it as leverage. What I want is that spot on his neck that gives me the most reward for the effort it is draining from me as I go for it. He wanted me off his bosses back. He got it. In turn he has me on his neck. The promising pop of my sharp points penetrating his skin effectively deliver the intoxicating instant rush of what I could really never get enough of. While my lips fix a suction tight seal at the flesh beneath I start registering the results. I just hit the motherload and the power shooting through my system has my eyes rolling back and finding my entire universe just exploded from the inside.