I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM

[Adelita (DELETED 5973)]

I returned from Nueva York! It was everything I read about and not so much. The shopping was muy bien and I spent maybe too much money, but it was worth it. The clubs and bars were extraordinario-minus the 'few' times I was kicked out of them. Las personas can be idiotas más grandes than here.

Wynifred es mad at me. She says I have to stop leaving from here so much. I tell her I am not happy here. Es muy frio here and I think as time goes on I am getting paler. She says es my imagination, but I know better. This place es no good for the likes of me. I need de adventuras! Or el sol. She says I just need to accept my life and how did she say? Stop fleeing. No, stop running she says. I tell her I can't. Nordestrom's had a shoe sale and I had to go!

She'll get over it once I show her what I bought her when in Neuva York. I really bought the things for me, but since she is mad, I will share with her some of the things I bought. That puta. She is always getting things from me.

Wynifred is right. She always is. What I wrote before I left didn't come true. It's nothing like I hoped it to be. It's nothing great or wonderful. It should be, but it's not.