Blog of a mad hacker chick! (Journal)

[CharlotteC]

July 10th, 2015

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Hello again my beloved fans!

I know I have been gone for a long time - a really long time - but it was something that could not be changed. Or rather, something else got in the way. As of late, if you have been keeping up with my posts, you know that I have been rather down as of late. Because of this, I have been choosing just to sleep through the days and nights rather than get up and do anything. For a while I was surrounded by my new family, but even their happiness couldn't quite bring me out of my depression. Don't get me wrong, I adore (most of) them, and I have missed hanging out with my newest sister, or meeting the newer family members, but I just... I need more. Something that my family can't give me.

Aside from that, I have noticed the date. I can't believe it's been two years since I have come to this city, two years since he-who-must-not-be-named (No, not Voldemort) brought me into this whole new world (crap, now I have that song in my head). Two years since I ran away from my home, my family... and get this... they are still looking for me. At least, that's what the two paper says. I watch it from time to time, get alerts on my phone and computer whenever my name pops up there.

Hopefully, with time, I can bring myself out of this rut that I have sunk into, because it's time to grow up. I'm a big girl and big girls don't cry - I can't afford to. But it would be nice to share the new me with someone (aside from my family) who can love me like I would like to love them.

Have a great day, my pack.

<3 The Thief in the Night Hacker Chick <3[/font]

[CharlotteC]

July 26th, 2015

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Greetings and salutations my pretties!

Twice in a month! It may be too early to call this, but I just may be breaking out of this rut (we shall see in time) and becoming how I was before the night I walked into my home and found my best friend and my fiancé in bed together and well... I take the 5th with what happened after. Just know it was the catalyst to my life here. I had hoped to post on my 'birthday'/anniversary but got distracted with other things (a good sign - right?) that were just a bit more important than yaking on and on about hum-drum things.

One of those things? Getting out more. Of course, when I get out, I tend to get into trouble. This time or rather these times (yes, plural) were no exception. There was a raid of a large building with a gang of people I didn't really know, but we worked well together. It also ended quite well for me, I was able to beat something I haven't been before.

Another thing that got me in some hot water? Some strange *** song had me thinking a rather good looking biker was my soulmate. Now I'll admit, good looking and a bad boy always gets me going, but married? I don't play that game... Normally... This time, apparently I said screw it (and him). It was nuts, and I'm still totally confused. I need to work this out more.

Thing three? I have met my sister's newest minion. He too is rather attractive, and I have always been a sucker for an accent. I had to help patch him up, but that was fine with me, he'll it felt good to help again.

Last of all are all my 'little' hobbies, three new toys, several new gadgets to play with, a script in the works, and some new things to build. All have kept me busy, it helps that both the sister's minion and Rhett have been dumping the things they find in the slums in my lap. So Rut, I will not let you win. Not this time.

My little minions, don't let ruts keep you down.

<3 The Very Busy Hacker Chick <3[/font]

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[CharlotteC]

January 17, 2016

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Greetings and salutations!

I'm sure many of you have heard of all of the things that have been going on is this odd city. First was that whole ship debockal - something that I have to admit, I profited big on - that had many in this city going crazy like a bunch of sugar fueled kids during Easter time. People going after the same things, people searching high and low for things that would bring them money... Actually, it was more like Black Friday! I'm surprised people didn't lose limbs!

And now, this whole war like thing going on... People fighting for control over the territories. It's funny, they say we have to stay on the down low, but how is any of this keeping a low profile? Seriously! They want everyone to hide in shadows, but all this fighting... It's going to call the light on things wanting to stay hidden in shadows. Personally, I don't fear the light, but I plan to laugh my *** off if those wanting to stay in their little hidey-holes ends up right in the middle of the spotlight. I'm going to laugh because they will be squealing like a stuck pig to go back to the shadows, but they won't be able too. And it will be all because of this war.

It's amusing, as I write this, a show about the seven signs of the apocalypse is on in the background. So far, I believe that we - as a city - are on the third sign. So when the **** hits the fan, I know everyone will get hit, but at least I'll be prepared (and wearing coveralls like those worn in the Breaking show).

"Be prepared" may be the Boy Scout marching song - or at least according to that bus movie - but ever since I was attacked by those bullies I have been preparing. I may go down, but I'm taking a lot of them with me.

But enough of the negative. The positives are always growing, and so am I. Every day I get stronger, smarter, richer... Both in theory and reality. The things I build are getting better and better, and soon, I believe they will be ready for market. Till then, I am sure I could build a small army. That is if I wanted too. Personally, I rather build a small gaming party. Anyone out there wanting to play some good, old, table top games? Or maybe a good board game? Hell, right now I could go for a good card game too.

Well, I believe I have rambled enough for the night. The sun will rise soon and I don't want 'dhdhfydgehdhdhdhe' on my forehead. So I wish you all a wonderful day, a grand night, and groovy everything-else-in-between!

<3 The Very Busy Hacker Chick <3[/font]

[CharlotteC]

January 29, 2016

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Good evening my fellow blog buddies and fans!

This last week or so has been quite busy. I believe some of that is due to a need to once again be a mentor to someone, anyone. In this case, it's two different people. Both had some sticky fingers, sadly neither held the skill to get away with it, but I hope that with my training and some help in other ways, they will grow both in skill and bank accounts. The two of them falling into my lap (or pockets rather) within days of each other have inspired me in some less than legal ways. I have never denied being a bit of a criminal. After all, I sign every post with the word "hacker".

So if you are questioning why I am posting this to my blog, it's simply the truth. I am a thief, just as I am a hacker. I build guns, traps, and gadgets - some of which are for my hopefully new protégés. I hack, I write scripts. I'm a criminal, a smooth criminal ;). That said, I'm a good(ish) person, so that is where I believe my want to take these two under my wings comes in. I've also created a bit of a group with one of my friends, she is to be my second in command. I could not ask for a more trusted and skilled friend and second. She rocks!

Back to my need to teach though, that is what I plan to do. I plan to help them in ways that allow them to grow and hopefully, they will pay it forward. Weird sentiment for a thief you say? Well, I never claimed to be normal either. I believe in honor among thieves, so hopefully those I take under my wing will learn to be as I am. Who knows though, everyone is different.

Speaking of differences, the other one I spoke of also has a love of computers, so I hope to teach him about that as well as thieving. Help him and anyone else that needs it in any way I can. I also believe I may have found someone to be a partner in crime... So to speak. Not either of the two I mentioned before. But there is something about this guy I am drawn to. Or perhaps it is just the way I found him... I don't know. It is far too early to tell, but I hope to see him again. The red one.

It looks like things may be looking up for this hacking goddess. Please cross your fingers (and toes) for me.

<3 The Very Busy Hacker Chick <3[/font]

[CharlotteC]

February 7, 2016

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Greetings and salutations once again fellow bloggers!

I have to say, my latest projects have been going very well. I hope to see some real good come of them in the long run, right now it is a little to early to call it, but it is looking very, very, very good, so I am happy. The last couple of nights I have actually done something I haven't done in a very long time. I spent them all pretty much on the computer, on the internet. Hacking! Yes! Hacking! After all, I am the Mad Hacker Chick! And I have to say, I think I am a little rusty. I actually almost got caught more than a couple times, and to me, that is no good. So I think tonight will be more of the same. Lots of Hacking. It's practice and practice makes perfect (and rich ;) ).

I'm also thinking that I need to get back to posting more and more of these blogs. Though, at the same time, I don't want to post just any random stuff. You know, just me talking about silly things like the weather - which is actually pretty good today, considering it's winter. Or sports - I'm a hockey girls, so I could care less about football right now. Or the latest movie that I have managed to see before it's been released - Deadpool was totally awesome! I want to talk about real things. Thing is, I don't know what I can talk about that won't get me killed. One of those 'I could tell you, but then I'd have to kill you' sort of things. That said, I will think of something. For now though, I sign off early tonight.

Much Love!

<3 The Mad Hacker Chick <3[/font]

[CharlotteC]

February 10, 2016

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Greetings and salutations once again fellow bloggers!

I am once again blogging for ya, I told you that I wished to post more. Though of course, there isn't much in the way of new information for me to be sharing with you. I just thought that I would chat today about something I saw on TV. You know that show? That one where that guy goes around to all these places and eats all that really weird crap? Big bald guy. Anyways, he was in my home state of Maine. And I have to admit, seeing it on the show, it made me miss my home greatly. Not just my parents, though I do miss them and so wish that I could contact them. At least let them know I am safe. But the food and the hunting. I miss a lot of that.

My father taught me not only how to fish (because I lived in a fishing village) but to hunt as well, he also taught me how to pick out plant life that is edible. And it was so interesting to see this guy doing everything that I once used to do. He went with some people, searching for some of Maine's more interesting herbs. One of the things I couldn't agree with those was the stinging nettle. God had a sick sense of humor, I'll tell you that much. Nettle is not only evil, but there is literally a time when if you eat it, it will kill you. Actually, there are a few plants that grow wild in my lovely state that one day they are delicious, the next you're dry heaving for a week and wishing you really were dead.

And then outside of the plants that he was trying, there was also something else that he was trying. And I have to say, even though I grew up in Maine, and I have eaten this delicacy a number of times myself, my mind clearly has lived in the gutter too long. The guy was eating Beaver. Yes, beaver. It's actually one of the best tasting things you'll ever eat if prepared correctly, and not only that, but there isn't a single piece that can't be eaten aside from the bones and claws. Even the tail can be eaten. There was a lady on the show that made chili out of the beaver, and made beaver steaks. Man, if anything can tempt me to go back to Maine, even for a day, it's all the food, and all the hunting. I miss it so much.

My mentor and I did go hunting recently, that was interesting, but it wasn't the same as with my father. I also went alone, and that didn't end up quite the way I thought it would, but at the same time, it wasn't a bad day. I had basically only went to try out one of the new toys I made, make sure that everything was perfect before I put it away for safe keeping. Still... I have to say, I miss my home, I miss my parents, I miss the food, all the moose and dear and beaver, even bear, and yes, of course sea food as well, the flounder, the shrimp, the clams, and yes the lobster too - remember I said I was raised in a fishing village. Fish is the way of life for a lot of Mainers, but so is hunting, and the plants. I miss the forests of Maine.

So yeah, it was interesting to see a show that was so about showing that Maine is more than just fish, that it is green and vital and that there is a loveliness to it that will just make anyone feel as if mother earth is talking to them. And I believe this guy will be back, and when he is, I hope he gives moose a try next time. It's actually really, really, really good.

Anyways, I will post again soon. Much Love!

<3 The Home-sick Hacker Chick <3[/font]

[CharlotteC]

February 27, 2016

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Greetings and salutations once again fellow bloggers!

It has been a while, a couple weeks at least. I know that I had said that I wanted to talk more, post more, blog more. However, it seems that really, I have a very boring life. Wake, Hack, Eat, Sleep, and Repeat. Though, I believe that the hacking is coming to some rather interesting information. Of course, the information is always quite lucrative, but than there is the other stuff, the stuff that shouldn't be seen by certain eyes and yet, if I can hack into the system, any other person with decent hacking skills could as well. We are not careful, and yet I have to laugh, it is because people aren't careful that we are being found out, and yet, I and people like me are the ones that are being punished. It's complete hypocrisy, it really is and it is annoying the hell out of me.

Oh yeah, 'be careful, hide yourselves in shadows and shame' and for what? Nothing if you ask me. When the bullies break their own rules, they don't go out and beat down the others. Nooooo, they would never do that. Asses. No, They let their own break the rules as much as possible. It's totally eye-roll inducing if you ask me. It really is.

However, others are looking at other things now. Seeing that, oh yeah, we do have other enemies. Ones that we should have been watching and taking care of far earlier. But were we? Nooooo, some were too busy being bullies, while those being bullied had two choices, hide or fight and both of those don't leave time for focusing on the real danger. Gah... the whole thing just bugs me beyond reason, I am sure that you are tired of hearing me chat about it, but it is true, I hate bullies, and the only way that bullies will ever get their come-up-pence is if others start bitching as well, bringing the bullies out of the shadows and shaming them for what they are. Children with really big guns. Brats. The Lot of them.

That said, other things have been catching my eye. Recordings, writings, all sorts of things that I plan to sell to the highest bidder. Let's face it, the best kind of things to deal with are secrets, and I know lots of people that have tons that I would just love to capitalize on. Oh trust me, I'm not one to hide the fact that if I find out your secrets, I will keep them till someone offers me a lot of money for it. After all, girl has to make a buck some how. This, this is how I will do it now. So careful who you tell your secrets too. You never know if I am one of your 'friends'.

Though, when it comes to my real friends, the ones I trust with my own secrets. Those are the ones that when they tell me theirs, it goes into a vault that no thief could break, no mental mumbo jumbo will have me breaking their trust in me. Still, careful who you tell your secrets too. You never know who is reading or who is hacking into your system and stealing all of your information.

Have a great night my dearies.

<3 The Naughy Hacker Chick <3[/font]

[CharlotteC]

February 29, 2016

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Greetings and salutations once again fellow bloggers!

Happy Leap Year Harper Rock! It's that wonderful day, that day that only comes around once every four years. I believe this is the one and only year that in Ireland, girls can propose to guys. Now don't get any funny ideas, I'm not planning to pop the question to anyone - I'd have to have someone for that. No, I just find it interesting, and have to wondering, who would really take that chance, you know, you go up to your guy, you love him, you think he loves you, and you ask him. And then... what happens if he says no? I think if I did that, and if the guy said 'no' I would be devastated. But then, what do I know? I seem to have the worst luck with men. I found my fiance in bed with my best friend/maid of honor - oh yeah, she had real honor (insert eye roll here).

Then there was the guy that I met here, well, two different ones. The first one, I thought we had something real, and then one day, he just vanished, never to be heard from ever again. I was hurt, for a really, really long time. For a while I thought I would never get over it, but eventually I did, and then, that is when I got screwed over (literally) yet again. I have an encounter or two with this one guy, I think that things are going to shape up well. But does it? Nope, he too vanished! And then get this! THIS is the kicker!

HE RETURNS! And not just returns! But MARRIED!!! The asshole. I swear. And really, I have to wonder if I am going to be destined to forever fall for men who will just vanish. At least the first guy, wherever he is, never came back, and never came back married to some other chick. I had a friend (and psychic) read my cards, and she told me that I wouldn't always be alone, that I would find someone. Though, to tell you the truth, I am really starting to lose all hope that what she said is true. Yes, I have my family, and some good friends, and don't get me wrong, I love them all dearly, but there is just a certain kind of love neither family, nor friend can give.

Anyways, aside from that, this day has turned out to be quite an interesting one. I have left my place for once and am once again out and about. It's been a while, but it feels good to stretch my legs (despite being shot in one over them currently), and my other skills aside from just that which I am best... my fingers and my brain (mind out of the gutters, thank you ;) ). That said, I'm still using my skills to clear the way in that respect as well as my five finger discount. So at least, that was a good thing to happen to me today. However, while I am typing this, I am also worried about my mentor, as of late he has been down, I could feel it when I am around him. That pain, that deep to the heart of it pain. And he's been drinking more, and not writing. It's scaring me. I don't want to lose him. I hope I won't.

For now, my lovelies, I must be off, I will tell you more later when I can.

<3 The Worried Hacker Chick <3[/font]

[CharlotteC]

March 3, 2016

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Greetings and salutations once again fellow bloggers!

So, today's post probably won't be all that big, or even all that interesting. Today has been a rather quiet night, I have literally hacked every system I could think of this eve, I found some alright things, but for the most part, it was all pretty boring information. Nothing really useful, sadly. That said, there has been some good to come out of the night, tonight Rhett returned to me with some great stuff, I can't wait to get my hands on it and see what I can do with it. See what kind of things I can create to cause hell for anyone who would try to come after me for reasons unknown. I swear, the 'laws' of this city, they are truly eye-roll inducing. However, the guns I plan to make, I can't wait to see what comes of the parts I have on me now.

That said, he has pretty much emptied that place out I think. I'm pretty much sitting in the middle of a pile nearly knee high of parts and junk that I can use to build things. I don't know how he finds the stuff he does, but I am grateful for all of the stuff he brings me. So much so that I let him keep most of the other stuff, he could sell it, use it, whatever he wants for his art or just money. Though, there is one part I'm going to try not to use or mess with, mostly because it's way better than I will ever be able to mess with. So I plan to tuck it away until my mentor's wife returns home. That is if she returns home. The way that my mentor has been drinking as of late, I'm beginning to worry that she won't return. That scares me, because he is not taking it well, not well at all. He is normally so reserved and controlled, the last few times I have seen him though he has been neither.

I still need more info on that though. C'est la vie. Onto other news. I received an alert today from news reports, one of them I found rather funny. The news was about how the search for 'how to move to Canada' went up by internet breaking numbers last Tuesday. They say it is because of the fact that America is screwing itself over big time by having a blow hard on one side, and a lying wench on the other. There are other candidates, better candidates, yeah, but are they going to win? Nope. Seriously, it hasn't worked like that in decades, probably why I normally stay away from politics. Even here, I try to avoid politics like the plague, but at the same time, I sort of have to get into bed with it because that is the world of a Hacktivist. After all, I love finding out dirt on things like this and showing it for the world to see.

There is something I'm working on in that respect, but for now, any of that information is for my mind only. For now, I believe I will leave you on that lil hint. Take care my dearies!

<3 The Teasing Hacker Chick <3[/font]

[CharlotteC]

March 6, 2016

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Greetings and salutations once again fellow bloggers!

Today sadly is another day where I haven't really done to much, I have actually been working on a large heap of gun parts, attempting to make some good looking guns. Will they ever be Auction House worthy? No, Not really, not with so many out there making far better guns than I ever will dream of, but they are good enough for me, and for anyone that is in my family, should they need a new gun. Even now though, as I am writing this blog, I am sitting by the computer in a pile that is nearly a knee high. So Chances are, I'm going to be working on guns for the better part of three or for days. It takes some time, but hey, at least it is something to do that isn't hacking.

Don't get me wrong, I am a Hacker, hacking is what I do and I do it well, but there are nights where I feel that I need to step away from the computer and just do something else. Actually, I think once I am done with these guns I will hit some other places, actually get out of the house for a bit and get some fresh air because really, I need to get out and meet some more people and just well, do something. Anything. I know a lot of people though that are like me, that like to stay holed up in their apartments and houses, like hermits. Sometimes though, it needs to be done, usually when there is **** going down and the bullies are out to play.

That said, I do just need to get out more, go and party, make some more friends. Maybe then I will actually meet someone worth actually sharing this life with. Someone that I can make a part of my world.

Oh well, enough of the sad. Just thought I would check in. Love you all. ;)

<3 The Crafting Hacker Chick <3[/font]