♪ Skyler's Diary ♪

[Skylar]

♪ Weirdness ♪
30 / 04 / 2015

Weird *** day. So… firstly there’s all this chatter about Pi being on some hitlist. I mean it’s not hard to see how someone might dislike the woman, but seriously, as far as I know she doesn’t do much of anything to deserve that kind of attention. Her and Ellie have some serious issues. I walked in some drama involving Doc. I walked right back out again. I’m not dealing with that ****.

I randomly followed another guy through the city again tonight. Though not cos he’s a cutie. Ain’t no way in hell I’m cheating on my guy. Especially not stone cold sober. I’d need to drink a **** tonne of alcohol to think cheating on Ricky was a good idea. Even then I don’t see it happening. Oh the guy’s name is Myk. Dude looks like a drag queen.

Oh and good news. I’m not the only one that’s defective. Ali is too. Apparently her two kids were long *** turnings too. She said pat will get really sick but should turn in like a week or something and that I should just keep doing what I’m doing. I’m so glad I went with my gut and didn’t let Ric or Ellie interfere. I still can’t believe I’m gonna have a kid though. I mean weird. A dog was enough unwanted responsibility for me. So a kid. Yeah. I have no idea what I was thinking. Must have had blood poisoning from that tatt or something. God I hope I don’t let Patrick down.




((Also on this page: Two quick sketches; one of Myk’s face and hair, and one of Pi being fussed over by both Elliot and Doc.))

[Skylar]

♪ Sexy Beast ♪
03 / 05 / 2015

Apparently I can till freak my guy out. He says I come on too strong but well… I’m not sure how that’s possible considering we’re married and all. I think Ric’s just not comfortable with someone finding him sexually attractive. Which I do. Quite badly. His body is drool worthy. He’s all kinds of amazing. He’s better looking than any guy has reason to be too. Damn him. He’s so ******* hot it’s untrue. I didn’t even do all that much to freak him out this time. At least I don’t think so. I only told him I don’t work this hard for every guy I’ve met. Oh and that he’s sexy. No word of a lie. Sexy kinda doesn’t do him justice. And yeah I know how I sound. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me.

Oh and later. He was attacked by some beast. I’m lucky really. He shoved me out of the way so it got him. He’s stupid though. I mean it’s all well and good being protective and all but seriously. If he’s injured he can’t protect us. He should have let the thing maul me, killed it and then stitched me up. Makes more sense to me. I mean I can take the pain. He should have used me as a distraction. I told him as much too. For some reason I don’t think he listened to me.




((Also on this page: a drawing of the alpha fadebeast, though the detail is a little lacking as Skylar didn’t get a good look at it.))

[Skylar]

♪ Baby Bear Vs Baby Fawn ♪
04 / 05 / 2015

Patrick made it through the most horrific turning ever. I swear I got super lucky with Elliot. I always knew it, but even my turning was pretty damn easy compared to what Pat went through. So yeah… I have a kid. Now I have to decide what to call him. I mean Elliot doesn’t really have a name for me as far as I know. I noticed Doc calls his kids, his spawn. Ric calls his, his things. I’m torn between bears and fawns. Bears, cos well, I call Ellie and Pi, Papa and Momma Bear. No idea why? Just always done it. Or fawns cos well. My other form is a deer. I think I might stick with bears. He can be my cub. That sounds kinda cute right?




((Also on this page: A caricature of Patrick as a chubby little cub.))

[Skylar]

♪ Need to Know ♪
05 / 05 / 2015

I have a right to talk about my husband. Right? I mean that’s nothing new. Ric sees my memories from time to time, so he must know what I say about him. I don’t tell anyone his secrets or anything. I’m blonde but I’m not that blonde. I only told Patrick the basics about Ric, so he had no reason to be so unimpressed with me. Doesn’t he ever talk about me? Probably not. Good thing he agreed to wear the ring then I guess. I mean otherwise no-one would know he’s taken. Which he is. Not that I think he’d cheat on me. He’s just not all that interested in people in general and I drive him nuts as it is. I don’t think he could handle another woman truth be told. So yeah. Go me. This allurist PMS thing finally has an upside to it.




((Also on this page: An FBI type file with the stereotypical ‘stamp’ of TopSecret across it.))

[Skylar]

♪ Control ♪
06 / 05 / 2015

Right so… apparently I’m a bit of a masochist on the sly. Or a submissive. Both really I think. At least when it comes to Ricky. I’ve always been one to fight control and all that. I don’t much like rules and yet Ric calls and I come running. Almost literally. He has that nifty little power that can pull me to him at will and apparently it’s a two way street. He can’t do it with everyone. You have to allow it or something. But yeah. I ******* love that power. I really like that he just has to think of me and I’m there. I mean yeah I’m worried that one day I’ll be on stage or something when he does it. But then I’m pretty good at keeping him apprised of what I’m doing. Another first for me. But anyways. Yeah. I told him I love that he can do that. He told me I’m strange. Erm… Pot, kettle, black? lol




((Also on this page: Nothing but blank space.))

[Skylar]

♪ Love Bite? ♪
07 / 05 / 2015

Ricky was attacked by a blood thief. He’s all ‘whatever’ about it but me, I’m not sure how I feel. I mean this person bit him and drank his blood. Maybe I’m a little jealous. I mean I can’t really do that. Well I can but well… Vampire blood… Not my thing. So yeah. I mean. I guess for me the whole blood drinking thing is kinda intimate. I can’t feed off people myself due to my crappy defects. And well, I ******* love Ric biting me. Hmm… I’ll have to think about it. Really not sure if I should be insulted that Ric doesn’t give a ****.




((Also on this page: The stereotypical scene of Dracula chasing down some female while saying; I want to suck your blood.))

[Skylar]

♪ Possible Nightmare ♪
10 / 05 / 2015

So. I know I wrote about this the other day but here’s what I realised. While Ric’s not likely to summon me while on stage or something. There is a chance he could summon me butt naked. And if he does this. I’d have to run home. Because I wouldn’t have my tome on me if I was starkers. And well that would also involve me breaking into our home after running through the sewers. Oddly enough, today, when I pointed this out to Ric (that he could summon me naked), he didn’t seem all that bothered. In fact I think his reply was something like ‘it’s nothing I haven’t seen before.’ SO NOT THE POINT RICKY! lol. I can’t believe I had to point out that while he’s seen it before, the rest of the city hasn’t. I kinda wonder what he’d do if some random guy(s) saw me naked cos of this little superpower of his. You know what. I’m almost tempted to hang out naked in our flat for a few days just to see. Could be… interesting. Hahaha.




((Also on this page: A naked woman is trying to cover herself as best she can while sneaking through an urban scene.))

[Skylar]

♪ Misunderstanding Me ♪
12 / 05 / 2015

So Ric still has a way to go. I tell him I want to **** him and he tells me he likes it when I wear my hair up. I think he thought what I said was a compliment rather than a request. Bless him. But it’s nice to know he likes my hair in a ponytail. Even if I suspect that, that’s just cos it gives him easy access to my neck. I guess I’ll wear my hair up whenever I wear the scrubs. Give him what he wants. Anyways. After I explained he actually understood and even stopped working to oblige me in my request. We almost did it on his desk. Then he stopped for whatever reason and carried me to the sofa. I can’t really fault him you know. I mean we’re still figuring each other out in some ways. And well. I have at least learned that he kinda likes to take the lead and I can kinda goad him into it. He even surprised me by biting me somewhere new. Kinda kinky being bitten there but I guess the femoral artery is a good choice if you want more blood for minimal effort. God he drives me insane. In all the right ways. Hope that continues.

Oh and side note: Yesterday Pi gave me a weird look when I hugged and kissed Patrick. I’m not sure what she was thinking. I mean if she’s thinking there’s something going on between us then she’s wrong. I’m rather hoping she was realising that it means nothing. Like nothing sexual anyways. And that she can see now that the way I am with Elliot is just the same. There was never any need for her to be jealous of me. Or threatened by me or whatever.




((Also on this page: A woman with eight octopus arms.))

[Skylar]

♪ Strange Happenings ♪
14 / 05 / 2015

The other day. Yesterday I think it was. This relic thing I have kicked in and let me know I was being looked at. Like appraised. The thing is. I have no idea who this person is. So I have a name but nothing else. Lisa McNally. It’s a little creepy having someone spy on you. Especially when you have no idea who they are or anything.

Then today I see Pyper in the sewers and she stops to chat to me. I mean yeah I know her a little after the party and I think she’s still dating Beverly but yeah. Weird. The girl asked me if I was going to the raid. Didn’t know there was one. I mean it’s not something I track personally. No need to. Not unless Ric’s in there. And well, he never mentioned one. So yeah. I guess she is a battle babe. I wonder if that’s an Altaire thing. I mean even the ex-nun’s taken up arms. There must be something really ******* wrong with me.




((Also on this page: A nun in full habit in a ninja pose, brandishing a katana like weapon.))

[Skylar]

♪ AWOL ♪
19 / 05 / 2015

I know we aren’t tied at the hip or anything but damn if Ric hasn’t been hard to pin down recently. I mean he’s coming home and stuff but he’s out more than normal. Apparently he’s been hunting in the cats. He does that. Switches hunting grounds. Not sure why. I think maybe he gets bored easily. Which might not bode well for our relationship. Guess we’ll see.

Oh and Pat’s started calling me Momma Bear. Didn’t see that coming but I guess what goes around, comes around.




((Also on this page: A list of ideas to try and keep Ric busy/distracted/interested.))